Par-chan

“Who are you?” —————————— You ever feel unreal/out of body? To me it feels like taking a step just an inch backward; still inside but not fully inside myself. Other times it’s felt like I was shrinking or sinking into the ground, or that I wasn’t in control of the words coming out of my mouth. How would you describe it? . . . #art #illustration #onyxkawai #beautifulbizarre #beautifulbizarremagazine #anime #manga #mangaart #digitalart #digitalpainting #digitalillustration #sketch #sketchbook #procreate #applepencil #rainbow #neon #lowbrow #lowbrowart #popsurrealism #lowbrowpopsurrealists #pastel (at San Francisco Bay Area) https://www.instagram.com/p/BxnCcuEhK1t/?igshid=1578zxnh4rawj

“Do you want to be hurt? Do you want to feel like your heart is being scraped with a rasp? If you do, don’t look away; whatever you do.” . . . Swipe for process/detail . . #art #illustration #beautifulbizarre #beautifulbizarremagazine #anime #manga #mangaart #digitalartart #digitalpainting #digitalillustration #sketch #sketchbook #procreate #applepencil #neon #lowbrow #lowbrowart #popsurrealism #lowbrowpopsurrealists #red (at San Francisco Bay Area) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bvo4Fs7gWBy/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1a4sk4rubfh8c

Lil sticker bb. I’m so dry for ideas lately I just cleaned up and reused this design from @nadiarausa ‘s #orientober drawing challenge lol #worksmarternotharder . . Swipe for process vid . . #art #illustration #onyxkawai #beautifulbizarre #beautifulbizarremagazine #anime #manga #mangaart #digitalart #digitalpainting #digitalillustration #sketch #sketchbook #procreate #applepencil #rainbow #neon #lowbrow #lowbrowart #popsurrealism #lowbrowpopsurrealists #pastel #kawaii (at San Francisco Bay Area) https://www.instagram.com/p/BvMkUFRAjff/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1wwvpvks546t2

Kicking bad habits . . . #art #illustration #onyxkawai #beautifulbizarre #beautifulbizarremagazine #anime #manga #mangaart #digitalart #digitalpainting #digitaillustration #sketch #sketchbook #procreate #applepencil #rainbow #neon #lowbrow #lowbrowart #popsurrealism #lowbrowpopsurrealists #gore #guro (at San Francisco Bay Area) https://www.instagram.com/p/ButykJcgaFC/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=12rvm6eu1qnkg

Vulnerable . . . I guess a piece every 2-3 weeks is my new normal. And you know what, I’m actually 100% ok with that. You shouldn’t feel pressure to make something you’re passionate about. Thank you to those who have stuck around and continued to support me with kind words and encouragement. It means a lot 💕 . . Swipe for process and detail. . . #art #illustration #beautifulbizarre #beautifulbizarremagazine #anime #manga #mangaart #digitalart #digitalpainting #digitalillustration #sketch #sketchbook #procreate #applepencil #rainbow #neon #lowbrow #lowbrowart #popsurrealism #lowbrowpopsurrealists #gore #guro (at San Francisco Bay Area) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bt_bVeqAWiM/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=6nhb9ql683sf

“Ambivalence” . . How fitting is it that I second-guessed pretty much every element in this piece? Lol Swipe for process and detail ✨ . . . #art #illustration #onyxkawai #beautifulbizarre #beautifulbizarremagazine #anime #manga #mangaart #digitalart #digitalpainting #digitalillustration #sketch #sketchbook #procreate #applepencil #rainbow #neon #lowbrow #lowbrowart #popsurrealism #lowbrowpopsurrealists #mood #moody #grunge #outerspace #moon (at San Francisco Bay Area) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtGvtraA4Py/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1gssf63d3058r

Heavy . . Struggled too hard with the colors. Still not sure if I’m 100% happy with it but I figured it’d be best to leave as-is and move onto something else 😅 . . Swipe for process vid/detail . . #art #illustration #onyxkawai #beautifulbizarre #beautifulbizarremagazine #anime #manga #mangaart #digitalart #digitalpainting #digitalillustration #sketch #sketchbook #procreate #applepencil #rainbow #lowbrow #lowbrowart #popsurrealism #lowbrowpopsurrealists https://www.instagram.com/p/BsTPZ3ogxG_/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=k6j2m1n6b7w0

“Layers of lace Held in place Diagnosed you’re a ghost” . . . It’s been a while! Recently scanned in some of the patterned holographic paper I have and it ended up as this awesome texture! 💕 Swipe for process vid. I hope everyone is enjoying the holidays! I’ll be over here eating all of the tamales. . . #art #illustration #onyxkawai #beautifulbizarre #beautifulbizarremagazine #anime #manga #mangaart #digitalart #digitalpainting #digitaillustration #sketch #sketchbook #procreate #applepencil #rainbow #neon #lowbrow #lowbrowart #popsurrealism #lowbrowpopsurrealists (at San Francisco Bay Area) https://www.instagram.com/p/BrxwNC7A-jY/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ow9njh86unvs

“Sad eyes like sharpened daggers You’ll never walk only stagger” . . Swipe for process vid, close-up, and colorless line art. . . #art #illustration #beautifulbizarre #beautifulbizarremagazine #anime #manga #mangaart #digitalart #digitalpainting #digitaillustration #sketch #sketchbook #procreate #applepencil #rainbow #neon #lowbrow #lowbrowart #popsurrealism #lowbrowpopsurrealists #gore #guro (at San Francisco Bay Area) https://www.instagram.com/p/BrBKLR0AptX/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=hwfgg3dv9871

Quick doodle nothing . . . #art #illustration #onyxkawai #beautifulbizarre #beautifulbizarremagazine #anime #manga #mangaart #digitalart #digitalpainting #digitaillustration #sketch #sketchbook #procreate #applepencil #rainbow #neon #lowbrow #lowbrowart #popsurrealism #lowbrowpopsurrealists https://www.instagram.com/p/BqnLeMIAPTv/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1pi3kbeu6iiuw

“This way we could be together Like a corpse stitched with leather I've been ready for so long The silence screams my favorite song” . . Swipe for process vid/detail shot ✨ . . #art #illustration #onyxkawai #beautifulbizarre #beautifulbizarremagazine #anime #manga #mangaart #digitalart #digitalpainting #digitaillustration #sketch #sketchbook #procreate #applepencil #rainbow #neon #lowbrow #lowbrowart #popsurrealism #lowbrowpopsurrealists #gore #guro (at Área da baía de São Francisco) https://www.instagram.com/p/BqdIewEgsXQ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1i4vqhxj2jzc9

I think my first time ever using a primary color scheme. ❤️💛💙What are your fav color combos? Swipe for process video/detail shot. . . . #art #illustration #onyxkawai #beautifulbizarre #beautifulbizarremagazine #anime #manga #mangaart #digitalart #digitalpainting #digitaillustration #sketch #sketchbook #procreate #applepencil #rainbow #neon #lowbrow #lowbrowart #popsurrealism #lowbrowpopsurrealists #speedpaint #speeddrawing #grunge #mood #graphite (at San Francisco Bay Area) https://www.instagram.com/p/BqF7DxXABbE/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1dzr9ey0bdvgh

Process. Boy? Girl? Other? I’m not sure what I had in mind myself honestly, but I think this is very fitting for a frog. . . . #art #illustration #onyxkawai #beautifulbizarre #beautifulbizarremagazine #anime #manga #mangaart #digitalart #digitalpainting #digitaillustration #sketch #sketchbook #procreate #applepencil #lowbrow #lowbrowart #popsurrealism #lowbrowpopsurrealists #yesigonz_art #speedpaint #speedpainting #speeddrawing (at San Francisco Bay Area) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bpz5wgWgOiD/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1an51hrgh6h8a

🌸🐸🌸 . Happy Sunday pretties! For those of you who make prints, do you make your own or from a shop? If from a shop do you have any recommendations? . . . #art #illustration #onyxkawai #beautifulbizarre #beautifulbizarremagazine #anime #manga #mangaart #digitalart #digitalpainting #digitaillustration #sketch #sketchbook #procreate #applepencil #lowbrow #lowbrowart #popsurrealism #lowbrowpopsurrealists (at San Francisco Bay Area) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bpw_1fbgURb/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=wdqykabrmm7c

My entry for @ukairuu ‘s #drawthisinyourstyle event celebrating 39k! 🎉 Swipe for process vid ✨ #ukairuu39k . . . . #art #digitalart #anime #manga #mangaart #digitalart #digitalpainting #digitaillustration #sketch #sketchbook #procreate #applepencil #rainbow #lowbrow #lowbrowart #popsurrealism #lowbrowpopsurrealists https://www.instagram.com/p/Bpe4kUbF6tT/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1fpj6tzrydbxj

You guys, go listen to @gregoryandthehawk ‘s Moenie and Kitchi album. The sweetest voice I’ve ever heard; so sweet it hurts 😭💕 . . . #art #illustration #onyxkawai #beautifulbizarre #beautifulbizarremagazine #anime #manga #mangaart #digitalart #digitalpainting #digitaillustration #sketch #sketchbook #procreate #applepencil #rainbow #neon #lowbrow #lowbrowart #popsurrealism #lowbrowpopsurrealists #yesigonz_art (at San Francisco Bay Area) https://www.instagram.com/p/BpSUi6zFqdG/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=tohf0lnxb29o

Mourned affliction . . . Swipe for process vid. Happy Friday bbs 💕 . . #art #illustration #onyxkawai #beautifulbizarre #beautifulbizarremagazine #anime #manga #digitalart #digitalpainting #digitaillustration #sketch #sletchbook #procreate #applepencil #rainbow #neon #lowbrow #lowbrowart #popsurrealism #lowbrowpopsurrealists (at San Francisco Bay Area) https://www.instagram.com/p/BpH_XIzF6cU/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=id4vl13mkkzc