Pavlov's dog

wellll i did this when i tried to mold him out of clay maybe someone will need it, so i'll just share it here

i hate everyone who was in this. dean for wanting to put it back inside sam instead of letting him just go to heaven. cas for saying it’d be better to just leave it there(to continue to suffer? until there is nothing left?!). no one genuinely cared about sam’s well being in the long run. dean just wants HIS sam back, not soulless i-fight-back and i-can-stand-up-for-myself Sam. Cas wants to use soulless sam to get more info on purgatory, he doesn’t want to admit he messed up on bringing Sam back. if anything, Cas benefits from getting soulless sam and leaving behind sam’s soul.

rewatching this show just makes me angry bc yeah castiel was not nice. he stopped saying nice things but still :( sam truly believes what castiel says.