Paul • 199X

My heart still aches a little when our favorite song comes on—soft, familiar, and quietly full of you.

Cheers for new beginnings, Happy New Year everyone!

Lately, it feels as though the world is moving forward without me, like I'm standing still while everyone else races ahead. I keep questioning myself-what am I even doing anymore? Every step I take feels uncertain, as if I'm wandering aimlessly down a path that may not even be the right one. The more I think about it, the more lost I become, and it scares me that maybe I've already strayed too far to ever find my way back.

Sometimes I just want to walk away from it all, slip into the dark of my sheets, and pretend I never existed for a while.