It was in the dead of night when Lilia Calderu felt it: the deep, gut-wrenching sensation of something wrong. She had just started to drift into a peaceful sleep beside you, her soulmate, the woman who made her heart whole again after centuries of solitude. Yet, the moment she closed her eyes, she sensed something within the bond between you two shatter like glass.
In that split second, memories of the trial on the Witch's Roadâthe trial that nearly took her lifeâflooded her mind. The fear. The pain. The moment you thought you had lost her forever. It was that same feeling that tore through your heart every time you relived the nightmare of that day, the agony of thinking Lilia had fallen, that she was gone, and that your bond was broken.
Lilia opened her eyes, instantly aware of your distress, her heart pounding. She reached over to your side of the bed and found you tangled in the sheets, your body trembling and tears streaking down your face.
âY/N,â she whispered urgently, her voice thick with concern. But you didnât stir. You were lost in the nightmare, the horrors of that moment still clawing at your consciousness.
"Please... don't leave me..." you whimpered, your voice raw, your body writhing as if you were reliving that devastating moment.
Liliaâs heart clenched in her chest. It was always the same: the day you thought she was lost to you. The moment her fall on the Witch's Road had shattered both of you, the connection between your souls broken by the terror of losing each other. She had returned, but the damage of that fear still lingered in the quiet hours of the night.
Desperate to calm you, Lilia leaned forward and gently brushed the hair from your damp forehead. Her hand softly traced your cheek, the touch tender, loving, grounding.
"Y/N, love, itâs me," she whispered, her voice steady but filled with the deepest affection. "Iâm right here. Iâm not going anywhere. Please wake up for me, love."
But still, you tossed and turned, trapped in the endless cycle of your nightmare. Lilia's heart shattered at the sight of you suffering, your pain echoing in her chest like a wound that wouldnât heal.
Without thinking, Lilia pulled you into her arms, cradling your shaking form against her. She whispered to you, but the words didnât seem to reach you. Her touch, though soft, wasnât enough to break the hold of the nightmare. Thatâs when Lilia knew what she had to do.
She closed her eyes and drew a deep breath, summoning the song that had always calmed both of you, the lullaby that had healed the broken pieces of your hearts during darker times.
She softly began to hum the first few notes, the melody flowing effortlessly from her lips.
"If I could make a wish I think I'd pass
Can't think of anything I need
No cigarettes, no sleep, no light, no sound
Nothing to eat, no books to read
Has left me peaceful warm and tired
There's nothing left to be desired
Peace came upon me and it leaves me weak
Sleep, silent angel go to sleep"
The song had always held a special place between the two of you. Every time Lilia sang it, it was like a bridge between your souls, reconnecting the pieces of your hearts that life and time had pulled apart. The softness of her voice, the power in the simple words, had a way of calming your spirit, reminding you that you were never truly alone.
Slowly, as she continued to sing, you began to settle. The tremors in your body lessened, the nightmareâs grip weakening with every note she sang. Lilia held you close, her voice soothing as she continued with the next lines.
Is the air that I breathe
all I need is the air that I breathe is to love you
all I need is the air that I breathe
Has left me peaceful warm and tired
There's nothing left to be desired
Is the air that I breathe
all I need is the air that I breathe is to love you
all I need is the air that I breathe
Her voice was low, the sound of it vibrating through your chest, filling your ears with the warmth of her love. Each word she sang was a promise, a vow that you would never have to face the darkness alone again. She was here. She was with you. And nothing, not even the terrifying memories of the past, could take that away.
"Peace came upon me and it leaves me weak
Sleep, silent angel go to sleep"
Your breathing slowed as the nightmare finally loosened its grip on you. You slowly came back to the present, your eyes fluttering open. The first thing you saw was Lilia, her face illuminated by the soft light of the moon, her warm arms wrapped around you, holding you close.
You looked up at her, your voice barely a whisper. "Lilia...?"
"Iâm here, love," she said softly, brushing a lock of hair behind your ear. "Iâll always be here. You donât have to be afraid anymore. Weâre connected, always. Nothing can break us."
Tears welled in your eyes, but this time they werenât tears of fear. They were tears of relief, of the weight lifting off your chest. You pulled her closer, burying your face in her neck as you clung to her. The nightmare was gone, and all that remained was the warmth of her presence.
"Youâre my everything, Lilia," you whispered.
Lilia kissed the top of your head, her hand gently stroking your back. "And youâre mine. Always. Youâre the air I breathe, Y/N."
With that, you both lay there in the stillness of the night, her lullaby still lingering in the air, a reminder that no matter how much darkness had once separated you, love always found a way to bring you back to each other.
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