mansplainer

against all odds i am in fact engaged now !!!!!!! #lifeupdate

also conservatives saying shit about not condoning this kind of violence are giving crazy we're all trying to find the guy who did this vibes

also adults on twitter freaking out about seeing the video of kirk getting shot like man families used to go to public executions can we lock in a little

my chiesa... ;;;-;;;;;;

also my bf's friend uses chatgbt like it's a search engine bc he's a simpleton apparently. was talking to my bf today about estimating expenses for a trip i have coming up and he butts in and says "chatgbt is the best for estimating trip expenses like housing and food" and i said "i've actually been a lot so i can estimate it myself but thanks" like good luck being down and out in a foreign country bc your unethical anti intellectualism crutch tells you it costs 200 dollars for a trip and you believe it blindly bc you've already indoctrinated yourself into believing things at face value without checking your sources and have lost your abilities to think critically 👍

also i woke up at 7 this morning and went out and got a coffee and drove around and i was worried i was holding people up and it's almost 10 and everyone is still asleep BWHAHJSJA...

on a trip with my bf and his friends in southern maryland and i genuinely feel uneasy bc i'm getting... whiffs...... of very strong prejudice... like there's soooo much right wing prop everywhere and while i was out this morning by myself people were staring at me constantly in that way that's like "i've never seen an asian person in my life" and it's making me really uncomfortable 😭 i can't even really bring it up in a group setting bc it's just a bunch of white people who would never notice and would probably dismiss me. i'll tell my bf later tho he will understand 👍

was forced to go to quotev to look for fanfic for my new hyperfixation character... the only true recession indicator

also otw to get my photos taken for a magazine article but not excited bc this photographer though talented in some respects makes everyone look terrible. i thought it was just me last winter when those photos of me turned out genuinely awful but i saw some photos he took of this beautiful girl who runs a local book shop and they were just so unflattering!!!!! idk what it is but he makes all of his subjects look like the scary realistic closeups in spongebob

i had the worst customer experience of my life yesterday (didn't respect my time or boundaries on multiple occasions, ghosted me for weeks despite giving her two opportunities to confirm her order, pushed back and genuinely gaslit me when i said i couldn't fulfill it this week because i never received confirmation in time from her despite giving her a reminder and extra time on monday of this week) and i don't even want to do anything anymore. like it's been a while since something or someone sucked the life out of me this badly 😭