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I don’t want to forget this night ever so I’m gonna write down some thoughts 🥹

1. He sounds like an angel. He kept talking about how he was nervous but he didn’t miss a single note as far as I’m aware.

2. ⁠I was alone in the pit (everyone else I was with had seats) and I think I needed that. It broke some dam in me. I realised that I am free and strong and I get to live my life the way I want to. That’s a lot to put on him, but I think this show changed my life. Reset.

3. ⁠He said something about how we give him confidence to do things he’s afraid of and I just felt like it was 100% reciprocal for me in that moment. And I’m crying again.

4. Everyone around me was SO NICE. Like I can’t even explain… I just felt safe and happy and I cried like 3 times 🥺

Saturdays will always be That Bitch. I don’t know why but when he starts singing that song I just break. His voice and the lyrics were designed in a lab to go straight to my heart.

Defenceless stripped back like that?? Sexier than should be legal. Also with just Isaac and him on stage it felt so intimate. (Side note I love that the show was designed to give each band member a Moment.)

Dark to Light 😭 it just felt like we were wrapping each other in a blanket of love and there was so much mutual comfort from the crowd and Louis. I would not have blamed him if he didn’t sing that one at all but he did and it was so special.

4. He is so good at making set lists. His Mind !!! The way the show flowed was so gorgeous. The fact that we got a bunch of deep cuts (Miss You?? And his little “almost like we rehearsed that” at the end ?!) And he still played SO MUCH of the album!! We were saying after that he’s probably gonna cut it down a little bit because that was a long show but I am BEYOND grateful that I got to witness all of it.

5. The visuals were gorgeous and I love the stage set up. I love him. So much.

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