hello! i'm mayhem and this is where i put all my stuff
my interests change often, so what i post about now may not be what i post about in the future
for now, it's mostly project hail mary, iron lung, dimension 20, redacted audio, birds, art, poetry, political stuff, funny stuff, and my own thoughts and writings
here are my tags:
writings — #mayhem is brewing
messages — #mayhem replies
art i like — #mayhem's art gallery
i'm always open to messages, comments, fic requests, etc.; i love talking with people, just be mindful that (1.) i'm an adult and (2.) i have feelings.
(i don’t have a strict “minors dni” policy cause i don’t have the time to check every blog i come across, but if i notice ur a minor i’ll probably avoid/stop interacting with you)
thanks! <3
FIC LINKS BELOW
Redacted Audio fics
to be saved / to be safe - Sam & Darlin' // angst // 2.5k
where there is silence, there are scars - Tank & David // hurt/comfort // 1.8k
And All That Follows: ch. 1, ch. 2, ch. 3 - Shaw Pack // post-Gabe's death angst // 10.7k (formerly titled The Fall of an Alpha)
wolves & ghosts: pt. 1, pt. 2, pt. 3 - Shaw Pack // angst/horror // 1.5k // ongoing series
Snow, Tile, Cloth - Tank // angst/hurt/comfort // <1k
i feel joy and oh how it burns: pt. 1 - Sam & Vincent // hurt/comfort // <1k; pt. 2 - Darlin’ & Milo // hurt/comfort // 1.1k
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Whenever I see your dandelion print (The sun and moon. [Dandelions]) I NEED it on a bandana. I need to wear it so so SO badly. It would be SO cute. It would go with my headphones and look great in my hair...
Idk where to go from here. If you ever made it into merch I would go insane. I'm genuinely so desperate that (with your permission) I might try and recreate it on a white piece of cloth and make my own.
Ty for painting it, it brings me such joy and delicious anguish whenever I see it on my dash.
It's already been made into a bandana, with both polyester and cotton options! I've just been terrible at promoting my merch, and there's also been issues with shipping to the US that has delayed my shop, hopefully I can sort that out soon-ish!
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I kept forgetting my nighttime antidepressant so I set an alarm where the sound was a recording of me saying "HEY. TAKE YOUR FUCKING PILL" because I thought it would be funny. It was funny about three times, and then it started making me mad and I'd dismiss it right away to make it stop. So I handed my phone to my partner, who made another recording sweetly saying "Okay Shira, it's time to take your medication" and now I don't get mad anymore and I take my pill. The "compassion over punishment" camp has gotta get something wrong one of these days
You wouldn’t think that flamingoes are extremophiles just from looking at them. It’s like somebody tried to build the vertebrate equivalent of that fungus that lives inside nuclear reactors, and ended up with a gangly pink dinosaur with a spoon for a face.
For everyone in the comments asking how flamingos are extremophiles:
Flamingos can survive in low oxygen, high altitude, high temperatures, low temperatures, high alkaline, they can and will drink boiling water and they can be completely frozen at night and still get up the next morning
Oh yeah, this leaves out what I *did* know about them–they can also survive hypersalinity. That is, water so salty it kills practically everything else–water so salty it burns your skin.
(animal death) this is a real undoctored photograph (*though the body was stood up for the shot) of a dead flamingo on the surface of lake natron, a lake so salty and so alkaline that it’s naturally carbonated like soda and would eat through your stomach lining if you drank from it.
When this photo went viral years ago, most people assumed this poor flamingo must have been killed by the lake.
It is actually the lake where 75% of its global population are hatched. This is a photo from the same lake:
Some species of flamingo actually subsist almost entirely on a diet of bacteria! In other words, there is a species of dinosaur that eats only bacteria and lives in lakes so toxic they would kill almost anything else—and it is best known to the average person as a kitschy lawn decoration.
Flamingos can survive in high altitudes, hypersaline conditions, and caustic lakes.
Source: ‘All flamingo species have evolved to live in some of the planet’s most extreme wetlands, like caustic “soda lakes”, hypersaline lagoons or high-altitude salt flats.’
They can survive water so alkaline it burns human skin.
Source: ‘More than a million lesser flamingos breed in Tanzania’s Lake Natron, for instance, a lake fed by hot springs with water so alkaline that it can strip away human skin (one pioneering flamingo researcher named Leslie Brown spent months in Nairobi General Hospital after burning his legs wading out to observe where the birds nested).’
They can drink water at near-boiling temperatures.
Source: ‘They can drink water at near boiling point to collect freshwater from springs and geysers at lake edges. If no freshwater is available, flamingos can use glands in their head that remove salt, draining it out from their nasal cavity.’
The lakes they inhabit can freeze overnight, and the flamingos can survive once it thaws in the morning.
Source: ‘The birds may seem to epitomize the tropics, but they also live in the Andes, 15,000 feet above sea level, where they rest on lakes that freeze around them overnight.
“You’ll see them sitting there like snowballs, frozen on ice,” Dr. Arengo said. “And as the temperature warms up, they thaw out, fluff themselves up and go about their business.”’
The photo is indeed from Lake Natron, taken by photographer Nick Brandt. The content of the lake chemically preserves animal corpses that die there. You can see more photos of this here.
It is also true that 75% of Lesser Flamingos are hatches on Lake Natron.
Source: ‘The lake’s landscape is surreal and deadly—and made even more bizarre by the fact that it’s the place where nearly 75 percent of the world’s lesser flamingos are born.’
Some species of Flamingo eat cyanobacteria or algae.
Source: ‘Flamingos have very specialised diets. And their food is responsible for their famous pink colouration. The two species in Planet Earth II eat a lot of floating microscopic algae, which contains carotenoid pigments, the same types of chemical that make carrots orange. These pigments turn their feathers pink, orange and red – without them, flamingos would be white.’
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Vic is playing an entirely different game that happens to be taking place on the same set.
The rules are known only to Vic. The victory conditions are known only to Vic. Half the time I'm not convinced Vic knows them until midway through the episode.
Everyone else is trying to figure out the game Sam has designed.
Vic is trying to discover what happens if you introduce a completely different game into the room.
oh, i'll just go to the library for one book, and that's IT. just one. like this book here! that looks very interesting. i will take out this b- oh, but this book, now this looks very good too. ... it's unfair of me to choose :( i will just take them both, i can always renew them. now time for me to go and study- oh! what's this? oooh what an enticing blurb! i like this book too. my darling you shall go on the pile. everyone belongs. i can always renew them. and while i'm here.. ... i was looking for a book about- yes! this book! this is perfect! ohh i am so glad im not dead. now i have so many wonderful books. this is plenty :) i don't need anym- oh! look! another book... ... ........ .. . i can always renew them......
edit since this post is blowing up, i just wanna say thank you from the bottom of my heart to libraries and the librarians who keep them running. ive spent hours and hours in libraries reading, writing fanfic, studying, or just scrolling tumblr. library books have brought me comfort and understanding and self acceptance. a library advert poster helped me pass my theory test. i used library wifi to access abuse and ptsd helplines and information i was so afraid to access in my house. libraries have so many free resources and im so grateful to have them. endless endless thank yous to libraries, and GO GET SOME BOOKS!!!!
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I feel like a neat little detail that alot of ppl in the fandom either don't know about or don't call attention to.. is the fact that Sam had a speaking role long before his first audio with Darlin'. Or even with Bright and Fred.
His first speaking role? The Adam aftermath audio after Adam's kidnapping. It's a very small cameo but as Lovely is waking up, they can hear a conversation between Sam and Vincent as they come to.
Where Vincent says he knows Sam's healing abilities are wearing thin, but he did really genuinely thank Sam for healing Lovely anyway. Also bonus points for his fun little "their aura's lit up like a damn Christmas tree" line.
We say Lovely and Sam are close because they both know what it's like to lose that connection with their powers. But it started before then. It started with the former healer sticking out and trying to tap into that healing all for someone who really needed that healing. Maybe he did it more for Vincent, but the solidarity was there from the start before Lovely was even turned.
Their friendship means alot to me actually
Also no one knew back then that Guy was going to be anything more than a random pizza guy dropping random cameos like Stan Lee all over the place. But I digress—
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