in which y/n is the new hire at a psychiatric ward and foolishly volunteers for the one patient everyone else is deadly afraid of. no therapist has ever lasted in his presence, and jungkook doesn't take them seriously to begin with. and since her staff doesn't take her seriously either, nobody expects her to survive. so next week, she gets fifty minutes to prove them all wrong.
genre : psycho!jungkook x therapist!oc
warnings : harsh & foul language, threatening, stereotyping, this plot starts off with misogyny since her job is male dominated ( but oc is a bad bitch wbk so she shuts their asses up ), gore related conversations, ptsd from DMV households, verbal harassment ( not from jk ), heavy obsessive & possessive vibes, unprotected sex, bigdick!jk, she sucks his dick so so good, breeding kink, ALOT of dirty talk bcs by now yall should know heâs a talker, heâs a munch, creampie, nipple play, nipple kink + more to add as I progress while writing this fic & there might be changes to warnings that are already stated above.
my notes : after long consideration, Iâve finally decided that psycho!jk & therapist!oc will be making their appearance on my blog!!!! super fucking excited for this one since this baby has been in my docs for the last 6 MONTHS. Iâve laughed, cried, punched a wall, fainted & kicked my feet while trying to make this fic work, and Iâm so so glad itâs finally happening!! this is genuinely my personal favourite fic of mine yet!! & Iâm so excited for you guys to read it once itâs out. itâll take some time, but the wait will be worth it!!
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Jungkook knew by the third time whatever you were doing was far from innocent. The first time had been easy to ignore. You'd stepped closer while he was grabbing a drink, hand gliding down his grey vest as if there was something to fix, even though it was already perfect.
Then while eating, you'd brushed your hand over his thigh under the table. Although it's a habitual action but your fingers trailed a little too high and dangerously close to where he was already starting to feel the strain in his pants.
Later, when his aunt was showing some old photographs, his hand had rested politely on your waist, while you pressed back almost grinding against his crotch without anyone noticing.
God, you've kept testing his patience since you both arrived here.
From your side, it really wasnât your fault.
Your husband looked disgustingly hot tonight. The white shirt, the grey vest, the diamond brooch you'd gotten him and those fucking gold rings on his fingers. Your husband looked straight out of a scandalous magazine no less.
It had been too long since heâd properly touched you.
And by too long you mean this morning which only consisted of a desperate makeout session against the dressing table until his dad had called to remind not to be late for the family gathering.
so here he was- looking like pure sin in front of everyone while you were starving for your husband's touch. it's only fair enough to make him suffer too, right. But as you continued with your evil plan of torturing him with your little touches, you began enjoying it too much.
Jungkook was barely holding it together now. He's trying to look relaxed but you knew him too well. Oh, how he wishes if he could just bend you over this instant and fuck that brattyness out of you.
âAigoo, I left my reading glasses in the kitchen.â
âIâll get them for you, halmeoni.â You give her a sweet smile before making your to the kitchen.
The moment you reach for the glasses on the counter, a very familiar tattooed arm slams against the cabinet beside your head.
You turn around to find the man you've been successfully avoiding to meet alone. Jungkookâs other hand lands on your hip trapping you between his arms as he presses himself into you. You could absolutely feel the unmistakable bulge pressing against your body.
âWhat are you doing?â You try to keep your voice innocent.
Jungkook scoffs. His tongue pokes the inside of his cheek as he tilts his head. âYou find this funny, huh?â
You try to bite back your smile. âI donât know what youâre talking about..â
âKeep up with the act and Iâll bend you over this counter right fucking now."
You gulp because your husband may or may not be kidding about this.
âHalmeoni!â you gasp looking at the doorway behind him.
Jungkook jerks back so fast he nearly loses his balance.
By the time he figures there's no one behind, you're snatching the glasses off the counter and dart past him with a bright giggle as you escape the kitchen.
âYou littleââ
He shakes his head, running a frustrated hand through his hair with a mix of amusement, adjusting his pants to hide his very obvious problem created by his wife.
--
By evening, itâs worse.
Much worse.
The garden's lit up with warm string lights filled with fun chattering and laughters.
But not for Jungkook, because heâs been on edge for hours now and itâs starting to show.
You see it in the way his fingers keeps drumming impatiently, in how his attention drifts back to you no matter who heâs talking to.
Which only makes it harder not to smile.
You sit on the grass with his niece, completely occupied as she shows you her new hair clip collection, nodding along, sharing a laugh at whatever sheâs explaining.
âReally?â you speak clipping one on her. âThatâs your favorite?â
She nods enthusiastically putting a few on your hair too.
âAre you staying?â she suddenly asks, looking up at you with hopeful eyes.
"Uhh.."
âStay.â She fists lightly at your dress with her little hand. âPlease?"
You soften instantly and glance up to meet Jungkookâs eyes.
The second he sees that look on your face he knows exactly what youâre about to do.
âNo, we can'tââ
âWe can stay,â you say at the same time, smiling down at her.
You donât look at your husband right away.
because you already know what youâll see.
and when you finally do glance upâ
Yeah.
There it is.
You actually have to press your lips together to stop a laugh.
Of course you didn't intend to stay the night but you also didn't have the heart to say no to his cute little niece. As the night stretches on everyone's scattered. Some have already gone to bed while others lounge in watching an old movie.
Youâre curled up on a big sofa, laughing along with Jungkookâs cousins. Jungkook sits across from you joining in here and there.
Itâs almost midnight and youâre still showing zero urgency to leave. Your usually patient husband is hanging on by a thread. Jungkook stands up after a moment before letting you know he's heading to bed and you sure catch the sharp edge in his voice when he looks at you.
You give it another twenty minutes before making your way down the room in the hallway where you always stay in whenever you visit.
Your eyes try to adjust to the darkness of the room.
Did Jungkook really fall asleep?
You did tease him a lot today. Heâs been worked up since morning and you spent the entire day pushing his buttons.
You pout closing the door behind you. What if he actually got annoyed and decided to just sleep?
The thought barely forms before strong hands grab your waist from behind and you're pinned against the door.
Jungkookâs hand slides up gripping your jaw to tilt your head back. You catch the intensity radiating off him as the moonlight spills through the thin curtains.
He breaths out dangerously calm.
âHad too much fun today, didn't you?â His body burns hot against yours. He only has his trousers on. You can feel how painfully hard he is as his thick length of his cock presses insistently against your ass.
His thumb brushes over your bottom lip almost too possessive.
âMy turn now.â
A soft whimper escapes your lips the moment he speaks into your ear. One of his large palm squeezes your waist while the other slides down along your thigh.
You whimper again pressing back against him seeking more friction. The movement makes him growl in warning.
He reaches for the zipper at the back of your dress and yanks it down almost roughly making it pool at your feet. For a second you think heâs finally going to fuck you senseless against the door. but you know your husband too well. After all the teasing you put him through today- heâs going to make you pay for every single second of it first.
You almost whine the moment you feel the loss of his heat. You hear the sound of him unbuckling his belt. Turning around fully, you find Jungkook has dropped his trousers. Sitting on the edge of the bed in nothing but his black boxers.
The obscene bulge straining against it only adds more to your wetness.
âCome here.â
Your legs feel weak as you walk towards him.
His gaze drops to your panties. âOff.â
You do as he says, sliding off your drenched fabric down your legs.
Jungkook taps his thick thigh once, manspreading wider. You already know exactly what he wants.
The moment your dripping core makes contact with his veiny muscle, a sharp gasp leaves your lips. His thigh is warm and firm and slightly rough with a light dusting of hair that drags deliciously against your sensitive folds.
Your arms hook around his neck for balance as you begin to rock your hips forward.
His eyes stay locked on where your pussy is pressed, watching the way your slick glistens on his skin.
His muscle flexes beneath you, pressing harder against your clit. Your head falls forward onto his shoulder with a broken moan.
âJungkoo-â You can feel how wet you are by how easily youâre gliding over his thigh. Jungkook leans back on his palms flat on the bed behind him.
He doesnât touch you even once. Even as his cock is straining hard against his boxers leaving a wet patch from watching you use him.
Normally, Jungkookâs hands and mouth are always on you. So you know he's deliberately making you suffer.
You moan louder as desperation starts to build. Your slick is dripping down his thigh now.
âKook.. pleaseâ
You become needy. Youâre aching for his hands, for his mouth, for anything he's willing to give.
Your hands slide down his chest, pressing against the hard planes of muscle. You need more. You need him to touch you.
You dip your head and bite down on his shoulder making him hiss through his teeth.
âKook.. touch me..â
Your voice comes out in a pathetic whimper.
Jungkook exhales through his nose in a mock.
You whine loudly, hips stuttering against his thigh as you try to chase the pleasure but it's not enough. Itâs almost painful not having your husbandâs hands on you when you need him the most.
Your hand moves down to palm him over his boxers. Jungkook lets out a groan jerking up into your touch.
One moment you're riding his thigh and the next you find yourself thrown onto the bed.
âYouâre not getting to touch me soon.â
His words vibrate against your skin as he licks a stripe from the column of your throat.
âMy wife's been such a brat."
You whimper trying to reach for him again but he catches both of your wrists in one large hand and pins them above your head. Jungkook reaches for something beside you and you know from the feel of it that it's the grey tie he wore. He ties the silk around your wrists tight enough that you feel the gentle bite of restraint.
Jungkook sits back admiring his work. His eyes rake slowly over your body while his fingers barely touch over your belly. Jungkookâs eyes darken even more as he watches you squirm beneath him.
He buries his head into the crook of your neck, teeth sinking into the soft skin to make you gasp followed by the wet heat of his mouth as he sucks hard.
He pulls back up to hover his lips barely an inch away from your own, so close you can feel the warmth of his whiskey breath. You chase his mouth, lips parting in plea to pull him down into a proper kiss. Jungkook exhales a low laugh against your lips. Your back archs as he unclasps your bra.
âYou know the safe word?â he speaks against your skin as he starts kissing his way down between the valley of your breasts.
You whine nodding frantically, too worked up to form proper words.
He pauses above your left nipple, his warm breath fanning over the hardened peak.
âwords, sweetheart.â
âyes.. jungkook, pleaseââ
The plea barely leaves your mouth before he finally sucks hard around your nipple. His tongue swirls around the sensitive bud while his hand continues its torturous path, fingers barely moving along your slick folds.
He alternates between sucking and gentle bites on your breast, then moves to the other one giving it the same attention. All the while, his fingers tease your entrance dipping in just the tip of one finger before pulling back.
Youâre panting now, wrists straining against his tie, body arching up into his mouth and hand. Jungkook lifts his head, eyes locked on your flushed face as he continues his slow descent down your body, lips and tongue tracing a wet path over your stomach until he settles between your spread thighs.
When his eyes land on your pussy, a rough sound rumbles from his chest. A thin string of arousal clings to your inner thigh and every time your walls clench around nothing, more of it leaks out.
âIâm sorry,â your voice comes out as a broke whimper. âSorry, Jungkook.. pleaseâ
Itâs embarrassing how quickly the apology spills from your lips even though he hasnât said a single word yet.
Jungkook hums against your thigh. He lifts your left leg angling it up to rest your ankle on his broad shoulder. The new position spreads you open even more for him, exposing your dripping pussy completely to his hungry gaze.
âCanât hear you.â He places an open-mouthed kiss right on the inside of your ankle.
You whine pathetically.
âKook, please...â Your voice cracks with desperation. âneed you.. so bad. pleaseââ
Jungkook's own desperation wins as he dips his head down dragging his tongue through your folds. The loud moan escapes you as your back arches for him. His hot tongue laps at you with deliberate strokes.
The cool silver of his lip rings only add more to your pleasure as he eats you out like a mad man. One of his hands grips your thigh tightly holding your leg in place on his shoulder while the other slides under your ass, tilting your hips up so he can bury his face deeper between your legs. You moan his name like prayers.
You bring your tied hands to thread your fingers into his hair. Jungkook groans loudly at the tug. His scalp stings from how hard youâre pulling but it only seems to spur him on.
You cry out from the pleasure of his relentless licking, sucking and kissing every inch of your dripping pussy.
Youâre shaking. Whimpering. Already close to tears from how badly you need to come but Jungkook pulls back every time only to start the torturous cycle all over again.
âHands above your head.â Jungkook spreads your folds open with two fingers before you feel the flat of his ring-clad fingers directly onto your swollen clit. You let out a sharp moan as the thick gold rings make contact with your overheated skin. "Fuckââ
He knows how much you love these. How fucking turned on you get every time you see them on his hands. He starts rubbing circles over your clit, letting them drag again and again adding a new kind of delicious friction that makes your toes curl.
Your arousal is leaking steadily down your thighs and onto the sheets beneath you more so coating his shiny gold.
âLook at you,â He murmurs opening you up more. âDripping all over my rings like a desperate little wife. You love feeling them on your pretty pussy, donât you?â
You desperately pull down on your tied wrists against the sheets. Your hips twitch uncontrollably trying to grind against the cool metal.
Jungkook chuckles darkly.
He dips his fingers lower curling them deep.
Tears of pleasure stings your eyes as your husband mercilessly continues with fucking you with his fingers.
Every time your moans get louder, every time your pussy starts clenching too hard around his fingers he slows down or pulls back completely leaving you empty and throbbing.
You sob from the frustration and overwhelming pleasure. âI canât.. koo.. please let me come..â
Jungkook leans down pressing a surprisingly soft kiss to your inner thigh. âNo,â he sounds almost gentle despite the cruel way heâs denying you.
âYouâre gonna come only on my cock tonight.â
He flips you over onto your stomach as his possessive hands manhandle your body yanking your ass up high.
Your tied hands remain stretched above your head. Your back arches deeply, ass presented perfectly for him pussy dripping and exposed.
âFuck, look at you,â He holds you in place with a bruising grip as he admires the view of his wife.
You finally finally feel the drag of Jungkookâs leaking cock through your soaked folds. The hot tip teases your clit all the way down to your entrance. You canât help it as you push back against him trying to take him inside.
âMy greedy little wife,â he lets out a chuckle.
Before you can form a single word he pushes in with a deep thrust. A loud cry rips from your throat. Jungkookâs cock finds home as he buries himself to the hilt. The sudden fullness makes your walls flutter wildly around him.
âFuck- baby,â he groans, fingers digging harder into your waist.
He doesnât give you any time to breathe. He pulls back almost all the way only to slam back in harder setting a brutal pace right away. The sound of his hips slapping against your ass fills the room, mixed with your broken moans and his low grunts.
Your hands fist the sheets above your head as he fucks you roughly from behind manhandling your body however he pleases.
âTake it,â his voice drips possession. âTake every fucking inch like youâve been begging for all day.â
Youâre so glad the rooms in this farmhouse are built soundproof because the noises spilling from your mouth are beyond obscene. Every brutal thrust forces another filthy sound out of you. wet slaps of skin against skin mixing with the squelch of your soaked pussy taking his cock.
Jungkook fucks you rough and deep. His relentless pace makes you see stars. pounding into you from behind as if heâs trying to fuck the brat right out of your body.
His hand slides up from your waist to cup your breast to grope the soft flesh roughly. His fingers find your hardened nipple and pinch it hard.
You cry out.
Youâre so close already.
He tugs your hair back roughly with one hand making your back arch until it presses against his strong chest. A strangled moan rips from your throat. The new position has his cock hitting even deeper inside you.
His hand snakes up your body and wraps firmly around your throat making your moan turn choked.
âYou donât get to come until I say so."
He bites down on whatever part of your skin his mouth can reach. His teeth sink in to leave dark bruises, marking you up as he continues thrusting into you with punishing strokes.
âAll fucking mine,â he growls right against your ear. His hand tightens slightly around your throat as he speaks. "Taking my cock so well.â
His other hand slides down your body pressing rubbing against your swollen clit.
The sudden added stimulation makes your entire body jerks violently as the orgasm crashes through you.
Tears spill freely from your eyes, sliding down into your hair as your walls clamp down around his cock like a vice. Your pussy gushes around him while he keeps thrusting through it until your legs shake uncontrollably.
"such a brat, aren't you."
You barely recover from the first orgasm of the night before your husband has you on your back.
You try focusing your blurry eyes on him.
Jungkook has his hand stroking his cock glistening with your sweet arousal. The sight of you wrecked and crying beneath him makes him more feral.
He moves on top of you taking your tied wrists and pins them above your head. His mouth crashes down on you hard.
Jungkook barely gives you a moment to breathe between his devouring kisses. You moan against his lips as his cock slides all the way in you again. His hand tightens around your wrists as he starts fucking you harder.
Though the Jeon house has highest grade furnitures but the way Jungkook fucks into you. you pray the bed doesn't break.
âWanted your husband's cock so bad, didnât you?â he punctuates each word with a hard thrust. âNow take it. All of it. Itâs all yours, baby.â
You can only sob in pleasure as he fucks you into oblivion as he keeps pounding and pouring filthy praises just for you.
You feel like youâre floating in a dream.
You have no idea how many hours have passed. All you know is the endless pleasure of being pulled apart and put back together by your husbandâs insatiable hunger.
His stamina is almost animalistic, reminding you of your honeymoon phase when he'd made love seven days a week. In your husband's words, he could never get enough of his beautiful wife.
Jungkook has always been quite experimental with your sex life. loves trying new things, toys, positions on you. but his absolute favourite is still classic missionary. because he gets to see your face when you come.
Jungkook has both of your legs pushed up over his shoulders now folding you in half as he drives into you insane. The angle is brutal, making your eyes roll back.
when he pulls your legs down making them wrap weakly around his waist. your thighs are barely able to hold onto him so Jungkook hooks one arm under your thigh holding it up for you. Youâve completely lost count of how many orgasms youâve had tonight.
Your mind is too blissed out to keep track of anything and your husband just canât seem to stop. Jungkook chases every broken moan that leaves your lips.
By the time he finally spills inside you for the last time, youâre more than completely spent.
Your body is covered in his marks. Your pussy is leaking his cum and your legs are shaking so badly you know with absolute certainty you wonât be able to walk properly tomorrow morning.
Jungkook collapses beside you holding you in his arms. You're too dizzy to figure what's happening anymore. But you sure feel your wrists getting lighter followed by so many soft kisses on them and your forehead and your cheeks before you finally pass out.
--
The first thing you register as you awaken are feather-light touches gliding over your skin along with lips trailing down your bare back. You stir letting out a hum.
Jungkookâs hand continues its slow caress down the curve of your waist, over the dip of your hip, then back up again. He becomes so soft after every intense night you spend together. It never not makes you fall for him harder each time.
Jungkook nuzzles his head into your neck while his hand slips between your legs with aching gentleness. His fingers almost caresses over your swollen folds.
A soft whine escapes you as turn around in his embrace, but the moment you do, a sharp hiss leaves your lips.
âShit, babyâ he speaks while his eyes look down to check. âhurts a lot?â
you nuzzle your face into his neck seeking his warmth.
âI can manage..â you mumble against his skin.
Jungkook places a kiss to your hair.
âIâll cook your favourite pasta when we get home."
You immediately look up at him.
âWork?â
He brushes a hair aside from your face.
âTaking the day off.â
Your face lights up and you lean to peck his cheek.
âIâll make cheesecake too.â Jungkook shows you his other cheek.
You smile childishly wrapping your arms around his neck smacking another one of your sweet pecks.
âAnd?â
He slides you closer by your waist, tangling your legs together with his.
âAnd Iâm gonna give you a Jeon Jungkook special massage,â he finishes with a peck on your nose.
âAnd?â you tilt your head still grinning.
Jungkook lets out a quiet laugh.
âAnd Iâm gonna spoil my wife so so much.â his thumb brushes over your cheek.
âYou already do,â you lean in to kiss him properly on the lips. He chases your mouth when you try to pull away.
âWell, Iâll add more to that then." A shared giggle fills between you as Jungkook rolls on top of you and starts attacking you with more of his kisses.
domestic boyfriend!jungkook when heâs on tour :(
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before tour boyfriend!jungkook :(
â gets clingier in the weeks leading up to tour without even realizing it. suddenly heâs always touching you somewhere. hand on your waist while you brush your teeth, laying half on top of you while watching videos, as well as pulling you into his chest every chance he gets
â absolutely spends the night attached to you. he sleeps with his face buried in your neck and keeps pressing sleepy kisses against your shoulder like heâs trying to memorize you before he goes
â keeps sneaking pictures of you before tour starts because âi need new pictures of my girlfriend before i leaveâ and most of them end up blurry because heâs laughing (happy) while taking them
â acts dramatic by joking about how youâre gonna forget him while heâs gone but gets noticeably quieter the closer departure gets
â definitely slips one of your shirts into his suitcase when packing. doesnât tell you either. you just notice it missing later
â the morning he leaves he keeps lingering around the apartment for no reason. touching things. hugging you again after already saying goodbye. like he doesnât actually want to walk out the door and leave
during tour boyfriend!jungkook :(
â sends you spotify links at like 2am with no explanation. just âthis reminded me of uâ and itâs always some ridiculously lovesick song
â facetimes you while half asleep after concerts and keeps the camera on even when neither of you are talking because he likes hearing you around in the background
â has a habit of taking pictures of random things to send you. the view outside his hotel. his breakfast. blurry backstage selfies. his shoes. literally anything because his first thought is always âi should show herâ
â misses physical affection the most. heâll complain dramatically about not being able to hold or touch you and then immediately get embarrassed after saying it :(
â sometimes falls asleep texting you and you wake up to messages that make absolutely no sense because he was drifting off halfway through typing them
â acts like heâs perfectly fine being away until youâre the one that says you miss him first and then suddenly heâs all like âyeah, i miss youâ
â secretly rereads your old texts late at night when he canât sleep after concerts because hotel rooms feel too quiet without you there with him
â keeps your shirt in his suitcase the entire tour even after it stops smelling like you because it still feels comforting to have something thatâs yours
after tour boyfriend!jungkook :)
â whenever he comes home he walks around the apartment checking everything out for no reason like he has to remind himself heâs actually back home
â absolutely the type to stand behind you while you cook just so he can wrap his arms around your waist and rest his face in your shoulder, just breathing you in
â follows you around for at least the first two days after tour because he missed being near you so much
â domestic moments become his favorite thing ever after tour. grocery shopping together. folding laundry together. laying in bed doing absolutely nothing together. he missed those normal parts of you the most while away
â gets weirdly emotional over little things after being away for so long. your shampoo in the bathroom. your side of the bed. hearing you moving around the apartment in the morning
â sleeps so much better next to you after tour and refuses to let go of you the entire night. one arm around your waist and a leg kicked over your own like heâs scared he'll be alone again if he loosens his grip
â honestly just looks happier being home with you. softer smile. calmer energy. constantly pulling you close like being around you finally lets him relax again
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Genre: angst, smut, royalty au, arranged marriage au
Word Count: 14.8k
Summary: She was never his choice- until she became his world.
Warnings: MDNI, Explicit, 18+, angst, smut, royalty au, slow burn?, power struggle, age gap (10 yrs), older jungkook, arranged marriage, (somewhat) enemies to lovers, jealousy, jungkook is a meanie ð, possessiveness, hurt/comfort, politics, soft love, declarations, explicit: multiple smut scenes, consensual, unprotected sex, cold/obligatory sex, power play, loving sex, praise, degradation, oral (f. receiving), fingering, clit play, overstimulation
A/N: this was a request from a lovely anon ðŦķ friends, i redid the outline for this multiple times bc i normally shy away from fantasies/royalty, so it was cool to try it out! hopefully it lives up to expectations!! (also i rlly donât know what time period this is so just imagine wtv ðŦĐ)
Note: jungkookâs pov is noted. if it isnât- itâs y/nâs! also y/n is 21, jungkook is 31, jisoo is 26
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The mirror stares back at you like itâs trying to convince you of something.
That youâre beautiful. That youâre lucky. That this is what youâve always wanted.
But the mirror lies.
Youâre dressed in layers of ivory lace and silk so heavy it feels like armor. Gold threads snake across your bodice like vines, binding you into a shape you barely recognize. Somewhere behind you, handmaidens fuss with ribbons and brocade, cooing soft words you donât hear. Your reflection looks poised- majestic, even.
But you feel like youâre drowning beneath the weight of expectation.
Your chest tightens. Not from nerves. No, youâd welcome nerves. This is worse. This is suffocation. The perfume in the room is too sweet. The silence, too loud. Every delicate âPrincessâ that slips from a servantâs tongue hits like a blade.
Youâre getting married today.
To a man youâve barely spoken to.
A man whoâs ten years older.
A prince from a kingdom that needed a treaty more than a love story.
You catch your own gaze in the mirror again. Your lips are painted, your hair perfectly pinned, your veil stitched with symbols older than your name. You look like a queen-in-the-making.
But inside?
Youâre unraveling.
âToo tight,â you say sharply, not looking at the handmaiden tying your corset.
She freezes. âApologies, Your HighnessâĶâ
You stand abruptly, fingers tugging the laces yourself until the pressure eases from your ribs.
âLeave,â you murmur.
They hesitate.
âI said leave.â
Their skirts whisper across the marble floor as they vanish, one by one, until the room is yours again. Quiet. Empty. Suffocating.
You exhale shakily and lower yourself onto the velvet stool near the fire. You should feel like a bride. Instead, you feel like a pawn being moved across a glittering board.
A knock at the door makes your spine go rigid.
âCome in,â you say, voice tighter than youâd like.
The door creaks open. And there she is.
Jisoo.
Your older sister. Your kingdomâs golden girl.
She steps inside delicately, wrapped in blush silk with her hair softly swept up, eyes wide with sympathy you donât want. Sheâs everything gentle and graceful the court adores. She looks like spring in human form.
And she looks like someoneâs first choice.
âSoo,â you say, your tone unsure- too many emotions knotted in one syllable.
She smiles. Soft. Almost apologetic. âYou lookâĶ stunning.â
You blink at her. âWhy werenât you here earlier?â
âI thought youâd want to be alone.â
âI didnât,â you admit. âNot today.â
She hesitates a step from you. Her fingers curl into each other.
You feel the question bubbling before you can stop it. âDoes he love you?â
The words spill out like poison.
Jisooâs expression flickers- guilt, shock, something unreadable but she catches it before it fully forms. âY/NâĶâ
âYou donât have to lie,â you whisper. âNot today.â
âI never encouraged it.â
âThatâs not what I asked.â
âI didnât know.â
âYou mustâve known.â Your voice cracks just slightly. âHe looks at you like youâre the crown he lost.â
Jisoo swallows, her voice quiet. âHeâs marrying you.â
You stare into the fire, the flickering light licking at your gown like flame to paper. âBut he wanted you.â
She doesnât answer. And her silence says more than a confession ever could.
You donât blame her. Not really. But that doesnât make it hurt any less.
âMaybe you should be the one marrying him,â you say, not able to meet her eyes.
âI would never take this from you,â she breathes.
You turn to face her finally. âWould it really be stealing if I was just keeping your seat warm?â
The air between you thickens. Youâre not angry at her. Not really. Youâre angry at fate. At politics. At the cold man waiting at the altar who wants a different bride.
Jisoo takes a step closer. âYouâre stronger than you think.â
âNo, Iâm just better at pretending.â
She reaches out to touch your shoulder. You donât pull away, but you donât lean in either.
âHeâll learn to love you,â she says gently. âAnyone would.â
You let out a dry laugh, sharp as glass. âYou donât learn to love someone like me. You endure her.â
The bell tolls outside- three slow, echoing chimes that stretch across the walls like the opening notes of a funeral dirge.
Itâs time.
You rise. Your gown shifts like water. You steady your shoulders, straighten your crown. You feel her watching you, but you canât look at her again.
Because you are walking down the aisle
Not as the girl he dreamed of. Not as the sister he wanted. But as the bride heâs stuck with.
The chapel smells like ancient roses and old prayers.
You glide down the aisle slowly, deliberately, as the eyes of two kingdoms drink you in. The train of your gown trails behind you like spilled moonlight. Hundreds of royals, nobles, and dignitaries line the carved pews, all dressed in silks and golds, but none of them matter. You feel them watching, judging, whispering about your age, your family, your worth.
But you only look forward.
You keep your eyes on the altar where Prince Jeon Jungkook stands like heâs carved from ice.
He doesnât smile.
Not even a flicker of warmth touches his face when he sees you. His expression remains cold, impassive, lips a straight line, shoulders square. You wonder if he even sees you or if heâs just counting the seconds until this political obligation is complete.
The music swells. The world fades.
You reach him.
He doesnât offer his hand.
The High Cleric begins the ceremony with blessings in a language older than either of your kingdoms. You barely hear the words. Your fingers are trembling in your gloves. You feel like youâre underwater. Everything is soft and distant and slow.
Until itâs time for the vows.
You turn to face him. And his eyes arenât on you.
Theyâre on her.
You see it. Just for a second. A flicker. A heartbeat. But itâs real.
His gaze shifts- barely, subtly- but you know the direction. You donât even have to look.
Jisoo.
Sheâs seated near the front. Pale dress. Downcast eyes. Perfect posture. As still and serene as a statue. She doesnât move. Doesnât acknowledge it.
But you feel it. All of it.
The phantom of his feelings for her settles like a chill between your ribs.
âRepeat after me,â the Cleric intones, unaware of the slow fracture blooming in your chest.
You say the words.
You pledge your body, your name, your crown.
You do not cry.
He says the words, too. Calm. Flat. Emotionless. He binds himself to you in front of gods and ghosts, but his voice doesnât tremble. Not from nerves. Not from affection.
Because he feels nothing.
He lifts your veil. His hands are steady. Distant.
Your first kiss as husband and wife is just that- a formality. His lips brush yours like the passing of winter wind. No passion. No warmth. No curiosity.
The crowd erupts into applause.
You smile.
You have to.
He offers you his arm.
You take it.
You walk down the aisle together, shoulder to shoulder but not touching, as cheers rain down from the golden arches of the chapel.
You smile.
You have to.
And though you can feel him beside youâĶÂ
he says nothing.
âââââââ
The ballroom gleams with gold and artifice.
Youâre standing in the center of it, hand in hand with a man who hasnât spoken a word to you all day. Not during the procession. Not during the ceremony. Not after the kiss. Not when he escorted you down the aisle like he was walking beside a shadow.
And now, in front of hundreds of watching eyes, itâs time for the first dance.
The music begins. You take one step forward, and so does he.
His gloved hand rests against your waist like heâs afraid to touch you too firmly- as if contact might imply something that isnât there. His other hand holds yours, just tight enough to be respectful, just distant enough to make your stomach sink.
You lift your eyes to his.
And for the first time, he speaks, âYou should smile.â
Your breath catches.
âThatâs what theyâre expecting,â he continues, voice low, precise. âA happy bride. A glowing princess.â
You try to smile, but it curls wrong on your lips.
âAnd you?â you murmur, eyes still fixed on his. âAre you pretending too?â
His grip tightens ever so slightly. âIâm fulfilling a role.â
You laugh- soft, bitter. âAnd what role is that? Dutiful husband or heartless executioner?â
He doesnât answer.
You move together across the marble floor like strangers trapped in the same song. The music is beautiful, swelling in delicate arcs around you. But you canât feel any of it.
âWhat did I do to make you hate this so much?â you whisper.
He blinks, slowly. âI donât hate you.â
âNo?â you scoff. âThen why wonât you look at me the way you looked at her?â
The words are out before you can stop them. His jaw clenches.
âDonât bring her into this.â
âSheâs already in it,â you breathe. âYou put her there when you looked at her during our vows.â
The music swells again, a waltz that sounds too pretty for this kind of pain.
âI donât want to embarrass you,â he says finally, voice tight.
You force a smile- sharp, graceful, empty. âToo late.â
He turns you in a slow spin, elegant, effortless. From a distance, the court sees perfection. A prince and his new bride, radiant under the candlelight.
But you know better.
You feel the space between your bodies like a scar that hasnât healed yet.
âDo you love her?â you ask, quiet enough for only him to hear.
He doesnât answer.
His silence slices deeper than any truth could.
You feel your chest tighten, throat burning. But your face? Your face stays royal. Untouched. Serene.
âWill I ever be more than her shadow to you?â
You see something flicker in his gaze, but itâs gone as fast as it comes.
âYou were not the choice,â he says at last.
You blink. You stop moving for half a second. Your shoes nearly slip on the polished floor. The world tilts.
But then the music carries on.
So you do too.
He guides you back into motion, and you match him- fluid, poised, empty.
When the music ends, he steps back. Bows. You curtsy.
Applause erupts across the hall. And you smile so wide it almost cracks your face open.
âââââââ
The halls are empty when youâre escorted to the royal bedchamber.
No music now. No guests. No watching eyes. Just the sound of your heels against marble and your pulse humming beneath your skin.
The doors are already open.
Heâs already inside.
You step in carefully, unsure of what youâll find. The room is as grand as you imagined- pillars of carved obsidian, embroidered silks draped from the high ceiling, a fire crackling in the hearth like itâs mocking you with its warmth. A table is set with untouched wine. Rose petals litter the floor like someone believed romance could be faked.
He stands by the window, facing away from you. Still dressed in full ceremonial regalia. Still silent.
The doors shut behind you with a hollow thud.
You wait.
You donât know what youâre waiting for. Instructions? Affection? A beginning?
Instead, you get nothing.
You unclasp your cloak. It falls silently around your feet. Your hair is pinned and tight, your corset aching against your ribs. You want to scream. You want to cry. You want to be held.
But he still wonât look at you.
âItâs done,â you say quietly, just to break the silence.
He hums in acknowledgment. Doesnât turn.
You take a step forward, cautious. âIs there something youâd like me to do?â
At last, he speaks. âSleep. Thatâs all.â
Thatâs all.
The words hang heavy in the air.
You try not to show it, but your fingers curl against your side. âIsnât thisâĶ expected?â
âI donât owe them a performance.â
âAnd me?â you ask.
He turns to face you now, slowly. His expression unreadable. Cold. He looks at you like a decision he regrets making. Like a formality heâs been assigned.
âYou donât want this,â he says.
You flinch at the assumption. âYou donât know what I want.â
âYou want love. Passion. Devotion.â He crosses his arms. âIâm not the man who gives those things.â
âNo,â you say, stepping closer, âyouâre the man who gives silence. Distance. Glances meant for someone else.â
His jaw ticks.
You keep going. Youâre tired of swallowing pain. âYou said your vows. You kissed me. You danced with me. And not once did you pretend I was enough.â
âI told you I wouldnât lie to you.â
âOh, so this is honesty?â you snap. âThis- coldness. This rejection. ThisâĶ emptiness?â
He sighs. Runs a hand through his hair. His voice is quieter now. âItâs mercy.â
You shake your head. âItâs cruelty.â
Neither of you speak for a long moment.
You break the silence again. âDid you ever think that maybe I didnât want to be just some treaty girl, either? That I didnât want to marry a man in love with someone else?â
His face flickers. Just briefly.
You donât know what emotion it is. Pity? Guilt? Regret?
But it fades too quickly to hold onto.
âYou can sleep in here if you want,â he says, voice controlled again. âOr Iâll have a separate room prepared.â
You take a deep breath, walk past him toward the bed. You donât look at him. Not this time.
âIâll stay here,â you say softly. âNot because I want you. But because this is my marriage, too.â
You sit on the edge of the bed, spine straight, heart hollow. And he walks away without another word.
The doors close.
You are alone.
Again.
You unlace your corset with trembling fingers. You slide the jewelry off your skin like itâs shackles. You curl beneath the covers, staring at the ceiling that feels more like sky than stone.
And for the first time since the ceremony began, you let the tears fall. No one hears them. No one sees. And when morning comes, you will wear the crown like it never hurt.
âââââââ
The palace is dead quiet after midnight.
You lie still in the enormous bed, staring up at the carved ceiling, your body wrapped in satin, your heart wrapped in stone.
Jungkook came back hours ago.
He didnât speak when he entered.
He didnât speak when he undressed, carefully, methodically, folding his ceremonial uniform with military precision and draping a robe over his bare chest. He didnât speak when he climbed into the opposite side of the bed, a world away from your side.
He just turned his back to you.
And that was that.
You listened to his breathing even out. Watched the fire in the hearth dim into embers. Let the weight of the sheets press your body down like a crown too heavy to wear.
Sleep never came.
The silence around you was too loud.
You watched the moonlight crawl across the walls until your eyes ached. You imagined what it mightâve felt like to be chosen. To be wanted. To be seen.
You almost didnât hear it.
A whisper. Barely there.
You blink, breath catching, your body frozen as stone.
Then again- soft. Muffled. Threaded with sleep.
ââĶJisooâĶâ
Your heart stops.
The name barely drips from his mouth- half breath, half confession- but itâs real. It slithers through the shadows between you like smoke.
ââĶJisooâĶâ
He shifts in the bed beside you, still deep in dreams.
And you?
Youâre wide awake.
The ache in your chest is immediate and consuming. Sharp enough to make your eyes water, soft enough to break you slowly. You donât speak. Donât move.
You lie there, paralyzed. Because how can you scream when the knife was never even meant for you?
It was a whisper. A sleep-talk. A mistake.
But it was her name. Not yours.
Not once tonight- not in his gaze, not in his vows, not in his arms- did you belong to him. But her? She owns the quietest part of him. The part he doesnât even guard.
You turn your head toward him slowly. His face is peaceful in sleep. Untroubled. Like he hasnât just carved you open.
You stare at him for a long time.
And for the first time since this all began, you donât feel sad. You feel cold.
Numb. Resolved.
You pull the covers tighter around you- not for warmth, but for armor.
He may have married you.
But he dreams of her.
And if he thinks youâll stay quiet forever, if he thinks youâll simply live in her shadowâĶ
He doesnât know you at all.
âââââââ
The first week of marriage does not belong to you.
It belongs to the court.
Every morning begins with a maid waking you before the sun, layering you in gowns chosen by someone else, and fitting a crown so heavy you can feel it in your spine. Every day ends with aching cheeks from holding the same smile for hours.
They donât call you by name anymore.
Youâre Her Royal Highness, Princess Consort of the Northern Kingdom.
A title. Not a person.
The palace calendar is full- parades, charity luncheons, handshakes with foreign diplomats, appearances at schools, hospitals, markets. At each stop, you are arranged like part of the decor. A jeweled accessory for the princeâs arm.
He almost never offers it.
When he does, itâs for the benefit of the crowd. An elbow bent at a perfect angle, a smile carved into place like it was taught, not felt. Heâs a master of performance.
So are you.
The people cheer for the image of you both. They throw flower petals into the street, shout blessings, push forward to glimpse their fairytale couple.
If only they knew fairytales rot when the gold is only paint.
At the textile factory, you stand beside him while the foreman gushes about the kingdomâs prosperity. At the ribbon-cutting for a new bridge, youâre handed the scissors, smiling for the press while Jungkook stares past you at some distant point, as though the moment doesnât require him.
Sometimes, you catch yourself wondering if he forgets youâre even there.
Youâve learned the choreography. Sit still. Smile faintly. Look engaged, but not outspoken. Be regal, but not commanding. Be graceful, but not bold.
Be there.
But never be.
The only time you feel remotely human is during the carriage rides between engagements, when the curtains are drawn, and the crowds canât see you.
Thatâs when the silence between you becomes unbearable. He doesnât speak.
You donât either.
But you glance at him once, catching his profile in the dim light. Itâs like looking at a portrait- beautiful, distant, untouchable. You turn away before he can feel you watching.
By the end of the week, youâve perfected the role:
A crown without a voice.
âââââââ
It happens because it has to.
Not because he wants you. Not because you want him. But because itâs expected. Because the kingdom will talk if it doesnât.
The door opens without a knock. You glance up from your seat on the edge of the bed, silk robe tied loosely around your waist, hair falling over your shoulders. He steps inside, closing the door with quiet finality.
âWe need to talk,â you say.
âNot tonight.â His voice is low, clipped, as he shrugs out of his coat. âThis isnât a conversation.â
Your brow furrows. âThen what is it?â
He looks at you but itâs the way a jeweler inspects a gem before deciding if itâs worth setting. âItâs whatâs required,â he says. âFor the line. For the crown.â
Your chest tightens. You know the courtâs whispers- how the marriage will be scrutinized until you produce an heir. You know the timeline they expect. Youâd expected distance. You hadnât expected to feel like an appointment.
He approaches slowly, rolling his cuffs to his forearms. When he stops in front of you, he doesnât touch you right away- just stands there until the air between you grows heavy.
When he stops in front of you, he looks down at you with the same expression he wears in court- measured, guarded, cold.
âStand up,â he says.
The command leaves no room for hesitation. You rise.
His hands land on your waist, not with affection but with control, guiding you closer. His mouth meets yours in a kiss that isnât really a kiss- no give, no hunger, no softness. You press harder anyway, trying to spark something. He responds by gripping your jaw, holding you still.
âYouâre trying too hard,â he murmurs.
âAt least Iâm trying,â you bite back.
A slow, humorless smile curves his lips. âCareful.â
He turns you with deliberate force until your knees meet the bed. You sit. He follows, untying your robe in one smooth pull. It falls to your sides, cool air grazing bare skin.
His gaze sweeps over you- assessing, not admiring. âBeautiful,â he says, tone flat. âBut beauty doesnât make you powerful.â
You swallow. âThen what does?â
His eyes lift to yours, sharp as steel. âControl. And you donât have any here.â
The word sends a shiver down your spine- half fear, half something you donât want to name.
He presses you back into the mattress with a firm hand to your shoulder, sliding the robe from your arms. His touch is skilled, confident, but thereâs no tenderness. Every movement feels deliberate- designed to take without giving.
You arch into him once, testing him. His palm flattens against your sternum, holding you down.
âDo you think Iâll lose myself for you?â he asks softly, mockingly. âYou canât provoke me into wanting you.â
The words burn hotter than his hands.
When he finally takes you, itâs with the same efficiency as everything else he does- controlled, unhurried, purposeful. The sounds in the room are soft but sharp: the creak of the bed, your shallow breaths, the low rumble of his voice telling you to hold still.
His grip on your hips is firm, guiding you exactly how he wants. You try to match his rhythm, to pull him closer. He shifts his hold, pinning your wrists above your head against the mattress.
âNot yours to lead,â he says. âNot tonight. Not ever.â
Itâs almost clinical. Almost mechanical. Your body reacts anyway- heat, breathlessness, the helpless ache for more. But you know heâs watching every flicker of your expression like a general studying an opponentâs next move.
When itâs over, he pulls away immediately. No lingering touch. No kiss. Just rises, adjusting his clothes with the same precision he undid them.
Youâre still catching your breath when he looks at you one last time. âThis is duty, Princess. Donât confuse it with anything else.â
And then heâs gone.
The door shuts behind him.
You stay there, robe open, pulse still racing- not from closeness, but from the sting of his words.
âââââââ
The council chamber smells faintly of parchment, polished wood, and the faint metallic tang of ambition.
You sit in the gilded chair to Jungkookâs right, posture flawless, hands folded in your lap. Itâs your first time attending a full royal council since the wedding. Youâre here to listen. To be silent. To play the part of the well-bred consort.
At least, thatâs what they expect.
The chamber doors close, and the discussion begins. Ministers rise, presenting their concerns: border tensions with the Western Kingdom, grain shortages in the southern provinces, a brewing dispute with the merchant guilds.
Your husband listens with that same infuriating calm, speaking only when necessary, voice even, deliberate. A king in training.
But when the Minister of Trade suggests raising tariffs on imported grain to âincentivizeâ local production, something twists in your chest.
âThat would starve half the southern provinces,â you say, before you can stop yourself.
Every head in the room turns.
Jungkookâs gaze cuts to you. Sharp. Warning.
The Minister blinks, surprised. âYour Highness, the measure-â
â-would drive up prices so high,â you continue, âthat families already struggling would have to choose between bread and rent. And if the people are hungry, unrest follows. That is not âincentive,â Minister. That is negligence.â
Murmurs ripple through the chamber.
Jungkookâs voice is quiet but firm. âPrincess-â
You turn your head slowly, meeting his eyes. âAm I mistaken?â
A pause. His jaw tightens.
âYou areâĶ uninformed,â he says at last.
You lean forward, resting your hands on the table. âThen perhaps inform me. Tell me how destabilizing our food supply will help secure your rule. Or ours.â
A faint gasp from one of the scribes. A few ministers look away, hiding smirks. The Minister of Trade fidgets.
Jungkookâs expression doesnât change, but you see the flicker in his eyes- anger, yes, but something else. Curiosity.
You look back at the table. âInstead of tariffs, subsidize local farmers to increase production. Buy excess grain directly from them at fair prices, then sell it cheaply in the provinces that need it most. The treasury loses nothing if the surplus is sold abroad. Everyone wins. The farmers, the provinces, the crown.â
The room goes still.
Then, slowly, the Minister of Agriculture nods. âItâsâĶ a sound plan.â
More murmurs. Agreement.
Jungkook leans back in his chair, studying you like heâs seeing you for the first time. You can feel his gaze on your skin, hot and assessing.
âVery well,â he says finally. âWeâll consider the PrincessâsâĶ suggestion.â
Itâs not an admission. Not in his tone.
But youâve already won.
When the meeting ends, you rise before he does, smoothing your skirts. As you pass his chair, you feel his hand catch your wrist under the table.
You glance down at him.
His voice is low, for you alone. âWe will discuss this later.â
You smile sweetly. âOf course, Your Highness.â
And you leave the chamber with your head high, the echo of your heels a victory drumbeat in the quiet hall. Yet, the moment the council doors close behind you, you know heâs following.
Your heels click against the marble corridor, echoing between the towering pillars. You donât turn around, but you can feel him gaining on you- steady, purposeful, silent.
You make it halfway to your chambers before his hand closes around your wrist.
He pulls you into a side room- an antechamber lined with bookshelves and an unused writing desk- and shuts the door hard enough to rattle the hinges.
The air changes instantly.
He steps closer. Not close enough to touch, but enough that you can feel the weight of him, the way his presence seems to draw the oxygen from the room.
âDonât ever do that again,â he says, voice low, razor-edged.
You arch a brow. âSpeak?â
âUndermine me in front of my council.â His gaze is molten steel, locked on yours. âYou embarrassed me.â
You take a deliberate step forward, closing some of the space between you. âI saved you from making a decision that wouldâve turned half your kingdom against you.â
His jaw flexes. âThatâs not your place.â
âAnd sitting there like a decorative vase is?â Your voice is calm, but each word lands sharp.
He moves closer, forcing you to back up until the edge of the desk presses against the back of your thighs. His hands plant on either side of you, caging you in without touching. âYou donât understand how dangerous it is to overstep in that room.â
You tilt your chin up. âI understand perfectly. Theyâll eat you alive if they think youâre weak. And nothing says weakness like a wife too afraid to speak her mind.â
His eyes narrow. âYou think youâre clever.â
âI know I am.â
For a moment, thereâs only the sound of your breathing. His gaze drops briefly- not to your mouth, but to the stubborn lift of your chin- then returns to your eyes.
âYou enjoy provoking me,â he says quietly.
âOnly when you deserve it.â
One corner of his mouth twitches- not quite a smile, not quite a snarl. âCareful, Princess. If you make a habit of this, you might find I haveâĶ inventive ways of teaching obedience.â
You lean just slightly into the space between you, your voice a whisper. âAnd if you keep underestimating me, you might find I have inventive ways of winning.â
The tension between you is almost unbearable- not heat, not tenderness, just raw defiance meeting raw authority.
Finally, he pushes back, giving you space. âYouâre not stupid,â he says. âBut you are mine to manage.â
You smooth your skirts, stepping past him toward the door. âIf you think Iâll be managed, Your HighnessâĶ you really havenât been paying attention.â
You donât wait for him to follow.
âââââââ
5 years earlier (jungkookâs pov):Â
The gala had been suffocating.
Perfume and politics choked the air inside the ballroom. Every step, every word, every glance felt calculated. The music was loud enough to cover whispers but not loud enough to drown them out.
Jungkook slipped through a side door.
The night air hit him like a blessing- cool, crisp, tinged with the scent of rain. He loosened his collar and exhaled, letting the weight of the crownâs expectations roll off his shoulders, if only for a breath.
Thatâs when he saw her.
Jisoo.
She was standing at the edge of the balcony, moonlight touching the soft curve of her cheek. A pale silk gown flowed around her like water. Her hands were clasped in front of her, her lips moving faintly as she hummed something he didnât recognize.
She turned when she heard him.
âOh- Your Highness,â she said, voice light, careful. She curtsied, the movement graceful, unhurried. âI didnât realize anyone else would be out here.â
âI needed air,â he admitted.
Her smile was small but knowing. âSo did I.â
They stood there for a moment, the muffled music from the ballroom spilling through the open doors. He should have gone back inside. Instead, he found himself asking, âDo you come to many of these events?â
âMore than Iâd like.â Her gaze drifted toward the gardens below. âBut my father says itâs important to be seen.â
The words were simple. Obvious, even. But the way she said them- steady, resigned, without bitterness-Â struck him. She wasnât like the others inside, scrambling for attention or advantage.
âI suppose heâs right,â he said.
She looked at him then, really looked, and for a second, he thought she might see past the prince to the man beneath. âYou wear the pressure well.â
The compliment shouldnât have mattered. It was the kind of thing royals said to each other all the time. But there was no jest in her tone, no false sweetness. It feltâĶ clean.
Someone called her name from inside- a soft summons from a lady-in-waiting.
She dipped her head. âI should go.â
And just like that, she was gone.
Jungkook stayed on that balcony long after, the faint sound of her humming still in his ears.
It had been nothing- a polite exchange in the quiet. But in a life where every word was a weapon, her simplicity had felt like a shield.
Years later, he still told himself she was different.
He never noticed that he didnât know a single thing more about her.
âââââââ
Two months change nothingâĶ and everything.
The last time you and Jungkook stood together in the council chamber, you defied him in front of his ministers. He hasnât forgotten. Neither have you.
The winter gala is your first appearance together since then.
The ballroom glitters under crystal chandeliers, every corner alive with silks, jewels, and the low hum of politics disguised as conversation. Gold light spills across polished marble, and the air is warm with the scent of champagne and candle wax.
Youâve chosen your gown carefully.
Silk the color of deep wine, cut low enough at the back to reveal the elegant dip of your spine, the fabric clinging to your curves before spilling loose in a daring slit high on your thigh. By court standards, itâs scandalous. By yours, itâs perfect.
You donât tell Jungkook youâve done it for him.
You tell yourself itâs for you.
The heads turn as soon as you enter on his arm. Ministers pause mid-sentence. Noblewomen whisper behind jeweled fans. Men look longer than they should. You feel the power in it- the way the room bends toward you.
Jungkookâs grip on your arm is tight enough to bruise.
âEnjoying yourself already?â you murmur, eyes fixed forward.
âYou think this is clever?â His voice is low, dangerous. âEvery man here staring at whatâs mine?â
âEvery man here staring at their future queen,â you correct softly.
He doesnât reply, but you feel the tension radiating off him.
And then you see her.
Jisoo.
She stands near the far end of the room, surrounded by a small cluster of dignitaries. Sheâs dressed in soft silver, hair pinned in perfect curls, a picture of refined restraint. The kind of elegance that draws admiration without scandal.
She sees you. She smiles- polite, warm, and just a little too knowing. You smile back, the kind that could be taken for friendliness or challenge.
You make your rounds, greeting nobles, shaking hands, accepting compliments that dance on the edge of impropriety. You can feel Jungkookâs gaze on you even when heâs not beside you- especially when you laugh at another manâs joke, your fingers brushing his sleeve as you speak.
When you finally return to Jungkookâs side, his jaw is tight.
âCareful, Princess,â he says under his breath. âYouâre playing a dangerous game.â
You sip your champagne, unbothered. âSo are you.â
The orchestra swells, the floor clears for the next dance. He offers his hand, not out of romance, but because tradition demands it.
You place your hand in his and let him lead you into the spotlight.
Around you, the court watches. Some curious, some envious, some waiting for one of you to slip.
Under the chandeliers, his hand rests low on your back, almost possessive.
You wonder if heâs imagining Jisoo in your place. You wonder if itâs killing him that he canât look away from you.
âââââââ
The ride back to the palace is silent.
Not the comfortable kind.
The kind that crackles with things unsaid.
You can feel him beside you in the carriage, his body still wound tight, his hand flexing once on his knee as though resisting the urge to act. He doesnât look at you, but his gaze burns into the side of your face all the same.
When the carriage stops, heâs out first, striding through the palace doors without a word. You follow, heels clicking against marble. He doesnât slow down until youâre inside your chambers.
The door shuts hard behind you.
âDo you enjoy humiliating me?â His voice is sharp, each word laced with steel.
You slip off your gloves one finger at a time. âDo you enjoy pretending you own me?â
He takes two steps forward, closing the space between you. âEverything you did tonight- the dress, the smiles, touching him-â
â-was diplomacy,â you cut in. âSomething a ruler should understand.â
His eyes flash, and then heâs crowding you backward until your spine meets the wall. His hand presses against it beside your head, trapping you in place.
âYou wanted my attention?â His voice drops lower, dangerous. âNow you have it.â
Your heart kicks hard, but you lift your chin. âAnd what will you do with it, Your Highness?â
His mouth crashes onto yours- not gentle, not tentative, but claiming. His other hand drags up your thigh, finding the slit in your gown and shoving the silk higher.
âProve to you,â he murmurs against your lips, âthat you can play with anyone else in the roomâĶ but youâll still end up here.â
You bite his lower lip, pulling back just enough to smirk. âAnd if Iâm not impressed?â
His grip tightens on your hip. âThen Iâll try harder.â
He turns you toward the bed in one swift movement, the skirt of your gown bunching in his fist. You go willingly, but when he pushes you down, you twist to look over your shoulder.
âStill just duty?â you taunt.
He freezes for a fraction of a second- then his hands are on you again, rougher now, dragging you back against the hard, unmistakable shape of his cock through his trousers. âTonight? Itâs a lesson.â
The dress comes off in a series of impatient tugs, pooling on the floor. His palms roam over your bare skin like heâs taking inventory, thumbs digging into your ass before parting you just enough to feel the heat of his breath between your legs. You shiver, but refuse to turn your face away.
His clothes follow- not rushed, but stripped with deliberate precision, every motion dripping with control. When he finally presses the heavy, hot length of him against your entrance, he holds there for a moment, letting you feel every inch before he pushes in.
The stretch is deep and sudden, making your breath catch, your nails digging into the sheets. He doesnât give you time to adjust- his hips drive forward in hard, unrelenting strokes, the thick slide of him hitting deep enough to make you gasp every time. His hands lock your hips in place, forcing you to take him exactly how he wants, his pace a brutal, steady rhythm meant to grind down your defiance.
But you meet every thrust, rocking back against him with just as much force, your slick making every connection filthy and loud.
âSay you belong to me,â he orders, voice ragged.
You shake your head, breathless but smiling even as pleasure twists low in your belly. âNo.â
His mouth is at your ear in the next breath, teeth grazing the shell before his words pour over you like molten heat. âYou will.â
You push back harder, grinding until the head of his cock drags against that sweet, swollen spot inside you. A moan slips free- you swallow it down before it can give him satisfaction. âOr youâll learn I donât belong to anyone.â
The challenge hangs between you, thick as the sweat on your skin. Neither of you slow down, each thrust sharper, wetter, more desperate. The slap of skin fills the room, your breaths tangled with curses and broken sounds youâd never admit to making.
Youâre so close you can feel it buzzing in your bones but you hold it back out of spite, out of sheer will. His fingers slip down between your thighs, finding your clit and circling hard until your resolve cracks and your body shudders around him.
He follows with a deep, savage thrust, spilling into you with a low groan, hips grinding through the aftershocks like heâs branding you from the inside.
When it ends, youâre both breathless, flushed, staring at each other across the tangle of sheets.
He doesnât kiss you. You donât ask him to.
âYouâre exhausting,â he says finally.
âYouâre obsessed,â you reply.
And you both know youâre right.
âââââââ
Two weeks have passed since that night.
The night where anger blurred with want, where neither of you surrendered but both of you took.
Since then, youâve spoken little. Polite exchanges in public, calculated silences in private.
The world sees perfection. You see the cracks.
This morning, the palace gardens are alive with late winter sunlight. The air is crisp, carrying the scent of blooming camellias and damp earth. Youâve always preferred this part of the palace- away from the council chambers, away from the eyes of the court.
Your ladies follow at a respectful distance as you take the marble path toward the upper terrace. The view from there sweeps over the river, the towers, and the city beyond- a reminder of everything that belongs to the crown, if not to you.
Youâre halfway up the wide steps when your heel catches on the edge of your gown.
The world tilts.
Your breath leaves you in a sharp gasp as your foot slides on the slick marble. You stumble forward, ankle twisting hard. The pain shoots up your leg before your knees hit the ground.
And then-Â
Strong hands catch you before you collapse completely.
The scent of warm spice and leather floods your senses.
âY/N.â His voice is low, urgent.
You blink up into Jungkookâs face. For once, his expression isnât composed. His eyes are wide, scanning you for injury.
âMy ankle,â you breathe, wincing as the weight shifts.
Without hesitation, he bends and sweeps you into his arms. The motion startles you, your hands gripping his shoulders instinctively.
âPut me down,â you protest.
âNot a chance,â he says, his tone sharp but not cold. Itâs threaded with something youâve never heard from him before. Fear.
He carries you to a shaded bench, lowering you carefully. His fingers are warm and gentle as they press around the swelling ankle, his jaw tight.
âYouâll be off it for a day at least,â he says.
âItâs just a twist-â
âYouâll rest,â he interrupts, brooking no argument. âIâll have a physician sent immediately.â
You tilt your head. âAre youâĶ worried?â
His eyes meet yours. For a heartbeat, he doesnât answer. âYou are my wife,â he says finally, voice softer than you expect. âWhat happens to you matters.â
âYouâll stay in your chambers today. Iâll make the arrangements.â
And before you can protest, he bends again, one arm hooking under your knees, the other around your back, lifting you as if you weigh nothing.
âJungkook-â
âSave your breath,â he says, eyes fixed forward. âYouâre not walking on it.â
The world tilts in a different way now, the solid heat of him under you, the steady rhythm of his steps carrying you through the garden paths. Court attendants bow as he passes, some openly staring, but he doesnât slow.
He carries you up the palace steps, down the corridors, and straight into your chambers-Â only setting you down on the bed once youâre surrounded by the familiar silk and shadow.
His hands linger for a heartbeat longer than necessary before he steps back. âRest.â
Then the mask is back, and heâs gone.
âââââââ
The physician leaves just before noon.
âItâs only a mild sprain,â heâd said, binding your ankle with clean linen and instructing you to stay off it for a day or two. âNothing serious, Your Highness. As long as you rest.â
Youâre propped against a fortress of pillows in your bed, silk sheets spilling over your legs, a cup of cooling tea at your side. The room is too still, too quiet. Youâve never been good at sitting still.
Your ladies-in-waiting keep offering to read to you or bring fresh flowers, but you send them away after the fourth polite interruption. Itâs not their fault you feel caged. The crown fits heavy enough without being confined to your chambers.
Youâre staring at the gilded canopy when thereâs a knock at the door.
âCome in,â you call.
Jungkook steps inside.
You blink. âI thought you had meetings all afternoon.â
âI do,â he says, but he doesnât leave. He crosses the room, the sound of his boots muffled against the carpet. âI wanted to see if you were following orders.â
âOrders?â you repeat, arching a brow. âI didnât realize marriage came with a chain of command.â
His gaze flicks to your bandaged ankle. âYouâre still in bed. Thatâs a start.â
You expect him to leave after that, but instead, he moves toward the table and pours you fresh tea, setting the cup within reach. You catch the faintest furrow between his brows, the one that appears when heâs thinking too much.
âYou didnât have to-â
âIt was closer to me than to you,â he cuts in.
âRight,â you murmur, hiding a small smile behind the rim of your cup.
He stands there a moment longer, as if debating something. âIf you need anything-â
âIâll send for a guard?â you finish for him, teasing.
His eyes narrow slightly, but thereâs no heat in it. âExactly.â
He turns to go, and something in you flares- curiosity, stubbornness, maybe both. âJungkook.â
He pauses at the door.
âYou caught me before I fell,â you say. âWhy?â
For a heartbeat, his eyes meet yours. âBecause youâre mine to protect.â
Then the door shuts behind him.
Youâre left staring at it, unsure whether his words were a claim, a dutyâĶ or something else entirely.
âââââââ
By morning, the dull ache in your ankle has faded to something tolerable. Not gone- but not enough to keep you trapped in bed.
You dress yourself in a pale blue day gown, something soft and unassuming, and braid your hair back in a way that says I am perfectly fine, thank you. Your ladies-in-waiting hover nervously as you make your way to the sitting room.
âYour Highness,â one begins gently, âperhaps you should-â
âIâve rested long enough,â you say, taking the first careful step toward the door. âThere are things I need to see to.â
They exchange looks but say nothing.
The moment you open the door, you nearly collide with him.
Jungkook stands there, dressed in deep charcoal, the morning light catching on the silver clasp at his cloak. His gaze drops immediately to your feet, to the subtle limp you try- and fail- to hide.
âWhere are you going?â His tone is calm, but thereâs a weight to it.
âFor a walk,â you say. âItâs a palace, not a prison.â
His jaw flexes. âNot without me.â
You fold your arms. âYouâre busy. I can manage.â
He steps past you into the room, closing the door behind him. âYou can barely walk without favoring that ankle.â
âI can walk,â you counter. âAnd I intend to.â
Something flickers in his eyes- not anger, not quite- before he exhales sharply. âThen Iâll escort you.â
Itâs not a request.
You consider arguing, but thereâs something in his stance, in the set of his shoulders, that tells you it will only waste time. So instead, you smile- sweet, false. âAs you wish, Your Highness.â
He offers his arm. You take it, because refusing would feel like losing, and you refuse to lose to him in anything.
The walk is slow, deliberate. The gardens are busy with attendants pruning roses and sweeping paths. You can feel the eyes on you- the court always watches. Jungkookâs hand stays steady under yours, guiding you away from uneven ground, adjusting his pace without comment when you falter.
Itâs infuriating how natural it feels.
When you reach the far end of the garden, you stop beside the fountain, pretending to admire the lilies floating on the surface.
âSee?â you say. âPerfectly capable.â
He studies you for a moment, his expression unreadable. âYouâre stubborn.â
âAnd youâre controlling,â you reply. âSomehow, we make it work.â
For a moment, it almost feels like truce.
Almost.
Then he says, âNext time, Iâll carry you from the start.â
And before you can respond, he turns and starts back toward the palace, leaving you to follow with the faintest, most infuriating smile tugging at your lips.
âââââââ
The royal conservatory smells faintly of jasmine and politics.
Todayâs luncheon is meant to honor a visiting trade delegation, but as always, itâs also a performance- a showcase of unity between the prince and his consort. You sit at Jungkookâs right, posture perfect, hands folded loosely in your lap.
The conversation drifts from tariffs to art to upcoming festivals. You answer politely when addressed, keeping your smile fixed in place.
Until Lord Jimin speaks.
Heâs old money, old power, and old enough to think his opinion is law. Leaning back in his chair with a practiced smile, he says, âItâs lovely to see you out and about again, Your Highness. Iâd heard youâd beenâĶ recovering from a fall? I suppose marble steps can be dangerousâĶ for those unused to palace life.â
A polite ripple of laughter travels the table. The words are coated in courtesy, but the meaning is sharp- a reminder youâre an outsider, unaccustomed, and perhaps unfit.
You meet his gaze without flinching. âItâs true. I fell. Luckily, my husband was there to catch me.â
âYes,â Jimin says smoothly, âthough I imagine His Highness has far more pressing matters than tending to scraped ankles. Affairs of state requireâĶ sturdier footing.â
Itâs a dig. Gentle enough to pass as banter, but you hear the insinuation beneath it: fragile, ornamental, a burden.
Youâre ready to respond, but Jungkook speaks first.
âLord Jimin,â he says, voice even but edged with steel, âyou mistake grace for weakness.â The table quiets instantly. âThe Princess has already proven herself in council and in matters of policy. She is not a burden. She is my partner.â
Jimin blinks, caught off guard.
âAnd,â Jungkook continues, his gaze locking with the older lordâs, âif I ever hear you suggest otherwise again- even in jest- I will ensure you regret it.â
A ripple of stunned silence follows. Somewhere down the table, a glass is set down a little too quickly.
Jimin forces a smile. âOf course, Your Highness. I meant no offense.â
âThen perhaps,â Jungkook says, his tone softening but not losing its weight, âyou should choose your words more carefully.â
The conversation resumes, but the balance at the table has shifted.
You glance at Jungkook. His expression is unreadable, his focus already on the next course being served.
But under the table, you let your fingers brush his hand- not a thank-you, exactly, but an acknowledgment.
He doesnât pull away.
The luncheon ends in a blur of polite farewells and murmured congratulations. You donât remember half the names of the people you shook hands with- not because they werenât important, but because you could feel Jungkook beside you.
Not just beside you. With you.
Every time you replay his words- âShe is my partnerâ- your pulse stirs a little faster.
The doors close behind the last of the guests. Servants move to collect the empty glasses, but Jungkookâs voice stops them.
âLeave us.â
The room empties quickly. Youâre still standing by the long banquet table when he crosses to you, his steps unhurried, but his gaze locked on yours like heâs already made a decision.
âYou enjoyed that,â you murmur, chin lifting.
âWhat?â he says, stopping just close enough that you feel the warmth of him.
âDefending me.â You allow a slow smile. âMaking it clear Iâm yours.â
His hand is at your waist before you can react, pulling you flush against him. âYou are mine.â
The words arenât cold this time. Theyâre hot. Dangerous.
You open your mouth to retort, but his lips crash onto yours- not claiming like before, but taking, deep and insistent, like heâs been holding it back all afternoon. His tongue pushes past your lips, tasting you, coaxing a soft sound from the back of your throat.
Your fingers curl into his jacket, dragging him closer. The kiss breaks just long enough for him to murmur, voice rough, âTell me to stop.â
You donât.
He lifts you onto the table in one motion, your skirts spilling over polished wood. His mouth moves to your neck, your jaw, his teeth scraping lightly before his hands shove fabric higher and higher, until your thighs are bare.
âThis isnât about duty,â you breathe, half dazed.
He pushes you back so youâre lying on the table, bunching your dress up, and then he drops to his knees between your legs. Your breath catches. His hands grip your thighs, spreading you open.Â
âNo,â he agrees, his voice low, almost dangerous. âThis is about you.â
And then his mouth is on you- a slow, deliberate lick over your slit that makes you jolt.
He doesnât give you time to think before his mouth is on you- hot, wet, and devastatingly slow. His tongue slides from your entrance to your clit in one unhurried stroke, making you jolt.
His hands grip your thighs like steel, keeping you open while his tongue circles lazily, deliberately avoiding giving you enough pressure to push you over. He pulls back just enough to blow a warm breath over you, watching the way you shiver.
âAlready wet,â he murmurs, smirking before diving in again, licking you like heâs savoring every drop. He alternates between slow, languid strokes and fast, focused flicks over your clit until your hips are rocking into his face.
You try to pull him closer, but he shakes his head against you, forcing you to take his pace. âYouâll come when I say,â he growls, before sealing his mouth over your clit and sucking hard. The sound that tears from your throat is half-moan, half-curse.
He doesnât stop. His tongue fucks into you, wet and insistent, before returning to your clit. The obscene sounds of his mouth on you fill the room, mingling with your ragged breathing. Youâre panting now, thighs trembling against his grip, every muscle wound tight.
When your climax finally breaks, itâs sharp and shuddering, your back arching off the table. He holds you there, riding out every wave, his mouth never leaving you until you whimper from oversensitivity.
Only then does he rise, mouth slick, eyes dark. He leans over you, his cock already pressing against your thigh. âYou donât get to keep pretending after this,â you whisper, still catching your breath.
His hips still for a second, gaze locked on yours. Then he leans to your ear. âThen donât give me a reason to.â
He frees himself and pushes into you in one deep, steady thrust, the thick stretch forcing a sharp gasp from your lips. The aftershocks of your orgasm make every inch of him feel amplified, your walls fluttering around him as he bottoms out.
He doesnât give you time to settle- his hips draw back slow, almost teasing, before slamming forward again, the table groaning under the force. The rhythm he finds is hard and sure, each thrust hitting deep enough to make your breath hitch. His hands grip your hips, dragging you into every snap of his body, the sound of skin meeting skin sharp in the quiet room.
You cling to him, nails digging into the back of his jacket as he fucks you like heâs trying to brand himself into your muscles. The slick slide between you is filthy, your wetness coating him, making each thrust faster, harder.
When his mouth finds yours again, the kiss is desperate-Â teeth, tongue, shared breath- his pace never faltering. He swallows your moans, dragging them out until theyâre rough, uncontrolled sounds you swore you wouldnât make for him.
Your legs wrap tighter around his waist, angling him deeper, and he growls low in his chest, the sound vibrating against your mouth. His hand slips between you, thumb finding your clit and circling just hard enough to make your vision blur.
âCome for me,â he orders, voice ragged. You do- helplessly- your body clenching around him as the climax rips through you. He groans, hips driving deep one last time before he spills inside you, grinding through the aftershocks until youâre both shaking.
For a moment, the only sound is your mingled breathing.
When itâs over, he stays inside you just long enough to make you feel the weight of it- then pulls out, tucking himself back in with slow precision. He adjusts his jacket, then reaches down, his thumb brushing the corner of your mouth, a faint smirk tugging at his lips.
âYou should eat dinner in your chambers tonight,â he says.
It sounds like an order. It feels like care.
âââââââ
Itâs only been a few days since the luncheon- and what happened after- but already, the edges between you and Jungkook are back to cutting.
The council chamber is thick with debate. A dispute over land rights has ministers talking over one another, and youâve had enough. You speak up, cutting through the noise with a solution thatâs both strategic and bold.
The room goes quiet. Even the scribe pauses his pen.
Jungkookâs expression doesnât change, but you catch the way his knuckles tap the table once- a subtle warning meant for you.
When the meeting adjourns, you rise with the others, smoothing your skirts. You expect him to walk beside you. Instead, he barely glances your way.
âYou enjoy taking command in front of my council,â he says as you step into the corridor. His tone is light enough that an outsider wouldnât catch the bite beneath it.
âThey were wasting time,â you reply evenly. âI offered a solution.â
âYou offered my solution,â he says, eyes forward. âBefore I could give it.â
âThatâs not my fault,â you counter, but heâs already striding ahead.
By the time you reach the great hall, heâs gone. No explanation. No dismissal. Just gone.
You wander the palace to cool your temper, your steps echoing in the quiet corridors. Youâve never cared much for the east wing- itâs quieter, more private- but today, you find yourself there.
A door at the end of the hall stands slightly ajar.
Jungkookâs office.
You hesitate, but curiosity wins.
Inside, the space is meticulously ordered- shelves lined with ledgers, a polished desk, the faint scent of ink and parchment in the air. You trail your fingers along the edge of the desk, noticing the papers stacked with military precision.
And then, near the bottom of one stack, you see it.
An envelope. Unsealed. Your name isnât on it and the handwriting is Jungkookâs.
The date at the top freezes your breath in your chest- the day after your wedding.
You shouldnât read it. You know that. But your fingers are already sliding the page free.
The first word you see is her.Â
Jisoo.
Your stomach twists.
You look toward the door- still closed- then back at the page, your pulse loud in your ears.
You sink into his chair, the letter trembling slightly in your hands.
Whateverâs written here, you already know itâs going to hurt.
âââââââ
My dearest Jisoo,
I should not be writing to you. Every reason I have been given tells me to let go- to accept the reality they have bound me to. But it is not reality I am living in. It is a sentence.
Yesterday, I stood at the altar with your sister. I said the vows. I placed the ring on her finger. I lifted her veil. And the entire time, all I could think was how wrong it was that it was her standing there, and not you.
You should have been my bride. You should have worn the crown beside me.
But politics is a crueler ruler than either of us. You know as well as I do that your father would never have allowed it- not with the trade agreement your marriage prospects could secure for your kingdom.
You were promised long before I had the right to ask.
Lord Dae-Hyunâs second son was a match your father could not afford to lose, and once your name was spoken, it could not be withdrawn. By the time I realized, you were already gone- sealed off by duty, unreachable by even my title.
They told me it was impossible. That I had to take the match offered. That she was the only way to solidify the alliance.
As though I should be grateful.
I am not.
Y/N isâĶ restless. Too quick to speak, too unwilling to simply be still. She moves like sheâs waiting for a fight that no one has offered her, and perhaps that is the part I resent most- her constant need to be seen, to be heard. Even in these first hours as husband and wife, she seems determined to prove something, though I cannot imagine what it is, or to whom.
She will make noise, I am sure, and perhaps even cause enough distraction to make the ministers believe she is worth the trouble.
But she is not you.
She does not have your grace. Your steadiness. The way you can command a room without raising your voice.
When I look at her, I see only the shadow of what could have been. And it is unbearable to wake each day beside the wrong sister, knowing the one I wanted most is still within reach, yet impossibly far.
I do not expect you to answer this. Perhaps you will not even read it. But I needed you to know that, in every way that matters, I am still yours.
I will always be yours.
- Jungkook
âââââââ
You donât remember standing.
One moment, youâre staring at the ink-Â the words curling across the page like they were meant to strangle you- and the next, youâre shoving the letter back into the envelope with shaking hands.
Your legs move without thought, carrying you out of his office and through the palace corridors. You donât care if anyone sees you. You just need to be away from there. Away from him.
By the time you reach your chambers, your breath is uneven, your vision swimming. The ladies-in-waiting rush to greet you, offering tea, asking if youâd like to change before dinner.
âLeave,â you say, your voice tight.
They freeze. âYour Highness-â
âPlease,â you add, softer this time, but your voice cracks around the word. âI need to be alone.â
They bow and file out, glancing back as though worried to leave you like this. The door shuts.
The silence is crushing.
You press your back against it for a moment before sliding down to the floor. The sob breaks free before you can stop it-Â raw, shattering, the kind that leaves you gasping.
You push yourself up and stagger to the bed, sinking into the mattress as if the weight of the letter is still pressing down on you. The tears come harder now, unstoppable. You press your hands over your mouth to muffle the sounds, but it doesnât matter. Thereâs no one left to hear.
Every word replays in your mind- restless, wrong sister, always be yours. Each one cuts deeper, tearing through every fragile thread of dignity youâve tried to hold together since the wedding.
Hours pass. The light outside dims to gold, then gray, then nothing. You donât move. Dinner comes and goes. You donât send for food. You donât light the lamps. The only glow in the room is the faint spill of moonlight across the floor.
The knock at the door comes late. Before you can answer, it opens.
Jungkook steps inside, his expression unreadable in the dim light. âYou werenât at dinner.â
You donât reply.
His gaze shifts to your face- the flushed skin, the reddened eyes, the damp lashes. His body stills.
âWhat happened?â he asks, his voice quieter now.
You just stare at him, the letterâs words burning between you like a secret only you know.
You donât remember standing, but youâre on your feet when he steps closer.
âWhat happened?â he asks again.
Your fingers curl into fists at your sides. âIf my father let you marry her right now,â you say, your voice shaking, âwould I still be here?â
His brows draw together. âWhat are you talking about?â
âAnswer me!â Your voice rises, breaking against the walls. âWould I still be here, Jungkook?â
His eyes narrow. âYou went through my things.â
âYou wrote it!â you shout, the tears burning hot again. âYou wrote it the day after our wedding! You said you wished it was her. You said I was the wrong sister. You said youâd always be hers.â
His jaw tightens, but his voice stays level- too level. âAnd what if I did? It was the truth.â
Your breath catches.
âI married you for politics,â he says, each word deliberate, cold. âNot for love. And yes, everything in that letter is true.â
It feels like the floor drops out from under you.
You take a step back, but he follows, his voice sharper now. âYou think snooping through my office will make you more than what you are? It doesnât. You were a convenience, Y/N. Nothing more.â
The sob rips from your throat before you can stop it. âYouâre cruel.â
âAnd youâre naive,â he snaps. âIf you thought this marriage was anything else, thatâs on you.â
Itâs the final blow- not just the words, but the way he says them, like theyâre facts, not daggers.
Your vision blurs. You turn away before he can see the collapse happening inside you. âIâm going home.â
âYou canât just-â
But youâre already moving, shoving past him, through the door, and down the corridor.
Within the hour, youâre in the stables, your guards scrambling to follow orders they didnât expect. The palace fades behind you as the carriage rattles toward your fatherâs kingdom.
You donât look back.
If you did, you might see the shadow in the window- a figure watching you leave, unmoving until you vanish from sight.
âââââââ
jungkookâs pov:Â
The door slammed behind her hours ago. And yet, the echo of her voice still lingers.
Jungkook sits at his desk, the untouched glass of brandy in front of him reflecting the moonlight. Heâd been furious when she confronted him- furious sheâd been in his office, furious sheâd read the letter. But fury fades fast when itâs replaced by the memory of her face, wet with tears, breaking in front of him.
Six months.
Theyâve been married six months. Long enough for him to know the sound of her laughter when sheâs not guarding it, the precise way her brow furrows when sheâs deciding whether to speak her mind, the warmth in her voice when sheâs talking to anyone who isnât him.
And long enough for him to notice her- truly notice her. The way she moves, carries herself, commands attention without even trying. The way her beauty isnât something the court dresses gave her, but something she wears like armor.
Heâd told himself from the start that she was a political necessity, nothing more. The letter heâd written to Jisoo had been the truth back then or at least the truth heâd chosen to believe. But now?
Now he remembers the garden. How light sheâd felt in his arms when he carried her back to her chambers. How she hadnât flinched when Lord Jimin made his sly dig, but met it with a smile that made Jungkook want to break the manâs teeth.
The way her hand had brushed his under the table after he defended her. The faint smile she tried to hide.
And after everyone left , the way sheâd come apart under his hands. How the urgency between them had been more than anger, more than duty. The taste of her still lingers on his tongue, the sound of her voice when she moaned his name still carved into his memory. It hadnât been detached, like before- not when he was buried inside her, not when his mouth was on her, not when her nails clawed at his shoulders like she was trying to hold him there forever. Heâd been closer to her in that hour than in the entire six months of their marriage.
God, heâd said she was a convenience. Nothing more.
The lie tastes bitter.
He pushes back from the desk and stands abruptly, the chair scraping the floor. His coat is on in seconds, boots echoing against the stone floors as he makes for the stables.
It doesnât matter that itâs past midnight. It doesnât matter that the journey to her fatherâs kingdom will take hours.
He has to see her.
Not as a prince, not as a husband fulfilling some duty- but as a man who knows heâs made a mistake.
The groomsman barely has time to saddle his horse before Jungkook swings into the saddle. The cold night air bites at his skin, but itâs nothing compared to the emptiness in the palace without her.
He rides hard.
Heâs going to bring her home.
âââââââ
The warmth of your fatherâs manor is different from the one you left.
Here, the air doesnât feel like itâs pressing down on you. The corridors smell faintly of cedar and fresh bread instead of cold stone. You can breathe without worrying about whoâs watching.
For the first time in months, you let yourself sit without the weight of the crown. Wrapped in a thick blanket in your fatherâs private sitting room, you sip tea, listening to the muted hum of distant conversation.
Youâre not healed. You know that. But for now, youâre home.
The knock on the front doors comes just as you set your cup down. Footsteps cross the marble foyer, and then- a voice you never thought youâd hear here.
âIs she here?â
Your blood runs cold.
Jisooâs voice answers, careful but unmistakably surprised. âJungkook.â
You freeze, every muscle locking in place.
âI need to see her,â he says- no hesitation, no preamble.
Before you can even decide whether to stand or run, heâs inside. His eyes find you across the room in an instant. And then heâs moving- past Jisoo, past the threshold, crossing the space between you like nothing else exists. Heâs in front of you before you can even get to your feet.
Jungkook drops to his knees, the movement sharp and sudden, his hands coming up to cradle your face like heâs afraid youâll disappear if he doesnât hold on. His eyes search yours- not for anger, not for forgiveness, but for proof youâre real.
âY/N-â
You shove his hands away, the blanket slipping from your shoulders. âDonât.â
For a heartbeat, neither of you moves. Then Jisoo, sensing the air between you, murmurs something to your father and slips from the room. The door shuts behind them, leaving only the two of you.
Your voice is low, but cutting. âYou donât get to come here, after what you said, and pretend it never happened.â
He doesnât argue. He just looks at you- truly looks- as though youâve hung the stars and heâs only just realizing it.
âIâm sorry,â he says quietly. âFor all of it. For the letter. For what I said after. For every time I made you feel unwanted.â
You fold your arms, holding your ground.
âI didnât know I was falling for you,â he continues, âuntil it was already happening.â
You scoff. âFalling for me?â
âThe winter gala,â he says, and you can hear the truth in his voice. âYou walked into that room and the whole court bent toward you, even when I was furious. The garden- when you fell, Iâve never been that afraid in my life. Your wit, the way you see through people at council. The luncheon- the way you touched my hand under the table like you knew exactly what it meant. And afterâĶ when we were together, it wasnât just anger or duty anymore. For the first time, I felt like I was with you, not just my wife.â
He swallows hard. âAnd the quieter things. Dinners where you laughed with the servants and made them forget you were royalty. The way you read late at night, biting your lip when you turn the page. The way you hum when you think no oneâs listening.â
Your breath catches, but you mask it with a shake of your head. âWords are easy, Jungkook. Youâve had six months to show me I matter and you didnât. Why should I believe you now?â
His jaw tightens. âBecause Iâm standing here, asking you to come home.â
You meet his gaze, steady and unflinching. âNo. Not until you prove it.â
The silence that follows is heavy, but you donât look away. For the first time since youâve known him, he nods- not in dismissal, but in acceptance.
âI will.â
âââââââ
jungkookâs pov:
The court is already buzzing when Jungkook walks into the great hall. Ministers in rich silks murmur over parchment, their jeweled rings catching the light. They fall silent when they see what heâs carrying.
An envelope. Old. Unsealed.
He walks to the center of the room, past the council table, past the throne. The letter-the one he wrote to Jisoo six months ago-Â feels like it weighs more than steel in his hand.
Without preamble, he sets it atop the silver brazier meant for burning old decrees.
âThis letter,â he says, his voice carrying easily in the vaulted hall, âis a lie I let live too long.â
The ministers glance at one another.
He strikes a match and drops it onto the parchment. Flame curls the edges, swallowing the words, until nothing remains but black ash.
âI have one queen,â he continues. âNot simply a wife to fulfill politics, not a placeholder for another. Y/N is my queen- in title, in duty, and in my heart.â
Murmurs ripple through the chamber.
âShe is the woman who has stood beside me when I gave her no reason to. Who has shown strength where others expected silence. Who has matched me in wit, in will, and in fire.â
He doesnât hesitate. âAnd I love her.â
The last of the letter collapses into ash.
He turns to the royal scribe. âSend word to her fatherâs court. Let it be known across both kingdoms.â
âââââââ
The day is uneventful until the envoy arrives.
The royal messenger steps into your fatherâs receiving room, his cloak still dusted with travel, the sealed scroll in his hand gleaming with Jungkookâs crest.
âFor Her Highness, the Princess Consort,â he says, bowing as he offers it.
Your father watches you break the seal.
The parchment is brief but formal- the kind of statement meant to be read in public squares and whispered over in taverns:
A letter burned. Your name spoken in the great hall. You, named not only wife, but queen. And the final line, in Jungkookâs unmistakable hand: I love you.
Your fingers tighten on the parchment. You can hear the pounding of your own heart.
âSeems heâs made his choice,â your father says quietly.
You donât answer. You canât. Not yet.
Youâre still staring at the proclamation when Jisoo slips into your room.
âSoâĶ he burned it?â she says, perching lightly on the edge of your bed.
You nod, the parchment still in your lap. âIn front of everyone. Declared me his queen. Said he loves me.â
Jisoo studies your face. âAnd you donât believe him?â
âI want to,â you admit, your voice low. âBut wanting to and trusting are two different things.â
Jisooâs expression softens. âYouâve always been braver than you think, Y/N. Go see him. Make him prove it in person.â
The next day, you do.
The journey back to his kingdom feels shorter this time, though your heart is heavier with each mile.
When the carriage pulls into the palace courtyard, you expect the usual line of attendants and guards. You donât expect him- standing at the base of the steps, dressed simply, holding a bouquet of deep red roses.
The door opens, and the early Spring air rushes in.
He looks up at you, something unguarded in his eyes. âWelcome home, Y/N.â
You step down from the carriage, the scent of the roses reaching you before his hands do.
For a moment, neither of you moves. Then he offers them to you. You take the roses, the petals velvety against your fingers.
âTheyâre beautiful,â you say, your voice careful.
âTheyâre not enough,â Jungkook replies.
You blink up at him. âThen why give them to me?â
âBecause I needed something in my hands when I saw you,â he admits. âOtherwise I might not have been able to keep from-â He stops himself, his jaw flexing. â-from saying too much, too soon.â
The words catch you off guard.
An attendant moves to take your luggage, but Jungkook waves them off. âIâll walk her.â
You glance at him, then at the long climb up the palace steps. âYou donât usually play porter.â
âI donât usually try to win back my wife,â he says, matter-of-fact.
Inside, the corridors are quieter than usual. He walks beside you, matching your pace, and doesnât speak again until you reach your chambers.
âI know words wonât be enough,â he says, stopping at the threshold. âSo Iâll show you.â
âHow?â you ask, wary but curious.
âBy being the man you deserve,â he answers without hesitation. âBy giving you reason to believe me every day, not just when itâs convenient for me. By making sure you never have to doubt you are my queen- in every way that matters.â
You search his face, looking for cracks in the resolve. But his gaze holds steady.
âThen start proving it,â you say finally, stepping into the room.
Before the door closes, you hear him say softly, âI already am.â
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The council chamber feels different this morning.
The air isnât thick with the weight of being tolerated- it hums with the quiet acknowledgment of your place at the table. The ministers rise when you enter, bowing not out of obligation, but something closer to respect.
Jungkook takes his seat at the head of the table. You take yours at his right but for the first time, you donât feel like youâre in his shadow.
A dispute over the naval fleetâs funding takes center stage. Two ministers argue over whether to cut costs or invest in new shipbuilding.
You listen. And when their voices climb over each other, you speak.
âCutting costs now will cost us more later,â you say, your tone firm but measured. âIf we invest in the fleet, we secure our trade routes. Thatâs more revenue in the long term- and more security for our allies.â
All eyes shift to you.
One minister hesitates. âBut, Your Highness-â
âSheâs right,â Jungkook cuts in smoothly, his gaze steady on you. âThe Princessâs proposal is sound. It will be implemented.â
You allow yourself a small smile, meeting his eyes.
The discussion moves on, but the shift lingers- ministers asking for your opinion, valuing it, weighing it as they would his. And each time you speak, Jungkook listens. Not with the detached patience of before, but with intent, his attention fixed on you as though no other voice in the room matters.
By the end of the session, the room feels different again. Not because youâve changed, but because theyâve started to see you as youâve always been.
A queen in the room.
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The council chamber has long since emptied, but the weight of the day lingers in your shoulders.
You find him in his office, the golden light of late afternoon spilling over the maps and scrolls spread across his desk. He looks up when you enter, his expression softening almost imperceptibly.
âYou were remarkable today,â Jungkook says, leaning back in his chair. âThe fleetâs commanders will be sending you wine for that decision.â
You smile faintly but donât sit. Instead, you step closer, your skirts whispering over the polished floor. âI need to ask you something.â
His gaze sharpens. âAnything.â
You stop a few feet from him, folding your hands in front of you. âWhat do you see in me,â you ask slowly, âthat you never saw in Jisoo?â
The room stills.
He blinks once, as if heâs not sure he heard you right. âWhy are you asking me that now?â
âBecause,â you say, keeping your voice even, âyouâve told me you love me. Youâve burned your letter. Youâve defended me in court. But thereâs still a part of me that wonders if you love me for me, or because I became what you needed.â
He rises from the chair, closing the distance until heâs standing right in front of you. âYou think Iâd confuse the two?â
âI think,â you answer, meeting his eyes, âthat I deserve to know the difference.â
For a moment, neither of you speak. The only sound is the quiet ticking of the clock on the mantle, marking each second between you.
And then he nods once- slow, deliberate. âAlright. Iâll tell you.â
He doesnât look away when he speaks.
âWhen I thought of Jisoo,â Jungkook begins, âI sawâĶ calm. The kind of quiet the court praises. She was gentle, and she fit the image of a queen in everyoneâs mind, including mine. But it was a dream I built out of fragments. I didnât know her. I had a single conversation with her.â
He takes another step closer. âAnd when I married youâĶ I told myself it was only politics. But then the reality of you started undoing me.â
Your breath catches, but you donât interrupt.
âThe winter gala,â he says softly. âYou walked in wearing that wine-red gown, and the entire court turned toward you- not because of your title, but because you owned the room. And I hated how much I noticed. The garden, when you fell-Â Iâve been in battles where men were dying around me, and I wasnât as scared as I was in that moment.â
His voice lowers. âYour wit in council. The way you donât back down, even when Iâve given you every reason to. That day you outmaneuvered Lord Jimin with a single look and a sharper tongue- I wanted to kiss you in front of everyone.â
You swallow hard, your heart pounding.
âAnd the luncheon,â he continues. âWhen you touched my hand under the table, I thought it was nothing. But afterwardsâĶ when I had you in my arms, when you let me in completely- it wasnât anger, or duty, or proving a point. It was you. Just you. And I realized Iâd never had that with anyone before.â
He exhales slowly. âYou donât just fit the image of a queen. You are one. And I see you, Y/N- not the crown, not the alliance, not my title beside yours. Just you. And I love what I see.â
He runs a hand through his hair, almost like heâs searching for the right words. âI think I was in love with you before I even understood it. Before I let myself admit it. Every time you challenged me, every time you made me see the world differently, it was another thread pulling me toward you. And nowâĶ now I canât imagine a world where youâre not mine.â
The silence between you is different now- not the sharp-edged kind thatâs filled your marriage, but something warmer. Something that pulls you toward him instead of pushing you away.
When he reaches for you, itâs not rushed. His hands frame your face gently, like heâs memorizing the shape of you. His kiss is unhurried, deep, and you taste the truth of everything heâs just said in the way his mouth moves against yours.
You let him guide you back toward the bed, but this time thereâs no battle for control- only the steady pull of his hands and the unspoken promise in his touch. Every glance, every brush of his fingers is a question, and you answer without hesitation, giving him all of you.
When his lips trail down your throat, you feel the weight of his love in the way he lingers, his mouth pressing gentle kisses, his nose brushing your skin like heâs breathing you in.
Clothing falls away slowly- not torn, but removed like itâs precious. He studies every inch of revealed skin with eyes that are soft and heavy with want, his hands tracing you as though heâs committing each curve to memory.
He eases you back onto the bed, kneeling between your thighs, and lowers himself until his breath ghosts over your core. The first kiss he presses there is slow, deliberate, making you gasp. âYouâre so beautiful here,â he murmurs, before his tongue drags through your folds.
The first wave comes quickly- his mouth seals over your clit, tongue flicking just right while two fingers slide inside you, curling until youâre gasping his name. He hums, the sound sending shivers through you as you clench around him, hips rocking helplessly.
He doesnât let you come down. His mouth never leaves you, his fingers easing out only to be replaced by the wet slide of his tongue dipping inside you, tasting everything you give him. You whimper, overstimulated already, but his hands pin your hips to the mattress, holding you there until the second orgasm crashes over you- sharper this time, your thighs trembling around his head.
When you sag against the bed, panting, he kisses your inner thigh, his voice low and reverent. âOne more for me, love.â
You can barely shake your head before his mouth is back on your clit, slower this time, coaxing instead of demanding. His fingers return, pumping deep and steady while his tongue traces lazy circles. The build is excruciatingly tender, your body tightening until you spill over again, crying out and clinging to him like you might drown without him.
Only then does he finally come up to you, his mouth finding yours, letting you taste yourself on his lips. âPerfect,â he whispers, brushing a damp strand of hair from your face. âYouâre perfect.â
He lines himself up and pushes into you with a long, steady thrust, the head of his cock stretching you inch by inch until heâs buried fully inside. Your lips part in a shuddering gasp, your body still fluttering from the last climax, the aftershocks wrapping around him and drawing a deep groan from his chest.
He stills there, forehead pressed to yours, breathing hard like heâs savoring every second of being inside you. âGod, you feel incredible,â he murmurs, his voice breaking. âI love you so much.â
His hips begin to move- slow at first, dragging all the way out before pressing back into the hilt, making you feel every inch. Each thrust is deep and deliberate, his hand finding yours between your bodies and lacing your fingers together like heâs anchoring himself.
He kisses you through it, the kind of kisses that steal your breath- soft one moment, hungry the next. His free hand strokes your cheek, tucks your hair back, touches you like youâre fragile and the most precious thing heâs ever held.
âYou take me so well,â he breathes against your lips. âEvery timeâĶ every time you feel like home.â
The words make your chest ache in the best way, your hips rising to meet his as the rhythm builds. He shifts slightly, angling his thrusts until the head of his cock brushes that spot inside you that makes your toes curl. His thumb finds your clit again, stroking in slow, perfect circles that have you gasping into his mouth.
âCome with me,â he whispers, his voice almost desperate. âPleaseâĶ I need to feel you.â
It hits you fast, your body clenching hard around him as your climax rips through you. He follows instantly, his hips stuttering as he spills deep inside, groaning your name into the crook of your neck. He keeps moving, slow and gentle now, riding out every aftershock until youâre both trembling and breathless.
When itâs over, he stays inside you, his chest pressed to yours, his hand still laced with yours. Finally, he eases out, tucks himself back in, and gathers you against him. His lips brush your temple in a soft, lingering kiss.
âI love you,â he murmurs again, quieter now, like the words are meant just for you.
You close your eyes, listening to the steady beat of his heart under your ear, and for the first time since you married him, you let yourself believe it.
âââââââ
Four months pass, and the court is no longer divided over you.
Youâve stood in the council chamber beside Jungkook, your voice carrying as much weight as his. Youâve walked the gardens with visiting dignitaries, negotiated trade proposals, and heard the peopleâs petitions in the great hall. Every step, every decision, every glance exchanged with him has been watched- and now, no one doubts.
Today is the day it becomes official.
The great hall is a sea of color, banners of both your kingdoms and his draped from the vaulted ceiling. Sunlight pours through stained glass, scattering jewels of light across the marble floor. Nobles, ministers, and foreign rulers fill the room, their eyes on the dais where two thrones sit side by side.
Jungkook is already there, dressed in ceremonial black and gold, a crown resting lightly on his head. He turns when you enter, and the faint smile that touches his lips is for you alone.
The High Chancellorâs voice rings out, carrying over the hush. âBy the will of the Crown and the grace of Almighty God, let it be known throughout this realm and beyond its borders: Princess consort Y/N, beloved daughter of the realm and consort to His Majesty the King, having been found worthy in faith, in honor, and in steadfast devotion, is this day anointed and crowned.
From henceforth she shall be known as Her Most Gracious Majesty, Y/N, Queen Consort of this Kingdom, Guardian of the Crownâs dignity, and sworn companion to the Sovereign.
May her counsel be wise, her heart steadfast, and her reign beside His Majesty bring peace, prosperity, and glory to the realm.
Long live the Queen!â
You step forward, and the crown- lighter than you imagined, yet impossibly heavy with meaning- is placed upon your head.
When you rise, Jungkook takes your hand in front of the entire court, his grip warm and steady. The cheers that follow echo through the hall, the sound of a kingdom bearing witness.
You glance at him, your heart steady and certain.
Once, his heart was elsewhere. Now, it beats for me alone.
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Genre and Tags : friends to lovers, fake dating, fluff, romantic, kissing, light spice
Summary : When Jungkook begs you to play the role of his doting girlfriend for an athletic department dinner to show his ex he has completely moved on, you agree to help your best friend out. You expect a night of bad acting and awkward smiles. What you don't expect is for the line between reality and the script to blur completely under the terrace lights.
Word Count : 2.7k
Warnings : mild mature language, heavy making out, intense yearning, mentions of an annoying ex,
The rain in Seoul doesnât just fall; it claims the city. It slicked the asphalt outside the small, second-floor cafe, turning the neon signs of Hongdae into bleeding streaks of red and gold against the glass. Inside, the air smelled of roasted coffee beans, damp wool, and the faint, sweet scent of vanilla from the pastry display.
You were nursing a lukewarm americano, your fingers tracing the condensation on the mug, when the chair opposite you flew back with a sharp scrape.
Jungkook dropped into the seat like a storm front rolling in. He was wearing his usual uniformâan oversized black hoodie that swallowed his broad shoulders, silver hoops catching the dim light in his ears, and his dark hair falling messy and damp across his forehead. But his eyes, usually wide and bright with some kind of boyish mischief, were narrowed, fixed on his phone screen.
"I need you to do something insane," he said. He didnât look up, his thumb flying across the screen as he typed a furious response to someone. "And you can't say no. As my best friend, you are legally obligated."
You laughed, leaning back in your chair. "That's not how the law works, Jungkook. What did you do now? Did you accidentally sign up for another marathon? Did you lose your gym locker key again?"
He finally dropped the phone onto the wooden table with a heavy thud. The screen lit up, displaying a message preview from a name you recognized instantly: Mina. His ex-girlfriend. The one who had broken his heart six months ago, only to realize later that she missed the gravity of his attention.
"Sheâs coming to the alumni dinner tonight," Jungkook said, his voice dropping an octave, thick with frustration. "The one for the athletic department. And sheâs bringing that guy from the tennis club. The senior who always used to 'help her with her backhand.'" He mocked the words with a bitter twist of his lips. "She just texted me to ask if I was going alone so we could 'catch up and be mature.' She thinks Iâm still sitting at home listening to sad indie music, waiting for her to call."
"Are you?" you asked gently, knowing him better than anyone.
Jungkook scowled, a faint flush creeping up his neck. "No. But I donât want her to think she has that kind of power over me. I want her to see that Iâve moved on. Completely. Effortlessly." He leaned across the table, his large, calloused hand suddenly reaching out to cover yours. His palm was warm, rough from the grips of his racket and gym weights, and the sudden contact made your breath hitch in your throat. "Fake date me. Just for tonight."
You stared at his hand over yours, your heart giving a strange, uncomfortable thud. You and Jungkook had been friends for three years, a comfortable, solid fixture in each other's lives. You knew his habits, his favorite late-night snacks, the way he crinkled his nose when he laughed too hard. But you had also spent the last year carefully burying a very specific, very dangerous crush on him.
"Fake date you?" you repeated, your voice a little breathless. "Jungkook, thatâs a clichÃĐ. It never works in real life."
"It works if weâre good actors," he pressed, his grip tightening just a fraction, his thumb brushing against the side of your wrist. It was an casual gesture for him, but it sent a jolt of heat straight up your arm. "Come on. Everyone at the department knows we hang out all the time anyway. If we walk in there together, holding hands, looking... like we finally realized what was right in front of us, Mina wonât say a word. Please? Iâll buy you that vintage camera lens youâve been eyeing for three months. The one from the shop in Myeongdong."
You bit your lip. He knew your weaknesses. But more than the lens, it was the look in his eyesâthat rare, vulnerable plea behind his stubborn prideâthat broke your defenses.
"Fine," you sighed, trying to sound exasperated rather than terrified of how close he was leaning. "But if this backfires, Iâm telling everyone you forced me into it."
A brilliant, bunny-toothed smile broke across Jungkookâs face, instantly erasing the tension in his shoulders. "You're the best. Seriously. Go get changed. Iâll pick you up in an hour. And wear something... you know. Like weâre actually crazy about each other."
An hour later, you stood in front of your full-length mirror, smoothing down the fabric of your outfit. It wasn't overly formal, but it was a step up from your usual oversized sweatersâa dark, form-fitting dress that hit just above your knees, paired with a structured jacket. You had spent far too long fixing your hair, cursing yourself for caring so much about a fake date.
When the knock came at your door, your stomach did a violent flip.
You opened it to find Jungkook standing in the hallway, and for a second, neither of you spoke. He had ditched the hoodie. Now, he was wearing a crisp, black button-down shirt with the top two buttons undone, revealing the sharp lines of his collarbones and the edge of the tattoos creeping up his neck. His dark hair was styled back, exposing his forehead, and he smelled faintly of woodsmoke and expensive cologne.
His eyes swept down your outfit, his gaze lingering on the curve of your waist before snapping back up to your face. A dark, intense look flashed through his eyes, so quickly you almost missed it.
"Wow," he murmured, his voice suddenly much deeper than it had been in the cafe. "You look... really beautiful."
"Thanks," you said, your cheeks heating up. "You don't look too bad yourself. Clean up nice for a jock."
Jungkook let out a soft laugh, the familiar, easygoing version of him returning. But as you stepped out into the hallway and locked your door, the air between you felt different. Charged. The casual boundaries of a three-year friendship were about to be crossed, even if it was just an act.
He offered his arm, bending his elbow with a mock-gallant bow. "Shall we, girlfriend?"
You rolled your eyes, but as you slid your hand through the crook of his elbow, feeling the hard muscle beneath the fabric of his shirt, a heavy weight settled in your chest. Don't get used to this, you told yourself. It's just for Mina.
The venue was a trendy, dimly lit lounge near the university, packed with student-athletes, alumni, and professors. The hum of conversation and the clinking of glasses filled the space. As soon as you stepped through the door, Jungkookâs posture changed. He straightened up, his shoulders squaring, and before you could react, his hand slid down from your arm to wrap firmly around your waist.
His large palm rested against the small of your back, the heat of it burning through your dress. He pulled you flush against his side, his hip bumping yours.
"Jungkook," you hissed under your breath, your heart hammering against your ribs. "Too close."
"Not close enough," he whispered back, his lips brushing the shell of your ear as he leaned down. "Look at the bar. Ten o'clock."
You glanced over. Standing by the bar, holding a glass of white wine, was Mina. She was gorgeous, effortlessly elegant, talking to a tall, athletic guy who was laughing at something she said. But as the door opened, her eyes scanned the crowd and locked directly onto Jungkook.
And then, her gaze dropped to his hand, which was firmly, possessively wrapped around your waist.
Jungkook didn't look at her. Instead, he turned his head to look down at you, his eyes incredibly soft, a small, tender smile playing on his lips. To anyone else in the room, he looked like a man completely, utterly besotted.
"Just look at me," he murmured, his thumb tracing slow, mesmerizing circles against your lower back. "Ignore her. Let's go get a drink."
For the next hour, you were subjected to a masterclass in acting. Or at least, you hoped it was acting.
Everywhere you went, Jungkook stayed glued to your side. When someone brought over a tray of champagne, he took a glass for you, his fingers lingering against yours as he handed it over. When the crowd grew tight and someone bumped into you from behind, Jungkook instantly stepped into your space, his chest pressed against your shoulder, shadowing you from the rest of the room.
"You okay?" he asked, his voice low, his eyes scanning your face with a fierce, protective intensity that made it hard to breathe.
"Yeah. Just crowded," you whispered, your fingers tightening around his sleeve.
"Let's get some air," he said.
But before you could move, a voice cut through the noise. "Jungkook? Hey."
Mina stood there, her eyes darting between you and Jungkook, a tight, strained smile on her face. Her companion was nowhere to be seen. "I didn't think you'd come tonight."
Jungkookâs grip on your waist tightened, pulling you back into his side. His expression was polite, but cool. "Hey, Mina. Yeah, I wasn't going to, but..." He looked down at you, his eyes softening into something so warm it felt like a physical touch. "...someone convinced me to get out of the house."
Minaâs smile faltered. She looked at you, her eyes assessing, a flicker of something like regret crossing her features. "I don't think we've met formally. I'm Mina."
"I know who you are," you said, keeping your voice polite but firm. You felt Jungkookâs thumb twitch against your hip, a silent sign of approval.
"We were just about to head to the terrace," Jungkook said, his tone final. He didn't wait for her to respond. He nodded politely, turned you around, and guided you through the double doors leading out to the balcony.
The night air was cool, a sharp contrast to the suffocating heat of the lounge. The balcony overlooked the city lights, the distant hum of traffic a soothing background noise. You walked over to the railing, letting out a long, shaky breath.
"You were amazing," Jungkook said, stepping up right behind you. He didn't leave any space between you; his chest was nearly brushing your back, blocking the wind. "Did you see her face? She didn't know what to do."
"Yeah," you said, staring out at the neon lights, your throat suddenly tight. The act was over, or at least suspended, but your heart wasn't slowing down. "We did it. She believes it."
"Are you okay?" Jungkook asked. He stepped closer, his hands coming up to rest on the railing on either side of you, effectively trapping you between his body and the metal bar. When you turned around to face him, you were inches from his chest.
The dim golden light of the terrace caught the sharp angles of his jaw, the deep, unreadable dark of his eyes.
"Jungkook," you whispered, your hands coming up to rest against his chest to keep some distance between you. You could feel the heavy, rapid beat of his heart beneath your palms. "You can stop acting now. There's no one out here."
Jungkook didn't move. He looked down at your hands on his chest, then slowly raised his eyes to meet yours. There was no teasing glint in them, no playful bunny smile. Just a heavy, burning intensity that made the air feel thick.
"What if I'm not acting?" he asked, his voice a low, rough murmur.
Your heart stopped. "What?"
"I haven't been acting all night," he said, stepping in closer, forcing you to lean back against the railing. His hand left the metal bar and came up to cup your jaw, his thumb wiping gently across your cheekbone. His touch was incredibly soft, contrasting with the sheer size and strength of him. "I haven't thought about Mina once since we walked through those doors. All I've been thinking about is how good you feel against me. How much I hate the fact that I had to make up an excuse just to hold your hand."
You stared at him, your breath hitching. "Jungkook, don't joke about this. We're friendsâ"
"I'm not joking," he cut you off, his voice cracking slightly with a raw vulnerability that broke your heart. "I've been terrified of saying anything because I didn't want to lose you. But watching everyone look at you tonight, realizing that anyone could have you... it drove me crazy. I don't want to be just your friend. I want this. I want you.
The silence between you was loud, filled only by the distant sound of the city and the heavy rhythm of your shared breathing.
"Say something," Jungkook whispered, his eyes searching yours, a sudden flash of panic crossing his features as you remained quiet. "Please. If I just ruined everything, just tell me, but don'tâ"
You didn't let him finish. You reached up, grabbing the lapels of his black shirt, and pulled him down to you.
When your lips met his, it felt like an explosion of everything you had been holding back for a year. Jungkook let out a low, ragged sound against your mouth, his entire body shuddering. The hesitation vanished instantly. His arms wrapped around you, his large hands gripping your waist and lifting you slightly, pressing you so hard against his chest you could feel every muscle in his body.
The kiss was heated, desperate, filled with the pent-up tension of years of friendship turning into something entirely consuming. His lips were soft but firm, parting yours with an urgent hunger that made your knees go weak. You tangling your fingers into his styled hair, ruining the neat lock of it as you pulled him closer, losing yourself in the taste of himâmint and the faint sweetness of the champagne.
Jungkook groaned, his lips leaving yours for a split second to press hot, frantic kisses along your jawline, down to the sensitive skin of your neck. His breath was scorching against your skin, sending shivers straight down your spine.
"God, you have no idea," he muttered against your skin, his hands sliding down to your hips, his fingers digging into the fabric of your dress, pulling you flush against his lower body. "You have no idea how long I've wanted to do this."
"Jungkook," you gasped, your head tilting back as his lips found a particularly sensitive spot just below your ear. A soft, embarrassing whine escaped your throat, and you felt him smirk against your skin, his grip tightening.
He brought his lips back to yours, slowing the kiss down just a fraction, turning it into something deeply romantic, thick with affection. It was a long, slow melt, his tongue sweeping against yours in a rhythm that made your head spin. He kissed you like he was memorizing the shape of your mouth, like he finally had his hands on something he never intended to let go of.
When he finally pulled back, both of you were breathless, your lips flushed and swollen. Jungkook rested his forehead against yours, his eyes closed, his chest heaving as he tried to catch his breath. A beautiful, genuine smile broke across his faceâthe boyish, happy one you loved so much.
"So," he whispered, his thumb gently tracing your lower lip, which was shiny from his kisses. "Does this mean the fake date is over?"
You laughed, a little breathlessly, wrapping your arms around his neck and burying your face in the crook of his shoulder, inhaling the comforting, masculine scent of him.
"Yeah," you murmured against his neck, feeling the smooth skin of his tattoos under your fingertips. "The fake date is definitely over."
Jungkook chuckled, his arms tightening around you, lifting you off your feet for a brief, joyful second before setting you down. He took your hand, intertwining his fingers with yours, his palm warm and solid.
"Good," he said, turning you back toward the double doors, his eyes shining with a mischievous, proud light. "Let's go back inside for five minutes so I can show you off one last time, and then I'm taking my girlfriend home."
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The Grumpy Girlfriend Protection Program | One-shot
Pairing: Jungkook x (f.) Reader
Genre: sunshine bf x grumpy gf, golden retriever! jungkook, black cat! reader, office worker! reader, veterinary student! jungkook, fluff, comedy, thriller, mystery (slight), action, angst.
Summary: Jeon Jungkook has always been the sunshine in every room; warm, kind, and completely oblivious to danger. Luckily, you, his grumpy, overprotective girlfriend have made it your personal mission to keep him safe. But when the threat shifts to you instead, Jungkook proves that even sunshine can scorch, and for you, heâd burn.
Word count:Â 22.8k+
Warnings: reader is very protective, themes of stalking and obsession, usage of drugs (not reader or jungkook), fight scene, violence, multiple flashback scenes.
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A/N: hugeeee thanks to my dear friend sy (@btswit7 ) for going through my fic and suggesting edits! ilysm. sorry this took so long for me to write. i swearrr this fic was supposed to be fluffy, cute and around 10k words but I got carried away ð (not sorry for that). i might've absolutely butchered the tattoo shop scene pls forgive me (I've never been to a tattoo shop before idk how it works) this is also my first time writing an action scene it prolly sucks but wtv.
The sun hung high in the cloudless sky, casting a golden glow over the city. A gentle breeze drifted through the streets, the warmth of the morning wrapped around you like a comforting embrace, just the right kind of day that practically demanded an escape from the ordinary. And what better way to spend it than sprawled out on a checkered blanket, a basket full of food beside you, and your ever-so-enthusiastic boyfriend, Jungkook, grinning at you like this was the best idea in the world?
Thatâs right. It was picnic day. After a gruelling week at work, all you wanted was to stay in bed, sleep until the afternoon, have a late lunch, and then (ideally) go right back to sleep. But Jungkook, being the ever-optimistic, early-rising, productivity-loving man that he was, thought weekends were best spent on morning picnic dates at whatever random park he had decided on that week.
There was nothing you hated more than disappointing your sweet boyfriend, so cancelling the picnic dates altogether wasnât an option. After extensive negotiations (read: you groggily whining while he laughed and refused to budge), you managed to compromiseâmorning breakfast dates became brunch dates. Because letâs be real, every extra second of sleep counts.
On the way to your picnic, you were stopped by a teenage boy, probably 17 or 18, who practically shoved a clipboard into your faces. With the practised enthusiasm of a seasoned salesman, he introduced himself, flashing a grin as he extended a hand in greeting. Then came the pitch.
âDonations for a local animal shelter,â he announced, voice laced with urgency. A shelter you had never heard of.
âThe puppies and bunnies are all sick, sir, and the kittens are underfed,â he continued, his face contorting with the sheer heartbreak of it all. The kind of expression that would probably work on unsuspecting souls. Jungkook, being Jungkook, was already pulling out his wallet. And you were having none of it.
Before he could hand over a single bill, you yanked the wallet straight out of his hands. Jungkook blinked at you, stunned.
âDid you even check if itâs a real shelter?â you asked, unimpressed.
Jungkook glanced at the boy, then back at you. âLooks pretty real to me.â You sighed, taking a look at the "official website" the scammer eagerly pulled up on his phone. One glance was all it took.
âThatâs a Wix template, you dumbass,â you deadpanned, shooting Jungkook a look. And to drive your point home, you dialled the actual shelterâs number. A moment of silence.
Then, like clockwork, the boyâs phone started ringing. The scammer stiffened, eyes wide with panic. And then, without as much as another word, he bolted down the street before you could report him to someone.
Jungkook pouted, stuffing his wallet back into his pocket. You rolled your eyes. âI canât believe you almost fell for that.â
âOne of these days,â he muttered, crossing his arms, âyouâre gonna stop me from donating to a real shelter.â You snorted, nudging his shoulder as you started walking again. âYeah, well, until that day comes, Iâll keep saving you from getting scammed by guys who probably spent five minutes on Google slapping together a fake charity.â
Jungkook huffed, kicking a loose pebble down the sidewalk. âHe had a clipboard. People with clipboards always seem legit.â
âOh, right, because clipboards are the universal sign of trustworthiness,â you deadpanned. âNext time, Iâll be sure to scam you with one myself.â
He shot you a playful glare. âIâd see through you in a second.â You smirked. âWould you, though?â
Jungkook opened his mouth, then shut it again, squinting at you like he wasnât entirely convinced. You just grinned, patting his arm. âExactly.â
You sit cross-legged on the checkered blanket, arms crossed, watching as Jungkook digs through the picnic basket like a child on Christmas morning. Heâs practically vibrating with excitement, pulling out sandwiches, fruit, and what looks like an obnoxiously yellow thermos you donât remember packing.
You squint. âDid you sneak in banana milk?â
Jungkook pauses, looking entirely unrepentant. âNo.â You stare. He stares back. The thermos stares between you, the undeniable evidence of his crime.
Finally, he grins. âOkay, maybe.â
You let out a slow exhale, reaching for one of the sandwiches while he happily pours himself a cup of his beloved banana milk.
âI donât get how you function sometimes,â you mutter, unwrapping your food.
âI function beautifully,â he corrects, flashing you a smile thatâs far too bright for someone who just lied to your face. âYouâre just too grumpy to appreciate it.â
You roll your eyes. âRight. Because nothing screams âfunctioning adultâ like getting scammed five minutes before a picnic.â Jungkook gasps dramatically, clutching his chest. âI was being charitable!â
âYou were being a prime target,â you deadpan. He huffs dramatically, taking an exaggerated bite of his sandwich as if itâs the ultimate form of protest. Cheeks puffed out like a bunny, he mumbles through his mouthful, âYou stress too much.â
You raise a brow. âI wonder why.â He ignores your sarcasm, swallowing before continuing, âMaybe if youââ He suddenly stops, mid-thought, his eyes lighting up with a spark of mischief.
Oh no. Youâve seen that look before. It never leads to anything good.
"You should feed me."
You nearly choke on your drink. Coughing, you set your cup down with a thud and blink at him. âWhat?â Jungkook leans forward, resting his chin in his palm with the most infuriatingly smug expression. âYou know,â he drawls, wiggling his eyebrows, âsince you like taking care of me so much.â
You stare at him, unamused. Then, without breaking eye contact, you take the smallest, most unimpressive bite of your sandwichâjust to spite him.
Jungkook groans, slumping back. âYouâre no fun.â
âYou knew that when you fell in love with me.â
His lips curve into something thoughtful, eyes flickering over your face like heâs considering something. Then, in one swift motion, he reaches over and swipes a strawberry from your plate, popping it into his mouth before you can react.
You gasp. âJungkook!â
He grins, entirely unapologetic. âYeah, but I like a challenge.â Without hesitation, you swat his hand, aiming for another grab. He yelps, laughing too hard for someone who just got smacked, dodging your next attempt with the reflexes of a seasoned strawberry thief.
"Unbelievable," you mutter, shaking your head. "A menace to society."
Jungkook only grins wider. "And yet, you still love me."
And just like that, itâs the both of you, bickering, teasing, him being too soft, and you pretending you donât secretly like it. Despite everything, youâre glad he dragged you here. Because for all his nonsense, for all the chaos he brings into your life, Jungkook makes the world a little brighter.
You hated Monday mornings with a burning passion. If you walked into work and saw someone being all cheerful and optimistic, youâd have the overwhelming urge to dump ice-cold coffee over their head, just to make their day as miserable as yours. Of course, you wouldnât actually act on that particular intrusive thought. Not unless you had a sudden desire to get fired.
Every day, it was the same soul-sucking routine. Log into your computer, answer emails, prepare for meetings, and trudge through an endless list of mind-numbing tasks that make you question all your life choices. You were staring blankly at your screen, fingers moving mechanically as you typed up a report when your phone buzzed.
Kook ð°ð [11:10 AM]: Miss me yet?
Your fingers pause on the keyboard. Buzz.
Kook ð°ð[11:10 AM]: Or are you too busy being all serious and grumpy at work?
Kook ð°ð[11:11 AM]: Bet youâre smiling right now, though.
You bite your lip. You are not smiling. Absolutely not.
âOkay, what is that face?â
Jiminâs voice cuts through your concentration like a knife. You snap your head up to find him leaning against your desk, arms crossed, a knowing smirk already in place.
âThere is no face,â you say quickly, locking your phone screen and shoving it away. Jimin gasps dramatically. âOh my God, itâs him, isnât it?â
You groan, rubbing your temples. âI swear toââ
âOhhh, it totally is!â Jimin snatches your phone before you can react, scrolling through the notifications like he has every right to be nosy.
If thereâs one person who never lets you live in peace, itâs Jimin. Coworker, best friend, professional pain in your ass, heâs all of the above, wrapped in a smug little package. You first met him when you started this job, and somehow, between the forced team projects, shared complaints about the boss, and mutual hatred for monday mornings, you ended up stuck with him for life. Not that youâd ever admit youâre grateful for it.
Unfortunately, he knows it anyway.
âJimin, I will end you.â
But itâs too late. Heâs already grinning like the devil himself. âLook at you. Getting all giddy over a text. My, my, how the mighty have fallen.â
âIâm not giddy.â
âOh, you absolutely are.â He mimics your earlier expression, clutching his phone to his chest with a dreamy sigh. âOh, Jungkook, my sweet precious sunshine, text me more. I canât possibly get through this workday without knowing youâre thinking about me.â
You throw a stapler at him.
He dodges effortlessly, laughing. âRelax, lover girl. Itâs cute. Gross, but cute.â You huff, snatching your phone back. âI hate you.â
âNo, you donât.â Jimin plops down in the chair next to you, still smirking. âNow tell me, whatâs golden boy up to?â
You stare at the screen for a moment, fingers hovering over the keyboard before you eventually settle on a simple reply.
You [11:14 AM: Okay.
âĶOkay, maybe you are smiling a little.
Jimin sees it immediately. And you already know youâre never going to hear the end of it.
The moment you step into the break roomâfinally free from Jiminâs relentless smirking, you let out a breath and pull out your phone, scrolling through your recent calls before dialling Jungkook. It barely rings twice before he picks up, his voice warm and teasing, like he already knew youâd call.
âHey, baby,â he greets smoothly, amusement lacing his tone. âMiss me already?â
You roll your eyes, setting your lunchbox on the table with a thud. âIn your dreams, Jeon.â
Flipping open the lid, the rich, savoury aroma of bibimbap immediately washes over you. The vibrant colors of the ingredients are neatly arranged, looking almost too perfect to eatâalmost. You can tell Jungkook took his time making it, carefully placing each topping exactly where it should be, ensuring it looked as good as it tasted.
Your heart does something traitorous in your chest, but you ignore it. Jungkook chuckles at your silence, clearly pleased with himself. âI assume this is your way of telling me my cooking is amazing?â
âNot even close,â you say, grabbing your chopsticks. âJimin wouldnât shut up about you, so I figured Iâd call and annoy you instead.â A deep, rumbling laugh comes through the speaker, the sound sending warmth curling through your stomach. âMhm. Sure, love. You couldâve just admitted you wanted to hear my voice.â
Your eye twitches. âThatâs notââ
âShh, no need to be shy. I wonât judge.â You groan, tilting your head back against the chair, but the small smile tugging at your lips betrays you. Heâs impossible, and worse, he knows it.
âWhatever,â you mutter. âWhat are you doing this weekend?â
âMmm.â Thereâs some shuffling on his end, followed by the faint rustling of sheets like heâs lying down and getting comfortable. âI was thinkingâĶ instead of our usual park picnic, you could come with me to get my sleeve reworked.â That makes you pause, chopsticks hovering mid-air. âOh?â
âYeah,â he says, voice a little more casual. âItâs been a while, and I wanna touch up some parts. Maybe add something new.â
You lean back in your chair, considering it. Youâve seen his tattoos up close plenty of timesâtraced them absentmindedly, let your fingers follow the inked lines whenever he had an arm wrapped around you. Thereâs something mesmerizing about them, the way they flow seamlessly over his skin, each design an intricate part of him.
You definitely wouldnât mind watching the process.
âThatâs fine with me,â you say after a beat. Then, under your breath, you mumble, âBut if the artist messes up, Iâm fighting them.â Jungkook snorts. âOf course you will.â His voice takes on that teasing lilt that makes you want to reach through the phone and flick his forehead. âYouâre so cute when you get all protective.â
Your face heats up instantly. âOh my god, eat your lunch.â
âI will. But only if you say you love me first.â You nearly choke. âExcuse me?â
âYou heard me.â His grin is obvious, even through the phone. âSay it, and Iâll go eat.â You huff, glancing around the empty break room just to make sure no oneâs around. Then, in the lowest possible whisper, you mumble, ââĶLove you.â
A beat of silence.
And then, even quieter, âLove your bibimbap too.â
Jungkook hums, unreasonably satisfied. âLove you too, baby. Now go eat before Jimin catches you blushing.â Your eyes widen, and you hang up immediately.
Unfortunately, when you turn around, Jimin is standing in the doorway, arms crossed, looking far too smug for your liking.
âSo,â he drawls, tilting his head. âHowâs Jungkook?â You groan, slamming your head onto the table. You are never going to live this down.
Jiminâs laughter echoes in the room, pure evil.
Jungkookâs apartment is the kind of place that makes it dangerously easy to never leave. Itâs cozy with warm lighting, soft blankets draped over the couch, and the faint scent of vanilla and fabric softener lingering in the air. You tell yourself thatâs the main reason you always find yourself here instead of your own place, but, if you were being completely honest, there are a few other factors at play.
For one, his snack collection is legendary. His kitchen cabinets are stocked with an endless supply of goodies, including a lifetimeâs worth of Twinkies, your weakness. And then thereâs Jungkook himself, but youâre not about to admit that. Especially not to him.
Curled up on his couch, you lazily flip through his Netflix, eyes scanning titles without really registering any of them. The ambient noise of the apartment, the hum of the heater, the occasional rustling of pages from Jungkookâs workspace, only adds to the drowsy comfort settling over you. Just as youâre about to give up on finding something to watch, Jungkook suddenly plops down beside you, sketchbook in hand.
The cushion dips under his weight, and you barely manage to suppress a startled flinch. He doesnât say anything at first, just leans back against the couch with a content sigh, flipping the sketchbook open across his lap. You glance at him from the corner of your eye, curiosity piqued despite yourself. "Okay," he says, grinning as he settles beside you on the couch. His fingers drum against the edge of his sketchbook before he flips it open, glancing at you from the corner of his eye. "Wanna see what Iâve been working on?"
You nod, humming in interest. "Mhm. Sure."
The moment the pages spread out before you, your breath catches. Intricate designs fill the book, some half-finished, others shaded to perfection. There are fine, precise lines, bold strokes, and an almost obsessive attention to detail in every drawing. You can tell he's poured hours into this, into crafting something that isnât just art but a reflection of himself.
"Damn," you murmur, fingertips tracing lightly over the paper. "You did all these?" Jungkook grins, his dimples making an appearance. "Yup," he says, clearly pleased with your reaction.
You take your time flipping through the pages. Thereâs a sketch of a skeletal hand doing the rock on sign, a detailed microphone showcasing his love for music, lyrics from his favorite songs inked in elegant script, and the word Bulletproof scrawled in a graffiti style, right beneath it, a note written in his unmistakable handwriting: cover-up for eye tattoo. And then, sitting proudly in between these edgy, personal pieces, is a woozy face emoji.
You huff out a small laugh. His tattoo ideas range from deeply meaningful to outright ridiculous.
But then you pause. Nestled between his designs is a rework of his tiger lily tattooâhis birth flower. But entwined around it, curling gracefully between the petals, is another flower. Chrysanthemums.
Your birth flower.
The realization sinks in, slow and warm. Jungkook goes still beside you, barely breathing. You donât miss the way his fingers twitch, or the way his ears turn bright red when he realizes that you understood. Then, like a man caught in the act he snatches the sketchbook away, snapping it shut so fast you barely have time to process it.
"Ahaâ! Anywayâ" He clears his throat, ears burning. "That one wasnât, uhâI wasnât supposed to show you that yet."
Your lips twitch. "Mhm. Jeon, I see what you did there."
"What?" he says too quickly. "Itâs just, you know, it looked nice with the lilies." His voice cracks. You arch a brow. "Looks nice? Thatâs all?" Jungkook nods a little too fast. "Yeah. No big deal."
You donât believe him for a second.
So, naturally, you lean in, lowering your voice just enough to watch him squirm."You sure about that, baby?"
Jungkook.exe has stopped working.
With a groan, he buries his burning face into your shoulder, mumbling something incoherent against your sweater. You laugh, warmth blooming in your chest, fingers threading absentmindedly through his hair. Yeah. No big deal.
The weekend sun was just beginning to climb when Jungkook pulled up outside your place, the low hum of his car engine a familiar sound by now. You barely had time to lock your door before he leaned over, effortlessly pushing the passenger door open with that usual bright grin of his. âMorning, baby,â he greeted, fingers drumming lightly on the steering wheel. Without missing a beat, he leaned in, pressing a soft kiss against your cheekâwarm, lingering just a second longer than necessary. âYou sleep well?â
You slid into the seat, closing the door behind you with a huff, eyes narrowing at him. âNo, because someone was blowing up my phone with memes and âfun factsâ about toxic tattoo inks at two in the morning.â Jungkook had the audacity to look proud. âI just thought you should know! What if they use cheap ink, huh? Gotta protect this masterpiece.â He gestured vaguely at his arm, where his tattoos peeked out from under the sleeve of his shirt.
You sighed, clicking your seatbelt into place. âJust drive.â
As he shifted gears and pulled onto the road, you let your gaze wander around the car, taking in the familiar scent of his cologne, the faint hum of the engine, and the steady rhythm of the music playing low through the speakers. His hand, warm and absentminded, found its usual place on your thigh like it belonged there, thumb tracing gentle patterns against your skin. It was peaceful. The kind of easy, comfortable silence that only came from knowing someone so well.
But then, something caught your attention.
Your eyes drifted to the backseat, where his sketchbook sat, slightly ajar as if hastily tossed there. A few loose sheets stuck out from the pages, filled with the intricate designs youâd seen before. You reached for it instinctively, but before you could grab it, the scenery outside made you pause.
â...Wait.â Your brows furrowed as you looked out the window. The streets werenât familiar, the route different from what you expected. You turned back to him. âThis isnât the way to your usual place.â Jungkook hummed, like heâd been waiting for you to notice. âWeâre trying a new one today.â
You turned to him, suspicious. âWhy?â
His grin widened, full of mischief. âJin got a job there.â That took you a second to process. âSeokjin?â
âMy cousin, yeah.â Jungkook drummed his fingers against the steering wheel, glancing at you briefly before turning his attention back to the road. âHeâs a receptionist now. Lured me in with staff discounts.â You scoffed, shaking your head. âSo, let me get this straightâhe got a job there yesterday, and today youâre already showing up to cash in?â Jungkook gasped, all faux offense, clutching his chest as if youâd just wounded him. âI would never use my dear cousin like that.â
You gave him a deadpan look.
His lips twitched, the act crumbling instantly. ââĶOkay, maybe a little,â he admitted, flashing you a boyish grin. âBut hey, cheaper tattoos, and I get to support my hyung? Win-win.â You rolled your eyes, unable to stop the amused smile pulling at your lips. âDoes he even know weâre coming?â
âHe does,â Jungkook replied, his grin not fading. âHe actually told me to wait for him before I get started with the consultation.âÂ
And thatâs how you and Jungkook ended up stuck in the lobby of the tattoo shop, waiting for over thirty minutes for Jin to show up.
Jungkook exhaled loudly, rolling his shoulders before pulling out his phone and dialing Jin for the sixth time. His other hand absentmindedly tugged you closer by the wrist, a small, unconscious habit of his whenever he was growing impatient. âJin said heâd be here soon,â he muttered, eyes flickering to the entrance yet again, as if willing his cousin to walk through the door. âTold me to get comfy and wait.â
You smirked, shifting slightly in your seat. âHe did? So, naturally, heâs gonna be late.â Jungkook groaned, tilting his head back against the couch. âHe promised, okay? Swore he wouldnât ditch me this time.â
âThatâs cute.â You patted his thigh mockingly. âYou still believe him.â Jungkook shot you a halfhearted glare before flicking his gaze to the empty reception area for what had to be the hundredth time. His foot bounced impatiently against the floor, but before he could make another complaint, the sound of a door opening drew both of your attention.
A woman with sleek, silver-dyed hair emerged from one of the back rooms, her sharp gaze scanning the lobby before landing directly on Jungkook. Her expression immediately shifted into a perfected customer-service smile, one that didnât quite reach her eyes. She crossed her arms, tilting her head slightly. âWhat are you here for?â
âSleeve rework,â he replied casually, rolling his shoulder as if to emphasize the ink beneath his sleeve. âYouâre the one getting the sleeve reworked?â she asked smoothly, completely ignoring your presence. âSeokjinâs cousin, right?
Jungkook nodded, his own expression polite but confused. âYeah, but he isnât here yet. Jin told me to waiââ
âOh,â she cut in, her lips curving just slightly, a little too knowing. âWell, thatâs okay. Iâm sure he wouldâve referred you to me anyway. I could start taking care of you now.â
Something about the way she said it made your jaw clench.
Jungkook, oblivious as ever, only hummed. âUh, I meanâĶ I guess we could start the consultation?â
You didnât like the way she was looking at him.
As she moved closer, the glow of the overhead light caught on her name tagâNari. The name meant nothing to you, but something about her demeanor put you on edge.
Jungkook settled into the chair, stretching his arm out as Nari prepped her station. You remained seated across from him, phone in hand, pretending to scroll while keeping a close eye on the exchange. Nari pulled on a pair of gloves, her movements fluid and practiced as she leaned in, examining Jungkookâs inked skin. âYour ink is solid,â she murmured, fingers ghosting over the intricate designs. âWhoever did this knew what they were doing.â
Jungkook grinned, clearly pleased with the compliment. âYeah, my old artist was great. Just wanted some refinements, you know?â
âMm,â Nari hummed in agreement, grabbing a marker to outline a few areas. Her gaze lingered on his arm longer than necessary, her lips curving slightly. âYouâre adding new work too, right?â
Jungkook nodded. âYeah, just some floral details around the tiger lily.â
That was supposed to be the end of it. But then Nari tilted her head, eyes flickering up to his face before dropping back to his arm, and subtly, but not subtly enough she licked her lips.
âI love doing florals on guys,â she said, voice dipping into something softer. âThereâs just something about the contrast, you know?â
Your grip on your phone tightened. Jungkook, completely unaware of the shift in tone, simply lifted his arm to show her the faded edges. âYeah, I wanted to add some chrysantheââ
Before he could even finish, Nari reached out, fingers wrapping around his arm, her touch lingering.
âOh, your skin is so nice,â she murmured, smoothing her fingers over the defined muscle as if she were admiring it rather than prepping it for work. Your eye twitched.
Jungkook blinked, a little startled by the comment but still too polite to pull away. âUhâĶ thanks?â Nari only smiled, nails grazing his forearm ever so slightly as she adjusted his position. âGood canvas makes all the difference.â
You swore you could hear your patience snapping like a twig. Jungkook looked slightly uncomfortable but still handed over his sketchbook, flipping to the page with his design. âThis is what I had in mind for the rework,â he said, tapping the paper.
Nari barely glanced at the intricate details before tilting her head, her gaze flickering back to him instead. âYou drew this yourself?â
Jungkook nodded. âYeah.â
âWow,â she hummed, leaning in slightly, the corner of her lips quirking up. âThatâs impressive. Not many clients walk in with this level of detail.â From where you sat, you rested your chin on your hand, unimpressed.
Jungkook offered a small, polite smile. âI just like having a clear idea before I commit.â Nari's smirk deepened. âThatâs really attractive,â she mused, fingers skimming the edge of the sketchbook instead of actually turning the page. âA guy whoâs artistic and decisive? Rare find.â
You blinked. What.
Jungkook cleared his throat, shifting in his seat like he wasnât quite sure how to respond. âUhâĶ thanks?â Nari finally flipped to the next pageâthough at this point, it felt more like a courtesy than genuine interest. âAnd you did all of these?â
Jungkook nodded again. âMhm.â
âThatâs insane,â she gushed, dragging her fingers over the lines like they were worth framing. âYou could easily be a tattoo artist yourself.â Jungkook chuckled, rubbing the back of his neck. âI donât think I have the patience for it.â
âThatâs a shame,â Nari sighed, her fingers lingering a little too long on the sketchbook. âWith hands like yours, I bet youâd be amazing at it.â
Your expression went flat. Jungkook just coughed into his fist, visibly flustered. âUhââ
You snapped before you could stop yourself. âIf youâre done with the consultation, I think you should get started with the sketching.â Your voice was even, but the words were clipped. âUnless this is just a fan club meeting now.â
That made Nari pause.
Jungkook turned to you, lips twitching as if he was trying not to laugh. Nari dared to send you a sharp glare, like you had just interrupted something sacred. But she grabbed a fineliner anyway, her movements slow and deliberate, as if making a point.
You didnât waver. Arms crossed, you kept your gaze locked on her hands, watching every unnecessary adjustment she madeâeach one turning into soft, lingering touches against Jungkookâs skin. It was infuriating, the way her fingers skimmed his arm like she had every right to.
And then she bit her lip.
A coy smile played at the edges of her mouth, subtle but unmistakable. Jungkook, completely oblivious as always, remained relaxed in the chair, only wincing slightly when the cold surface of the fineliner pressed against his skin.
You were far from relaxed.
Shifting in your seat, you clenched your jaw, fingers curling against your arms. Maybeâmaybeâshe was just a touchy person. Maybe you were overanalyzing this. Maybe it was nothing.
âSo,â Nari began, her voice light and conversational, âdo all your tattoos have a meaning?â Jungkook, still staring at the ceiling like this was any other consultation, nodded. âMost of them, yeah.â
âWhat about this one?â She tapped the tiger lily, her fingertips trailing over the ink just a little too leisurely. Jungkook smiled, unaware of the way your patience was fraying. âThat one represents passion, confidenceâĶ all that stuff. Itâs also my birth flowerâ
Nari hummed, like she was committing that information to memory. âAnd the chrysanthemums?â
At this, Jungkook hesitated. For the first time, he flicked his gaze toward you, something unreadable passing through his eyes. Your posture stiffened, waiting. He cleared his throat. âThey mean a lot to me.â
Nari tilted her head, expectant.
You leaned forward, expectant.
But Jungkook just chuckled lightly before answering, âTheyâre my girlfriendâs birth flower.â His tone was proud, almost smug, as if relishing the chance to say it out loud. A smirk tugged at your lips. That should be enough to shut this down, enough for her to finally get the messageâ
Except Nari barely reacted.
If anything, she just hummed again, dragging her eyes across his arm like she hadnât even heard him. âHm. Bet theyâd look really pretty on you,â she mused, her tone as sweet as syrup. Then, without missing a beat, she added, âThen again, I bet a lot of things do.â
Your head snapped up. Jungkook tensed slightly but played it off with an awkward laugh. âUhâĶ thanks?â
Oh, hell no.
Maybe it was the way she said it. The way her voice dripped with something just a little too sweet, like she wasnât just appreciating his tattoos but the person wearing them. Maybe it was the fact that her fingers were still lightly dragging along his forearm, slow and deliberate, like she had every right to touch him like that. Or maybeâjust maybeâit was the fact that Jungkook, ever polite, ever oblivious, wasnât saying anything to stop her. Either way, your patience is officially gone.
You leaned forward, resting your elbows on your knees, voice smooth but sharp enough to cut. âSo, is this your usual customer service?â you asked, tilting your head. âOr is my boyfriend just getting the VIP treatment?â
Nari barely spared you a glance. âOh, donât worry. I take very good care of my clients.â Your smile was saccharine, all teeth. âI bet you do.â
Jungkook shifted, fingers gripping the armrest as if bracing himself. âBabyââ You ignored him. âI thought professionalism was a basic requirement for tattoo artists. But I guess itâs optional here, huh?â
Nariâs smirk twitched, but she held her ground. âIâm just making conversation.â
âRight.â You nodded slowly, voice dripping with faux understanding. âBecause flirting with your client while his girlfriend is sitting right here is so normal.â
Jungkook, bless his clueless heart, looked between the two of you like heâd just walked into a battlefield with no armor. His lips partedâhe should say something, anything, should try to calm you down before things escalated, but the words never came.
Because truth be told, seeing you like this, so protective and so fierce was kind of hot.
Nariâs eyes narrowed, her confidence flickering just a little. âI wasnât flirting.â You let out a mock gasp, pressing a hand over your chest in exaggerated horror. âOh, my bad.â Your tone was syrupy, dripping with fake innocence. âI must have misheard when you basically drooled over my boyfriend while I was sitting right here.â
Nari let out a sharp huff, her irritation finally surfacing. She set the fineliner down with a little too much force, her expression caught somewhere between disbelief and condescension. âLook, do you want me to finish this or not?â
You opened your mouth, already armed with a sharp retortâ
âNo.â
Jungkookâs voice cut through the air, calm but unwavering.
Nari blinked. âWhat?â
Jungkook rolled his shoulder back as he sat up straighter, his usual easygoing expression replaced with something unreadable. âIâll get it done somewhere else.â
She scoffed, crossing her arms. âSeriously? Just because sheâs insecure?â
Oh. That did it. A slow, burning heat unfurled in your chest. The audacity, the sheer nerve to say something like that when she had been the one crossing every possible line. You barely registered standing up, only aware of the way your pulse pounded in your ears as you took a step forward.
âExcuse me?â
But before you could let loose, Jungkook was already moving. His hand found yours, his grip warm and steady as he gently pulled you back. âLetâs go,â he murmured, his voice low but insistent. Nari rolled her eyes, leaning back in her chair like she couldnât care less. âYour loss.â Jungkook didnât bother responding. He just grabbed his jacket, intertwined his fingers with yours, and led you out of the shop without a single backward glance.
The second the door shut behind you, the tension that had been coiling in your muscles finally snapped.
âI swearââ you started, still fuming, but Jungkook sighed, squeezing your hand in his. âI know, baby,â he said, his voice softer now, the warmth of it cutting right through your frustration. âI know.â
You exhaled sharply. âShe was touching you.â Jungkook let out a low chuckle, rubbing his temple. âI literally had no idea she was flirting.â
âYou never do.â
That earned you a grin. Jungkook tilted his head slightly, leaning down just enough that his nose nearly brushed yours. His eyes locked onto yours with a familiar fondness. âBut you do.â His voice was teasing, but there was something else there too. Something softer. Something that made your breath catch, just a little.
You scowled, but he just wrapped an arm around your waist, pulling you close. âJealous?â he teased. You scoffed.Â
His smile turned fond. âCute.â You smacked his chest. âShut up.âÂ
Jungkook barely flinched at the hit, his grin only widening. He tightened his hold around your waist, pulling you in until there was hardly any space left between you. âThatâs not a no,â he murmured, his voice dipping just enough to make your stomach flutter. You narrowed your eyes, tilting your chin up defiantly. âI wasnât jealous.â
Jungkook hummed, unconvinced. His fingers skimmed over the small of your back, the touch light but deliberate. âMhm. Sure.â
You huffed, crossing your arms. âShe was unprofessional.â
âTrue.â
âAnd disrespectful.â
âVery.â
âAnd her eyeliner was uneven.â
Jungkook snorted, finally breaking into a full laugh. âOkay, now youâre just being mean.â You shrugged, feigning nonchalance, but the way he was looking at you, like you were the most amusing thing in the world made your face heat up. His laughter faded into something softer, something unbearably fond. âYou know youâre cute when youâre all worked up, right?â
You scowled, jabbing a finger into his chest. âI said shut up.â Jungkook grinned, catching your hand with ease before lacing his fingers through yours. âMake me.â
Your breath hitched. His gaze flickered to your lips for the briefest second, and suddenly, the air between you shiftedâ
âYou guys done with the tattoo already?â
A loud, familiar voice shattered the moment like glass hitting the pavement.
Both you and Jungkook turned your heads in unison, only to find Jin standing a few feet away, looking between the two of you with an expression far too amused for your liking. Jungkook groaned, running a hand down his face. âHyung, seriously?â
Jin blinked. âWhat? I was just asking.â His gaze flickered over Jungkookâs arm, eyes narrowing as he took in the faint ink lines still marking his skinâthe rough sketch of the tattoo, untouched by the needle. His brows furrowed.
âWait. You didnât actually get it done?â
Jungkook huffed, crossing his arms. âNo. Because the tattooo artist was too busy flirting with me.â
Jinâs face twisted in confusion. âHuh?â
You, still somewhat bristling from the whole ordeal, rolled your eyes. âShe was all over him. Barely even looked at his designs before trying to eye-fuck him.â JInâs jaw dropped. âWait, are you serious?â
Jungkook nodded, his expression flat. âDead serious.â Jin winced, rubbing the back of his neck. âDamn. I had no idea she was like that.â
At least he had the decency to look sorry.Â
Jin sighed, rubbing his temple dramatically. âAlright, fine. Since I unknowingly threw you both into the lionâs den, I owe you.â He clapped his hands together. âLunch is on me.â Jungkook raised a brow. âYou? Paying for food? Willingly?â
Jin scoffed. âI can be generous, you know.â
You snorted. âThatâs new.â
Jin ignored you. âCome on, letâs eat. My treat. Think of it as compensation for the mess I accidentally dropped you into.â
Jungkook hummed, pretending to consider. âI meanâĶ if youâre paying, Iâm definitely ordering the most expensive thing on the menu.â
Jin rolled his eyes. âAs if you wouldnât do that anyway.â
Jungkook just grinned. âTrue.â
You laughed, your earlier irritation melting away. âAlright, fine. Youâre forgiven. But only if I get to pick the place.â Jin groaned. âWhy do I feel like Iâm about to regret this?â Jungkook laced his fingers through yours, his thumb brushing against your skin. âBecause you probably will.â
Jin sighed but motioned for you both to follow. âHurry up before I change my mind.â With that, the three of you headed off, leaving the unpleasant encounter behind in favor of good food.
Nari leaned against the counter, arms folded tight as she glared out the shopâs large window. Outside, you stood near the curb, your gaze fixed on Jungkook and Jin as they chatted. You werenât speaking, just watching with that quiet, unreadable expression. But somehow, that made Nari even angrier.
âUnbelievable,â she muttered under her breath.
âWhat is?â
The question came lazily from the man who had just strolled up beside her. He shook out his wrists after finishing with his last client, pulling off his gloves and tossing them into the trash. His attention remained casual, uninterested until Nari gestured toward the window with a sharp tilt of her chin.
âHer.â
His eyes followed her gaze. His posture was still loose, still easygoing until he saw you. For the briefest moment, his entire body went rigid. His casual demeanor cracked, just slightly, before he smoothed it over with a slow smirk.
âHuh.â
Nari, oblivious to the shift, let out a scoff. âShe threw a whole fit because I was being nice to her boyfriend. Completely embarrassed me in front of him and acted all possessive, like I was some kind of threat.â She tapped her nails against the counter, still glaring at you through the window. âAnd now, thanks to her little tantrum, he refuses to get his tattoo done here.â
The man hummed, tilting his head. âJealous girlfriend type, huh?â
âExactly.â Nari huffed before turning to him with a slow, calculating smile. âYouâre good at handling people, right?â He lifted a brow. âDepends on what you mean by âhandling.ââ
She leaned in, lowering her voice conspiratorially. âDo you think you couldâĶ I donât know, do something about her? Save Jungkook from her?â For a moment, he didnât respond. His gaze flicked back toward the window, settling this time on Jungkook himself.
And just like that, his smirk thinned.
Jungkook stood beside Jin, hands in his pockets, his head tilted slightly as he listened to whatever Jin was rambling about. But every so often, his attention shifted to you. The way his fingers brushed absently over your back, the way his expression softened whenever he glanced your way, like keeping you close was second nature.
The manâs fingers curled into a fist. âFigures,â he muttered under his breath.
Nari frowned. âYou know him?â A sharp exhale. A shake of his head. âNot personally. But I know of him.â
She perked up at that, her curiosity piqued. âOh?â
His tongue ran over his teeth, jaw working as he leaned against the counter. When he spoke again, his smirk had returned but there was nothing amused about it. âLetâs just sayâĶ I have unfinished business with her.â
Nari blinked at that, lips parting slightly as she took in the underlying venom in his tone. Then, as if catching on, she let out a slow, delighted hum. âWell then,â she murmured, turning back to the window, watching you through narrowed eyes. âWouldnât it be fun to mess with her a little?â
His gaze never left you. He watched as Jungkook reached out, tugging the sleeve of your jacket into place with an unconscious sort of familiarity, the kind that spoke of years spent together.
The kind of familiarity that should have been his.
The corner of his lips lifted, the smirk sharpening into something colder. âOh, sweetheart.â His voice was smooth and teasing, laced with something far more sinister.
âIâd love to.â
You groggily blink your eyes open, immediately regretting it as the soft glow of the morning filters through your curtains. Too bright. Too early. TooâĶ awake. You bury your face into your pillow, grumbling incoherently, unwilling to leave the comforting warmth of your bed. Itâs Sunday. A day meant for sleeping in, doing absolutely nothing, and ignoring all responsibilities.
Then, you feel itâthe weight of an arm loosely draped over your waist, the warmth seeping through your thin shirt. Your sleep-addled brain takes a moment to process before it clicks. Jungkook.
Right. He stayed over last night.
A sleepy sigh escapes your lips as you shift slightly, pressing closer to his warmth. His scent lingers on your sheets, wrapping around you like a second blanket. You peek up, still half-asleep, and catch the sight of him lying beside you, propped up on one elbow, his phone held in his free hand. The soft glow of the screen illuminates his face, casting delicate shadows over his sharp jawline. Heâs already awake, completely engrossed in whatever heâs scrolling through.
Too awake for your liking.
âFive more minutes,â you mumble sleepily, voice muffled against the pillow. Your words slur together, more of a plea than a statement, as you instinctively nuzzle into Jungkookâs chest, seeking warmth.
A deep chuckle rumbles from him, low and fond, the kind that makes your heart squeeze without permission. His arm tightens around you in response, fingers lazily tracing light circles against your back. âFive more minutes? Baby, you said that likeâĶ an hour ago.â
You donât respond, only snuggling deeper into his embrace, fully intent on ignoring him. Jungkook exhales dramatically, an exaggerated, put-upon sigh. âYouâre gonna sleep the whole day away.â
âThatâs the plan.â
âYouâre literally wasting the morning.â
âMm,â you hum noncommittally. âNot wasting if Iâm warm and comfortable.â Jungkook pokes your cheek, a mischievous glint in his eyes as he tries to stir you. âCâmon, letâs go out. We could get breakfast, maybe go on a walkââ
âNo.â You blindly swat his hand away.
Jungkook groans, flopping onto his back in frustration. âWhy did I fall for someone lazier than me?â You crack one eye open, just enough to see his pout. Smirking, you shift slightly and mumble into the pillow, âBecause Iâm cute.â
Jungkook huffs. ââĶI mean, yeah, but thatâs not the point.â
Jungkook finally manages to wrangle you out of bedâa feat that takes a ridiculous amount of whining, bribing, and sheer force of will. He practically drags you across the apartment, his grip firm around your wrist, ignoring every single one of your grumbles and half-hearted protests.
âYou are,â you mumble as he steers you into the kitchen, âthe absolute worst.â Jungkook snorts, already rummaging through the cabinets for coffee beans. âOh, Iâm sorry. Was I supposed to let you rot in bed for eternity?â
âYes.â
Jungkook ignores you, expertly working the coffee machine like a man on a mission. You slump against the counter, still half-asleep, head lolling dramatically to the side as you watch him move around like an overly energetic golden retriever. Then, your phone buzzes on the counter. You lazily glance at the screen, skimming the weather forecastâ
Rain incoming.
Your spine straightens, sleepiness vanishing in an instant as you whip your phone up to show Jungkook, shoving the screen in his face with an almost evil sort of glee. âOh no~â you sing-song, tone dripping with faux disappointment. âLooks like we canât go out.â
Jungkookâs brows furrow as he squints at the screen, reading the forecast. His expression quickly morphs from mild confusion to full-blown horror. ââĶIt wasnât supposed to rain today,â he says slowly, almost like he can will the reality away.
âGuess we have to stay in.â You sigh dramatically, clutching your chest like it pains you. âDamn. What a shame.â
Jungkook groans, slumping against the counter like his entire soul has left his body. His dreams of a fun, eventful day were shattered. âYouâre lying,â he accuses weakly. âThis is a personal attack.â
You shake your head, voice dripping with fake sympathy. âI donât control the weather, baby.â
Jungkook glares. âBut if you could, youâd make it rain every day, wouldnât you?â A smirk tugs at your lips. âAbsolutely.â
Jungkook throws his head back with a dramatic, suffering groan, sliding down the counter like a man defeated. You watch him in amusement, lifting the coffee cup he had just made for himself and taking a slow, satisfied sip. The moment the taste hits your tongue, Jungkookâs entire body snaps upright.
He watches, utterly betrayed, as you lower the cup with a pleased hum.
ââĶDid you just steal my coffee?â
You blink at him, all innocence. âYou made this for me, didnât you?â
Jungkook scoffs, expression scandalized. âNo! I made it for me!â
You shrug, taking another sip as you meet his glare with zero remorse. âTastes great, babe. Thanks.â
Jungkook clutches his chest like youâve personally wounded him. âYouâre the actual worst.â
âAnd yet,â you hum, leaning against the counter with a satisfied smirk, âhere you are, hopelessly in love with me.â
Jungkook stares at you for a long second, lips pursed. Then, without warning, he lunges. You yelp as he wraps his arms around your waist, lifting you with ridiculous ease and tossing you over his shoulder.
âJUNGKOOKââ
âNOPE,â he interrupts, already marching towards the living room. âIf I canât have fun outside, Iâm gonna make you suffer with me inside.â You kick your feet uselessly, fists pounding against his back as he effortlessly carries you away. âPut me down, you muscle bunny!â
Jungkook only laughs, completely unfazed, before spinning on his heel and tossing you onto the couch like you weigh nothing. You land with a soft âoof,â bouncing slightly against the cushions as he flops down beside you, stretching out like a starfish. âYou are so dramatic,â you grumble, attempting to shove him away with your foot.
Jungkook just grins, easily catching your ankle and tugging you closer instead. âAnd yet, you love me anyway.â
You huff, too lazy to argue.
Before you can protest further, he shifts, rolling onto his side and resting his head comfortably on your lap. His eyes flutter shut almost instantly, his breath evening out as he settles in like he belongs there. At first, you stiffen, but as the seconds pass, your fingers instinctively weave through his soft, dark hair. You barely even realize youâre doing it, the motion coming as naturally as breathing.
Jungkook hums at the feeling, half-conscious, but content. His face is completely relaxed and unguarded in a way that makes your chest ache. He looked so soft like this. So warm. SoâĶ safe. And something deep inside you just melts.
Your fingers slow, combing gently through the strands, nails lightly scratching his scalp. A soft scowl tugs at your lips. Because this? This is a version of Jungkook youâd fight the entire world to protect.
Jungkook must feel your gaze because, after a moment, he cracks one eye open and peeks up at you. âYouâre staring,â he murmurs, voice still laced with sleep. You blink, quickly masking your expression with a huff. To cover up the warmth creeping up your neck, you flick his forehead. âJust making sure youâre still breathing.â
Jungkook snickers, stretching lazily. âAww, are you worried about me?â
You cross your arms, unimpressed. âObviously. Youâre fragile.â
Jungkook immediately bursts out laughing, full-bodied and carefree, his entire frame shaking against your lap. âMe? Fragile? Baby, I could bench press you.â
You roll your eyes, completely unfazed. âYeah, well, I could stab someone for you.â
Jungkookâs laughter dies instantly. His eyes widen slightly, blinking up at you as if processing your words. Then, ever so slowly, a grin spreads across his face.
ââĶOkay, thatâs really hot.â
You scoff, flicking his forehead again. âPervert.â
Jungkook just smirks, completely shameless. âWhat can I say? I like my girlfriend a little unhinged.â You roll your eyes, but before you can retort, a deep rumble of thunder echoes outside.
Jungkook groans, throwing an arm over his face. âGreat. So we really are stuck inside all day.â
You donât even bother hiding your glee. âTragic.â
With an exaggerated sigh, Jungkook shifts, burying his face into your stomach like a sulking puppy. You try to shove him off, but he only clings harder, grumbling nonsense against your his hoodie.
âYouâre ridiculous,â you murmur, fingers idly threading through his hair again. Eventually, he shifts, lifting his head to look at you properly. His expression softens laced with something so fond it makes your breath hitch. He doesnât say anything. Just laces his fingers through yours, absentmindedly tracing patterns against your palm.
Then, suddenly there's a sharp poke to your side and you jolt with a squawk, trying to wiggle away. âJungkook!â He grins, eyes twinkling with mischief. âIf weâre staying in, we should do something.â
You glare at him, still half-prepared to smack him upside the head. âLike what?â
His smirk deepens. âYou know exactly what.â For a second, you just stare at him. He stares back.Then, without breaking eye contactâhe grabs the game controllers.
Jungkookâs sunshine boyfriend energy disappears the second the race countdown starts. Gone is the sweet, cuddly man who had been wrapped around you like a koala just minutes ago, now, heâs leaning forward, brows furrowed, fully in the zone.
âLoser does the dishes in both apartments,â he announces, rolling his shoulders like heâs prepping for war. You scoff, cracking your knuckles for dramatic effect. âYouâre about to regret that.â
The moment Lakitu drops the starting light, Jungkook launches forward like heâs been possessed by the spirit of every pro gamer ever. Meanwhile, you barely get past the first turn without slamming into the barrier. You spam every single item box you can get your hands on, determined to take him down with sheer pettiness if not skill.
Then thereâs a miracle. Jungkook is just about to cross the finish line when you hit him with a perfectly timed blue shell.
BOOM.
His character spirals into the air, crashing down just inches from victory. You zoom past him at the last second.
âIN YOUR FACE, JEON.â You throw your arms up like you just won an Olympic gold medal. Jungkook stares at the screen in stunned silence. Then, slowly he turns to you. You suddenly get the feeling youâve made a terrible mistake.
âOkay, sweetheart,â he murmurs, cracking his knuckles. âNo more playing nice.â
The next race starts and you get absolutely destroyed.
Jungkook goes full demon mode, drifting around corners with terrifying precision, dodging every single attack like he can see the future. He launches red shells, banana peels, lightning boltsâ you donât even know how heâs getting this many power-ups.
Itâs a massacre. One round. Two rounds. Three. You lose every single one. By the end, your controller is nearly embedded into your palm from how tightly youâre gripping it. Jungkook, on the other hand, is lounging back against the couch, arms stretched behind his head, smug as hell.
He tilts his head, smirking. âDo you yield?â
You scowl. âI hope you step on a Lego.â
Jungkook just laughs, grabbing your wrist and yanking you into his lap before you can escape. The controllers are discarded, forgotten as you end up tangled together on the couch. His arms snake around your waist, holding you in place as you halfheartedly struggle.
Thenâhe boops your nose.
You blink. Once. Twice. Then groan, flopping dramatically against his chest. âI take back every nice thing Iâve ever said about you.â
Jungkook only hums, smug and unbothered. âEven though you lost, I still think youâre the cutest.â
You smack his arm. âI will actually fight you.â
âMm. As long as itâs not in Mario Kart, I like my chances.â
Jungkookâs phone buzzes against the coffee table, the vibration cutting through the comfortable silence. He lazily reaches for it, glancing at the screen. His brows knit together for a second before his face smooths over into a grin.
âOh, my momâs planning a family dinner. She wants you to come.â
You, mid-sip of your newly-made coffee, nearly choke.
ââĶHuh?â
Jungkook tilts his head, amused. âWhat? You act like this is the first time sheâs invited you.â
You pause, tapping your fingers against the cup. His family liked you. You knew that. His mom always sent you home with extra food whenever you visited, and his dad made it a point to tease Jungkook about âfinally settling downâ whenever you were around. Jungkook leans closer, watching you expectantly. âSo? Youâll come?â
You exhale dramatically, pretending to be deep in thought. ââĶMaybe.â
Jungkook narrows his eyes. âMaybe?â
You smirk. âIâll go on one condition.â
He leans in even more, suspicious. âWhat?â
You set your cup down with a slow, deliberate motion. Then you look him dead in the eye. ââĶAdmit that Iâm better at games.â
Jungkook snorts. âNot happening.â
You grin. âThen Iâm not coming.â
Jungkook blinks. Then, before you can react, he pounces.
âYOUâRE COMING.â
âJUNGKOOKââ
You barely have time to throw your drink onto the table before he tackles you down onto the couch, arms caging you in as he buries his face into your neck. His weight presses you into the cushions, his laughter muffled against your skin.
âYou little brat,â he mutters, nuzzling into you. You squirm, but heâs relentless, peppering lazy kisses against your jaw just to distract you.
âSay youâll come,â he murmurs, voice laced with amusement.
âSay Iâm better.â
Jungkook grins against your neck. âHmm. How about thisâyou come to dinner, and Iâll let you win next time.â You gasp, shoving at his chest. âLet me win?!â
His laughter shakes both of you, but he doesnât budge. âIâm trying to be generous, baby.â
âJungkook, I swearââ
The argument quickly devolves into a mess of tangled limbs and laughter, neither of you backing down. Jungkook is still half on top of you, his arms lazily wrapped around your waist, completely unwilling to let you escape. His warmth seeps into you, making it harder to even think about moving. You sigh, dramatically slumping against the couch cushions. âFine. Iâll go to dinner.â
Jungkookâs head snaps up instantly. âReally?â
You roll your eyes, poking his cheek. âYeah, yeah. But Iâm expecting VIP treatment.â
Jungkook grins, wide and bright, before leaning in to press a soft, lingering kiss to your lips. âDeal.â
Outside, the rain picks up, sheets of water blurring the world beyond the glass. The streetlights flicker, their glow reflecting off the puddles collecting on the pavement. But just beyond the window, Neither of you notice the figure standing on the balcony of the building across the street a dark silhouette barely visible through the downpour.
He watches. He waits.
The overhead lights in your office cast a dim, sterile glow, humming softly in the near silence. The usual buzz of the workplace has long since faded, leaving only the occasional click of your keyboard and the distant sound of the air conditioning whirring. You rub your tired eyes, exhaustion settling deep in your bones as you scroll through the last few emails of the day.
Just as youâre about to tackle the next document in your never-ending pile, your phone vibrates against your desk, the soft buzz cutting through the quiet. You glance at the screen, and a familiar name lights up:
Kook ð°ð [6:15 PM]: Still working?
Kook ð°ð [6:15 PM]: Come over after work?
A small smile tugs at your lips despite the fatigue weighing on you. You reach for your phone, letting your gaze drift to the towering stack of documents beside you before sighing. Thereâs no way youâre finishing up anytime soon. With a resigned exhale, you type out a response.
You [6:16 PM]: Working overtime. Iâll text when Iâm done.
His reply comes almost instantly, as if heâd been waiting for your response.
Kook ð°ð [6:16 PM]: Itâs late. Want me to pick you up?
Your fingers hover over the keyboard for a second before you shake your head, rolling your eyes fondly. It wasnât like you werenât capable of getting home on your own. The walk to your apartment was barely ten minutes, and youâd done it countless times before without issue. You hated the idea of relying too much on someone else, even if that someone was Jungkook. He was always eager to drop everything for you, to take on your burdens like they were his own, and while a part of you adored that about him, another part resisted it. You never wanted to feel like you needed saving. You could handle yourself.
You [6:16 PM]: Iâm fine. My apartmentâs nearby, remember?
Thereâs a brief pause before his next message comes through.
Kook ð°ð[6:18 PM]: At least text me when youâre home.
You bite back a smile, shaking your head.
You [6:18 PM]: Yes, yes, Mr. Protective.Â
A second later, your screen lights up again with a message thatâs nothing but a row of emojis. You let out a soft chuckle, shaking your head as you set your phone down. Stretching your arms over your head, you glance back at the unfinished work in front of you. The night is far from over, and exhaustion lingers in your limbs, but you push through.
Two hours later, the office is nearly deserted. Rows of empty desks stretch out before you, their monitors dark, abandoned by coworkers who were lucky enough to call it a day. Somewhere in the distance, the faint murmur of a janitor echoes through the halls, a quiet reminder that youâre not entirely alone. Still, the stillness feels heavy, pressing against your shoulders as you rub your tired eyes and blink at your laptop screen.
âStill here?â
The familiar voice startles you, pulling you from your work-induced daze. You look up to see Jimin standing by your desk, a bag slung over his shoulder and an amused expression on his face.
You let out a sigh, leaning back in your chair. âUnfortunately.â
He crosses his arms, leaning casually against the cubicle wall. âOvertime?â
âYeah.â You stretch your stiff fingers before clicking through your files. âTrying to get ahead of things since Iâm taking a day off for Jungkookâs family dinner.â
Jimin raises a brow, clearly holding back a smirk. âYou? Taking a day off? Who are you, and what have you done with my workaholic friend?â
You snort, rolling your eyes. âItâs one day, Park.â
âStill. Didnât think youâd willingly take time off for a boyfriendâs family event.â
You shrug, shifting your attention back to your laptop. âIâm being a supportive partner. And also avoiding Jungkookâs pout if I donât go.â
Jimin chuckles. âYeah, that tracks.â He checks his watch, then nods toward the exit. âWell, itâs already past eight. I can drop you offâmy carâs in the basement.â
You pause for half a second, tempted. It would be easy, safe. A quick ride home without having to walk through the dark streets alone. But something in you resists. Youâve always prided yourself on being independent, on handling things yourself. You werenât about to start needing an escort home like some helpless protagonist in a thriller movie. Besides, your apartment wasnât far, and you could take care of yourself just fine.
You shake your head. âIâve still got work left. Need to refine a client presentation before tomorrow.â
Jimin frowns, clearly debating whether to push the issue. âYou sure? I donât mind waiting.â
You give him a small, reassuring smile. âGo home, Jimin. Iâll be fine.â
He hesitates for a moment longer before exhaling in defeat. âAlright. Text me when you get home, yeah?â
âI will.â
Satisfied, he ruffles your hair in a way that makes you swat at him, laughing as he dodges your weak attempt at retaliation. âNight, workaholic,â he teases before heading out, his footsteps fading down the hall.
And just like that, youâre alone again, the dim glow of your laptop screen casting long shadows across your desk.Â
Itâs nearing eleven o'clock by the time you finally leave the office, exhaustion pressing down on your shoulders like a weight you canât shake. The automatic doors slide shut behind you, sealing the building in eerie silence. Outside, the streets stretch before you, quieter than usual, the world dipped in shades of silver and black under the dim glow of the streetlights.
The scent of rain lingers in the air, damp and heavy, even though the drizzle had stopped hours ago. The pavement glistens under the flickering glow of streetlights, reflecting the distorted shapes of the empty road ahead. A chilly breeze whispers through the deserted streets, curling around your skin like invisible fingers. You shiver, tugging your coat tighter around you, telling yourself itâs just the cold. You exhale slowly, watching your breath fog in the night air, and begin your walk home. Itâs not farâbarely a ten-minute walk. Youâve done this route countless times before. It should feel familiar. Safe.
But tonightâĶ something feels off.
At first, itâs just a small shift in the air, a faint prickle at the back of your neck that strange, creeping sensation of being watched. It crawls up your spine, makes the hair on your arms stand on end.
You shake it off, adjusting the strap of your bag. Youâre just tired. Paranoid. Thatâs all. The streets are always eerie this late of course they are. Thereâs no one around, just the distant hum of traffic blocks away, the occasional flicker of a neon sign from a closed shop. But then when youâre halfway home, just as you pass the turn near the old bookstore you hear it.
A faint, subtle sound, a footstep, echoes just a second too late after your own. Your breath catches in your throat as you freeze, and the sound stops too. The silence is suffocating, pressing in from all sides. Slowly, so painfully slowly, you turn to glance behind you.Â
Nothing.
Just an empty sidewalk, stretched too long and too dark behind you. The streetlights buzz faintly, their glow flickering, casting strange, distorted shadows on the wet pavement. Your own heartbeat pounds against your ribs, a heavy drumbeat in the stillness. You swallow, trying to shake the feeling creeping under your skin. Youâre imagining things. You have to be. The city is full of noises like cars in the distance, leaves rustling, a stray cat darting between alleyways. Thatâs all it is.
StillâĶ your fingers tighten around the strap of your bag as you push forward, steps quicker now. But the feeling doesnât go away. It lingers. Pressing against your skin like static, buzzing at the edge of your awareness. Youâre not alone.
You almost pull out your phone. Almost. Jungkook would pick up in an instant and heâd tell you to stay on the line, that he was coming to get you. But you donât.
Because what would you even say? Hey, I think Iâm being followed, but Iâm not sure, and I donât want to sound like an idiot? No way. Jungkook would freak out, and you werenât about to send him into a panic over something that was probably nothing. So instead, you pick up your pace, each step sharper, more urgent. The streetlights above seem dimmer now, their glow barely cutting through the shadows pooling at the edges of the road.
Your building is just a few turns away. You make it past the first one, then the second. Then you hear it againânot just a sound this time, but a shift, a presence. Someone is there. Your heart hammers as you whip around faster this time.Â
Nothing.
Your own shadow stretches long on the pavement, its shape warping under the flickering lights. The alleyway to your right is yawning and dark, a gaping mouth of blackness that seems to pull at the edges of your vision. Your pulse is a thunderous roar in your ears.
Youâre not imagining this. This is real.
And now, your body knows it too and every instinct is screaming at you to move. So you do.
You rush forward, walking as fast as you can without breaking into a sprint. Your breath quickens, your fingers curling into fists, every nerve in your body on high alert. Just a little further. Just one more turn.
And then finally your apartment building comes into view, looming in the darkness like a beacon. Relief crashes over you so forcefully that you nearly stumble. You donât turn around again. You donât want to know if someone is standing there. Watching.
You force yourself to stay calm as you punch in the buildingâs entry code with unsteady fingers, stepping inside the safety of the lobby. The door shuts behind you with a heavy click, locking out the night.
You practically rush inside, the cool air of the lobby offering little comfort as your fingers tremble over the keypad. Your breath is shallow, coming in uneven gasps as you punch in your passcode. The numbers blur slightly in your vision, whether from exhaustion or the lingering tension clawing at your mind, youâre not sure. The beep of the lock disengaging feels deafening in the stillness. You push the door open, stepping inside so quickly that you nearly stumble over your own feet. The door swings shut behind you with a soft but final click, sealing you in the safety of your apartment. Or at least, thatâs what you tell yourself.
For a moment, you just stand there, listening. Nothing but the hum of your refrigerator, the faint creak of the building settling, and the sound of your own breathing, ragged and uneven in the silence. You donât stop moving until every lock is in place.
Click. Click. Click.
Each one echoes louder than it should, like an affirmation that you are, in fact, secure. That no one followed you. That no one is outside, waiting. Still, the unease gnaws at you, refusing to settle. So, you make your rounds. Checking. Double-checking. Triple-checking.
You pull the curtains shut, firmly, ensuring no sliver of the outside world can seep in. You check the windows next, pressing your fingers against the glass, as if expecting to feel warmth from another presence, a breath on the other side. But thereâs nothing. No shadow moving in the darkness, no faint imprint of something or someone having been there.
Finally, with a deep breath, you force yourself to move, shedding your coat, kicking off your shoes with sluggish movements. The exhaustion from the long day crashes down on you all at once, dull and heavy. Your limbs feel leaden as you shuffle toward your bedroom, every step slower than the last.
The warmth of your bed is almost enough to chase away the unease, the mattress soft, inviting and safe a stark contrast to the cold anxiety curling at the edges of your consciousness. You exhale, forcing yourself to relax, letting your body sink into the familiar comfort of your sheets.
But even as your eyes grow heavy, your mind refuses to let go completely. That nagging sense of being watched still lingers. Faint but present. And just before sleep claims you, a final thought slithers through your mind.
What if you werenât imagining it? What if someone was still out there? Watching. Waiting.
Jungkook drives with effortless ease, one hand lazily gripping the steering wheel while the other taps against the radio in rhythm with the song playing softly through the speakers. The hum of the engine blends with the melody, filling the quiet space between you, neither of you needing to speak. The road stretches ahead, endless and open, disappearing into the horizon. A faint trace of salt lingers in the air, creeping in through the half-open window, a quiet reminder that youâre getting closer to Busan.
You sit in the passenger seat, your gaze flickering between the blur of passing scenery and the man beside you. The steady motion of the car, the warmth of the moment, it all feels oddly soothing. After days of unease, of tension wound so tightly in your body that even sleep felt like a battle, you finally feel yourself exhale.
âCanât believe you actually agreed to take a day off for me,â Jungkook teases, his grin nothing short of triumphant as he spares you a glance. âIs this what love does to people?â
You roll your eyes, but the small smile tugging at your lips betrays you. âOne time, Jeon. Donât get used to it.â
Jungkook chuckles, shaking his head like he doesnât believe you for a second. His smile spreads wide, bright enough to make your chest ache with something unspoken. He reaches over without hesitation, his fingers giving your knee a playful squeeze before returning to the wheel. The touch is fleeting but warm, grounding in a way you hadnât realized you needed.
You should tell him.
The past few days have been unbearable due to the creeping paranoia, the feeling of eyes tracing your every move and the subtle shifts in your apartment that made your skin crawl. Itâs like living with a shadow just out of reach, something you canât see but can feel pressing in from the edges. You donât scare easily, but this has been different.
Your fingers twitch against your lap. One word. Thatâs all it would take. Jungkook would listen like he always does. Heâd furrow his brows, tilt his head in that concerned way he does, and tell you not to brush it off. Heâd probably get all worked up, insist on staying over, refuse to let you out of his sight.
And yet, looking at him now being so carefree, his bunny-like smile tugging at his lips as he taps his fingers against the beat makes you hesitate. Heâs happy. Peaceful. This moment is untouched by the weight sitting on your chest, and for once, you donât want to taint something good.
So you take a slow breath, forcing yourself to relax against the seat. You tell yourself itâs fine. That youâre just being paranoid. That if anything truly happens, youâll deal with it.
You exhaled slowly, willing yourself to stay in the present, to focus on the soft hum of the radio, the rhythmic tap of Jungkookâs fingers against the steering wheel. But the memory pulled at you, dragging you under before you could stop itâ
You had come home after another long day at work. Your shoulders were aching from hours spent hunched over your desk. You had barely registered the familiar scent of your apartment as you pushed the door open, the soft creak echoing into the stillness inside.
Everything had looked normal at first.
Your shoes sat neatly by the entrance, exactly where you had left them. The kitchen counter was cluttered with the remnants of that morningâs rushed breakfast.
But the air had feltâĶ different. Slightly off. As if someone had been there. Your heartbeat had stumbled, picking up speed before you could rationalize it. You had told yourself it was nothing. Just the exhaustion making you paranoid.
And yet, as you had stepped further inside, you couldnât shake the feeling that something was wrong. The sound was the first thing that struck you. Cheerful, repetitive, out of place.
Your TV was on.
Not just on but playing Mario Kart. The character selection screen looped in the background, the upbeat jingle clashing against the heavy silence that filled your apartment. You hadnât touched your console in days. Not since you and Jungkook played together last Sunday. Your pulse quickened.
Your eyes flickered to the couch. It had been moved just slightly. Barely an inch out of place, but enough for you to notice.
A slow, creeping unease settled into your bones as you stepped further inside, your movements cautious. Your apartment wasnât large. There werenât many places for someone to hide. And yet, your skin prickled with the overwhelming sensation that something or someone had been here.
Your breath hitched as your gaze fell on your bedroom door, slightly ajar. You had closed it that morning. You were sure of it. With measured steps, you pushed the door open fully. And thatâs when you saw it.
Your bedâcompletely in ruins. The sheets were tangled, pillows tossed carelessly, the once-smooth blankets now bunched in the center as if someone had been lying there. Your stomach twisted with unease because this morning, just before leaving for work, you had made your bed. Yet now, the sheets were rumpled, disturbed in a way that sent a chill crawling up your spine. Someone had been here.
Your pulse thundered in your ears as you took a shaky step back, your eyes darting around the room. Everything looked normal aside from the bed, the couch and the TV but the air felt wrong. Tainted. Like someone had occupied this space in your absence.
Your mind raced as you checked the locks. Still in place. No broken windows. No signs of forced entry.
So howâ Your breath hitched as a thought struck you. With trembling fingers, you grabbed your phone and immediately dialed Jungkook. He picked up after a few rings, his voice slightly breathless, like he had been running. âHey, baby. Everything okay?â
You swallowed the lump in your throat, gripping the phone tightly. âYeah,â you lied, forcing your voice to stay steady. âWhere are you right now?â
"Still at the clinic," he answered easily. "Was assisting with a surgery on a Pomeranian. Poor guy had a blockage so it took longer than expected." Your stomach dropped.
If Jungkook wasnât hereâĶ then who was?
Your fingers curled around your phone, knuckles whitening as you fought to keep your breathing even. âGot it,â you said, trying to sound casual. âJust checking.â There was a pause. Then, Jungkookâs tone softened. âYou sure youâre okay?â
âYeah.â Another lie. âIâll see you tomorrow.â Before he could press further, you ended the call.
The only sound left was the distant loop of Mario Kart, mocking you.
The weight of the memory lingered, suffocating, but the warmth of the car, the low hum of the radio, and Jungkookâs familiar presence slowly pulled you back. You blinked, staring at him.
Jungkook was happily rambling about his momâs cooking, hands moving animatedly as he drove. ââand she always makes extra, like extra extra, because she knows I eat a lot. But now sheâs even more excited since youâre comingâoh! She even tried making those cookies you loveââ
His voice was light, full of an excitement you didnât want to taint. A small part of you wanted to tell him. But another part, the part that didnât want to see that deep crease of concern on his forehead, didnât want to take away his peace, told you to keep it to yourself. For now.
You turned your head, looking out the window, watching the scenery blur past. You didnât notice the way Jungkookâs eyes flickered toward you, his brows knitting together for just a moment before he forced his usual smile back onto his face.
Jungkook pulled into the driveway, parking with practiced ease. You had been here more times than you could count, yet there was always something comforting about stepping into his childhood home like the faint scent of home-cooked meals wafting through the air and the familiar sight of the wind chime swaying gently by the door. Â
Jungkook turned to you with a grin, one hand still resting on the steering wheel. âMom probably made enough food to feed a small army.â Â
You chuckled, already knowing that was true. âShe always does.â Â
Before you could even step out of the car, the front door swung open, revealing his mom waving enthusiastically. âYouâre finally here! Hurry, come in before the food gets cold!â His mom pulled you into a hug the second you stepped inside, squeezing you tight.
âYouâve lost weight,â she huffed, pulling back just enough to inspect you with a critical eye. âAre you eating properly?â
You laughed, but before you could respond, his dad stepped forward with a warm smile, offering a firm handshake. âItâs good to see you again,â he said, his voice as steady and kind as ever.
âItâs good to see you too, Mr. Jeon,â you replied politely. âMrs. Jeon, thank you for having meââ
Before you could finish, his mom smacked your arm lightly, her expression scandalized. âYah! How many times do I have to tell you? Itâs Mom and Dad.â
Your face heated instantly. âR-Right. SorryâĶ Mom.â
Jungkook snickered under his breath at your obvious embarrassment, and his mom beamed, clearly pleased. âThatâs better,â she said, linking her arm with yours as she led you further inside. âYouâre family, sweetheart. No need for formalities.â
The house smelled incredible of rich simmering broth and freshly cooked rice. The warmth of it all settled deep in your chest, making you realize just how much you had missed this. As you stepped into the living room, your gaze landed on a few baby toys scattered near the couch, a soft blanket draped over the armrest. Before you could ask, his mom sighed.
âJunghyun and his wife wanted to come with the twins, but the girls were too fussy today.â
Jungkook pouted dramatically, crossing his arms. âI still havenât met my nieces.â
His mom shook her head, unimpressed. âYou could visit them, you know.â
The dining table was packed with dishes his mom had gone all out, as always. Various side dishes, steaming hot soup, perfectly grilled meat, and a mountain of rice sat invitingly before you. It was a feast, one you had grown familiar with over the years, yet it never failed to impress you. Before you could even reach for anything, Jungkook was already piling food onto your plate, stacking it with precision. âEat,â he said, his tone leaving no room for argument. âYou know the rules.â
His mom beamed, clearly pleased. âAt least someone in this house listens to me.â
You chuckled, picking up your chopsticks, but the moment was shattered when your phone lit up beside your plate, vibrating with an insistent ping. You glanced down, your stomach twisting into a knot.
Your pulse quickened. The messages came one after the other.
Unknown [1:10 PM]: You think you can stay safe by staying away from here?
Unknown [1:10 PM]: You think heâs gonna save you?
Unknown [1:10 PM]: I am always watching you, doll.
Your breath hitched. Cold fingers of unease crawled up your spine, but you forced yourself to stay composed. Your hands thankfully didnât shake as you turned your phone upside down and set it to silent. Jungkook had noticed. His gaze flickered to the screen before you flipped it over, his brows knitting together in quiet concern. He looked like he wanted to ask, but you didnât give him the chance.
The vibration had caught his parentsâ attention too. âOh dear, is that work?â his mom asked, concern lacing her voice.
âYeah,â you lied smoothly, forcing a small smile. âJust some messages I need to deal with later.â
You werenât sure if Jungkook believed you, but he didnât press. Instead, he reached out under the table, squeezing your knee reassuringly before focusing back on his food. You tried to do the same, pushing down the paranoia clawing at your chest.
Dinner flowed with easy conversation. His parents asked about your work, laughing when Jungkook grumbled about how much time it took away from him. They also teased him relentlessly about how attached he was to you.
âThree years, and he still acts like youâre going to disappear if he looks away,â his dad joked, shaking his head fondly.
You snickered, nudging Jungkookâs foot under the table.
But Jungkook just shrugged, completely unbothered. âCan you blame me?â he said simply, as if it was the most obvious thing in the world.
Dinner continued with warmth and laughter, his parents seamlessly shifting the conversation to Jungkookâs studies.
âSo, howâs school going?â his dad asked, scooping some more rice onto his plate. âThird year already, huh? Feels like just yesterday you were running around pretending to be a zookeeper.â Jungkook groaned. âDad.â
His mom chuckled. âWhat? You were obsessed with animals. You even tried to ârescueâ the neighborâs cat by sneaking it into your room.â
You gasped dramatically, turning to Jungkook. âWait, I didnât know about this!â
Jungkook sighed, shoving a bite of food into his mouth like he could physically escape the conversation. âThat was years ago.â
His dad laughed. âAnd now look at you, halfway to becoming a real vet.â
âNot halfway,â Jungkook corrected between bites. âBut yeah, itâs been tough. Classes are intense, and the practicals are even harder. Two days ago, I had to assist with a surgery, and letâs just say I wasnât prepared for how long it would take.â
His momâs eyes softened with pride. âYouâll be amazing, sweetheart. Youâve always had such a big heart for animals.â
Jungkook ducked his head, ears tinged pink. You smiled, nudging his foot under the table again. âSheâs right, you know. Youâre going to be an incredible vet.â
Jungkook glanced at you, his bunny-like smile appearing for just a second before he returned to his food. But the warmth of the moment did little to push away the unease creeping up your spine. The phone lay silent beside your plate, but you couldnât shake the eerie feeling.
Just as the conversation was settling into a warm, familiar rhythm, the front door slammed open with the force of a small explosion.
âThe prodigal son returns!â
Jungkook groaned, not even bothering to look. âWhy. Are. You. Here.â
Jin strutted in like he was making a grand entrance at an award show, tossing his jacket onto the couch with an unnecessary flourish. âHeard there was food,â he announced before turning to you with a smirk. âAnd obviously, I had to make sure my dear cousin hasnât scared you off yet.â
Jungkook scoffed. âYou scared me off first.â
Jin ignored him completely, already making a beeline for the dining table. His mom, unfazed by the theatrics, clapped her hands together. âOh, perfect timing! Sit, eat.â
âDonât mind if I do,â Jin said cheerfully, dropping into the seat beside you. He grabbed a pair of chopsticks like a warrior unsheathing his sword, ready for battle.
âSo,â he drawled, nudging you playfully. âThree years and you still havenât run for the hills? Impressive.â
You smirked, taking a sip of your drink. âIâve considered it.â
Jungkook gasped dramatically, clutching his chest like you had personally stabbed him. âBetrayal! In my own home!â
âTechnically, itâs our home,â his mom corrected.
âExactly!â Jin said, pointing his chopsticks at Jungkook before shoving a mouthful of rice into his mouth. Jungkookâs dad, ever the composed one, leaned back in his chair and regarded Jin with an amused shake of his head. âSo, howâs the tattoo shop? Are you still working reception?â
Jin waved a dismissive hand. âOh, that? I quit.â
Jungkookâs mom sighed, as if she had already seen this coming.
Jungkookâs dad pinched the bridge of his nose. âJin, you just started that job.â
âYeah, and I just quit that job,â Jin said brightly. âBut donât worryâIâve moved on to better things.â
Jungkook raised a brow. âShould I even ask?â
âI now work at a pastry shop.â Jin declared, as if he had just announced a groundbreaking scientific discovery.
Jungkook blinked. âYou?â
âYes, me.â
Jungkookâs dad sighed. âJin, you have to start thinking about stability. You canât keep jumping from one job to another like this.â
Jin only laughed, waving him off like the thought of responsibility was a foreign concept. âOh, please. Stability is boring. I get bored too fastâI need thrill, excitement, the rush of something new.â
âYou sell croissants,â Jungkook deadpanned.
âAnd I do it with flair,â Jin shot back, popping a piece of fried chicken into his mouth. âSpeaking of which, I brought some samples! The head baker said they were too âexperimentalâ for customers, but I figured you guys would appreciate my artistic vision.â He reached into his coat pocket because of course he carried pastries in his coat pocket and plopped two small, questionably green muffins onto the table.
Jungkook recoiled. âWhat is that?â
Jin grinned. âMatcha and kimchi fusion.â
Jungkookâs dad sighed again. His mom simply patted Jinâs hand, as if she had long since accepted his chaotic ways. Jin wipes his hands dramatically after placing down his abomination of a pastry creation, then immediately turns to you with a mischievous glint in his eyes.
âSo,â he starts, leaning in with the air of someone about to cause chaos. âOn a scale of one to dear god, someone save me, how difficult is he to live with?â
You barely have time to react before he fires off another.
âAny plans to upgrade from âboyfriendâ status?â Jin asks, voice dripping with faux innocence.
Jungkook chokes so hard on his food that you have to thump his back. His mom gasps in concern, while his dad just continues eating like this is any other Thursday night.
Jin smirks in triumph. âAh, so is there a wedding?â
Jungkook, still recovering, glares murderously. âYou are so not invited to the weddingââ
Jin claps his hands together. âConfirmed!â
Jungkook doesnât hesitate. He grabs a spoonful of rice and hurls it straight at Jin. Jin dodges like a seasoned warrior. âOh, itâs war now.â
A second later, a piece of kimchi smacks Jungkook right in the cheek. Jungkook gapes at Jin. âYou did notââ
âOh, I did.â Jin wiggles his eyebrows before launching another attack. What starts as a petty sibling squabble escalates into all-out warfare. Jungkook lobs a dumpling; Jin retaliates with a piece of radish. Rice goes flying. You duck just in time to avoid getting hit by a rogue piece of tofu.
âJeon Jungkook!â his mom shrieks, voice cutting through the chaos like a knife. âKim Seokjin!â
They both freeze mid-throw, like guilty kids caught red-handed.
His dad sighs, a long and tired sigh, the kind that speaks of years of dealing with this exact scenario. He calmly reaches for his drink. âCan we please have one dinner without someone launching food across the table?â
Jungkook and Jin exchange glances.
Then, as if telepathically synchronized, they both lift their chopsticks and point at each other. âHe started it.â
You snort. His mom groans. His dad sips his tea in silent resignation.
The night air is crisp, carrying the distant hum of crickets and the occasional rustling of leaves in the trees that line Jungkookâs backyard. The stars above twinkle through gaps in the branches, their light soft and distant. Out here, away from the cityâs chaos, everything feels quieter like the world has shrunk to just the two of you. Jungkook slips an arm around your waist, pulling you close. âSorry about him.â
You chuckle, leaning into his warmth. âI like him. He makes things interesting.â
âInteresting until heâs grilling you.â
âTrue,â you admit, grinning. âBut I can handle him.â
Jungkook huffs a quiet laugh, resting his chin atop your head. You exhale, letting your eyes flutter shut for a moment, savoring the security of his presence. Itâs moments like these that make you forget the paranoia and the unease clawing at the edges of your mind.
But it never truly leaves.
The feeling of being watched. The weight of unseen eyes crawling over your skin. The messages youâve ignored all night. They all linger in your mind. You glance up at Jungkook. Heâs still smiling, talking about how his mom packed you extra leftovers. âShe thinks you donât eat enough,â he says fondly, shaking his head.
You should tell him.
The words sit heavy on your tongue, pressing against your teeth. One sentence, and it would all be out in the open.
But you donât.
Instead, you nod, forcing a small laugh. âShe really doesnât take no for an answer, huh?â
âNever,â Jungkook confirms, squeezing your waist. His touch is warm, grounding. But even that warmth doesnât reach the cold pit in your stomach.
âJungkook!â His dadâs voice calls from inside. âCome here for a second.â
Jungkook groans, reluctant to move. âStay here, Iâll be back,â he murmurs, pressing a quick kiss to your forehead before disappearing inside.
The moment heâs gone, the silence presses in. You hesitate before pulling out your phone, unlocking it with a swipe of your thumb. The notifications are still there, messages from Unknown piled up like unanswered warnings.
The last one catches your eye.
Unknown [1:10 PM]: I am always watching you, doll.
Your breath stutters.
The phone suddenly feels heavy in your hands, like a weight dragging you down into something inescapable.
No.
Your pulse pounds in your ears, drowning out the gentle chirping of crickets, drowning out reason. A suffocating sense of dread settles in your chest as you stare at the word, doll. There was only one person who ever called you that.
Only one voice that had whispered it against your skin, had laughed it into your ear, had let it drip from his tongue like a slow poison.
Kim Taehyung.
The room was thick with the stench of alcohol and sweat, the air heavy with cigarette smoke that coiled toward the ceiling in lazy spirals. Dim lighting flickered from a dying bulb, casting long, distorted shadows across the stained walls.
Taehyung sat slouched in a tattered armchair, his body sinking into the worn-out fabric. His limbs felt like lead, the weight of intoxication pressing down on him, making his movements sluggish, his thoughts hazy. A half-empty bottle dangled loosely from his fingers, the condensation dripping onto his jeans, but he barely noticed.
Around him, his friends were strewn across the room in various states of intoxication, some laughing at nothing, their voices slurred and senseless, while others lay sprawled out, lost to the world. Taehyung exhaled a slow, heavy breath. Everything felt distant and detached until a stray thought cut through the fog: you.
His lazy smirk faltered. His fingers twitched against the armrest, tightening before relaxing again. His vision blurred at the edges, but the memories were sharp. Unwelcome. Unrelenting. His jaw clenched. He willed himself to push it away, drown it in the haze, let the high carry him somewhere else. But it never worked.
It never did when it came to you. His body was here, slouched in a torn armchair, but his mind was somewhere else. Three years ago.
"I donât love you anymore."
The scent of espresso and warm pastries was suffocating. The quiet hum of conversation around them felt like static in his ears. But none of it fucking mattered. Not when you were sitting across from him, staring at him like he was nothing.
The words barely registered at first. His mind lagged behind reality like a glitching tape, playing back a version of events where this wasnât happening.
"What?" His voice was sharp, disbelieving. "What the fuck did you just say?"
Your gaze didnât waver. "I said I donât love you."
The words cut. They didnât hit all at once they sank in slowly, like a blade sliding between ribs.
Taehyung laughed. "Bullshit."
He leaned forward, jaw tight, fingers curling into the edge of the table. "Youâre being dramatic. You always do this shit when you want attention."
Your expression didnât change, but something about it made his stomach turn. You werenât crying. You werenât shaking. There was no hesitation or guilt or any of the things he had relied on to keep you in line. This wasnât like before.
Your voice was flat. "You ruined this, Tae. You ruined me."
His laugh was louder this time, bitter and sharp. "Oh, so Iâm the villain now? After everything I did for you?"
"Everything you did to me."
His breath stuttered.
And then you kept going. You fucking kept going.
"You controlled me. You isolated me. You made me feel like I was insane every time I called you out on your bullshit."
His hands curled into fists. "Oh, fuck offâ"
"You threatened me, Tae. You threw shit. You punched walls, grabbed me so fucking hard I had bruises for days. And every time, youâd crawl back, begging, saying you didnât mean itâ"
His teeth clenched, fury bubbling beneath his skin. "Because I didnât!"
"You dangled your own life over my head like a leash."
His blood turned cold, the first sliver of panic slicing through the rage that had consumed him moments ago. He wasnât winning. The realization struck hard. His grip tightened on the table, nails digging into the cheap wood as if he was bracing for impact. You werenât supposed to fucking say that. You werenât supposed to know.
He forced a laugh, but it came out desperate. "And what, you're suddenly a fucking therapist? Psychoanalyzing me like Iâm some fucking monster?"
Your voice was quiet, but it sliced straight through him.
"I donât need to psychoanalyze you, Taehyung. I lived through you."
The air left his lungs. His vision blurred at the edges, rage and panic clashing, drowning him.
All of a sudden, âhisâ name fell from your lips like a gunshot.
Jungkook? That pathetic little nerd? The one he used to shove into lockers, humiliate just for the fun of it? The same one who flinched if someone raised their voice too loud?
He let out a breathy, disbelieving laugh, but there was nothing funny about this. His hands shook from the effort of holding himself back.
"So thatâs what youâve been doing, huh?" His voice was sharp, venomous. "Nursing him back to health after I fucked him up?"
You exhaled, shaking your head, unimpressed.
Then, he snapped. "You fucked him, didnât you?"
He spat the words like a curse, like they burned his tongue. Even as he said it, he knew you wouldnât. You were a self-righteous bitch with all your morals, your bullshit standards. You wouldnât dare. But the thought of it, the idea of you with him made his head spin, made his vision go dark at the edges.
His voice dropped to a hiss. "That little fucking loser? You let him touch you? You let himâ"
His hands ached. He wanted to grab you, to shake you, to make you look at him.
"Heâs a pussy, doll." His voice cracked, something wild and desperate bleeding through. "He wonât take care of you like I did."
You scoffed, expression unreadable. "You never took care of me, Tae."
"What the fuck does he have that I donât?" His voice rose, teetering between fury and desperation. "Tell me."
You just stared at him, and that lookâthat fucking lookâ
It was over.
It was fucking over.
Panic clawed at his ribs, lodged itself in his throat, made his vision blur and his hands shake. So he did what he always did when he lost control.
"Iâll kill myself if you leave me."
The words came out fast and sharp, a desperate lifeline thrown into the storm. It had always worked before, always made you hesitate, always made you stay. But this time, you simply exhaled a breath of relief, as if you had finally broken free.
And then, for the first time, you smiled.
"Look at you." Your voice was soft. Almost pitying. "Still trying to manipulate me."
Something inside him snapped.
His vision blurred, his body moved and the next thing he knew, the coffee cup on the table was in pieces, shattered porcelain scattering across the floor.
The cafÃĐ had gone silent.
The whole fucking world had gone silent.
You stood, your chair scraping against the tile. Unbothered.
You walked away. No hesitation. No tears. No fucking remorse.
And for the first time, Taehyung had nothing.
Nothing left to say. Nothing left to hold onto.
The cigarette burned down to the filter, searing his fingers. He didnât flinch. Taehyungâs jaw clenched, knuckles turning white as his fists curled against the armrest. The high didnât feel so numbing anymore, just agitating. His skin felt too tight, his thoughts too sharp, too loud.
For almost a year, he had drowned you out with drugs, alcohol, distractions, anything to blur the edges of what you had done to him. To make himself forget the way you walked away without looking back. But the moment he saw you again it all came rushing back.
The obsession. The hunger. The need to undo it all.
You thought you walked away for good?
No. You were always his. Even when you hated him. Even when you ran. And now he was going to take back what was his.
One way or another.
After returning from Busan, you stayed over at Jungkookâs place.
You didnât want to sleep alone. Not after the messages. The number was blocked now. You hadnât received anything since. But stillâĶ you didnât feel comfortable going back home yet.
Jungkook hadnât questioned it. He just smiled and let you in, happy to have you around. But the more time you spent with him, the harder it became to ignore the guilt settling in your chest.
Because Jungkook didnât know.
You hadnât told him about the messages. About the unease creeping up your spine every time your phone vibrated. About the name that had resurfaced in the form of a single word:
âDoll.â
It shouldnât have meant anything. Anyone could use that word. It was common, impersonal.
But not to you.
Not when you could still hear his voice saying it. Not when you remembered how it had dripped from Taehyungâs lips sometimes sweet, sometimes cruel.
âBe good for me, doll.â
âYou know I only act like this because I love you, doll.â
âYouâre nothing without me, doll.â
The thought alone made your stomach churn. You werenât even sure if it was him. Maybe it was just paranoia. Maybe it was just a coincidence.
Yeah. It had to be. So you pushed it down, shoved it into the corners of your mind where you didnât have to look at it. You told yourself you were keeping this from Jungkook to protect him.
But now, as you sit at your office desk, your mind is miles away from the reports in front of you. You tap your pen against the surface, gaze unfocused.
You donât notice Jimin watching you from across the room until he finally speaks.
âEverything okay between you and Jungkook?â
You blink, snapping out of your daze. âWhat?â
Jimin leans against your desk, arms crossed, expression unreadable. âYou seem off. Thought maybe you two had a fight or something.â
You force a small laugh, shaking your head. âNo, nothing like that. Everythingâs fine.â
Jimin doesnât look convinced. His sharp gaze lingers for a second too long, like heâs waiting for you to crack. But he doesnât press.
And youâre grateful for that.
Lunchtime rolls around when you finally check your phone.
The morning had been filled with client meetings, thankful for the welcome distraction. For a few hours, you managed to keep your mind from spiraling. But the moment your screen lights up with a string of unread messages from an unknown number, reality crashes back in.
Your stomach plummets.
Unknown [10:28 AM]: Did you really think blocking me would make me disappear, doll?
Unknown [10:28 AM]: How cute. Almost as cute as you playing house with your little pet.
Unknown [10:29 AM]: Speaking of petsâĶ your boyfriendâs been working so hard. Diligently studying to save all those poor, dying animals.
Unknown [10:30 AM]: How pathetic.
Unknown [10:31 AM]: Wanna see?
Your breath catches.
The next message has three images attached. With shaking fingers, you tap them open.
First image: Jungkook in class, focused, scribbling down notes. Second image: Him in the lab, sleeves rolled up, handling equipment with practiced ease. Third image: Now. Jungkook at lunch, head slightly tilted as he listens to someone, chopsticks resting in his hand.
Your blood turns to ice as your vision tunnels, the world narrowing to a single horrifying realizationâJungkook is right there. SomeoneâĶ no, not just anyone. It has to be Taehyung. He is near. He is watching. And if he is close enough to take these photos, then he is close enough to do something worse. Your phone nearly slips from your grip as pure, heart-stopping terror crashes into you. Jungkook is in danger. The first message was sent almost an hour ago, which means Taehyung has been near him this whole time. Watching him. Stalking him.
Your first instinct is to call the cops. Your fingers hover over the dial pad, heart hammering until your screen lights up again. As if he had been waiting for you to see his messages.
Unknown [12:01 PM]: I know what youâre thinking, doll.
Unknown [12:01 PM]: Call the cops, and Iâll slit your pretty boyfriendâs throat right where he sits.
Your breath locks in your chest, hands trembling so violently you almost drop your phone.
No. No, no, no.
You donât think you just move.
You bolt out of your office, barely registering Jimin calling after you. His voice is distant, but you canât stop. You donât have time. You race to your car, hands fumbling with the keys as you throw yourself into the driverâs seat. The second the engine roars to life, youâre speeding down the street, ignoring every traffic rule, every red light.
Thereâs only one thought pounding in your skull, louder than the frantic beat of your heartâ
Get to Jungkook. Now.
You pull up to Jungkookâs university, barely throwing the car into park before shoving the door open. Your legs feel unsteady as you rush out, breath coming in sharp, uneven gasps. Your hands tremble as you fumble with your phone, fingers slipping as you dial Jungkookâs number again and again. No answer. You try once more, the ringing tone stretching unbearably before it goes to voicemail.
The campus is alive with movement students chatting, laughing and going about their day, blissfully unaware of the sheer terror gripping you. You push through the crowd, scanning faces wildly, your heart pounding against your ribs. Where is Jungkook?
People glance at you, their whispers buzzing at the edge of your hearing, but you donât care. You try his number again. Still nothing.
A sickening thought slithers into your mindâ What if Taehyung already got to him? What if youâre too late?
Finally, your eyes land on him.
Jungkook stands in the courtyard, laughing with a couple of friends, completely oblivious to the danger shadowing him. The world around you blurs as relief crashes over you like a tidal wave.
Alive. Unharmed.
Your knees almost buckle, the tension in your body unravelling just enough for you to let out a sharp, shaky exhale. Your breath stutters as the panic begins to subside, but the urgency still thrums beneath your skin. Then Jungkook sees you.
His laughter dies mid-sentence, his brows knitting together in concern as his eyes rake over your disheveled form. His friends glance at you curiously, but Jungkook is already moving toward you.
"Y/N?" His voice is gentle but urgent. "Whatâs wrong?"
You shake your head quickly, forcing a weak, unconvincing smile. "Itâs nothing," you say, voice tight. "But we need to leave. Now."
Jungkook blinks, his confusion evident. "What? I have an afternoon lecture."
You tighten your grip on his wrist, desperation seeping into your voice. "Jungkook, please. We need to go home."
His brows draw together, concern deepening in his soft gaze. "Why?" His voice remains gentle, but there's a quiet insistence beneath it. "Whatâs going on?"
When you donât answer, Jungkook exhales softly before taking your hand, leading you away from the courtyard and into a quieter corner. His touch is firm but never forceful.
"Y/N, talk to me." His voice is barely above a whisper, but thereâs an edge of worry to it. "Whatâs wrong?" His dark eyes search yours, trying to unravel the truth you refuse to say.
You swallow, avoiding his gaze. "Itâs nothing, I swearâ"
His jaw tightens, his fingers twitching at his sides. "Thatâs not true."
Jungkook doesnât raise his voice, but the frustration is clear. He takes a slow step closer, his warmth now suffocating. "Youâve been acting different for weeks. Distant. Jumpy. And now you show up here looking like youâve seen a ghost and expect me to just go along with it?"
You flinch at the quiet intensity in his words, but still, you donât answer. Jungkookâs voice rises just a little, but the hurt in it is undeniable. âDo you not trust me?â
You bite your lip, guilt pressing down on your chest like a heavy weight. âOf course I do, Jungkook, itâs justââ
âThen tell me.â His fingers rake through his hair, his brows drawn together, frustration flickering in his dark eyes. But his voice stays soft, laced with something almost pleading.
âIâm not a child, Y/N.â
The words land harder than you expect, sinking deep. Silence stretches between you, thick with unspoken truths and the weight of his quiet disappointment. You know you should tell him. You should warn him. ButâĶ you canât.
Jungkook exhales slowly, his jaw tightening as he watches you struggle with whatever it is youâre refusing to say. His frustration is evident, but his voice remains gentle, laced with quiet insistence.
âIâm not leaving until you tell me whatâs going on,â he says firmly. âIf you wonât, Iâll just stay here.â
Your stomach drops. No. He canât stay here. Not when you know Taehyung is watching. âJungkook, please,â you whisper, gripping his wrist tighter.
âThen tell me, Y/N.â His gaze softens, but the unwavering determination in his eyes sends a surge of panic through you. You have no choice. You have to tell him somethingâanythingâjust to get him to listen.
âSomeoneâs been watching you,â you admit in a rush, your voice barely above a whisper. âI donât know who, but itâs not safe.â
Jungkook stiffens. His expression shifts from frustration to shock, then to something unreadable. âWatching me?â he echoes. âY/N, whatâwhy wouldnât you tell me earlier?â
You look away, guilt gnawing at you. âI didnât want you to worry.â
He sighs, rubbing the back of his neck. Heâs still skeptical, still confused, but he can see the genuine fear in your eyes. And that alone is enough to make him give in.
âAlright,â he finally murmurs. âLetâs go.â
Relief washes over you, but just as you think youâve convinced him to leave, your phone vibrates. It's another message.
Unknown [12:17 PM]: Ah, there you are, doll. So desperate to save your boyfriend? Cute. But Iâm not done playing yet.
Your breath hitches.
Taehyung is watching you right now. Your fingers tighten around your phone as your eyes dart around the campus, paranoia seeping into your every movement.
Jungkook immediately catches the way your face drains of all color. His fingers gently close around your wrist before you can react, his other hand swiftly taking your phone from your grip.
âJungkook, waitââ
But itâs too late. His eyes scan the message, and you feel his entire body go still. His brows knit together, his lips parting slightly as he rereads the words, processing the threat laced between them.
âWhoâĶâ His voice is quiet at first, controlled. Then, a little sharper. âWho the hell is this?â
You swallow hard, panic clawing at your chest. You shouldâve been more careful. But now thereâs no avoiding it. Jungkook looks up at you, eyes searching. âY/N,â he says softly, but thereâs an undeniable firmness in his tone. âTell me.â
You take a shaky breath, forcing the words out before you can hesitate.
âIâĶ I think itâs Taehyung.â
Jungkook blinks. For a moment, he just stares at you like youâve said something completely incomprehensible. Then, he shakes his head, a disbelieving scoff leaving his lips.
âTaehyung?â He lets out a breath, his brows furrowing. âNo. Thatâs impossible. We havenât seen him in years.â
You can see the way his mind is racing, trying to rationalize it, trying to convince himself that it canât be true. But then piece by piece it all starts to click. The way youâve been acting. The paranoia. The half-truths. Everything makes sense now.
Jungkookâs expression shifts, his grip tightening slightly around your phone. He looks at you again, this time with quiet intensity. âTell me everything.â
You take a deep, unsteady breath and finally let it all out. Every message. Every chilling threat. The way Taehyung has been watching, lurking in the shadows, getting closer and closer. How youâve been living in constant fear, too terrified to sleep, too paranoid to breathe. How you blocked him, but he always found a way back. The photos of Jungkook the proof showing that Taehyung has been near him all along.
Jungkook doesnât say a word. He just listens. His hands slowly curl into fists at his sides, his jaw tightening, but his eyes stay locked on you, soft and unwavering. By the time you finish, your throat is tight, and your vision blurs slightly. You blink rapidly, forcing back the tears threatening to spill. You quickly wipe at your eyes before Jungkook can notice.
But he does.
Without a word, he steps forward and wraps his arms around you, pulling you into his warmth. You freeze for a second, startled, but then you let yourself sink into the embrace. His arms are strong and steady, anchoring you as if heâs shielding you from everything thatâs been haunting you.
âItâs okay,â he murmurs, his voice softer than ever. âYou donât have to hold it in, Y/N.â
Your breath shudders. âI-Iâm fine,â you whisper, even though your grip on his hoodie tightens. Jungkook shakes his head slightly. âNo, youâre not. And thatâs okay.â His hand runs up and down your back in slow, soothing motions. âYou donât always have to be strong on your own.â
Something in you cracks at his words. A single tear slips down your cheek, and this time, you donât wipe it away. Jungkook holds you tighter, his voice firm but gentle. âYou shouldâve told me sooner.â
âI know,â you whisper. âI was scared.â
âI get that.â He exhales, resting his chin lightly on top of your head. âBut youâre not alone in this. Iâm here now. And I wonât let him hurt you.â
When you finally pull away, his hands stay on your shoulders, grounding you. Now, you have to decide.
Go to the police? Itâs the logical choice, but Taehyung already made it clear what would happen if you did. Jungkookâs life isnât something youâre willing to gamble with. Confront Taehyung yourself? Itâs reckless, dangerous, and probably a mistake. But part of you feels like itâs the only way to put an end to this.
Jungkook watches your face carefully, reading the thoughts swirling in your head. Then, his jaw tightens, his voice steady but firm. âIf you think Iâm letting you do this alone, youâre out of your mind.â
For the first time in weeks, the suffocating loneliness eases because no matter what happens next, Jungkook is with you. Suddenly your phone vibrates again.
Unknown [12:51 PM]: Such a heartwarming moment. But how far will he go to protect you?
And then another message. A photo.
Itâs a picture of you and Jungkook. Right now.Â
Heâs still here.
"Y/N?" Jungkookâs voice is soft but sharp with concern. "What is it?"
You turn the phone toward him, and the moment he sees the message, his entire body stiffens. His jaw clenches, fingers curling into fists. His voice is low but firm when he speaks.
"Weâre leaving. Now."
You donât argue.
Jungkook grabs your wrist, pulling you through the crowd of students, his grip tight but reassuring. Your heartbeat pounds in your ears as you scan the area frantically, eyes darting from face to face.
But you donât see him. He could be anywhere.
Jungkook doesnât slow down until you reach his car. He unlocks it in a rush, practically shoving you inside before slamming the door shut behind him. His hands grip the steering wheel tightly, his knuckles turning white. Only when he locks the doors and exhales a shaky breath does he turn to look at you.
"Heâs here, Y/N." His voice is quiet, but thereâs an edge to it.
You swallow hard, gripping your phone. "I know."
Jungkook starts the car. "Weâre going home. Then we figure out our next move." You nod, but the unease lingers.
Because Taehyung isnât done playing yet.
Jungkook paces the length of his living room, fingers running through his hair in frustration. You sit on the couch, gripping your phone tightly, going over every possible option. Jungkook is still talking, still trying to come up with a solid plan but his voice fades into the background as your eyes remain glued to your phone screen.
Unknown [1:37 PM]: Come alone. Midnight. Your apartment.
Unknown [1:37 PM]: Donât make me repeat myself, doll.
Your grip on the phone tightens. Your pulse roars in your ears. If Jungkook sees this, thereâs no way heâll let you go. Heâll insist on coming with you. And thatâs exactly what Taehyung wants, a reason to hurt him. Swallowing hard, you quickly lock your phone and shove it into your pocket before Jungkook notices.
âY/N?â
You snap back to reality to find Jungkook watching you carefully. âYeah?â
âI was sayingâĶâ He sighs, running a hand through his hair. âMaybe we should stay at a hotel tonight. Just in case. I donât want you anywhere near that apartment if Taehyungâs been watching you.â
Your stomach churns with guilt, but you shake your head. âNo. I think we should just stay and act normal. If we start running now, heâll know weâre scared.â
Jungkookâs eyes darken. âWe are scared, Y/N.â
You force a small, tired smile. âBut we canât let him know that.â
He exhales, clearly frustrated but unable to argue. âFine. But Iâm not letting you out of my sight.â You nod, pretending to agree.
But deep down, you already know that the moment Jungkook falls asleep tonight, youâre leaving.Â
Alone.
Itâs a little past midnight when you finally slip out of Jungkookâs apartment.
You hesitate at the door, glancing back at his sleeping form. Even in the dim glow of the bedside lamp, you can see the tension on his face. He had been restless for hours, his body stiff with unease, as if sensing that something was wrong.
You had pretended to fall asleep just so he could relax. It worked eventually. But now, as you step out into the cold night, a bitter weight settles in your chest.
Jungkook would never forgive you for this.
But this is the only way.
You move quickly, keeping to the shadows as you make your way to your apartment. The streets are eerily quiet, the distant hum of the city muffled by the pounding of your heart. Every step you take feels heavier like you're walking toward something inevitable.
Suddenly you hear a second set of footsteps.
You donât have time to react before a hand clamps over your mouth, muffling your startled gasp.
Before you can struggle, an arm wraps around your waist in a vice-like grip, dragging you off the sidewalk. The world tilts as you're yanked into a dark alleyway. Your pulse hammers against your ribs as you thrash against the hold, but itâs uselessm his grip is unyielding, effortlessly strong.
A low, deep chuckle brushes against your ear, sending a sickening shiver down your spine.
"Took you long enough, doll."
Taehyung had grown impatient waiting for you to show up. Without warning, he forcefully turns you to face him, his grip unrelenting. The sudden contact sends a jolt of fear through you, and seeing him again after all these years feels like being doused in ice water.
Time has changed him, but not enough. His face is still achingly familiar from the sharp jawline, the tattoos that snake up the expanse of his neck to the piercing eyes that burn with something much darker.Â
A part of you always knew this day would come. You had told yourself that the way Taehyung left without so much as hurting you was too good to be true, but maybe, just maybe he had realised he was in the wrong and disappeared into the past like a bad dream. But now, standing here with his breath hot against your skin, you realize how foolish you were to think heâd ever let you go.
"You thought I wouldnât come back for you?" he whispers against your ear, his voice sickeningly soft.
Your breath stutters. You try to shove him away, but heâs faster amd stronger. His grip tightens as he forces you back, slamming you against the cold, unforgiving brick wall of the alley. The impact knocks the air from your lungs, and before you can recover, his fingers press into your jaw, tilting your face up toward him.
The streetlamp above casts a sliver of light over him, illuminating the twisted smile on his lips.
"I gave you everything, and you threw me away for him?"
Resentment drips from every word, his voice cracking with something raw.
"I shouldâve taught you a lesson years ago."
Your heart hammers in your chest, panic locking your limbs in place. But before you can even reactâ
A force rips Taehyung away from you, sending him crashing onto the pavement with a brutal thud.
Jungkook stands over him, breath uneven, fists still clenched from the impact. His usual softness is nowhere to be foundâhis expression is cold, lethal.
âYou thought I wouldnât notice?â His voice is quiet, but thereâs an edge to it that makes the air feel heavier.
Taehyung chuckles darkly. âI knew youâd come running.â
Jungkook doesnât take the bait. His eyes flick to you, scanning for any sign of injury, before settling back on Taehyung with something dangerously close to disgust.
âYou donât get to lay a hand on her,â Jungkook says, his voice steady. âNot now. Not ever.â
Taehyung chuckles again, pushing himself up with an air of arrogance. He rolls his shoulders, cracking his knuckles as if this is all a joke to him.
"You?" He scoffs, eyes glinting with amusement. "Defending her?" His gaze flickers to you, sharp and accusing. "I bet she never even told you what she did to me."
Jungkook doesnât flinch nor does he hesitate. His voice is calm, unwavering. "She didnât do anything." He steps forward, eyes locked onto Taehyung like heâs daring him to try again. "I know sheâs mine. And I know youâre just a lying, manipulative piece of shit."
Taehyung's smirk vanishes.
In a flash, he lunges.
Jungkook barely dodges, twisting to the side just in time, but Taehyung is relentless. He moves fast, and Jungkook isnât a fighter he doesnât have brute force or years of experience throwing punches. But what he does have is speed, quick reflexes and the sheer, unshakable will to protect you.
A fist catches Jungkookâs side, making him stagger back, but he barely registers the pain before Taehyung moves toward you again.
And thatâs when Jungkook stops thinking.
His hand finds a broken pipe lying in the dirt. In one swift motion, he grips it tight and swings, slamming it straight into Taehyungâs stomach.
A sharp gasp rips from Taehyungâs throat as he doubles over, coughing violently. But heâs not down. Not yet.
Jungkook doesnât wait. He reaches for you, his fingers wrapping firmly around your wrist. His eyes meet yours, urgent and fierce.
"Run."
The pounding of your footsteps echoes against the pavement, your lungs burning as you push yourself to keep running. The night air is thick, every breath heavy with exhaustion and fear.
Behind you, Taehyung is gaining. His ragged breaths cut through the silence, his footsteps unrelenting.
âYou think you can run from me?â His voice is sharp, twisted with amusement and fury. A metallic glint catches the dim streetlights indicating he has a knife now.
Panic seizes your chest.
Jungkookâs grip tightens around your wrist. He doesnât slow, doesnât hesitate just yanks you sharply to the side. Your vision blurs as he drags you toward a dark, skeletal structure.
A construction site.
You stumble into the half-built building, weaving through stacks of bricks and steel beams. The scent of dust and concrete fills your lungs as you press yourself into the shadows, trying to quiet your frantic breathing.
Jungkook releases you only to crouch down, scanning the ground. His fingers curl around a rusted wrench, heavy in his grip. Itâs not much, but itâs something.
âStay behind me,â he whispers, his voice steady despite the fear you know he must be feeling. Your heart slams against your ribs. Your thoughts are spiralling. You should have been more careful, quieter when slipping out of the house. You can't believe you're the reason Jungkook is in danger, that he is the one standing between you and the threat. It should be you protecting him, not the other way around.
The footsteps slow. Taehyung has followed you inside.
A chilling silence settles over the space.
Then, a low chuckle.
âYou canât hide forever.â His voice is laced with amusement, the scrape of his knife dragging along metal making you flinch. âCome on, Jungkook. You really think you can protect her?â
Jungkook doesnât move, his stance solid, wrench gripped tightly, shoulders squared. The tension is suffocating, every second stretching unbearably. You donât dare breathe. Then Taehyung moves. The knife slices through the air.
Jungkook barely dodges, instinct driving his body before his mind catches up. The blade misses him by inches, but thereâs no time to think, theres no time to breath, only react.
With everything he has, he swings the wrench. It connects hard against Taehyungâs wrist.
The knife clatters to the ground.
But Jungkook doesnât stop this time.
His fist collides with Taehyungâs jaw, the impact ringing in the empty construction site. The force of it sends Taehyung staggering back, his body slamming against a stack of bricks. Heâs weak now, unsteady, but still smiling like heâs enjoying this.
And then, in a last, desperate attempt, he speaks.
âYou really think youâve changed, Jungkook?â Taehyung breathes, voice laced with mockery. He spits blood onto the dust-covered ground, laughing through the pain. âYouâre still the same pathetic kid I used to toy with. Weak. Spineless.â
Jungkookâs breath hitches.
âYouâll never be enough for her.â
The words land heavier than any punch ever could. For a split second, Jungkook falters. The old wounds, the taunts, the bruises, and the humiliation come rushing back. The memories claw at the edges of his mind, threatening to pull him under.
He remembers the way they used to laugh at him, the cruelty in their voices, the way they looked at him like he was nothing. Like he would always be nothing. He was the loser, the punching bag, the boy who never fought back. Every insult had carved itself into his skin, every shove had left something deeper than just bruises. They made him believe it. That he was worthless. That he would never be enough.
And then there was you. You. The only light in the darkness, the only person who had ever looked at him without disgust. He fell so hard, so helplessly in love with you, even though you belonged to Taehyung. It was cruel, really. The way fate played its hand. You were Taehyungâs girlfriend, yet you were the only one who saw Jungkook. The only one who stood up for him when Taehyung and his gang pushed him down. When he was at his lowest, you were there, offering kindness.
But how could you have chosen him? Him? A pathetic loser who had spent years as the butt of every joke, the weakling who was too afraid to fight back. He hears the echoes of their laughter, the mocking whispers that still live inside his head. Maybe they were right. Maybe he really is nothing. Maybe you made a mistake choosing him.
Taehyungâs voice is smooth and insidious, wrapping around him like a noose. The doubt, the shame, the years of self-hatred it all pulls him under, dragging him back to a place he swore heâd never return to. His fists loosen at his sides, his body feels too heavy, like heâs sinking into the past, like he's losing himself all over again.
But thenâyou.
You, standing behind him. The warmth of your presence, the unwavering belief in your eyes. The way you never once hesitated to love him, to choose him. His heart pounds against his ribs, pushing away the suffocating weight of the past.
No. No.
He is not that boy anymore. He is not weak. And he will not let Taehyung twist his mind, not when he has you to protect.
The hesitation vanishes as Jungkook moves, striking once, then again, each blow fueled by something raw, something deeper than angerâsomething desperate. His jaw is clenched, muscles taut, as if he is holding back years of something buried deep inside, something he never let himself feel until now. You have never seen him like this. Then another hit. And another.
His knuckles split, blood dripping onto the cold concrete, but he doesnât stop. He canât stop. Not until Taehyung stops moving.
The only sound left is Jungkookâs ragged breathing. His chest heaves, his hands shaking.
His eyes, dark and unfocused, burn with an intensity you have never seen before. It is not just fear, nor is it just anger. It is something far more terrifying in its certainty, something that does not waver, something that does not break. It is an unrelenting, all-consuming protectiveness, the kind that leaves no room for hesitation, no space for doubt. And the most haunting part of it allâyou know he did it for you.
âJungkook.â
Your voice is sof t but it cuts through the chaos like a blade.
He freezes.
His chest rises and falls in uneven bursts, his knuckles raw and bloodied. His grip on the wrench trembles, muscles locked so tightly you wonder if he even hears you.
Then he looks at you, and in that moment, something inside him fractures. The fury that had burned so fiercely in his eyes splinters, crumbling into something far more fragile: fear. But it is not fear for himself. It is for you. For what could have happened. For what he almost became.
You take a step closer, carefully, like youâre approaching a wounded animal. His breathing is ragged, his body strung so tight it might snap. But he doesnât move away when you reach for him.
Fingers brushing against his wrist, you gently pry the wrench from his grip. His hand is still trembling when it slips from his grasp, clattering onto the ground.
âItâs over,â you whisper, your voice steady even as your own hands shake. âIâm okay.â
Jungkook swallows hard, his throat working around unspoken words. The wail of sirens cuts through the heavy silence, distant but growing closer. Someone must have heard the commotion and called the police.
Taehyung groans from where he lies sprawled on the ground, too weak to move, too beaten to fight. But you barely spare him a glance.
Jungkook exhales shakily, his entire body trembling with the aftermath of it all. His fists are still clenched, his knuckles still bleeding, but his eyes are different now.
They are not just the eyes of your sweet, oblivious boyfriend anymore.
He steps closer, hesitant, hands hovering over your arms, your waist, checking, searching, needing to convince himself that youâre still here. That youâre real.
âI couldâve lost you,â he breathes, his voice rough, breaking at the edges.
The weight of his words settles deep in your chest.
You reach up, cupping his face, your thumb skimming over the small cut on his cheek. He flinches at the touch, but not from pain he just wasnât expecting something so gentle.
âBut you didnât,â you murmur.
Jungkookâs breath shudders out of him. His lashes flutter shut for a second, his jaw tightening like heâs holding something in, something overwhelming, something too big to put into words.
Then, in a voice so quiet, so broken, it almost shatters you
âI was so scared.â
And just like that, everything collapses.
The rage, the adrenaline, the fear everything he had forced himself to carry, to bury, it all crumbles in one breath.
You donât hesitate. You pull him into you, arms wrapping around him, and he clings back just as tightly. His grip is almost desperate, his fingers pressing into your back like heâs afraid youâll slip away if he lets go.
Then, suddenly, he tilts his head down, capturing your lips in his.
The kiss is not careful. Itâs not soft.
Itâs raw. Desperate. Heavy with the weight of everything left unsaid.
His lips press against yours with an urgency that steals your breath, like heâs trying to pour everything he feels into this moment. His hands tighten around your waist, pulling you impossibly closer, as if he wants to lose himself in you, in the feeling of you alive and warm in his arms.
Your fingers tangle in his hair, anchoring him to you, and he sighs into your mouthâa broken, trembling sound that sends a shiver down your spine.
When you finally pull back, foreheads pressed together, Jungkookâs breath is warm against your skin, uneven and ragged.
Heâs still shaking.
And you hold him tighter, letting him feel it all.
The flashing red and blue lights spill across the pavement as the police cars screech to a stop.
Jungkook pulls away just enough to look at you, his hands still cradling your waist, like heâs reluctant to break contact. His eyes search yours, and for the first time since this nightmare began, you see something unshakable in them.
Taehyungâs screams cut through the air as he thrashes against the officers, his wrists locked in cold steel. His voice is hoarse, spewing empty threats, venom dripping from every syllableâ
âThis isnât over!â he snarls. âYou think you can take her from me?â
Jungkook doesnât react. He doesnât even spare Taehyung a glance.
Instead, he lifts a hand, brushing his fingers lightly against your cheek, grounding himself in the fact that youâre safe.
His voice, when he finally speaks, is low, steady. A quiet promise.
âI wonât let anyone hurt you again.â
And for the first time you believe him.
Because this isnât the same Jungkook who was oblivious, who used to let things slide, the one who always saw the good in people even when they didnât deserve it.
This is the Jungkook who stood his ground.
The Jungkook who fought for you.
And if the world ever tried to take you away from him again, he wouldnât hesitate.
The park is quiet, bathed in the soft glow of late morning light. Birds flit between the branches, their songs blending with the gentle rustling of leaves. A cool breeze brushes against your skin, carrying the scent of freshly baked pastries from the open basket beside you. Â
Jungkook sits across from you on the checkered picnic blanket, absently poking at his croissant with a fork. His knuckles are bandaged and a faint bruise lingers on his cheek just below the strip of medical tape. Â
You watch him, waiting. Â
He hasnât said much about it. But the way he holds himself now, shoulders squared just a little more, gaze a little steadier it feels different. Â
âYou know,â you start, plucking a strawberry from the fruit bowl and tossing it into your mouth. âFor once, I wasnât the one saving your ass.â Â
Jungkook snorts, shaking his head. âDonât remind me,â he mutters, but thereâs a small, lopsided smile tugging at his lips. âIâm still getting used to it.â Â
âYou should be proud,â you tell him, shifting onto your knees so youâre closer. âNot just because you fought. But because you didnât let him win.âÂ
Jungkook exhales, rolling his jaw like heâs still processing the weight of it. âI used to thinkâĶâ He hesitates, gaze flickering down to his hands. âThat Iâd never be the kind of guy who could protect someone. That Iâd always be the loser who let things slide.â Â
You reach out, fingers curling over his bandaged knuckles, squeezing gently. âYou were never a loser, Jungkook.â Â
You trace a light touch over the bruise on his cheek. âAnd if youâre measuring strength by how many fights you win, youâre missing the point.â Â
Jungkookâs lips twitch, his fingers tightening around yours. âOh yeah? And whatâs the point, then?â Â
âThat you were strong even before this,â you murmur. âYou didnât need to throw a punch to prove that. But I thinkâĶ you finally see it now, donât you?â Â
He doesnât answer right away, but the tension in his shoulders eases. Then, with a soft chuckle, he tilts his head and smirks. âSo what youâre saying isâĶ youâre swooning over me right now.â Â
You roll your eyes, but your laugh gives you away. âUnbelievable. One heroic moment and your ego skyrockets.â Â
âWhat can I say?â He shrugs, feigning nonchalance. âIâm basically a knight in shining armor now.â Â
You groan. âYouâre literally covered in bandages, Jungkook.â Â
âBattle scars,â he corrects smugly. Â
âYou are soââ Â
He cuts you off with a kiss. Â
His lips taste like the strawberries you were just eating, but thereâs something else too, something warmer. The quiet relief of knowing youâre here. That youâre safe. That you chose him, again and again. Â
When you finally pull away, Jungkook rests his forehead against yours, exhaling quietly. âI wouldnât hesitate,â he murmurs. âIf it ever happens again. If the world ever tries to take you away from me.â Â
Your heart clenches. You press a kiss to his bruised cheek, whispering against his skin. âI know.â Â
For a while, you just sit there, basking in the quiet hum of the park, in the way his fingers stay laced with yours. The past still lingers, but it doesnât hold you down. Â
synopsis: the start of jungkook's process: to mold you into his perfect girl.
pairing: manipulative kidnapper!jungkook x female readerÂ
genre: smut, angst, dark romance (read warnings please)
word count: 5.9k+
warnings: NSFW, explicit, 18+, manipulation, threats, harsh language, mentions of guns and knives, cutting, age gap, jungkook is manipulative and unhinged, mentally ill, blindfolding, bondage, helplessness, explicit: noncon, dubcon, somnophilia, biting, degradation, praising, sexual fantasies, bondage, spanking, choking, groping, undressing, nudity, oral (f!receiving & m!receiving), fingering, clit rubbing, squirting, corruption, overstimulation, unprotected sex, rough sex, breeding kink, shower sex, brat taming, creampie, cum eating, dominant!jk, submissive and distressed reader.
contents. (read 01. family tree before this!!)
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you look so peaceful when you sleep. your chest rises with each small breath you take. your breathing is so soft; it barely stirs the unsettling silence in the room. your lips are open, tempting, calling out for something that's unreachable. you look too comfortable while restrained, a sight one would oddly find beautiful and unforgettable.
jungkook finds your helpless and peaceful state beautiful and unforgettable. he's shocked to see that you haven't stirred awake from the sound of the machine moving his bookshelf that hides you, his dirty little secret.
"so fucking perfect.." jungkook whispers under his breath. he takes slow steps towards your exhausted body. his eyes glint with a new sense of sick and twisted.
jungkook's well aware that he was way too nice to you during your hot intercourse in his truck. a hand runs over his face while thinking about how he's going to ruin you further. he didn't wanna fully break you immediately; he wanted to toy with you like prey he had no intention of killing, only keeping you alive for his own sick and twisted pleasure.
he sighs in satisfaction once he figures out what he'll do to you, but he's impatient. his growing length pressing against his trunks aches so badly.. he needs a release now.
"fuck baby.. don't kill me for this." jungkook whispers while looking up at the ceiling, probably praying to the same God that you pray to. he continues to move closer, stopping an inch short from your vulnerable body.
he begins to remove his basketball shorts, also removing his trunks in the same swift, hurried motion. he's so hungry for you and it shows through his actions. he's acting like the world will end if he's not inside you within the next 2 minutes.
your lower half is still exposed from last nights events. the room still houses the faint smell of your arousal, making jungkook's cock hurt even more. he thinks of the way your back arches at the feeling of him eating you out with no mercy. jungkook made it his goal to teach how it feels to be eaten the right way; to make your first time unforgettable. he also made it his goal to make sure you never escape his grasp. but if by some lucky shot you are able to escape, then he hopes whenever you get eaten out by some lucky bitch, that you think of him and moan his name instead. he'll make sure your body will never forget him.
jungkook climbs on top of you, trying his best to not wake you up with the way his bulk and muscle dip the mattress far more than you have.
"you'll take this like a good girl.." he whispers deeply, like a promise you can't refuse. he obnoxiously inhales your fear-filled scent that's so addictive. it turns him on even more, causing him to moan while his tip gently nudges your clit. your legs move ever so slightly, but you're still not awake.
jungkook watches your peaceful face while in the process of lining himself up with your tight entrance. he bites his lip to suppress any moans, struggling to push into your opening. your warmth makes his arms feel like jelly as he struggles to hold himself up.
he moves slowly, your walls clenching around his length. you're still asleep as he continues to explore deeper with each thrust.
"too. damn. perfect." jungkook hisses through his teeth, his eyes closing while the strength of his thrust continues to move your limp body. he doesn't realize that you're beginning to awaken.
you begin to stir awake, your eyes fluttering open to see a sweaty jungkook in a white wife beater, his length now fully in you. you don't realize what he's doing until he thrusts harshly, hitting just the right spot. you moan loudly, causing his eyes to widen.
"shit.. baby." he tries to calm you down, already assuming that you'll be freaking out. you stare at him with your glossy eyes before moving your gaze down to see where he's completely inside of you.
"i'll be done soon.." jungkook reassures softly, holding your face with a mocking gentleness. he almost fully pulls out before shoving his full length into you. the slapping of your guys' skin makes your ears ring.
"ahh-!" you reply at the rough thrust, your brows furrowing at the overwhelming pleasure. it's even more overwhelming first thing in the morning.
"you fucking like that..?" jungkook growls while continuing to speed up with his thrusts. you continue to scream with each thrust, it's too much to handle. you feel so filled, and so filthy.
you're too lost into pleasure to even remember what this man did to you yesterday. you nod promptly, feeling his full length fill you completely. he fucks too well, so well to the point that you forget everything. you're just focused on the moment and your pleasure. you feel guilty, because you were taught that thinking for yourself is a sin. you secretly wanted more because it made you feel so good.
"you look so pretty like this.." jungkook whispers in a worshipful tone. he then stops his thrusts and pulls out, causing you to frown. you don't realize you're frowning, but the emptiness that follows immediately after just being filled is sickening.
you watch nervously while he's in the process of untying your ankles. you don't fight or thrash the moment you're free; you sigh in relief. his hands quickly find belonging under your calves as he pushes your legs up. he places your legs on his shoulders before sinking deep into your hole once more.
"i'm not done with you." jungkook reassures, assuming you want more after your positive responses and pleasure-filled screams. you're about to fight back when at the same time, your eyes spot a handgun on the nightstand.
tears form in your eyes as he continues to thrust into your gushing hole, mushy noises fill the room as your cream continues to coat his cock.
"too good, huh? crying for me.." jungkook growls as he almost fully pulls out. you shake your head once he rams fully into you, causing you to cry and sob. your tears fall uncontrollably. his thrusts slow down, only to fill you more deeper.
your head lolls back while you continue to choke on sobs. his thrusts speed up when he watches you lose control. he can feel your walls beginning to clench around his girth.
"yes.. baby. oh- oh fuck. you look so, so good." jungkook praises. you clench around him once more, a high-pitched whimper escaping that addictive mouth of his.
"so warm.. ah- feels like a nice warm hug." his praises send you over the edge. you scream, the world shattering around you while your orgasm squeezes every last juice out of you.
jungkook pulls out and uses your open mouth as an opportunity. he shoves his dick into your mouth, making you almost choke at the girth. your jaw immediately begins to hurt at the moment he begins to thrust.
"you'll take this like a good girl." jungkook demands through clenched teeth, his thrusts were sloppy as they hit the back of your throat. you gag, whining around his cock. tears begin to streak down your cheek at an alarming rate.
"still crying? fucking pathetic." jungkook teases in a cruel tone. his smirk growing. a sudden spark of defiance ignites within you. at that very moment you bite down on his cock, a sharp yelp escaping his lips. he pulls out of your mouth, his eyes now blazing with anger while staring down at you.
"what the fuck?!" jungkook thunders. his hands find your ankles, grabbing at them violently. he pulls your left leg, at the same time you begin to kick and fight back. he pulls your left leg once more, harsher than the last, a sharp cry escaping your mouth in natural response.
"fucking stop! stop! you're a monster!" you insult while thrashing around. your fight is put to an end when a hand violently meets your cheek, his silver rings inflicting a sharp feeling of pain. you're sure that there will be an ugly bruise tomorrow morning.
"please.. no- stop." you beg. jungkook's out of breath from the adrenaline coursing through his veins. he wants to hurt you, but he has other plans to make you suffer.
he reaches for the gun that's situated behind him. he brandishes the firearm in front of your pale face. you feel sick to your stomach, anticipating that this is the end for you. he then points the gun at you.
"you. you are going to take my cock like a good girl, and you're going to swallow my cum. consider this your breakfast since you're such an ungrateful brat." jungkook concludes. he keeps the gun pointed at you while strapping both of your ankles back down.
he puts the gun down before taking his still erect cock, gently slapping it against your mouth. you open slowly, his anger vanishing at your tameness.
"good girl." jungkook whispers softly, gently fucking your mouth in response to your obedience. he wipes every tear away with a gentle touch, hissing every time you gently gag against his length.
"this.." jungkook begins. his need for you comes out in hisses and soft groans, making it hard to construct simple sentences. "i'm gentle. i'm good to good girls." he communicates lustfully. you whimper softly against his cock, the vibrations earn a guttural groan that escapes his soft lips.
he feels himself reaching his high that he so desperately wants to chase. he begins to thrust faster, you gag and whine too many times to count in response to his change of rhythm.
his hips buck one last time into your mouth, making you gag loudly. you soon feel an odd warmth coat the back of your throat; your brows furrow in confusion, wondering what just hit the back of your throat. your eyes widen when the realization hits you. it's that white substance he dispelled all over you in his truck from yesterday's heated session. at the same time he pulls himself out slowly.
his thumb finds your lip, gently caressing so that your mouth would close shut.
"swallow." jungkook whispers gently, watching you in some kind of mock adoration that makes your stomach churn.
you mouth down the thick substance. it's sweet and a little salty, something so foreign yet oddly delicious. an acquired taste.
"hmm.. looks like someone's enjoying themself." jungkook coos softly. you subconsciously lick your lips to clean the rest of his semen. his face twists into a satisfied smile. he leans in and gives you a soft peck.
he then looks up and nods to the camera in the corner of the room.
"if you need anything else, just wave at the camera." jungkook instructs calmly.
"okay." you reply in a soft whisper, your eyes lowering down in defeat and disgust.
he caresses your head calmly before untying your right arm and ankle. he gives you a mocking kiss on the forehead, a few seconds later he attacks your lips in a nasty kiss. you whimper in response, his tongue intruding your mouth.
"you'll learn how to love me." jungkook whispers while pulling away, its as if he feels that he has the power to control every outcome in your life. you stare at him with your fear-filled glossy eyes. he smirks proudly, chuckling to himself as he leaves the room.
you watch him leave. the sound of the metal door slamming shut is deafening to your ears that have already heard enough; a harsh reminder that this is your new hell.
you struggle to reach for the glass of water on the bedside table. your eyes meet with the camera in the corner of the room. you're too scared to call out; you don't want to appear weak and helpless.
you let out small whimpers and noises of anger. meanwhile..
jungkook is watching you through the camera, a small smile growing on his lips whenever he watches you struggle. he put the glass of water an inch further than you can reach. he wanted to enjoy the sight of you struggling before deciding that you need him after all. another one of his small yet sick and twisted mind games.
he reaches for the mic, connected to a secret speaker system wired into the walls. he clears his throat.
"do you need help, princess?" jungkook teases gently. he laughs when he sees you flinch and scream at his loud voice coming through the speaker.
you look around the room, your heart rate increasing at the same time. this insane bitch is everywhere. you think to yourself. you eye the camera, a hidden desperation painted on your eyes.
you choke on air before getting the courage to answer.
"yes." you simply answer, not wanting to give him the pleasure he gets from your desperation.
"what's the magic word?" jungkook asks wryly.
"p... please." your voice comes out small and pathetic. you internally cringe at this.
"good girl." he softly praises. your eyes meet with the door at the same time it opens, his alluring self steps into the room.
"you'll always need me." jungkook says calmly, as if he understands your wants and needs.
you don't react to this, or at least you try not to. he gently tips the water into your mouth. you sigh at the refreshment coating the walls of your dry throat.
"so needy." jungkook murmurs while watching you with a predatory gaze. it's as if his default setting is horny.
you continue to drink the water, your loud gulps filling the silence in the room. your stomach obnoxiously growls, a light flush creeping on your cheeks from embarrassment.
"was my cum not enough?" jungkook asks. he's eyeing you so deeply, it feels like a crime to look away. his hands presses gently on your hollow, hunger-filled stomach.
"what's that?" you ask out of genuine curiosity. your church never gave out sexual education which added to your "innocence" that jungkook loves oh so much.
"it's what you swallowed." jungkook replies with confidence. he doesn't elaborate any further, enjoying the expression on your face as you try to recall the feeling of his cum down your throat.
"that's not a proper breakfast." you reply with a certain innocence that's hard to forget.
"i know baby, but you should be grateful.." jungkook answers your harmless statement. you frown, shaking your head.
"but i'm hungry!" your brattiness beginning to come through. jungkook's eyes slowly darken at your demand, something he doesn't take very lightly.
"ask nicely." jungkook attempts to approach you with a calmness before resorting to something more violent.
"no- don't you understand?! i'm hungry!" you continue to brat out. hunger turns you into someone who's grumpy and irrational, which won't get you far with someone like jungkook.
a swift, forceful strike meets your already bruised cheek. you gasp in pain, tears forming in your eyes when he strikes you a second time, further bruising your cheek even more.
he grabs a fistful of your hair, painfully pulling your face forward.
"do you know what happens to bitches like you?!" jungkook's spit flies into your face, he's seething with anger. he pulls your hair once more, earning a soft scream from your rebellious mouth.
"no.. please stop!" you beg. it was scary seeing him go from lustful to furious. it makes you acknowledge the fact that he can kill you at any given moment. you'd have to learn to submit whether you like it or not.
"you're fucking ungrateful. spoiled little princess. but in here? you're going to submit to me. fully." jungkook orders, giving you another slap that brings you further down to reality.
"let's start now. you're mine. i wanna hear you say that you belong to me." he continues pulling your hair, choked up sobs escaping from your mouth every time he painfully shakes your head.
"no-" you're about to begin during which he pulls your hair, causing you to scream from the pain.
"say it." jungkook commands in a dangerously calm tone. your breathing is stopped by the feeling of a cold metal pressing against your neck. he obnoxiously inhales your scent, making you whimper in fear.
"i-.." you're struggling to form sentences. your breath catches in your throat; you don't wanna submit again, when that's all you've done your whole life. "i belong to you." you choke out, glaring at him through your tear filled eyes.
"don't glare at me." jungkook warns, his eyes widening. you can see his hands shaking as he holds the blade to your neck. you close your eyes and let out another whimper.
"say it nicely, baby. like you mean it.. i hate seeing you so mad.." he mocks, licking the tears off of your cheek. you feel the blade's presence disappear from your neck. you gasp for air in response to the relief you feel.
a moment later, you feel a warmth caressing your sensitive nub. you gasp in response, the sudden contact catches you off guard.
"c'mon.." jungkook murmurs against your skin, continuing to pepper soft kisses along your jaw. he continues to rub you gently as soft gasps escape your lips.
"i.. i belong to you." you whine out. you cry out when he rubs you in the right spot. you can feel the shameful heat blooming in your lower stomach.
"again." he whispers into your ear. you moan softly, a sign that you're about to tumble over from the overwhelming pleasure.
"i-.." you cum before you can fully let out that sickening phrase. your body stiffens, your head lolls back, your eyes rolling back at the same time your breath catches in your throat.
"yes, you belong to me." jungkook finishes your thought before kissing your lips gently, continuing to rub your throbbing clit.
you cry, feeling another climax sneaking up on you. you're letting out ragged breaths and pathetic pleas for him to stop. you're sure that this orgasm will be messier than the last.
"already cumming?" jungkook whispers, his voice filled with the need to see you orgasm once more. you nod, eyes shutting tight while you lean your head onto him for some kind of support.
"let it go. you've been good." he whispers darkly, increasing the pressure and speed. he sees your body stiffen. in the same moment you cry out loud, squirting all over his fingers.
"it's too much.." you pathetically whisper, your squeaks increasing as you continue to squirt all over his fingers. he kisses your head gently, trying to distract you from the overstimulation that you were suffering from.
"look.. all done baby." jungkook removes his hands from your painful clit. he strokes your head in a teasing gentleness, making you shiver even more as you come down from your high.
he presses a gentle kiss on your lips before leaving the room, leaving you soaked in your juices; a shameful reminder of your corruption.
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it has been a few hours since he completely ruined you.
your mouth's dry, your stomach is hollow and pained with hunger, growling louder than ever. it overpowers your soft breathing that used to fill the silence in the room.
the metal door creaks open, awakening you from your food-focused day dreams. your nose is attacked with the delicious smell of red sauce and meat.
your eyes widen at the sight of jungkook, walking in with a tempting plate of spaghetti. he's holding a glass of water, something you've been craving just as much as food.
"hungry?" jungkook questions softly. you nod gently, your eyes admiring the food and beverage.
"want me to feed you?" he questions again. you look at the restraints still on your left arm and ankle. you nod, avoiding his gaze.
"let me teach you some manners," jungkook begins. "you will say please and thank you when i ask for it, but i expect you to naturally say it once you've spent enough time with me." he establishes. you feel yourself wanting to throw up at the first stage of absolute submission to him.
jungkook watches you with a predatory gaze, waiting for your response. he sits down beside you, lifting a forkful of spaghetti.
"do you want some?" he asks softly, teasingly wiggling the fork in front of you.
you gulp down every bit of rebellion wanting to escape your pure mouth.
"yes please." you reply softly, your eyes betraying the sweetness that escapes your lips. jungkook aknowledged this, but decides to keep quiet to prevent you from acting up.
jungkook gently feeds you the spaghetti, watching in awe at the way your jaw moves slowly and the way you're trying to savor the delicious taste. your eyes almost roll to the back of your head, feeling your hunger deplete.
he feeds you another forkful of spaghetti. a little dash of sauce lands onto the corner of your mouth. he uses his thumb to gently wipe it off, the touch so fleeting yet leaves your skin burning.
"is my cooking good?" he asks, eyeing you with a gentleness that you wish lasted forever.
"yes.. good." you reply honestly but the bluntness of your answer makes it sound emotionless. he wanted more from you.
"are you sure?" he searches for confirmation in your eyes. his hands gently grip the edge of your chin, forcing you to look at him.
you hesitate to answer.
"yes. it's really good." you say with the tiniest bit of enthusiasm, hoping it's enough to express your sincerity.
"if you keep being a good girl.. i'll continue cooking for you." jungkook murmurs while caressing the edge of your chin. it felt like something between a threat and a promise.
he feeds you another bite of spaghetti with dangerous gentleness.
"make you feel good.." he continues to list all the things he can reward you with if you continue to submit to him.
"give you kids.." he adds on, making you choke on your bite of food. his eyes immediately shift to you, narrowing ever so slightly.
"is something wrong..?" he questions carefully, searching your expression for any kind of answer.
"no- no.." you reply in a panicked tone, making him even more suspicious.
"whatever. shut up and finish my food." jungkook mutters quickly, like he's bothered but doesn't want to admit it.
you nod promptly, continuing to eat. you eye the gun on his belt that sits there like a quiet reminder of who truly has control in this situation.
you finish the meal in awkward silence. it bleeds into the moment when he's helping you drink small sips from the cup of water. you avoid his eyes, while he looks at you, hoping you'd look at him. even if it's for a split second.
he leaves the room without another word. the silence is a deadly reminder to keep anticipating the worst. you've observed his character; he can be gentle but he truly does have the spirit to kill you.
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you don't remember how many hours have passed. but you have a feeling that it's dark outside, possibly close to midnight. this room has succeeded at making you lose track of time, pushing you further to insanity.
you hear the same defeaning screech of the metal door struggling to open. you see jungkook walking in with a new pair of pajamas in hand and a towel. you look around the room, confused, because you don't have a bathroom to freshen up whatsoever.
"don't break my trust tonight." he warns darkly. he walks over, placing the pajamas on the bed before beginning to untie your restraints. you sigh in relief as each limb is released from their straining positions.
he doesn't say a word to you. his hands wrap around your waist, helping you stand up.
"go." jungkook calmly instructs, leading you to the metal door. your feet step onto the cold, wooden floors of his room. you observe your surroundings, shocked to see how normal and aesthetically pleasing his room is.
he keeps his hands on your waist, leading you into his marble white bathroom. the coldness on your feet sting, continuing to remind you that this isn't a dream, it's reality.
he watches you eye the bathroom in awe, a small smirk crawling on his lips in the moment. he lands a gentle spank on your ass before rubbing it gently. you whimper loudly in response, your body shaking in fear from the harsh contact.
"don't be scared. just be good." jungkook whispers, completely intoxicated by lust. he gives a gentle squeeze to your cushiony ass before nudging you closer to the shower.
you go inside, reaching for the handle. you then turn on the shower, the warmth of the water immediately makes you sigh. you're too busy enjoying yourself under the water to notice jungkook has now joined you.
you open your eyes and squeal, earning a soft chuckle from him. it was too gentle and comforting. too dangerous..
"relax baby, it's just me." jungkook reassures softly. it felt too comforting, almost something a lover would say. you look at him while trying to sort out the thoughts that run through your mind.
he reaches for you. you instinctively back away, your hands on your chest for protection. his expression darkens, now completely pissed off at your rejection.
"don't you remember what happens when you act like a brat?" jungkook throws out a quick warning. your blood runs cold, realizing you've woken up that side of him.
you shake your head, backing up until your back hits the wall in his huge shower. he moves closer to you at a teasingly slow rate, feeding off of the fear that radiates off of you.
"please, get away from me." you weakly attempt to stop this situation. but of course, nothing works when it comes to jungkook.
"no. listen to me. you will never be able to get away from me. i will make sure that you live and die in this house. so it's either you let me tame that damn brat in you or i continue to punish you in ways you won't like." jungkook growls. you're now trapped between his arms, his biceps the size of your head. his scent is so intoxicating yet sickening at the same time.
"i don't fucking want to!" your inner brat makes its full appearance. you push him off of you. he growls in anger, watching you reach for absolutely anything to protect yourself with.
you stupidly grab a soap bar, earning a low, mocking chuckle from his damned mouth. you whimper in fear, watching him inch closer to you.
"a soap bar? you really are stupid." jungkook insults. he aggressively removes it from your grasp, throwing it against the glass. you close your eyes in fear, shrinking up.
you can feel his strong hands turn you around. you're now pressed against the white marble. his arm snakes around your neck, putting you in a headlock.
"no- no! please. let me go!" you beg while trying to push yourself off the wall but his naked body keeps you pressed against it.
"i'm going to ruin the brat within you." jungkook growls against your skin. you feel his tip poking at your entrance, making you moan softly.
"nono- i'm sorry!" you plead as you feel himself jerking off between your pussy lips. you're squirming like a damn brat, his chokehold only tightening in order to keep you down.
you feel him slowly enter your cunt, making you moan out loud. your hands fly to his head that is behind you, grabbing at his hair while he thrusts into you.
"you. fucking. need. me." jungkook says with each thrust. you can only moan and scream in response. one of your hands lands on his forearm that's around your neck, digging your nails into them.
"look at you, already falling apart." jungkook mutters in a mocking tone, you whimper pathetically in response.
"p.. please." you choke out. this was your plead for him to stop, but jungkook takes this as a green light to fully ram into you.
"please what?" jungkook asks, tightening his hold around your neck. you begin to gasp for air. you feel so filled, so well-fucked and taken care of. this makes you feel incredibly shameful.
"please." is all that you can get out. his thrusts are sending you into otherworldly places. you forget where you are, who you are, and most importantly; who's fucking you.
"look at you.. i'm great at taming brats like you. you're learning so fast." jungkook drawls, amused at your current state. you continue to moan and whine, crying out loud whenever he hits the right spot.
"yes.." you moan out loud, your eyes roll to the back of your head. your nails dig deeper into his forearm, making him thrust faster. harder. you don't even realize what you're saying because the pleasure is too good.
you let out another loud moan, feeling the sharp contact of his hand meet with your ass.
"ah! oh my gosh.." you cry out. jungkook's chuckle fills your ears, but are soon replaced with groans as you clench around his length.
you let one last sharp cry out before fully crumbling beneath him. you almost fall over, your legs quivering uncontrollably. he holds you gently while savoring the feeling of your walls clenching around him. this soon brings him to his orgasm as well, filling you up completely with his semen.
"you are so good." jungkook praises while massaging your stomach and kissing your neck. you feel an odd sense of comfort, a contrast to your thoughts telling you to resist him.
he helps you clean up right after, leaving you alone to do your whole shower routine beside him. you want to throw up at the sight of you two coexisting, as if you guys are a couple already.
you two dress up and get ready for bed in silence. he then grabs your waist and leads you back into your prison.
"be a good girl." jungkook reminds you sweetly. you lay down slowly on the bed, your chest feeling heavy as you feel your freedom being stripped completely from you.
he leaves your left side free, your right arm and leg restrained. he sinks into the bed beside you, looking at you with a gentleness that's hard to forget.
"i never learned your name.." jungkook begins, stroking your hair gently. you look at him, your neck stiffening when you realize how close he is to you.
"and i never learned yours." you whisper softly, lying right through your teeth. he smiles at you, a contrast to his fucked up personality.
"then let's properly introduce ourselves.." jungkook insists. he takes your free hand, tracing the curves of the lines on your palm. you watch him in his gentle state, something you wish lasted forever. you believe that you might be able to tolerate this life if he is like this.
"okay." you reply, keeping yourself soft and small. you realize he likes this.
"i'm jungkook. jeon jungkook." jungkook meets your gaze with a softness in his eyes. he smiles gently at you, waiting for your response.
you begin, but hesitate. should you do this? you look at him, a sense of guilt growing in your chest when you see his patient eyes.
"take your time." jungkook reassures. he buries his face into your neck, gently kissing you. you sigh softly without a second thought.
"i'm y/n." you whisper. he lifts his head, eyes meeting your unsure ones.
"y/n.. y/n." jungkook repeats, savoring each syllable on his tongue. his face softens into another smile, one that you could get used to.
you nod in response to his enthusiasm. you pray to God, hoping he'll remain like this. again, you feel like you can tolerate him in this state.
"well.. y/n." jungkook begins, your name rolling off his tongue sends a shiver down your spine. he senses your uneasiness and immediately squeezes your hand as an attempt to comfort you.
"can i put you to sleep?" jungkook's question lingers in the air. you're unsure about what his intentions are, but you nod in order to save yourself from a more gruesome fate.
his smile widens, his eyes darkening at the same time. he moves away from you, now tying your left arm and leg back up. he gently removes your pajama shorts. you gasp at the feeling of your cunt being exposed to the ice cold air.
"already needy?" jungkook teases softly. you only look at him, not responding directly. but your body language completely gives you a way.
he lowers himself onto your pussy, giving it a long, teasing lick. your body shudders at this fleeting touch, making you secretly ache for more.
jungkook lifts his head, watching your eyes close in anticipation. he smirks to himself before latching his mouth onto your clit, making you cry out loud.
the sound of the restraints shaking is like music to his ears. he wraps two warm hands around your ass, gently squeezing as he continues to suck at your clit.
"jungkook-" you choke out helplessly, not knowing what else to say. your legs are already shaking in response to his magic.
"yes?" he hums teasingly against your clit. he reaches for the knife in his pocket.
he begins to carve his initials 'JJ' on your lower stomach. you moan loudly, feeling a satisfying sting from the mix of pain and pleasure.
you meet his eyes while yours starts to fill up with tears. you watch him continue to carve his initials into your skin while licking and sucking at your swollen bud.
"please- no. please stop.." you cry out, tears now flowing uncontrollably down your cheek. he sucks harder at your clit at an attempt to shut you up.
your head leans back, unable to keep yourself together under the pleasure that he's giving you. you feel the pain on your hip increasing with every movement you make, the cold air harshly contacting the fresh wound.
"are you mine?" jungkook growls deeply against your pussy, continuing to hungrily eat it. you mewl, struggling to form a response.
"ye-.. yes." you choke out. you continue to cry and squirm against his tongue, his groans send vibrations deep into your core. "i'm yours.." you moan out loud, hoping that this is enough to satisfy his hunger and bloodlust.
"good. good girl." jungkook mumbles against your clit. you scream as your vision begins to whiten. your back then begins to arch. you feel your warm blood drip off your hip as you continue to lean into his talented and comforting mouth.
you cum into his mouth, whimpering at every contact his tongue makes with your throbbing clit. he makes filthy sounds with every slurp of your juices. your body spasms, his strong hands keep you down, calming your movements.
your body soon falls limp while you catch your breath. your eyes close a few moments later. you try to recover from your overstimulation.
jungkook lays down next to you, whispering softly into your ear.
"you're beautiful." jungkook whispers, pressing his nose against your cheek while continuing to kiss your soft skin.
his hand gently wipes the blood off your fresh wound, making you whimper and choke on a sob. he kisses your cheek once more in a mock gentleness.
he continues to kiss and gently caress you until you fall asleep against his warmth. he admires your peacefulness that follows after he's taken such great care of you.
"soon.. you'll be perfect for me." jungkook whispers into the deafening silence, imagining you dressed up prettily for him. he imagines you repeating all the right phrases, constantly moaning out words of affirmation such as 'i'm yours' and 'i belong to you'.. he can't wait for your full transformation and his endless corruption.
he falls asleep right besides you, as if you two are a happy couple sharing a bed on their honeymoon night.
but for now, this is just the start of his process: molding you into the perfect girl.
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(um.. hello again!! low-key this is really fun to write.. lmk if you wanna be tagged for the next upcoming chapters!! i feel so filthy writing this and this is lowk a straight porn plot but the next chapter will focus on other things, rather than just sex. but it's mainly smut for this chapter since this is the beginning of jungkook's process to corrupt you... anyways i'm planning on writing a cmbyn inspired series too. I just love the book and movie so freaking much.. can't wait to start writing it!!)
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synopsis: there was something odd about your regular customer, taehyung. he always came to your bakery, but only the days you worked. he tipped well, too well. when your hours become scarce, he finds other ways to show up around you. you notice him everywhere you go. your suspicions grow when he becomes your new neighbor.
warnings: age gap (reader is 21, taehyung is 31), stalking, implied violence, depressed taehyung, loser taehyung, ocd tendencies, clueless reader, sub/dom dynamics, submissive taehyung, dominant reader, heavy smut, implied suicidal tendencies, low self esteem reader and taehyung, codependency, manipulation, toxic dynamics, etc
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a/n: i asked earlier this week if you guys wanted this fic and ive heard you! i alr have the layout completely in my head. maybe will be released next week? who knows ð