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Isak really liked that Paxton was being so honest, isak wasnt sure he would be able to himself if it was the other way around. It made Isak feel important and loved hearing how Paxton wanted more time and how he was jealous of someone else getting the time and not him. it was cute now that he understood what was really going on here. He hadnt realized how much time out of his freetime he had been pending with his new friend and how much time he was missing with Paxton because of it. “ i really didnt” He told his boyfriend. “ im really glad you did say something baby, I never want you to feel like you are second to me, because you are not, you are my number one, always. I want to be with you as much as we can and i just lost track honestly.” he admitted. feeling PAxtons hands move to his waist made isak smile, he loved how he always did that. “ its okay baby, i understand, you were frustrated, it happens” isak told him looking in his eyes with so much understanding and love. “ your only human, your allowed to snap at times and let out your feelings, as long as you promise you will never go to bed mad at me and i always get at least a make up kiss” Isak stated.

Isak looked at his boyfriend as he spoke. Isak knew that they were a lot different in many ways, but he never meant to make Paxton feel like the bad guy. He never meant to make Paxton feel bad or feel like he was anywhere but in 1st place to Isak. Listening to him made Isak realize that maybe he had been spending less time with Paxton and more with the boys, the new guy in particular and that wasnt fair. Isak didnt mean to, it had just happened and he hadnt notices. Paxton did have a fair point there. “ i´m sorry, i didnt mean to make it sound like that, i was just trying to explain how i saw it” Isak explained calmly. It stung hearing Paxton say he felt like he was loosing Isak. That really broke his heart. Isak had never meant to make Paxton feel that way. He had gotten too comfortable with Paxton, things had started feeling a lot normal as time went on, the relationship wasnt so new and exciting like in the beginning, it didnt mean Isak loved him any less but he had to admit, he could see where paxton was coming from, isak wasnt prioritizing Paxton like he used to. How had he not seen it? Isak took a couple of steps to get close to his boyfriend, he tangled his fingers in his hair and kissed his lips ever so softly “ i´m sorry. I really am, i didnt realize i was making you feel like that. I didnt realize i was spending so much of our time with him. I really am sorry” He said and kissed him again. “ but just so its clear, you are not loosing me, Ever. in order for you to loose me, your going to have to break up with me first and well, no thats not happening.” Isak stated and stroked his cheek “ i´m all yours okay? forever and ever”

Isak was having a tough time understanding what Paxton was feeling cause Isak was so in love with the young man that he did not have eyes for any other guys. Sure he hung out with a lot of them, but saw nothing more than friends that happened to be boys but might as well be girls in that sense. “ i know you do Paxton, i know are working hard for us and i appreciate it a lot baby. I get that you have to do things and that wasnt my point. Im just saying, School for me is like work for you, its not like im picking going to school and seeing him there over hanging out with you. same goes with handball, that is my work, thats how i earn money and it happens to be something i really enjoy and it just so happens that hes there too “ he sighed, he didnt get the big deal and it was making him a little frustrated.  “ Smile? be happy that im happyy? I dont know, honestly, im pretty much always smiling so i dont get how smiling around him is different than around harry or Edward or any of the other boys. Paxton, he is just a friend, i dont have eyes for anyone but you. You can make as many friends as you want, girl or boys. Im just happy you are happy. As long as there is no romance involved its just good to have friends.” He said biting his lip.

“ paxton, hes taking the same classes as me, we are on the same team in Handball, im bound to spend a lot of time with him, anyways, im just trying to show him around and make him feel welcome here, its not easy moving to a totally different place and knowing nothing. Plus you have work too, you spend a lot of time without me, whats the matter? what the fuck is going on with you?” Isak asked, he had never seen this side of him and he was frankly taken back “ you are not a second thought, you have been my only thought pretty much all day and i have never taken such a quick shower as i did just to get to your place and then i just get this? “ 

Isak smiled wide as Paxton opened the door but it soon faded as he noticed the attitude and the mood his boyfriend was in. He was so confused by it. “ Bring Tom why th fuck would i bring tom?” his facial expression was a huge question mark at this point. “ uh.. no, why would i go everywhere he goes? that makes no sense. “ he then added and scratched his head. He had never taken Paxton as a jealous type, not at all.

Isak had been spending a lot of time with a new team mate lately. A young man from Spain, a really tall and handsome guy had just moved to town and to play with the team and Isak had taken it up on him to show him around and help him. They had become really good friends as well. Between school, work, training and hanging with Tom, Isak wasn’t home much for other than sleep. He had not been trying too hard to spend time with Paxton either when they both were off work like Isak usually did. However, today he wanted to and so he jogged over to his boyfriends house right after practice and knocked on the door. 

“ good boy, thats the right answer” he said with a soft giggle, he loved joking around with paxton. But of did he love hearing Paxton was not willing to share him, cause Isak wouldnt like to be shared like that. Isak bit his lip at Paxtons suggesting, that sounded like a fair deal if she really wanted to buy them something, he didnt want to rob her of the joy of giving but at the same time he didnt want her to spend her money on him when he was more than capable of doing so himself.  “ of cause you are “ Isak giggled, he loved buying paxton things, he bit his lip as he felt paxtons hand on his thigh, for some reason he could feel butterflies in his stomach. The boy looked over at his boyfriend with a smile. 

Isak smiled and relaxed a bit more as Paxton played with his hair. Maybe this wasnt so bad, he just had to remember to be himself, that seemed to be the vibe here anyways. “ we are gonna get a slice of cake to share” Isak commented but then shock his head “ what? no, no no no, its on me” he said and bit his lip, letting others pay for him did not sit well with him, he struggled with him. He was barely used to and allowing Paxton to when they went on dates and paxton wanted to pay. “ thank you?” He said as she said he was cute. he could not help but laugh when Paxton told her to back of cuz isak was his, it was way to cute. “ you can share paxton, right?” he joked along. 

“ i better be” Isaks said jokingly, he was trying so hard to let loose and dont be so shy and awkward, it took a lot of effort as thats how he was around people he didnt know, specially if he knew it was someone important. Steph really was important which made this so stressful to him. Isak held Paxtons hand tight and sat down with him, relieved he at least was sitting by his man. that made it a little more relaxed. “ yeah” Isak simply replied, he was okay, just a little nervous, he kept shaking/tapping his foot that paxtons hand was not on. “ so… .what are you having Steph?” he asked wondering what she was gonna grab to eat here.

Isak had noticed ow it seemed like Paxton tried and wanted to get to know his friends and he made a mental note that he needed to plan to nag out with them and Paxton some time soon. Hearing Paxton say it out loud that he was getting shy only made him feel more shy and awkward, his eyes wandering like he was looking for a way out, just then the girls arms pulled him in a hug and automatically his body went stiff.  “ a-all?” he asked looking at her wondering if she was exaggerating or completely serious, Did paxton tell her about their alone time, if he was good or bad ? or about how isak was adopted. It wasnt that he tried to hide it or anything, if people asked he told the truth about it but it wasnt something he advertised. He then looked at Paxton for answers before looking back at her “ thank you” he said at her comment on how sweet they were together. “ paxton has told me a lot about you too” he told her, in a way isak felt like he knew her.

Isak didnt have many friends out side of his handball team, but him and his team mates were really close. He hadnt introduced them properly, he was selfish when it came to time with Paxton. Isak wanted him all to himself, but now time had passed and he felt their relationship was that serious, it was about time they met each others friends. Isak felt that he needed to introduce Paxton to his team, propperly, they had just said hi in passing at the gym. This was a good first step, to meet Paxtons best friend, but it was terrifying to him, he made a note to ease Paxton slowly into his group of friends. “ she is?” he said hesitant and noticed Paxton moving towards her already and so he slowly and hesitantly followed. Isak had dug his nails into his hand so bad it was breaking his skin. He put on a smile, he didnt get why he was so shy, nervous and scared. He could do interviews for the tv before and after games no problem, but meeting a girl…. why was it so hard? probably cause he knew it meant a lot to his boyfriend. He took Paxtons hand as the man took hold of Isaks. “ n-nice to meet you” he stuttered kind of quietly tho he was trying his best to act cool.

Isak always tried to show interests in the things Paxton liked, to him it wasnt the most important to already love the others interest more than anything but to be supportive and show interest in it was something Isak felt was important and that, they did. “ yeah  i know, i love that place, their cakes are too good” he said with a chuckle. Isak smiled feeling him fiddle with his hair, Isak really loved when he did that. Once they were there he took a deep breath “ im good, lets go in there” he said and opened the door for Paxton, he looked inside as he did too see if he could spot Paxtons fiend tho he had no idea what she looked like. Isak was literally shaking at this point and most of all just wanted to turn around but this was important, it was important for Paxton and it was important for their relationship. 

Isak loved how supportive of Isaks paxton was, it meant the world to him and the fact that he went to his games when he could was everything to him, Isak didnt care if he couldnt make it, and he wouldnt be upset if he didnt feel like going or what ever, but that he showed interest and always went when he could was something Isak was really appreciative off and it really did mean the world to him. “ thank you, i´m gonna need all the help i can get. So you easing me into it and her being a chatter box is golden” he said with a chuckle and smiled  “ so are we going to the café on the corner? the one you and i like so much or does she prefer another one? “ he wondered.

“ i really could use a sweet treat as well, today’s practice was rough.” he said, Isak usually loved hard practices but todays practice had been something different and left the boy bruised and sore, but he just smiled through it and kept going. Isak walked holding his hand as they walked “ i might be a little nervouse, i bet we will get along, i get along with most people, but i still cant help it, im not th best with new things, i like my norm you know” he said looking at him with a smile.

“ how about we just meet her in the cafe, keep her company while she eats, maybe we can share a peace od cake or something” he suggested. The boy might work out a lot and eat healthy a lot, but he did not deny himself anything, if he wanted something sweet he would have it. “ okay lets go” he said and bit his own lip from nerves

Isak always found comfort in Paxtons touch and he smiled softly at his boyfriend. “ im fine” he said, it was a half true at least right? he wanted to do this, he was however so extremely nervous. “ lets hope” he said taking paxtons hand “ where are we meeting her?” he wondered. 

Isak was trying his best to hide how much he was freaking out on the inside at the thought of meeting a close friend of Paxton. “ yeah always” he chuckled, it was true, Paxton always made his day turn into good. Isak swallowed hard hearing his phone, he dared to bet who that was. “ yeah? i hope so” he said, at this point his hands were shaky and ice cold. “ uhm… naah, i´m good, i had a protein shake after practice” he admitted with a smile. “ lets go meet up with her” he said wanting to do it before he chickened out.