IN SECRECY - Jin (Part 1)
Pairing: Jin x Reader(Y/N) (Female) 🔞🔞
Genre: Past Lovers - Enemies to lovers - Future?
Plot: You were starting to date Jin until one day he ghosted you without an explanation, so you went abroad but now you are back.
Word count: 2.3K
A/N: Hope you guys enjoy this one. It will probably be a two or three part story.
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TWO YEARS AGO.
Namjoon had been your best friend since high school, he introduced you to the boys during your first year of college and His friends became your friends. During Jimin's birthday dinner two years ago you met Jin. He was always travelling and you had heard stories about him but now it was finally time to meet him. You chatted and had fun the entire night and by the end of it the chemistry between the two of you was obvious. While at the club Jin poured you a shot to cheers about some silly joke you made but the alcohol only made the attraction stronger. He ended up kissing you after a couple of drinks and it started something between the two of you.
After that night the two of you would hang out often, specially at his off campus apartment, he would cook for you and then start make out session that would interrupt your study sessions and the whole thing would turn into you moaning his name breathless while he was giving you the best orgasms of your life.
Only your close friends knew you were seeing each other, he wasn't your boyfriend but the two of you knew it was building towards a real relationship. You were happy, until one night everything changed. The two of you went to a house party with all your friends and some time through the night you decided you needed some air, you were getting drunk, maybe a little too much so you took a break and walked to the terrace on your own. Jin was inside playing beer pong and he was on a good roll so you didn't interrupt him. Your ex Joined you in the terrace and you guys had a conversation but that is the last thing you can remember of the night.
Meanwhile Jin was at the house party looking for you, he had seen you with your ex but didn't interrupt because he didn't feel the need to be jealous about it, he trusted you. Even though you didn't owe him any loyalty yet, he was falling in love with you and didn't want to scare you away with silly jealousies. After he couldn't find you he asked around until someone said they saw you getting in a taxi with your ex, his mind started rushing around but he didn't want to jump to conclusions, you wouldn't hurt him like that, right? He kept repeating that in his head while he headed towards your house, trying to stay positive. Your housemate let him in and when he knocked on your bedroom door, He was pretty sure he heard his heart drop once your ex opened your door, shirtless, no shoes and with his pants hanging loose around his hips and when he looked over your ex's shoulder he saw you laying in your bed.
Your ex's only words were "She is asleep now, can you talk tomorrow?" Jin didn't say anything, he walked away, heading home to get drunk and try to forget while staring into the wall of his living room. But he couldn't stop thinking about all the things you were probably doing with your ex right now. He trusted you and you hurt him but it wouldn't happen again.
When you woke up the day after, with a raging headache you were confused with the lack of memories. Then your ex explained what happened last night. When he left you called to check on Jin, the phone call wouldn't go through but you imagined he was sleeping still. After a few hours of not being able to get in touch with him you decided to go to his apartment but after knocking for a while and getting no answer you left. You quickly realized his profiles were no longer visible to you and after numerous attempts to contact him, you gave up. Namjoon told you that Jin had left the city for a project but the fact he hadn't told you about it was confusing you. The guy you were in love with for the past six months had left and ghosted you.
When he finally came back, he was totally different with you, he would freeze you out and when he did speak to you, it wasn't kind words, he was dismissive and plain cruel sometimes. You would see him often with different girls and by the rumors that were going around campus, he was sleeping with all of them. You couldn't understand this behavior but you were done waiting around for a man that was breaking your heart with every single action and every single word, so finally you decided to sign up to do the next semester of college abroad. However when that semester came to an end you decided to extend so one semester turned into two and before you finally decided to come back.
PRESENT TIME
You landed in Korea a couple of hours ago, Its so exciting being back and seeing your friends. Your bestie -who likes to pretend he is your big brother- Namjoon made sure your apartment was ready before you came back and now he is dropping you off there.
"You should get some rest, I'll pick you up tonight so we can meet with the boys for dinner" Namjoon says while getting back in his car but once inside he rolls down his window and adds " You know that when I say 'the boys' I am including Jin, right?"
"Ye- Yeah!" you smile at him. "That's okay. It will be fine" You say trying your best to sound as confident as possible.
Namjoon gives you a small smile and waves you goodbye, leaving you there in the lobby of your building thinking about Jin and flashbacks from the last time you saw each other haunt you.
Back on your apartment you unpacked your luggage, organized your apartment and took a long hot 'everything' shower, now just finishing oiling and moisturizing your body the door bell rang, you secure your bathrobe belt around your waist and head to open the door, expecting it to be Namjoon being early. Instead you find a handsome dark haired man staring right at you. Jin. He is wearing a suit which tell you he came straight from work but why?
"So, are you gonna let me in?" Jin breaks the silence startling you and instantly you move out of the way so he can come in and close the door behind him.
Jin walks into your apartment and starts looking around it while you seem to be frozen in place still by the door when his eyes come back to you and his head tilts questioning your behavior.
He gives you a little smirk and slowly walks towards you, once he reaches you he softly moves a strand of wet hair from your face and scans you with his eyes before lowering his head to yours and kissing you, its a strong kiss, it seems angry like usual but this time is also needy, your palm goes to his chest as if you were going to stop him so he backs away from you giving you a chance to push him away, you bite your lip looking up at him and that little gestures pushes him over the edge, his lips are back on yours aggressively and with no signs of wanting to let go, his hand moves to the belt of your robe, undoing it, you let the robe fall and pool around your feet. Jin notices your bare body and a spark lights up his eyes, his hands caress your waist and then move to palming your ass, he groans into the kiss and in a desperately needy move he pulls you up by your thighs making you wrap your legs around his waist while he carries you to your bedroom.
Jin places you on the bed but he stays at the end of it looking at you so you lean on your elbows to see what he will do next. He looks magnificent while undoing his cufflinks, then his shirt buttons showing you his abbs and then finally his pants. You can already see how hard he is. Your mouth waters from how much you want him and as if he can sense your desperation Jin falls on top of you wrapping a hand around your waist and balancing with the other to pull you further up in the bed.
Once he is done positioning you he starts tracing kisses from your neck to your nipples then around your bellybutton and then lower, until you can feel the warmth of his breath on top of your pussy. He gives you a look before he starts exploring you with licks and little sucks of your core. You are moaning but its when you start gasping for air that he knows how close you are to your orgasm, but when you think you will get it, he stops. You make a noise as a complain and he responds by simply rolling you around so that your chest is flat to the bed and then pulling your ass up so your core is exposed to him he separates your butt cheeks and then deepens his head to give a long wet lick from your clit to your ass hole making you moan. Next thing you feel is the head of his cock caressing your entrance, he is rubbing it against you teasing you and you cant help but perk up your butt and try to pus against him, letting him know you want him, letting him know you are ready for him.
He gives your butt cheek a small smack before entering you, deeply, making you feel full and making you gasp in surprise. He is going in and out of you at a steady pace letting you adjust to his size but you want more, you need more, your legs are vibrating due to the release that he denied you before, you need it now, you need to cum and so you start pushing your hips back and forth, fucking yourself on him and he lets you. He groans and holds your hips tighter, he is close too so he starts fucking you harder, he is panting while pushing into you, again and again and again until he feels you clench around his length and finally obtain your orgasm, he feels your legs are weakening so he holds you up by your waist so he can pump into you a couple more times getting himself to a release before pulling out of you, letting go of your waist and releasing his cum over the small of your back.
The both of you lay there trying your best to bring down your breathing to a normal pace. The room is quiet and you turn to look at him laying there next to you in your bed, he was already looking at you, son you lay there looking into each others eyes. For a second you forgot what he had done to you but you don't want so you interrupt the moment.
"You couldn't have finished in your hand or something?" you say huffing.
"Why use my hand when I can use you?" He says smirking.
You roll your eyes at him while he uses the tissues from your bedside table to clean you. You are about to head into the bathroom when your phone starts ringing, Namjoon's name flashing on your screen, you answer it looking at Jin who is now getting dressed.
"Hey Joon! What's up?" you say trying your best at sounding normal.
"Hey, you didn't answer my message... are you ready? I'm on my way to pick you up!"
"Already?" you say looking at your phone to check the time -Oh my god- "Oh I'm not ready yet, can you-"
"Don't worry I know... I'll just hang at your place while you get ready.. be there in 5." Namjoon doesn't let you talk and hangs up, you hate it when he does that.
"FUCK." you say, starting to panic "He is gonna be here soon, you need to go." You tell Jin while handing him his jacket. You grab your robe and start fixing your bed but stop when you notice Jin quietly laughing.
"Don't worry, he wont find out, you are good at this." He looks at your confused face before continuing while pointing at your bed "Sneaking around behind men's backs."
"What?" you say even more confused than before. "I'm not-. I just don't want them to find out about us like this."
"Don't worry (Y/N), like I said, they wont find out. I don't want them to find out." He says walking through the front door "And let's make one thing clear. This is fun, the sex is great but there is no us."
You stare at the closing door feeling hurt by Jin's cold words but knowing that he is right. Your friends cant find out about this, they cant find out about how the two of you met in London eight months ago by chance at a college event while he was visiting his friends, They cant know about how the two of you ended up hooking up after a pub night. They can't find out about the little habit the two of you caught of ending in the same bed every time you had a chance and every time you were in the same city. They cant know your secret... How you are fucking the guy who broke your heart for no apparent reason almost two years ago without an explanation because you never really got to have a conversation about why he changed like that in the past or about anything, He would leave every time you tried to ask him, so you stopped trying and decided to enjoy the great hate sex. But what will happen now that you are back? Was this the end?









