I haven't been on here in 10 years. I'm hurting. I'm lost again. I'm crying in silence on the way home. I feel alone. I dont know how to nourish the little girl inside of me, i dont know how to let her go and take care of her at the same time. I dont know where to find a good therapist i dont feel like my antidepressants are working anymore. I wish I could talk to my grandma that died when she was 54. I wear all her stape jewlery every day. I wish I could know why she smoked so much and what kind of mental issues she dealt with, I wonder if we are similar. I hope I dont pass away in my 50s but I mentally and physically dont know if I'll get myself there. I know every day can't be a good day, so I will wait for the next good day.

what's your favorite joke?