Too many thoughts

biking along the major road near my college is surprisingly dangerous. You'd think that people would realize that there's often someone on the sidewalk or in the bike lane because it's right next to a college. And a lot of people going to college here live nearby and walk or bike. A lot of people don't have a car. And yet, I can't ride to school without almost getting hit at least 3 times because people pull into my path to try to turn onto the road. Like, maybe look before pulling into the sidewalk? There might be someone there? I've had to slam my brakes and skid several times to not run into someone's car at full speed.

Once again I have to crunch and suffer at the end of the semester because a few assignments throughout the semester just... didn't get done? Thank you brain. I live in a hell I created for myself.

I love feeling guilty for buying groceries because I spent 'too much' but in reality it'll barely feed me for the week. But I feel guilty because the cost is high. *sigh*

Once had a professor get mad at me and two others for not noticing a mistake he made on the test we took. We all take tests in the disability testing center because of our accomodations. He was mad that we didn't notice that it said the wrong semester date on it and said some things like, 'this is why I don't like dealing with these things' and 'they make me keep my phone on me for no reason'. We've had problems all semester with his instructions on the test not allowing us a calculator when we needed one. Every time we take a test, they try to reach out and check about the rule and he never answered after the first test of the semester. Also he has to upload the test himself, so he uploaded the wrong one. None of these issues are anything any of us can do about it? Why are you mad at us and yelling at us in the hall?

Guys I did the big task I haven't been able to do for 3 months! I'm so proud of myself :)

I'm so excited to get to choose between taking out the overflowing trash and having clean clothes tomorrow! Being sick on top of being chronically ill is so fun....

I hate having to explain to people that I'm fine and this is normal. Like yeah I just sunk to the ground and I'm twitching a bit. Completely lost my senses for a couple of seconds. But this is normal and you don't need to be concerned. Reassuring people I'm fine is the worst part if it happens around others tbh.

My cat gets to be drugged to simply visit the doctor and I have to get cavities filled without anything sometimes? I don't think freaking out and hiding behind the trash can will help at the dentist but I'm ready to try

the worst parts of adulting are clogged toilets and insurance hold music