I'm coming to terms with the fact that im allowed to speak, but writing my feelings just never felt good to me.
The constant need to be perfect and knowing that you'll read this- being able to form an opinion on what I have to say makes me sick.
but who are you to judge?
Could you truly open up to someone, warts and all? Is there something you wouldn't tell the world?
To be loved is to be seen, to be known.
And in this, I'm hoping to love myself more.
If you do find this, tell me who you are!
Who am I to judge?
sιᥒᥴᥱ ι ᥲskᥱd..
ι'ᥣᥣ stᥲrt!
I don't really know what to call myself.. thinking about it gives me a headache..
Call me 'Eive'
°You may not care but I'm a ⋆˚｡⋆𝑻𝒂𝒖𝒓𝒖𝒔!⋆｡˚⋆
° I think im a loser, I love to do nothing. im a bit ashamed of it though- it's never been good for me but I find comfort in voids.
° I love my cat 'fat-man'
° I mourn before events happen! Last bites of food hurt, I don't like the ends of books, and good days always have a taste of bittersweet sadness.
° Looping music is my normal, I can't find new songs for the life of me...
° If you couldn't guess, making friends is hard- i don't belong i deserve to drag everyone down with me in my episodes.
° I smoke a LOT
° I have an overwhelming sadness i can't live all the lives possible. to understand feelings has been something I strive to do because it's all I've wanted to myself and the child i used to be.
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