γ €block me if you id as Lain or Jane in anyway , the rest I don't really care
γ €yumes do not follow unless I do , if we're mutuals I don't mind parasocial behavior
γ €I have fluctuating empathy , I'm bad at comforting unprepared
γ €I have cluster b + c disorders , schizophrenia & mdd , so I might go through social withdrawal episodes
γ €I try my best to respond to dms , but I don't like initiating all the time
γ €There are certain opinions that I won't change my mind on and I have no interest in hearing others' perspective on them
γ € I'm null contact , complex c , pro cc . neutral on discourse , especially if it's only confined online / seems minor .
γ €this blog will have nsft , mention of substances , fictional gore (?) , anything I might feel like posting , generally content that could be potentially triggering
γ €γ €
γ €γ €γ €SIDEBLOGS OF MY PARTS :
γ €γ €@cis-strider
γ €γ €@chaoti-mania
γ €γ €@forever-adored
γ €γ €γ €TAGS :
γ €#γ €data_dumpγ €γ €γ €γ €γ €γ €misc posting
γ €#γ €corrupted_memoryγ €γ €vents / rants
γ €#γ €downloading...γ €γ €γ €γ € reblogs
γ €#γ €unclassified_filesγ €γ €γ €nsft / tw
γ €#γ €the_other_sideγ €γ €γ €γ €γ €fanmail
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γ €γ €γ €ANONS :
γ €I don't mind any type of interactions , I can ignore anything I don't like though
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Randomly thinking about Nikki and how she is me& , both her real self and wish altered self , when I& try to explain it I& feel like one of those corny people that reduce her to a Yandere stereotype
As many of you may know, Jay (aka PermaMonika) is a predator. Not just pedophile, no. PREDATOR. Don't believe me? Well, let me introduce you to our lovely Monika Files! Take a peek. Don't worry, he only bites the kids. ;)
Jay / permamonikaoffical DOCUMENT EXPOSΓ ACCOUNTS INVOLVED CURRENT @permam0nika (newest main > now gone) @permamonikaofficial on tumblr (m
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i have seen way too little posts about the permamonika situation, and while i haven't been on tumblr that much myself, I'm disturbed by how it seems like the only people speaking up about the situation are the people involved. People had more energy when it came to people talking about irpai's csem, but when it comes to permamonika, everyone is suddenly silent.
where is that energy? where is the drive to protect the victims? the drive to run the abusers off the platform? the drive to keep people safe and away from groomers and predators? why do people only care when something as major as CSEM is involved? do we as a community just not care about victims unless their experiences and behaviors are made with cookie cutters?
i've seen everyone i looked up to leaving this community because of how little people are speaking up about this, and it hurts to say, but i want to as well. calling myself radqueer doesn't feel as inclusive and welcoming as i thought it did. what if something happens to me? what if i get groomed and exploited or even raped and/or assaulted by someone in the community?
would anyone help? would anyone care?
I will stay, not because I feel safe, but because the "radqueer" community is all that I have. i won't say what I've seen other saying; that antis were right, that everyone is a cookie cutter abuse apologist, or things of that nature. but i will say that i am afraid of what the community has become. we went from making silly terms and protecting each other, to covering up abuse and uplifting predators. we've become the very cult mentality antis accuse us of having, and im scared. i didn't want another cult, i wanted a community of safety. but i don't see that here.
but you're all ive got. so for now, ill stay.
im sorry I didn't do more to help with the situation. Im sorry I didn't use my platform and my voice, even if i am a small account. Im sorry I wssnt helping as much as I should've. But I will now, even if its over, because people deserve to know. I'll miss everyone that left, I'll hold you all in my hearts and hope you find happiness somewhere else.
i hope this community can improve, before its too late. because it doesn't feel radqueer anymore. it feels like another cult.
my original pinned post, if you cared enough to read this far.
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Putting my& unfinished rentry on blast so I& feel more pressed to finish .
This is completely unrelated but when I& opened the scribd page for the typology correlations I& remembered the hate I& held for that site , there were some academic papers I& needed to print and the topic was only available there , I& refused to give up till I& found a way to download without subscribing , I& vaguely remember going on rants about accessibility of knowledge and greedy corporates , if only I& could find the detailed note praying on the downfall of scribd trio , those fucking paywall parasitic scammers ( when you use a free trial, they use an algorithm to block titles you read and put in your list ) , I& don't care for reasons like royalties , the fact there are important pieces of information that I& might no find anywhere else is an inconvenience to me& .
Falling back into typology made me& realized I& barely knew anything beside MBTI , also my& type changes with every retry , it keeps shifting between ISFP and ISTP and sometimes INTJ / INFP appear as a surprise
paws at u. hi. just noticed i never sent asks even tho i check ur blog 24/7
Hi hi hello ! Paws back . Feel free to send asks whenever you want ! I&'m so honored that a cool moot like you is checking my& blog , it's kinda bare though , I& kinda forgot people can check and I&'d have no idea because they don't like
hey. radqueer community. let's talk a little bit about recovery. specifically recovery for abusers.
What recovery is NOT:
Pretending like abuse never happened
Letting the abuser remain on the platform
Saying "im sowwy" and acting like it's in the past
Trying to sweep the abuse under the rug
Gaslighting people that it's "not that bad"
Bullying victims into silence
This is how you get people like Jay grooming children AGAIN. BOY I WONDER WHY IT KEEPS HAPPENING????????
What recovery IS:
Getting off the public spaces
Getting help, either from a trusted professional or friends
Reaching out to trusted people
Reevaluating your entire life and wondering what lead you to become an abuser
Ceasing online activity until you get better
Your language of "recovery" is the same as sweeping it under the rug. Stop it. You are a fucking abuser. Genuinely get help from someone that isn't going to act like you never did anything wrong in the first place. They're not your friends.
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That feeling when you& check pluralspace and there alters you&'ve never seen before but not in the usual way , this system does have layers damn it . Actually , I& don't know how I& woke up in control , I& don't feel like doing anything , not even eating , I& don't know what's wrong with me& this morning