PCOS: The Regular Battle

Leg day yesterday. This was my feel good selfie.

Had a fantastic day in Newport, RI with my boyfriend. We passed a house being lifted or something. It was an unusual sight to see. We went to our favorite seafood restaurant there where we know we can get a clean meal. I must have had like 14 raw shellfish. I had 6 shrimp cocktail and then a fish dish sprinkled with bread crumbs, garden salad, and some of the best coleslaw I've ever eaten. Mario had the same thing. It was great because it was happy hour and everything was super cheap! Then we went shopping and came home. Tomorrow it's back to Hartford so I can make it to rehearsal for Othello. It's been such a great day.

Rehearsal for Othello!

It has been a BUSY 2 days. Yesterday was the gym and grocery shopping. Then my mom and I had an idea about the dog downstairs. She has been obnoxiously howling for about 2 months. We come to find out that the owner needs someone to take care of her during the day. So last night we decided that we would dog sit her while the owner is at work. The owner loved this idea and so today I spent the day taking care of her. It was very easy, but also quite draining. However, I loved every moment of it. She's a sweetheart! We spent an hour and a half at the dog park and she loved it. =D

This is what I need right now. I don’t feel like giving up, but I feel like I’m losing a battle. I am going to keep finding ways to defeat it, but I cannot seem to reach the goal I want. No matter what I do I have this belly. No matter how much exercise, how healthy my diet is. It doesn’t matter. So I have to stay strong and continue the search, the search I feel like I’ve been doing for years now. I have complete faith the answer is out there and that PCOS cannot stop me from getting where I want to be, but I could really use the support right now, cysters.