‘’ Well that night was as much a surprise to me as it was to you but being with you was like going to a place that I had never been before and after u fell in my shoulder staring up, that linked together our entire relation. And for us it was like the first time, everything seemed clear like one logical progression. It felt like u and I were the best plan ever made and I had nothing to do with it. Being there with you made me feel that I didn’t have to keep planning anymore and it felt like living and for once in life both of us would not have to work as hard at being happy...that could just happen. ‘’