Phenomenal-woman

it’s at my ankles, IM STILL

my knees, IM STILL

my stomach. IM STILL

my neck, IM STILL

over my head, IM FLOATING ON MY BACK LOOKING AT THE STARS, AS THE CURRANT TAKES ME FAR

i am at peace, My personal space,

One with the water splashing in my face,

I used to think it was, I would insist,

Whom I have is me myself and I

For I am lost, no matter what I do, it seems to piss off the ppl that are true,

So I ask you Heavenly Father from the bottom of my heart, please give me a fresh start ,dont let me fall on my face, I’m already a disgrace,

I’m trying to keep up with ppl already have it all. I think I’m good but run in a brick wall. Soon I’ll have no one to talk to at all, they are set and finished and it looks like I’m not trying at all .

Heavenly Father please hear my prayer, I want to be something important and sincere,

I try to finish what I start. I’m not stupid, I am smart, peace of mind is what I need, so I can concentrate and succeed. I’m begging on my knees. I have no one to run to, I seem to piss off people. So yes I’m praying in the house with the steeple. I’m grasping at straws no where to run. Staying away from bad, but when I had no one that’s who I had.

Though I wasn’t like them, their respect I had. The woman with the huge heart smiling not sad,

Who says one day at a time it will get better,

Who says, ignore it and it will go away,

Who says as you get older, it gets better,

I used to feel, stay away from negativity and nothing can hurt you,

Who says speaking up for yourself is good,

Who is there to catch you when it backfires and you fall,

Who says if you believe in yourself, positivity will follow,

Who will save you from the wolf disguised in lamb clothing,

Who will save you from the evil in this world

I believe in god and the devil, Jesus died for us, so why is this world so fucked up,

Adam and Eve, Eve bit the apple that Adam gave her, a woman is blessed giving birth with pain

We deal with period, cramps, menopause

Men loose erection pop a pill and there manhood reappears,

They can still bare children, Women are left bare,

A women can be a single parent, yet we aren’t admired on that day,

A man can desert his offsprings, years later come back, and are praised for their accomplishments???

A woman leaves cause she’s overwhelmed and is called a fucked up mother,

What I do know is I learned to love myself period I WILL NEVER LET ANYONE OR THING EVER CHANGE THAT. IT TOOK ME YEARS TO BUILD MY CONFIDENCE

Some People don’t want you to grow and can intimidate you yes, but it’s cause there lacking something and want to feel superior.

So I pray everyday, god keep me ,my family and friends healthy and safe