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september was practice… in october I’m getting my shit together

you're not turning your fandom hobby into a job are you? giving yourself deadlines and quotas that you have to meet? focusing on the numbers instead of your enjoyment of the act of creation?

you're not taking your love of something and using it as a tool to hurt yourself are you? loving it so hard that you forget to take care of yourself? telling yourself that people only care about you because of what you make and that they'll stop if you take a break? pushing yourself to work instead of rest so that the thing that used to give you joy and energy is now also burning you out, like everything else?

what’s great about buck and eddie is that they pretend to be so normal about each other but really if buck is mad at eddie then eddie will let it ruin his life until buck is happy again, and vice versa. they are incapable of existing without the other being in arm’s reach. buck had rebound sex with his ex-boyfriend purely because he couldn’t get eddie off his mind (eddie who is “straight” and a renter and hasn’t dated buck). buck got a dog and eddie looked like he was trying to explode it with his mind because buck had a new friend. don’t get me started on jealous eddie during both bucktaylor era and bucktommy era. as well as buck’s infamous “eddie has made a friend who isn’t me and this is the worst thing to ever happen” arc. they hate sharing each other with anyone else. they are both convinced that they are the only person the other needs to be around (other than chris ofc). and they think this is NORMAL. there is something so so so wrong with them

to clarify, i'm an eddiegirl in the way that buck is an eddiegirl. i love eddie in the way that buck loves eddie. i'm obsessed with eddie in the way that buck's obsessed with eddie. i think about eddie morning, noon and night for the same reasons as buck.

whenever Bobby Nash gets rescued out of the secret military bunker where he’s being experimented on I just know he’s going to be so bummed that he missed the election of a new pope

sorry. the hottest buck has ever looked was the morning after having regrettable drunk rebound sex with tommy. and standing in that fucking kitchen in a cutoff tank top with his hair all fucked up. going through a rage blackout. i #would lick the beer sweat off his throat and then choke on his dick right there on the tile floor. my 97 trials and tribulations is not being allowed to do that. save to drafts.