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I was considering using this website again for political theory but the communist side of tumblr seems pretty weak. Where the Marxist Leninist's at I know they've got to be here somewhere

I am writing my book. It will be probably 200 something pages. It will be about growing up, and my relationship with my family, and how that has informed my adult relationships. It will be about failed loves, and how those experiences changed me, and how I get so wrapped up in romantic love I let it become my life. It will be about mental illness and how quickly I fall into depressive states with the slightest trigger. It will be about how I have continuously lost sight of self improvement, and my struggle to improve. It will be about being queer. I am taking St. John's Wort and masturbating twice a day, pressing a vibrator to the tip of my penis like a clitoris. Rolling it to alter pressure. Tightening my body when I cum, moaning softly, sighing, decreasing my heart rate. Calming myself down. I only leave my house to go to work, which is fine. It is cold. I imagine walking to the store, buying food, buying beer. I imagine drinking alone in my room. I imagine living alone, locking myself away, never inviting anyone over, working on my book and masturbating and drinking beer becoming my hobbies. Seems nice. Seems livable.

on the upswing!! 👍👍👍

i wrote some stories and put them online at http://onemealadayebook.tumblr.com/

my ed is back. i havent struggled with this in years i thought I was done with this

Lmao the likelihood of me finding someone who I think is cute and is attracted to trans women and also happens to think I'm cute is probably pretty low, huh?

I am in a lot of emotional pain atm. I know it will end and soon I will be okay but for now I am hurting. Its probably for the best. I'm excited to be friends again and to approach this relationship again as friends. I'm glad it ended in a good note. I'm glad we're being honest with each other. I just need time I guess

My partner and i are not together anymore and I've been slowly coming to terms with that