i'm pathetic

I know you'll be reading this, I'm very sure,

I want you to know that in the past few days you've helped me more than almost anyone has ever. You've helped me and understand me more than my guidance ever can.

And I can tell you actually care about me... And that's saying something. and I know that when I have a problem, I can and I WILL come to you.

You are amazing and just... yes. ok you're one of my closest bestest friends. It doesn't matter that I haven't known you for a long time. I know that I trust you FULLY.

(i mean the fact that I showed you this blog and everything proves it more than anything)

I wish we could spend more time together D:::

And I'm sorry for when I piss you off ok. I'm sorry it's who I am. But you KNOW that. And that's amazing

Chey you are one beautiful amazing human being and I feel lucky to have you as a friend.

I hope today was fun even though it was just hanging out with me.

I could go on forever about how much you mean to me and how thankful I am of you. So I'll end with this, 

I'll be here for you, forever. Whatever, wherever, no matter what time it is. and i mean it ! 

ILAMI HOW SERIOUS !! :OOO ???