chemical marriage.

i dont have much to say but with the month i’ve been away, i’ve liked it. also something happened that i will not disclose but it has caused me to no longer have a reason to log on and roleplay.

im trying to work remotely as i cant get a job. the lack of support here wasnt helping much either. im going to be starting school soon here too. im just trying to find a direction in life and it’s harder than i thought. having this place as an unnecessary stress was not helping either. i have a book to write, i have things to do.

i will most likely delete this blog and a bunch of my other blogs as well (albeit saving all my character info so i dont forget it lmao). i will leave one blog up and i will only give it out if you come to me urself and ask for it in my discord. you can still reach me there fryedpig#5296

i dont have much to say but with the month i’ve been away, i’ve liked it. also something happened that i will not disclose but it has caused me to no longer have a reason to log on and roleplay.

im trying to work remotely as i cant get a job. the lack of support here wasnt helping much either. im going to be starting school soon here too. im just trying to find a direction in life and it’s harder than i thought. having this place as an unnecessary stress was not helping either. i have a book to write, i have things to do.

i will most likely delete this blog and a bunch of my other blogs as well (albeit saving all my character info so i dont forget it lmao). i will leave one blog up and i will only give it out if you come to me urself and ask for it in my discord. you can still reach me there fryedpig#5296

    so, i don’t have a means of receiving any sort of pay to keep myself afloat.    yes, i still live with my parents which im grateful for beyond words, but there are some things they want me to buy on my own (and i want to anyways because im 22 years old and i should be able to do that).    with that being said, i’ve been able to do business on patreon.    i only get paid monthly, but hey it’s something.

    below are links to my patreon and other ways i’ve been trying to make money. i would link my paypal, but i feel guilty for taking money from people without doing something to earn it.    anyways, that’s my sob story.    please consider becoming a patron (if you can) or at the very least sharing.

MY PATREON.

DEPOP.

“It’s midnight, where the hell were you?!”

“Stop keeping your phone in silent, you got me worried!”

“Blood? Are you bleeding?”

“I don’t like the idea of you walking down the streets all alone.”

“I thought I would never see you again…”

“We should get you to hospital.”

“Where did all those bruises came from?”

“I have the right to be worried!”

“Have you been drinking? You look terrible.”

“Sleep at my place tonight.”

“I don’t feel safe letting you be alone when you’re in that shape.”

“Please talk to me about it.”

“Let me take care of you.”

“You need to rest now. Don’t move.”

“How many times have I told you to not go there?”

“You could’ve died, you know…”

“I don’t care if you don’t want my help, I’ll do it anyways.”

“You really need to stop drinking. I’m serious.”

“This time you got yourself into a hospital. I think that’s a sign.”

“Are you sure you’re okay?”

“You need to stop doing stupid shit like that or you will get yourself killed.”

“I’m your friend, of course I care!”

“You know I’m always here for you, right?”

“You’re not okay.”

“I’m just trying to help you.”

“Let me clean your wounds…”