I write mostly for fun so I might post new stuff everyday or once a month -we will never know- plus I don't have the faintest idea what to post so this blog will be a feverish mix of random things.
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In Italy, you can refuse the vote if you don't like it, and that's what I did. I was thinking about the fact that the professor wanted to humiliate all the candidates and to reject more than half of them, the highest vote he put was 25 (the maximum is 30). As I said, the professor had a lot of fun humiliating us at the end of each exam, telling us that we were practically unable to take our course of study (it was the ancient history exam in the faculty of archaeology) and, I swear, I want to laugh. What does it mean that I have a university average of 29 out of 30, I have done well in all the archaeology exams and, the history professor, tells me that I am not meant to be an archeologist? It's really funny, it's ridiculous. If it had happened in my first year, I think his words would have definitely had a bearing on my career and I would have thought about giving up my studies, fortunately I now have the maturity to understand that he is the problem, not me, so I went home, had lunch and now I'm going to take a nap, cuse I deserve that.
So... yes. Guys, you're not your grades, you're not what professors say about you. They are also human, they too can make mistakes, and they certainly did not have the highest marks in all the exams. They often pour their frustration on us students, and that's not good. They will continue to do so anyway, the important thing is not to give weight to their words. A university professorship often does not mean happiness, and many professors are just... sad, unhappy with their lives. The teacher in question with whom I took the exam this morning, is not married, has never had a partner and, according to him, has never even had close friends, I feel sorry for him. I may have gone "bad" on his exam, but at least I have a life and people who love me, so I know I won😋🫰🏻
“if you love this character then you must make him happy in your fics, right?” wrong. the horror. suffering. internal hemorrhage. hospital. immediately
I just want to say thank you for talking about the Calum snap incident. I had no idea the context or when it happened. I made a single surface level joke about it but now I feel disgusted and ashamed. I’m still fairly new and don’t know them in-depth,just that he and the others are hilarious and talented and none of them deserve the disrespect.
So once again thank you and I hope I made some sense.
Don't feel guilty, babe. It clearly wasn't your fault.
I'm the one to thank you because you decided to inform yourself about what happened 🩷
I am aware that many of the people who joke about it, as in your case, do so because they do not know the context behind that video, and that is why I made that post. Thank you for reading my post and understanding it 🩷
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Grown ass adult scared to ask a question without the anonymous?🙏🏻😔
No btw, I was saying that we (you) should stop taking pictures of what's in between Calum legs just cause he has a skirt, we (you) should stop saying things like "I'm so sorry that Luke/Michael is married, I want fuck him". I've also read of people that was ironizing about the pictures that Ash posted saying his niples bleed through the performance, saying things like "breastfeed me", disgusting.
I'm a writer, I've always read and wrote ff and probably I'll always will, that doesn't mean we should be disrespectful to the real people we wrote/read about. I mean: if x singer/actor/etc don't want to read people fantasizing about them, then they won't open x app where there are spaces dedicated to ff about them. If we (you) write this kind of comments under their posts, the concept is different: they're forced to read those things and MAYBE that would make them uncomfortable.
So... yes... that's what I was obviously referring to. If you DIDN'T want to understand that's not my problem babe xx
Today, let's talk about Calum's 2014 snapchat "incident."
Not because I'm crazy, but because I have to make a point.
First of all: I was 10 years old at the time, and before you even start talking, I know: I was too young to have access to social media, but my parents gave me a phone so they could contact me in case of emergency and left me completely unsupervised with it. We can't help it, c'est la vie.
Secondly: Why am I bringing this up again in the big 2026? I have a friend who's a new 5SOS fan; she read something online and asked me about it, and it brought back these beautiful memories of my childhood.
My friend literally asked me, "Why are there 15-year-olds on TikTok asking where they can find Calum's Snapchat video? Which video?"
What I wanted to say:
What the fuck? Literally.
Why the hell are there people, in the great year of our Lord 2026, who still don't understand that leaking the video was SA? And WHY is it still possible to find it online?
What disgusts me most is that it's GIRLS who are asking to see it. Girls who should understand the concepts of "invasion of privacy" and "revenge porn" on a deeper level. Girls who, presumably, live in daily fear that someone will post their nude photos online just to show who (or rather, what) they're "fucking."
It's truly inconceivable that, in the big 2026, there's still a need to discuss such topics; it's truly absurd.
That said, I don't think I have anything else to add, I just needed to vent.
It's absurd because that video literally represented an act of SA against Calum, first and foremost, but also against all of us other fans who, MAYBE, and I mean maybe, didn't want to know certain information about him. It wasn't a "pleasurely gesture" by a girl trying to feel important. It was the reflection of a culture that, still stuck in the ways of a few years earlier (see the leaked photos of Vanessa Hudgens just a few years earlier), couldn't understand the fact that it couldn't do whatever the fuck it wanted with other people's bodies. And it's disgusting that in 2026 there are still people who aren't capable of developing such basic human rights thinking. And don't tell me "they're young girls." I WAS A YOUNG GIRL TOO, and maybe I would have liked to preserve my innocence for a few more years.
"He shouldn't have sent that video, it's Calum's fault." Victim blaming in the big 2026, congratulations.
ps. english it's not my first lenguage, sorry if what I wrote doesn't make sense
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It's a confusing place, to say the least, despite its small size and the active supervision of professors and assistants, as it's nothing more than an educational excavation.
It's a Roman villa/agrarian environment. Some of my colleagues are still busy cleaning up the surface layers from previous years' excavations, while a friend of mine and I, for some strange reason, have been assigned to a small triangle that hasn't been excavated yet.
How's it going?
I honestly don't know,
or rather, the professor seems optimistic and congratulated us because, by removing the surface waste layer, we were able to identify two different stratigraphic units.
My impostor syndrome would make me say it was pure luck, but my aching shoulders remind me that I've been on my knees with a trowel all morning, removing dirt.
So, yes, great success.
Always remembering that I am only on my second day of activity and I am NOT Paola Zancani Montuoro.
Due to its surprising popularity on the many places it's been posted and reposted to, I decided to finally complete this little wlw sketch that I had kind of given up on. I'm hoping to have it riso printed soon !
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