peter

Lwk my deadname ain’t even that bad I was just bored of it and I wanted smth more masculine despite my deadname being gender neutral

I want this one moment. It is what I want in a relationship, which may explain why I am single now. It is that thing when you are with someone and you love them and they know it and they love you and you know it. But it is a party and you are both talking to other people and you are laughing and shining and you look across the room and catch each other's eyes, but not because you are possessive or not precisely sexual, but because that is your person in this life. And it is funny and sad, but only because this life will end. The secret world that exists right there in public, unnoticed, that no one else knows about. It is sort of like how they say that there are other dimensions exist all around this but we do not have the ability to perceive them. That is what I want out of a relationship.