*Phobe

Missing them so badly and while they have forgotten I exist they’re burned into my every waking existence. No one compares, no one will compare. Perfection in dark hair and glistening eyes. Hard hands that are soft on my body. I cannot escape this and I have tried. I forgot about them for a day but they’re now back in my mind. They knew they were coming to leave that night and I know they will be back but also maybe they won’t. It’s all a bunch of maybes but they want things from me I’m barely achieving and now they have no way to see any of what I’m doing bc of online stalkers meaning I have to private my accs.

I love them so much and I miss them and all I can do is wait for the day they see I’m doing what they want of me. Today isn’t that day but I don’t even have the energy to love them how they deserve so whatever.

I miss my baby

Ilydym

Down bad and feral over someone who is still ignoring me

Actively being stalked but not by my them. I wish it was my them though because this is slightly scary. Someone charged with firebombing an exs car is actively stalking my accounts and there is nothing I can do about it.

I feel like I’m being pranked at this point

Ilydym until the day I stop breathing

Embracing being delusional while stuck in message requests really is demonstrative on my brains:

Those two twinks will bring us back together

“It’s okay”