I Looked into the mirror squeezing the fat from my stomach in my hands with a sigh. My legs and arms wiggled as I move them and I didnât even have to try or a small double chin would be showed. This was how I looked when other people, and myself, looked at me.
I hated it all, the thousands growing stripes, the fat wiggling when I moved and the heavy weight.
 How could anyone feel attracted to this?
 I sighed softly and looked down barely noticing my legs under everything.
I grabbed a hoodie, jeans and sneakers and changed into them while my hair hangs loosely on my back. I put my hands in my pockets after putting a bag over my shoulder.
 I grabbed my keys and phone and walked outside.
 Scrolling through thousands of message the same familiar text from non-other than Robbie bloody Kay.
 He always tried to cheer me up, like he had a sixth since for when I was depressed.
 I sighed and replied him to leave it, in response he called me.
 âWhat?â I said in my earbuds.
âWe are going shopping,â
âBecause nothing suits meâ
âJust meet me at the library, I buy you a book if you work alongâ
 I sighed in defeat and told him I be there in 15 minutes before putting on my music.
 Reaching the library, I saw Robbie with a book in his hands and he waved. I sighed and walked towards him. âLetâs get this over withâ
 We reached a store where Robbie insisted we went to. It had cute dresses and shirts, all for pretty little girls and so not for me.
 âno way Iâm going in there.â I said as Robbie just pulled me along against my protest.
 He gave me a long blue with white dress and told me to put it on, where I strongly rejected it but he shook his head and pushed me in a dressing room.
 The dress was loosely on top and could hang over my shoulders, the bottom was wide like a princess dressed decorated with small iron chains.
 I sighed, it did not suit me, nothing ever did only oversized shirts.
I walked out and saw Robbie with wide eyes looking at me.
Just when I wanted to see it didnât suit me He blushed and looked away.
 âI didnât think you would be so cuteâ he mumbled which surprised me a little bit. âW-What?â I mumbled as Pan just kept blushing.
 I couldnât believe my ears, Robbie Kay called me cute, Me! With this body.
 I myself blushed and looked at the ground.
 My worry didnât completely disappear but I hated my body just a bit less.
 Robbie bought the dress and took my hand as we walked outside going for a movie to spend the rest of our date he later told our kids was our first date.