Hunting for Rabbit Holes

One thing that sucks ever since I started estrogen is that I started on a Tuesday

"What about it?"

"I'm uh... I'm gay..."

"...huh"

"I'm gay dude."

"Yeah yeah, I heard it... It's just that..."

"S-sorry for not telling you earlier..."

"It's ok but like... Fuck... We had sex dude."

"Sorry I've been afraid to tell you cause-"

"Dude, we had sex. You could've fucking told me before that!"

"s-sorry I'm so so sorry... I was just really afraid that-"

"Afraid!? Dude. We. Had. Sex. We fucking had sex! Fuck, does this make me gay now?"

"N-not necessarily you're still what you choose to be..."

"Fuck, this is gonna take a while to think about, god..."

"I'm really sorry for hiding it for so long... I hope this doesn't get between us..."

"It's ok.. It's ok... I love you, It's just... I never really expected this... When we made out on the field during the sunrise, were you gay then?"

"I was gay yes..."

"Fuckk, and all those times we cuddled together in bed?"

"I was gay then, for all those times, yes."

"Damn... I think I'm gonna have to sit down for this..."

"It's ok, take as much time as you need"

"Thanks, I love you dude"

"Are we still having sex later?"