Margot's Digital Journal

instead ask:

is it SINCERE

was it CATHARTIC

was it FUN TO MAKE

is it MADE BY ME

Infamous shot of Bad Brains lead singer, H.R. at CBGB's late December 1982.

Thanks for the tag @biggusficus! I love this 😊

Last song: "Best Friend" by Foster The People🎧 To my suprise I would have bet it would have been Tame Impala, Michael Jackson or DJO as usual lol.

Currently watching: Ahhh spooky how do you know i'm watching something while i'm scrolling on Tumblr🫣 . Okkkayyy Love Island USA season 8 episode 6 the one that came out 3 hours ago lol

Current obsession: Actually my forever obsessions this isn't a phase mom! Lol Paladin Danse, DJO/Joe Keery, Cleaning videos, Fallout Settlement build videos, anything Fallout, Reading fanficts, manifestation techniques, TUMBLRRRRR, hot older men, DILFS, thirst traps, men kissing, art, boba tea and i'll say it again JOE KEERY, men with big eyes, men with big butts, men who looklike they are in misery like in a sad puppy dog way? lol, tons of emojis when I text☺️ and long longgg naps

Currently reading: "Win Today" by John H. Fisher I'm on page 2 lol but I like it so far

Currently working on: completing tasks, managing my OCD, writing my first fanfict and one shots, cleaning my room for the past 3 months, being more social, setting boundaries, mentally preparing to continue college in August, starting a Youtube channel for settlement builds fallout 4, creating+posting digital art on here and youtube

And more importantly over all being a better person and advocating for myself

Also being excited about life🌞

Currently wearing: "Uhhh Khakis?" remember that Jake from state Farm commercial?😅 okay i’m corny tough crowd tough crowd

I am wearing black leggings, a jumbo sized rose pink scrunchie holding my pineapple bun, an insanely oversized pastel pink shirt from an Italian restaurant called "Casa de Amore" and a hefty pad 🙃 my period is killing me sorry for the tmi

Last Google search: Joe Keery's birth chart😍 (seeing if he's compatible with me...spoiler alert he is so watchout girlies😜) and I typed in on my other tab "diamond City hobo fallout 4" because I forgot Sheffield's name (I never use the word hobo but for some reason I did? 🤔lol)

Favorite flower: OKAYYY so I have a Sunflower🌻obsession like my whole life!

My wallet, my room decor, my car decor, keychains, earrings etc you name it. Which is odd cause huh Joe Keery's Elle cover for 2025 has him with a sunflower!💛 (Coincidence? I think NOT!🕵🏻‍♀️I'm telling you we are total soulmatessss! You all are getting the wedding invites don’t worry🤭)

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I'm tagging, and you don't have to do it, just thought it was cutesy ... @advictoriams @autumnrose40 @pee-wee-tommy-blog @randomthoughtshere24 @alyx-sp-artkorzinochka @keithvalentinex @gunpowdernlead @burthdaycakee @falloutwrangler111 @purplebutterflyglasses

@roddyincowgirlboots

I did 11 tags now 🤷🏻‍♀️…sue me

Last song: Djo - Try me

Currently watching: Fargo the series

Current obsession: Djooo, Noah Kahan, Olivia Rodrigo, tøp, aaand Michael Jackson, I’ve watched tons of documents/archive videos of him performing ✨🕺

Currently reading: I have this book by Robert Greene - The Laws of Human Nature, and I dose it chapter by chapter ✨

Currently working on: myself and my mind, and I’m trying to go back to basics of drawing ✍️

Currently wearing: black tshirt and striped trousers

Last Google search: uuuuh, probably some florists nearby!

Favourite flower: Hmm, it shifted to small pinky/creamy roses lately, these delicate ones 💞 But I also love carnations and sunflowers 🌻💐

last song: this feels like the end - nothing but thieves

currently watching: classic doctor who & taskmaster

current obsession: 2nd doctor & avatar the last airbender... two wildly different things

currently reading: how to age disgracefully by clare pooley (this book reads like a britcom, it's amazing)

currently working on: not anything currently but i've got the urge to get back into drawing/painting recently

currently wearing: cargo trousers and a muppet tshirt

last google search: the twilight soundtrack........................

favourite flower: clematis, love in a mist & bluebells! they're so prettyyyyy

last song: well right now i'm listening to fall away by twenty one pilots (wow, who's surprised that it's tøp... /s)

currently watching: after seeing everyone get excited about agggtm i have finallyyyyy started watching it. i really loved the books, so it is fun to see it be transformed for the show. i may have watched the whole of season one yesterday >_<

current obsession: my forever obsession of twenty one pilots. you will watch me thinking about them for most of the day. also i've been really obsessed with dissecting the poetry i am reading at the moment as i finished 'crush' by richard siken last month.

currently reading: i've just finished 'tree and leaf' and now started 'smith of wootton major' by tolkien. i've got a little collection of his works in one book and i am enjoying it immensely.

currently working on: managing my socialising alongside my new job. i struggle to balance everything in my life and usually just end up doing one thing until i burn out :/ but hopefully i can find a better divide of everything this time.

currently wearing: shorts and a t-shirt and my socks have little ferns on them - they are very cute

last search: umm. i guess technically it was me loading up tumblr, because i'm on desktop. but before that i was looking for hotels to stay at for some upcoming concerts i am going to.

favourite flower: right now i should say sunflower, because i am in the middle of a tallest sunflower competition with my family. but i do love a dandelion. they are so bright and fun and then you get to blow all their seeds away! also bluebells are really pretty.

last song: paladin strait by twenty one pilots. been listening to clancy on repeat all day ofc

currently watching: buffy, I'm on the very last episode.... afterwards I'm gonna rewatch the 12th doctor's era again and get back to classic who

current obsession: twenty one pilots 😺 and granola and my jellycat sky dragon

currently reading: nothing unfortunately but I have 'on earth we're briefly gorgeous' on hold at my library

currently working on: managing my chronic illnesses and mh, appreciating the small things and quitting tiktok (unironically maybe harder than anything else I've quit they put steroids in that evil app)

currently wearing: black joggers and a mossy green bug t-shirt

last search: 'if i skip an ldn dose can i have it the next morning' boring 😔 reddit said it was probably fine to

favourite flower: bluebells and sunflowers

current obsession: uhh honestly idk. ive been watching a lot of dnp and bunch of friends lately so ig that?

currently reading: nothing at the moment, but i finished the midnight library by matt haig a few days ago. it was pretty good. i need to go to the library this weekend

currently working on: online psych course, trying to procrastinate on the internet less (its not going well) currently wearing: one of my mum's old shalwar kameez. its dark purplish with orange and green flowers

last search: 'after drinking bleach how long until the person dies' um.... im not providing context for that

favourite flower: sunflowers and jasmine

last song: pitiful by mthu !!

currently watching: i’m trying to power my way through the goslingverse and my letterboxd watchlist.. sighs heavily 

current obsession: bloodymary!! 

currently reading: broca’s brain (carl sagan) and project hail mary (andy weir)

currently working on: well right now i’m eating a bagel. but in general i’m working on getting through my letterboxd watchlist and a stack of books

currently wearing: bulky cardigan that i stole from my friend and boxers

last search: “how to get manic panic off of shower” 

favorite flower: forget me nots, gladiolus + foxglove as of rn

last song: Paint it black, by the Rolling stones

currently watching: A clockwork orange. go watch it.

current obssesion: fish + this one musician from kentucky (cough cough, xander tuttle)

currently reading: The Sherlock Holmes books! i recently finished the return of sherlock holmes

currently working on: a fish in a soda can

currently wearing: a grey undershirt, my emoest t shirt, fashion pants, and a comfy hoodie

last search: silly fish (images)

favorite flower: roses and the lotus cuz im basic </3

currently watching: shameless

current obsession: in-between obsessions rn / too busy moving apartments

currently reading: flowers for Algernon by Daniel Keys (its my favorite book i reread it every few years)

currently working on: music always

currently wearing: dark brown shirt and light blue striped long sleeve shirt corduroy pants and boots + 3 necklaces my weeding ring and glasses

last google search: Golden-handed tamarin

favourite flower: carnation

last song: Sextape - Deftones

currently watching: The Summer Hikaru Died

current obsession: going out on my motorcycle whenever i get a chance and David Bowie

currently reading: If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio + Catching Fire by Suzanne Collins (annual re-read)

currently working on: getting another motorcycle and keeping up with working out

currently wearing: black band t-shirt, green cargo pants, black hightop converse, silver chain, silver rings, black leather bracelet.

last google search: googled a question about the Hunger Games- lore related

favorite flower: daffodils

Last song: Vinculo- Enjambre

Currently watching: The summer Hikaru Died

Current obsession: My puppy

Currently reading: Nothing specific rn but reading fanfics here and there

Currently working on: Getting my bachelor’s degree

Currently wearing: A gray shirt with a tea cup filled with blood design, shorts, and sandals

Last google search: “Doma by Jósean Log lyrics”

Favorite flower: Lily of the valley

Last song : Pork Soda by Glass Animals

Currently watching : "Shameless" and "The Boys"

Current obsession : Alien Stage and Frankenstein (novel)

Currently reading : "Left Hand of Darkness" by Ursula K. Le Guin

Currently working on : Getting my Visa. Paperwork hell...

Currently wearing : White tank top with red small flower patterns, denim miniskirt, blue headband, knee socks and platform mary janes

Last Google search : "Custom guitar pick"

Favorite flower : Poppy

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Last song: Hot Blooded by New Constellations

Currently watching: American Horror Story

Current Obsession: uhhhh idk

Currently reading: nothing rn last book I read was These Violent Delights by Micah Nemerever

Currently working on: not having a mental breakdown

Currently wearing: black tank top with a brown sweater on top, dark grey dress pants, and Delia oxfords (boring, ugly, basic work uniform)

Last google search: HeavenSent cavity locket

Favorite flower: that one flower from Tangled idk I’m not a flower person

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Last song - That’s What Everybody Said by Wabie : funny enough it was actually my first time listening to that song. It just came up on my Spotify, but after listening to it like halfway through I decided I severely fucked with it. Then proceeded to add it to my likes and some playlists.

Currently watching - so I am just started watching Solar Opposites it’s not the type of thing I usually watch but it’s fun. I usually watch a lot of horror and true crime but every once in awhile I take a cartoon break so I guess that’s the era I’m in now. The last horror series I watched is called Metamorphosis which I really liked it now one of my favorites. Psychological thrillers are my shit truly nothing better than putting one on and smoking in bed.

Current Obsession - I spent way too long thinking of this…I have so many 5 minute obsessions I’m all over the place all the time…..right now maybe photography and makeup. I used to be really into them in highschool but fell out of it but recently I’ve been having a lot more fun with my makeup and photos. I actually just did a whole photoshoot in the woods not too long ago. I wanna start posting more photos I just haven’t been able to find the time recently.

Currently Reading - I am re-reading one of my favorite books called “Someone Who Will Love you in All your Damaged Glory” I love this book so much I’ve never read anything like it before and it came to me at a perfect time in life. I love reading my favorite author is a poet….Edgar Allan Poe something about how he writes is just perfect to me..i love poems and pretty words that just do something to me haha. Although I have had a craving to re-read another book series called “Diary of an Oxygen Thief” that is also a book like no other and I have a super fun story about that book/author…

Currently Working On - so many things actually…Jesus I’m actually drowning it’s insane…literally holding on to sanity by a hair. I got a new job and I’m looking at moving and I’m fixing my yard and traveling for some concerts and making some new clothes for summer and still trying to do my art stuff and sleep. The amount of stuff I’m doing makes me perpetually exhausted,but summer is always like that for me I always do so much. One cause I need money for the summer….so I have to do a lot of jobs and then cause all the stuff I do in always traveling and getting new jobs it’s a fun and vicious cycle.

Currently Wearing - The wording of this made me laugh it’s very 21 questions to me haha. I am currently a black t-shirt has has a cartoon skull smoking with the sleeves rolled up a bit cause it’s really big on me. With blue denim baggy shorts…fishnets under my shorts and my beat to shit vans that’s I’ve had for forever and half.

Last Google Search - “printed rolling papers” I really want fun papers cause likeeeee if I’m smoking why can’t it be fun and girly ya know. I have pink papers but I wants cute ones with hearts or something.

Favorite Flower - I have an insanely cliche answer…red roses…yes I know very basic but I don’t care they’re so pretty and they smell so nice. My love for red roses is a great one…they always remind of good times and not so much home but like what home could be. Not to be too sentimental but they is a a lot of reason as to why they are my favorite. Belle is one of my favorite Disney princesses too so that helps a lot but everything about roses has always enthralled me…the fact they grow really well with blood insane and metal for something so pretty.

Last song - In The Middle Of It All by Citizen!! Driving home last night and it came on shuffle, and it is the perfect song to listen to in the car late at night<3

Currently watching - I'm slowly, slowlyyyyyy am making my way through Severance season one lol I get so busy I forget to sit down and continue it.

Current Obsession - U by Underscores that album is burned in my brain rn!!!! I loved Wallsocket too, and this album is such an amazing follow up

Currently Reading - Paradise Logic by Sophie Kemp, my friend recommended it to me because one of my favorite books is A Certain Hunger by Chelsea Summers. I'm really loving it, so if anyone has any similar books please lmk!

Currently Working On - A lot of things! I just had my first photography exhibition last month, so it's been tricky figuring out where to go from here! I think art wise I'm just trying to get more experimental, and I hope to blend more mediums this summer :)

Currently Wearing - A band t shirt and shorts (classic phantompool wardrobe lol)

Last Google Search - Collina Strada x Converse collab lol my friend in fashion and I were talking about the knee high ones with the charms they're super fun

Favorite Flower - Stargazer Lilies!!!!!! They're so big and beautiful and I love drawing them

Joan Jett and Gaye Advert, 1977

Riot Fest scene

My stats:

Days: 3

Bands:24

Corn dogs: 8

Beer: ??

#chicago