Pensive Ponders and Musings

i can only use your toothbrush so many times

Never to be looked at again. Never to be returned to. Left and then Gone

at least i can know its still the same moon in the sky as the one you see

can you be strong while sad? is it possible to be insecure without being desperate?

Gaining the ability to insist. Gaining an object of the ability to Insist. (A mirror)

There is one of me who wants everything charted out and safe and another of me who needs it not to be

Comic or story element thing writing where theres this ridiculous weird prismqtic beautiful monster thing thats like danced and worshipped around and every now and then it grabs one nearby and holds it up and comepletely and horrifyingly and beautifully alters it in this extremely bright on display way and then it gets put down and its treated differently

a squirming desire to grant your wishes

setting idea thats like, youre some girl in this like. english boarding school (or literally any other idea that has the same set in learned helplessness prison world.) and you slowly learn magic powers. and as you grow and use them more, you realize more and more that the world is kind of illusory. kind of like madoka rebellion and vampire gloaming. and the way you use magic doesnt get compensated for if she doesn't notice. and then it gets romantic because, its the move in a game that has been going on for a long time. - magic causes punishment, when it notices that you did it - its like Coraline but with Entity June as Coraline instead like how entity june always pretends to be coraline's mom (and she sort of is) but shes actually more like coraline (has to escape a mental imprison) - "I didnt realize that i was being mean to myself -> you"

Game idea Vitreous : Tulsa creation spell that makes a thing which generates mania juice for you but can cause complications