my uncle Paul is in the ICU. critical condition but sedated and stable. cardiac arrest. failing organs. his youngest child is 5 months pregnant. their mother died when they were teens.. if he dies before she has her baby and neither of their parents get to meet their grandchild, I'm gonna lose my mind.

My job is pushing me out. told them my last day could be next Thursday and I wasn't put on schedule next week at all so guess my last day is tomorrow.

keep telling myself "this is gonna be our year"

Less than two weeks till we leave Illinois.

June on the phone with her friends "today at school I had a dare to go up to the principal during recess and say "I like cookies" so I did. And she was like "okay" and then I walked away"

Played hookey from work with my husband yesterday for an early 5 year wedding anniversary celebration and legitimately had one of the best days of my life with him. Went to lunch at Mexican restaurant in town, sat on patio in the sunshine. Perfect patio weather. Walked to antique shop and walked around and got a elephant for my collection, an stone carved Aztec god letter opener, and a local artist painting of Illinois to put in new home. ♥️ Also found the same Coca-Cola phone I had in my room growing up! (Which is a whole other story) Walked to popcorn shop and got Oreo popcorn (holy shit going back for a bag before we move) Had so much sex. 🫣 10/10 best day.