The Space Between
Synopsis:
Two hearts, a cat, one domestic life... and a single email that might break them. Can they hold on to what they have?
(Written for Hanki shippers, by a Hanki shipper. No refunds if you cry. DEFINITELY NOT A SMUT *wink**wink*)
(Please listen to this song while reading. I highly recommend đĽš)
Chapter 3
Woongkiâs POV
The Seoul streets were quieter than usual, the hum of cars distant beneath the glow of neon lights. My hands dug into my coat pockets as I walked, the email from Spain looping in my mind like a broken record.
Two weeks. Iâd known for two weeks. And Han didnât know.
The wind tugged at my hair, and I shiveredânot from the cold, but from the weight of what I hadnât said. A year away. A new life waiting. And Han⌠my Han, who didnât deserve to feel blindsided.
I passed a small cafe and paused, staring at the warm light spilling onto the sidewalk. I could go in. I could call him. I could⌠do something. But my chest felt like stone. I just wanted to keep walking until my legs forgot the way home.
Back at the apartment, the door clicked shut behind me. Cookie meowed, rubbing against my legs as if sensing the tension in my shoulders. I slumped on the couch, laptop open but unread, my fingers tracing the edge of the keyboard without focus.
Shuaibo and JLâs words echoed in my mind. You got this. We got you.
I knew they were right. I had to tell Han. I had to. But the thought of seeing his expression, the possibility of disappointment, made my stomach twist.
Cookie jumped onto my lap, and I buried my face in her fur, letting her warmth steady me.
âYouâre the luckiest and the unluckiest guy all at once, huh?â I whispered. âI just hope you still⌠love me after this.â
When Han came home, the air shifted. The door swung open with that familiar creak, and there he wasâhair a little mussed from rehearsal, guitar case slung over one shoulder, and a paper bag dangling from his other hand.
âYou didnât check your messages?â he asked as he kicked off his shoes. âI texted you a while ago. Guess you were busy.â His tone was light, but his eyes searched my face like he was trying to read the whole day in one glance. He lifted the bag with a grin. âI bought us our favorite snackâFried Egg Gummies.â
I straightened from the couch, my phone slipping onto the coffee table. âI was out with friends. Sorry, I didnât notice.â Then I spotted the bag in his hand, the yellow-and-white gummies peeking out. âOh wow, I want one right now. Butâbefore thatâI made us dinner.â
His brows rose in pleasant surprise. âYou cooked?â
âYeah,â I said, trying to match his warmth, though my chest felt tight.
He followed me to the kitchen, where steam curled from a pot of kimchi jjigae, the rich scent of pork and chili pepper filling the air. A plate of sizzling meat rested beside it.
Hanâs smile softened. âLetâs eat. This looks amazing.â
We sat at our small wooden table, bowls steaming, Cookie weaving between our legs before settling against my ankle. Han dug into his rice like heâd been starving all day. I stared at mine, appetite gone.
That email had been burning in my mind for two weeks. Two weeks of keeping my phone face-down, two weeks of avoiding certain topics, two weeks of swallowing the guilt every time Han smiled at me. Iâd drafted replies I never sent. Each time I looked at him, the weight grew heavier.
Finally, I set my spoon down. âHan⌠I need to tell you something.â
He looked up, mid-chew, slowing as if bracing himself. âOkayâŚâ
âI got an email a while back,â I started, my voice too quiet. âItâs⌠a job offer. In Madrid. For a year.â
Han froze mid-bite. The chopsticks in his hand hovered. âWhen?â His voice was quiet but sharp, and the calmness didnât reach his eyes.
âNext month.â The words came out small. âIâd have to leave by the 10th.â
His brow furrowed. âYouâve⌠known about this?â
I swallowed hard. âTwo weeks.â
The chopsticks slipped from his hand, clattering loud against his bowl.
âTwo weeks, Woongki? You sat here, ate breakfast with me every day, kissed me goodnight, and justâkept this to yourself?â
âI didnât want to upset you. I wanted to think it through first.â
âThink it through?â His jaw tightened. âYouâre making decisions about our lives and didnât even trust me to be part of it?â
âI didnât want to hurt you!â The words came out fast, sharp. âDo you think this is easy for me? You think I want to leave you?â
âYou think Iâm just going to be fine with you being a continent away for a year?â His voice cracked now, rawer. âDo you even care how much this hurts me?â
âI do care!â My throat burned. âI love you! I just⌠I need this.â
âYou need this?â His hands pressed flat against the table, knuckles white. âAnd what about us? What about our whole life here? What happens to all of that?â
âI canât stop dreaming because it hurts you, Han!â My voice was shaking.
âWell maybe I canât stop feeling hurt because you keep secrets!â His chair scraped across the floor as he pushed back.
âHanâdonâtââ I reached for him, but he was already at the door, his shoulders rigid.
The slamming of the door was ringing in my chest like a gunshot.
I sank to the floor. The jjigae on the table was still steaming, untouched. Cookie padded over, climbing into my lap and curling up as if she could keep me from falling apart.
Hanâs POV
The streets outside were silent, but inside my head it was deafening â thoughts crashing into each other, tearing me apart. My feet moved on their own, hands jammed into my pockets, like if I walked fast enough, I could outrun the ache.
Steven was the first to see me when I slipped into the studio. He froze mid-step, his eyebrows shot up. âBro⌠Jesus. You look like shit. What the fuck happened?â
Jeongwoo was leaning against the wall, arms crossed, watching me like heâd been waiting for me to crack. âYeah, man. Talk.â
I scrubbed my hands through my hair, words sticking in my throat before they finally tumbled out. âWe fought. Woongki⌠heâs leaving. Madrid. Next month.â My voice dipped lower, bitter. âI didnât even know until tonight.â
Steven swore under his breath, shaking his head. âNo way. Just like that?â
âOut of nowhere?â Jeongwooâs brows pulled together, sharp with disbelief.
âTwo weeks, hyung.â I muttered. âTwo fucking weeks he kept it from me. Some year-long contract, this job he wants so bad. And IâI get it, I do. I want him happy. But fuckââ I clenched my fists. âThe thought of him gone⌠itâs killing me.â
Stevenâs hand landed heavy on my shoulder, not gentle but grounding. âThen admit it, man. Youâre allowed to be pissed. Youâre hurt. Own it.â
âYeah,â Jeongwoo added, his tone blunt, unwavering. âQuit acting like you gotta be unshakable all the damn time. Youâre not his superhero. Youâre his boyfriend. That means you bleed too.â
I let out a humorless laugh, hollow in my chest. âSo what, I tell him Iâm falling apart and make him feel guilty for chasing a dream? Great way to love someone.â
âNo.â Steven leaned in, eyes sharp. âYou donât dump your shit on him, you tell him the truth. Straight up. âIâm hurting, but I love you enough to let you go if you need to.â You just gotta be honest, man.â
Jeongwoo pushed off the wall, arms unfolding. âAnd if you donât? Youâll regret it. Heâll leave thinking you donât care enough to even break. And youâll be here convincing yourself youâre the strong one when reallyâyouâre just alone.â
The words cut deep, heavier than I wanted to admit.
Steven clapped me lightly on the back, breaking the silence. âCome on. Letâs get a drink before you sink right here on the floor. You need to let some of this shit out.â
I hesitated, glanced at the maknaes working quietly in the practice room, too young to carry this kind of weight. And then I nodded.
âYeah. Fine. Letâs go.â
By the third round, the burn of the soju had dulled into a heavy hum under my skin. I wasnât drunkâjust loose enough that my tongue stopped filtering every thought before it slipped out.
âAlright,â Jeongwoo said, leaning back in his seat, one hand lazily nursing his glass. âMan to man. No bullshit. Whatâs going on in your head?â
I exhaled shakily, sinking deeper into the chair. âHe didnât tell me. Not until tonight. Weeks, he kept it from me. Likeâwhat am I to him, then? Background noise? Someone he can just⌠spring this on like it wonât break me?â My grip tightened on the glass. âHe wants this, and yeahâI want him happy. But I canât fucking picture him gone. Waking up without him. No stupid arguments. No⌠nothing.â
Steven leaned back in his chair, staring at me like he was trying to read through all the cracks. âSo whatâs the real fear, man? That he goes to Spain and forgets about you? Or that youâre not enough to make him stay?â
I froze for a second, glass halfway to my mouth. The words hit harder than the liquor.
Jeongwoo scoffed quietly, swirling the ice in his drink. âThatâs it, isnât it? Youâre scared as fuck heâll figure out he can live without you. Thatâs the ego talking. Pride, insecurityâwhatever. Thatâs your shit, not his.â
âFuck you,â I muttered, half-hearted. My chest was too tight to throw the words with venom.
He smirked, leaning forward. âNah, fuck you. You need to hear it. Youâve been walking around acting like he owes you his whole life, and then you crumble the second he actually chooses something for himself.â
Steven gave him a look, softer. âEase up, Jeongwoo. Heâs not wrong, but⌠Han, listen.â He muttered, âThatâs fucked,â before knocking back another sip. Then he leaned forward, elbows braced on the table. âBut lookâyouâre not wrong too for hurting. Youâre not weak for saying it out loud. Stop acting like it makes you less of a man. It doesnât.â
I stared at the ice clinking in my glass, my voice breaking softer. âI donât want to hold him back. I donât. But the idea of him waking up in another country and forgetting how we fitââ My chest tightened painfully. âFuck, I donât know how to survive that.â
âThen tell him that. Let him see what he means to you.â Steven pointed a finger at me, eyes steady. âSometimes the bravest shit you can do is stand still and let them chase their dreamâtrusting theyâll come back.â
I let out a shaky laugh. âAnd what if he doesnât?â
Jeongwoo lifted his glass, eyes sharp but not unkind. âThen you take it like a man. You hurt. You scream. You bleed. And then you live. Thatâs the risk with love, Han. You donât get the good without gambling everything on the bad.â
The words settled heavy in my chest, and I tipped back the rest of my drink, letting it burn.
Authorsâs Note:
Okay sooo⌠chapter 3 it is đ¤. I honestly thought Han would just sulk in the studio and call it a night but nope. Han is depressed. Woongki is also depressed. Everyoneâs crying, nobodyâs winning. Itâs basically just bad communication with a side of alcohol. Jeongwoo lowkey ate tho?? like why was he so hot telling han to talk about his feelings đł
Next chapter will be linked here:
(Chapter 4)











