pazzi devotee

no requests pls—including additional plotlines for my fics

on writing

oneshots

fluff: airport crush; azzi and her bad day; jacuzzi; daisy; would you rather; so i like this girl; bluey is a girl; gardener? i hardly know ‘er!

pwp (lol): i want you to be mine again; addiction

angst/misc: always the bridesmaid; can she taste me now? (i'm bitter); don't speak

series

you gonna come to my senses? (rivals to lovers, 3/3 chapters, 31k, post link)

if we're going to be wanted (collab fic with @buffalo1221, 3/3 chapters, 11k, synopsis, 1, 2, 3)

dear miss azzi (teacher au, 10/12 chapters, 22k, post link)

the daughter of jupiter (percabeth au, 2/6 chapters, 8k, post link)

Can you explain a little bit more about what it means for their relationship? It’s so gorgeous and sad and beautiful I am so curious about the depth of it :)

hehehe thank u!!!!!!

the intended implication is that paige has endless patience for azzi and never gets tired of taking care of her even when it hurts. paige kind of takes ownership over azzi's sadness and their feelings bleed together because paige loves her so much. azzi would do the same for paige in this universe, it's just more painful for paige to do it because she's in unrequited gay love.

HIIIIIIIII omg. thank you for asking me this.

as people know, my favorite fic of my own is always the bridesmaid and it's specifically because i love a lot of the lines in it. here are my favorites!! (mild spoilers) (sorry for being arrogant lol):

paige sat in her pink suit on a couch in the hotel room, heart aching so heavy she thought it might break her ribs.

it became a dull ache behind her eyes, her feelings for azzi. something that throbbed occasionally, when azzi looked at josh with her eyes filled to the brim with adoration and laughed at something he said that wasn’t funny.

her breaths shuddered while tears dripped on to her shirt, her chest breaking itself open in the silence.

every time, the words had been on the tip of paige’s tongue. i love you, she’d been about to say. as more than just a friend. but they’d get stuck behind her teeth.

she’d swallowed her love back into herself and ignored the way it burned her throat.

paige felt the throb behind her eyes, then, the push for salt washed misery to spill out of them.

she felt sensitive at the edges, like a cut just washed.

paige’s heart ate itself in agony.

paige couldn’t speak, her throat closed up in the remnants of heartbreak and the beginnings of relief.

i feel most of my own emotions in my chest & my throat so that explains why there's so many lines about that. but ugh!! i love this fic. i'm very proud of it.

other than bridesmaid au, i feel like the only line worth mentioning from my other fics is my favorite comment from gardener au, which was also the first one i came up with and was the inception of my entire outline. it is:

— #azzifiedgottago

i wanted to say firstly that i absolutely adore your fics and your writing is amazing, but i was wondering if there’s a specific reason you don’t post the contents of the stories directly to tumblr 🤔 ❤️❤️❤️❤️

hiiii thank you! yes there's a lot of reasons

i've been on ao3 for a decade now and i'm really used to it. when i started posting fics it was just a given that i would post them there

i like ao3's ui wayyyy wayy wayyy more than tumblr's. i think it's really annoying to have to click like 3 different links to get from chapter 1 of a fic to chapter 2. and it's so easy to lose links and lose your place in a fic on tumblr. ao3 was specifically made for fics so it's so much easier to navigate.

i like how ao3 tracks stats and i'm really used to that system

the "read more" function doesn't always work or i might forget it sometimes and i'd be sooooo annoyed if i had to scroll past a really long chapter on my own account.

it would be difficult for me to edit chapters on tumblr. also the fact that reblogging a post freezes it in time is stressful to me

i've heard that most readers prefer ao3 anyway and only really use tumblr for fics because that's the norm in this fandom. which is unusual

would you ever read a straight ship

i've been in more fandoms than i can count or remember. i really like the fics for the untamed fandom! you can look in my ao3 bookmarks for my fav fics altho i haven't reread the older ones in like 10 years

— #azzifiedgottago