I’m in a constant state of unacceptance
I look at who I was and know why I’m now relentless
If only you knew the child from that of which I came
Then you would hate me too, that’s why I dare not breath his name
See evil begets evil, there’s no redemption for all I’ve done
Im the sinner in the mirror, full of hate for my fathers son
My demons lurk within my shadow and I flee as they draw near
I know what’s deep inside of me, It’s whispers haunt my ear
“You’re worthless and pathetic”, These words shudder through my mind
They use to leave me petrified while I pretended to be fine
But now I know the name of the devil deep inside
with this knowledge comes power to persist and overcome
Even though I know that this war cannot be won
Now everyday I wake and fight to face my biggest fear
Because I know my diagnoses lies in wait behind the mirror
But today you will not have me, with uncertainty I declare
Cus though I know my fate is sealed, today strength is there.
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