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all my muses, including akaashi & haru, have been moved here!

sidrae-a

all my muses, including akaashi & haru, have been moved here!

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all my muses, including akaashi & haru, have been moved here!

sidrae-a

all my muses, including akaashi & haru, have been moved here!

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came on here 2 say that i’m putting haru on hiatus until the blog move but also 2 say that i think after university, haru wouldn’t go back to living by himself, i think he becomes so used to being around someone and living with someone that the silence and the emptiness in a home afterwards becomes far too much.

#i think he'd be the type to just have a roommate<3 a platonic life partner #or romantic depends on the dynamic but u kno wat i mean #i just think he enjoys the sounds and comfort of someone else #after bein alone in his family home 4 so long #i think durin hs after gatherings when everyone goes home #it takes him a moment 2 get up and finish cleaning or do any chores #bcus of how empty the silence is u kno #i think he'd also invite himself over 2 someone's house if it becomes TOO much #anyway i had a whole thing abt this and i might still write it out but #that's it <3 #i think haru comin 2 terms with how lonely things have been #after his parents' move & his grandmother's death and the fall outs he's had with his friends and how he realizes how quiet things are #tbd /

#i literally can't stand him #tbd /

conceptualsolitude

concept: me, making dinner. it’s 8pm but it’s still warm outside. the smell of herbs and grass and the magic of being with people i love makes me sleepy. someone calls me from inside.

#category‚ symbolism.#<3 #i have a thing 2 write abt haru + loneliness…………#and the empty ache of solitude after everyone has gone home #idk if i will but i think abt it a lot

aozoramusume

Sun on the Horizon (Naomi Kawase, 1996)

#category‚ symbolism.#category‚ dissection.

blytthe

Little Forrest (2018) dir. Soon-rye Yim

#category‚ symbolism.

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thinking about these posts specifically tonight and the idea of how incredibly important routine & safety is to haru.

#it's not being reduced down to mundanity or #being forced into a stationary life but— wanting it!#how excessive haru talks abt the times he can't wait to be ordinary.#but also hoping that's enough for whoever comes along.#that he doesn't have to be talented or prodigal or the next best thing.#that what he offers in other areas is enough. but also— the idea of simply being.#i hate the idea of low / high maintenance in terms of relationships but the energy of simply existing in a dinner setting #or after the work day has ended. on a weekend trip to the local market.#running errands. talking. doing hobbies together.#the act of things !being! together. in a simplistic format.#IDK IF ANY OF THIS MADE SENSE I'M REALLY JUST THINKING!#anyway...! platonic or romantic or familial— i think it all fits.#tbd.

timid

my neutral expression makes me look like im always in a bad mood which is convenient because it’s usually true

#category‚ dissection.

cabou

kitchen.

#category‚ symbolism.

whhyyyyxdddhackme122

“ur so quiet” thanks i do not want to talk to you

#haru simply pretends he Does Not see u #category‚ dissection.

larmoyante

“He was pointing at the moon, but I was looking at his hand.”

— Richard Siken, Anyway

#acrolithed‚ oceans & moons both devour grief.#acrolithed.

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