party foul

Just wanted to share an update since it’s been a few months since my last post. The last time I posted I was in a rough place, and while the circumstances have remained the same more or less, I've decided to try to turn things around over this next year. I want to believe that there’s something waiting for me in this life and that if I really try I can be the person I’ve always wanted to be. Maybe I’m being too optimistic, but who knows. I’m going to give it a shot and hope for the best. At least if I fail and find myself back where I was in January, I’ll know that I really did try my best and things just weren’t meant to be. When I (hopefully) feel a little more confident in the direction things are headed, I’ll come back here, though I’ll probably make a new blog. Until then, for those who don’t already have my number, if you want to stay in touch just message me and I’ll give it to you.