wont you please return to me?

Ye-Jun / Idol (( daybreak )) layout !

-> gift for @feta-cheese-raviolis !

f2u with credit (( including the dividers )) , reblog if using

ugh this is making me want a limbus theme .. super cute oomfie

IS THIS YOU AND YOUR WIFE?

⋆𐙚₊　ⵧ　ryoshu & hong lu icons　☆ ⵧ　gift for @apparemarch ! no f/o for ryoshu & kin/me for hong lu unl fuu ♡　rb & cr to use　...⠀click me !

slowly starting to wish i didn't exist in real life, and just existed on the internet.

I’m bored so I made a tag game. Put a picture of at least 4-6 of your biggest kins. Idc how weird or problematic just go crazy _(:3」∠)_

@r0tting-4-u @winnytrash-exe @amyleesdiary @winnytrash-exe @nerozon3 @volcelcore @th0tsmakeplots @cosmiccomrade @agepoyolo @screamingrav3ns @whokilledmako @yumechr @melancholicmochii @whitten-likes-guillotines @cringey-yapper @godlesscausality @pastries-n-poems @parasitecaves @livermorium-and-arsenic-tales @poes-veil @your-p-chan @potatomaster39 @airi-momois-fav-dishwasher @achingiy

tadaaa!! i don't really kin anyone, but these are characters i strongly relate to

@petulantwhinyprincess @rxttenheartt @pinkgutsblr @cotton-sugarpink (you dont have to do this if you dont want to!)

yes i'm a cornball...

@iodine-coated-cleaver i can only @ you you don't have to if you don't want to <3

ᵎᵎ｡🧃Having homicidal tendencies is horrid

I attempted killing my grandmother and I can’t be near others for long or I want to kill them.. I keep on worrying I’ll actually do it.

Why am I like this?? Why can’t I just be normal???

I hate feeling like this I hate thinking things like this it’s disgusting needing to be restrained when I’m even slightly more motivated

It’s stopped being when I’m angry or sad.. when I’m really happy or feeling any emotion strongly it feels like I need to kill everyone

I wish I wasn’t like this

since i’m going through it at the moment, here’s a list of tips for any other jirais that are either A) getting kicked out, or B) running away from home.

tip n. 1 : your priority is having a place to stay. crash at a friend’s house if they’re available — if they let you prolong the stay, help out around the house as much as you can. visit nearby churches/monasteries as they are typically open to helping those in need. go to a library and stay until closing time without getting caught — think of it like five nights at freddy’s or something to ease any worries. if you haven’t managed to secure an indoor place, it’s still okay! you can attempt to find abandoned buildings, though they are often already occupied by other homeless individuals who aren’t that… friendly. sleeping in the open can be more dangerous, so try to take multiple quick naps to stay more alert rather than falling into a deep sleep.

tip n. 2 : food. go to any small fast food places and offer to wash the dishes in exchange for a little something to eat — there’s a 90% possibility of them accepting. no one wants to wash dishes. steal small quantities of food from grocery shops, the baggier your pants/clothes the better.

tip n. 3 : go to libraries to charge your phone, spend the time, and for free wifi. even better if you manage to secure a small paying job there (or anywhere, really, but y’know).

tip n. 4 : get a cheap gym membership if possible. you’ll have a place to shower, wash your clothes, and store your things (lockers).

this will be added on to when i get reminded . . .