Just a dude 🍉

I suck at writing

I forget tags in story lol

I don't add warnings unless I deemed it necessary

I use only the same picture when on one character, unless I find it boring then it will be change

I write who I find hot, I don't write many characters, I focus on who I want

"General, what a surprise to see you here." You smiled at his greeting while you stand gazing through the sky, endless possibilities crossed your mind as you prepare to embark on your journey.

"To be able to bid my farewell, I think I should meet you for the last time before you take on the sky." You laugh, "How... Delightful." Jing Yuan smiles at you, his eyes turn to the stars.

To think that you will not depart without someone saying their last words to you, this place will serve only as a memory the moment you step on the ship, you will be across the universe where you will meet different species, new people, see new places.

"Should I send you a signal if.. he returns?" You can tell Jing Yuan hesitates to mention the man, and to avoid wounding your fragile heart any longer. Yet, the price was too good for you and him that this conversation couldn't be avoided even if you yourself will disappear to the cosmos.

Your weakness is him, your strength, your life, your suffering..

"There's no need. I doubt they will even reach me."

As you take the ship, Jing Yuan waves to the craft you are maneuvering out the Xianzhou Luofu, his words did not reach you.

"Him or the message?"

The universe does not spare the weak, nor the unlucky ones.

Whichever planet you try to reside, he would find you. You will face him, now different than what you used to see him. He changed, but you remain as ever the same as how he loves you.

"How should I call you," You asked, pinned on the wall in his grasp. "Yingxing?" You test the waters. You can tell that he flinched as you uttered his name in whisper how you used to under the sheets with him. The grip on your shoulders tightened.

"Must I be a part of your vengeance, Blade?"

He never raised his weapon at you, but you still end up wounded, hurtfully inside, your heart churns as you turn to look at him. His silver hair gone to be in a shade of navy blue, the tip fades into red. His eyes that used to shine like the sea have turned scarlet that you're now a stranger to.

He will never be the person you fell in love with. That man died a long time ago..

Blade despises that he is but now an immortal being, and that suffering he also has to endure is to not be able to die with you.

"Must you torture me this way? All these years I try to run away from you, yet you show up every time. In what planet must I hide in for you not to track me down?" You screamed, anger evident in your words.

Blade will never let you escape from his grasp, not anymore he will let another person he cares about disappear, especially you. You may get angry, kill him, yell at him, but you don't get to disappear.

This never-ending chase gets tiring, but you never give up. Just to get away from him.

He's not Yingxing. He will never be Yingxing.

"No matter how many times you run, I will come to you. You're.." everything to me. The only thing that keeps me sane. His co-worker's words be damned, when he remembers your face and name, the demons within him crumble into dust, his mara that torment his life dissipates when he thinks of you.

Besides, no matter how many times he has found you, even if you shout words that flew right past his head, one thing he will never ignore is..

There are lots of healed scars on his arms and wrist, some are stitched but knowing of his healing abilities, you know it was just like putting broken pieces together, a puzzle to connect.

Blade remains unmoved, you wonder if your pitiful gaze becomes noticeable and you force yourself to look away, afraid of the man getting uncomfortable.

You aren't unfamiliar with scars, some are from battles, while others are inflicted.

As a life-long species of Xianzhou Luofu, you are still capable of dying even if you could live for hundreds of years... Right now you are witnessing a new era of the universe.

You reach for his tailcoat that is on his forearm and he gazes at you from the sudden movement, you look at him, "Let me fold that for you,"

Blade looks at you reluctantly before handing it over, you neatly fold his coat and set it on your lap. "Instead of getting it wrinkled." You smile at him and all you get in return is a stare.

From your eyes, Blade looks and behaves like a cat whenever he's around you, he's distant yet if you don't give him much attention he will approach you, discreet and cautious. When you talk to him, there are barely any responses that you've gotten used to his nonverbal ones, still, reading through him is still a hard time to do.

All in all, you entirely don't get this man.

As you return your attention to your phone, you scroll mindlessly through the screen, switching to different media and distracting yourself at the mean time.

You didn't even notice that Blade was looking at you again, he pondered while his eyes bore at you.

Why are you so engraved on that phone? He even catches you smiling at the screen from time to time whenever he lets his eyes stare at you as he studies your features, your face, your eyes, your lips that crescent when you smile, your laugh that subdued everything from his ears, even he swore the mara within him calms down through your voice.

Truly, you are a wonder.

Blade leans in and rests his head on top of yours, closing his eyes. He does not add anymore weight on you knowing you are much more fragile than his body that handled many fights from the past that he grew from the pain.

"Are you alright?" You asked, and Blade didn't respond.

Knowing his usual demeanor, you didn't push further and kept silent, returning your gaze to the phone.

But minutes of scrolling, boredom gets the best of you and you sigh, returning your attention to Blade's scars. You listened to his calm breathing.

Your hand trailed off to his and caress the bandaged hand, fingers overlapping on the gauze and your fingertips to his slim fingers.

"When will you let me rest?" You heard him, causing you to jolt and pulled away in an instant.

"Sorry."

Blade sighs and stands up.

"Get up."

Blade reached for your hand and you were pulled to his own room where Blade threw his tailcoat on the nearby chair and he changed into a usual clothing. Not everyday you get to see him in just his shirt and pants, but it's not new to you.

You remain standing in the middle of the room, waiting for his instructions.

He then sat on the bed and looked at you, a silent command for you to get closer. You take a few steps until you're standing in front of him and he gently pulls you down to the bed, where Blade suddenly rests on top of you. His weight is definitely greater than you, but you don't complain, his warmth eases your tensed body.

Blade sighs heavily and you reluctantly place your hands around him as his hair tickles your neck.

"Those scars.." You mumbled, Blade groans and didn't budge, thus you continued your rambling. "I know you're immortal, but still, do take care of your body."

"They heal, it's no matter." He replied, somehow his hold on you getting tighter.

"They do, but it will still remain on your body, a reminder."

"Forget about those things." Blade ended the conversation, yet with your kind soul he is fond of that Blade would not willingly say out loud, you remain silent for a moment.

"Someday, once the deal has been fulfilled... Forget it. In the meantime, I wish you would take care of yourself."

You look at him and meet with the crown of his hair, you stroke his head and the softness of his hair soothes your palm. A word was left unsaid that you wished you had said.

You knew of Blade's occupation, you're familiar with his work but never really dwell on it to keep you safe, according to him. Blade wanted to keep you out of trouble as much as possible, as his lover, you are meant to keep your relationship hidden.

He could only keep an eye on you when he's away, a quick visit in the town you reside secretly with him and you don't know of such activities he's done when stalking you, just to keep you safe.

It has been a month since he was gone, and as soon as his script was finished, Blade travelled back home as fast as he could.

Weeks since he last saw you, Blade searched around the house in hope to hold you again. Fortunately, he found you just stepping out of the kitchen, a food in hand.

Your eyes widened as soon as you saw him standing in the living room, placing down the food you were holding and ran up to him, hugging him tightly as he returned the gesture, kissing your neck in the process.

"I've missed you.." You muttered, pulling away from him. You smiled as you inspected him, no new wounds on his body, and he looked.. he still looked handsome.

"Have you eaten?" You asked, despite you pulling yourself away from him, Blade still holds your hand.

"I did." A white lie for you to not get worry, Blade ate like hours ago before he was finished and out of the Stellaron Hunter's base.

"You should rest, you're probably tired." You turned off the screen that has been playing for a while now to keep you distracted and led him to your shared bedroom.

You have so many things to tell him while he's away, and Blade knows you do. The man had stalked you once a week while he was out on a mission, and you were unaware of all of it.

You urge Blade to lay beside you, and he takes off those agonizing layers of clothing, keeping only his pants and he lays beside you, holding you close as he rests on top of you.

Blade held you close, as soon as his body touched yours, his mind drifted somewhere else. He kissed your body that stops you from speaking. But he urged you to keep going, wanting to hear your voice.

"Then I.. bought you something. Ah–" He bit your neck stopping your thoughts from forming.

"A gift for me?" He whispered. You nod, "I think I already got it." Blade sits up from crushing you, even if you liked the weight he puts on you.

You aren't dumb, you know what he meant and he waits for you to prepare yourself. "Okay.. if that would make you happy." You spoke.

"I am more than happy, Darling." To be able to touch you like this, Blade was in euphoria and he knew he would dive deeper as soon as he gets to taste you.

Blade traveled down until his face was on your crotch, he pulled down the shorts you were wearing and he almost moaned to the sight in front of him. He didn't waste any time and Blade rested both of your legs on his shoulders and wrapped his arms around your thighs, leaning down to kiss your pussy that has begun to leak.

"Blade..." You moan his name, your fingers tug on his hair and you push yourself closer to his mouth, aching for him to go deeper. Both his arms remain locked on your thighs, keeping you in place as you push and pull, despite knowing of wanting more of his tongue on your pussy.

His head, trapped between your thigh and your legs wrapped around him locking him in place as if he would want to pull away from the meal that is presented to him.

Breathy moans kept the room in noises, along with his tongue lapping on your hole as he sucked your clit earning him a thrust of your hips and his name escapes between your lips in a whisper.

You kept your mouth shut, shy to make a noise but the whimpers. He slaps your thigh, a warning to not hide the moans he adores after not hearing your voice for several weeks.

His tongue flicks on the bud, thrust and laps on your pussy, his content moans suppressed while he keeps his face between your legs. His eyes remain fixated on you, adoring of how you look at being pleasured and the teary face of yours made his cock throb.

You can feel him getting faster, eating you out as if it was his last, and you couldn't keep your noise anymore, barely holding on to the thread that kept you from release. His large calloused hand caress your hips, with a suck on your clit, you came with a cry, spilling on his mouth and you pull him closer with your legs. Blade choked from the pull and he swore he's in dreamland from how your thighs wrapped around his head and your pussy pulsating from the release, he continues and you tried to push him away to avoid being overstimulated but Blade is a stubborn man, and quite a mean one.

"Mn s-stop..! Bla-de, stop! I'm– oh...!"

You cried out, the heels of your feet jab on his back, begging for him to pull away, your hands tug on the messy hair of his to push him away but he's persistent to keep you on coming.

You sob as tears fall on your cheeks, unused with too much pleasure despite how many times Blade had fucked you to the point you would pass out till he gets satisfied.

"S-stop I'm gonna cum again! 'm gonn- cum!"

Spurts of liquid cover his face, the mess beneath him is just your fluid that he desperately laps on.

Your back arched from the bed as you ride out your second orgasm, clawing on the sheets and you hide your face on the pillow to hide your embarrassment.

Minutes have passed and your body shakes from the overstimulation, Blade kissed and cleaned you with his tongue, eyes too hazy and focused on your glistening pussy.

His hot breath on your hole made you shiver once he pulled away, he trailed kisses up to your body until he's face to face with you. Blade kissed near your eye and your shaking arms wrapped around him, holding him close and his lips met yours.

His skilled tongue explores your mouth, and you try to keep up with him only to drown to the bliss of his gentle hold he could muster.

Blade unbuttoned his pants and pushed down until his cock was free from its confinements. He aligned himself in your pussy and thrusts in while you were distracted, the sudden intrusion made you gasp from pulling away, feeling how big he is and missing the feeling of your walls clenching around his thick cock.

He moaned from the tightness, "Calm down.. Breathe." He eased, caressing your side.

Once you've gotten used to his size again, Blade experimental thrusts slowly into you which causes a moan from you. His lazy thrusts build up your orgasm once more.

"Hm?" You whined, unused with how Blade is going slow rather than his usual fast thrusts. You're more familiar with his rough treatment, but with how things they are right now, Blade was being rather gentle.

He chuckled, "I love you.."

Even if he was being slow, his thrust was still hard and met your satisfaction, his tip kissing your cervix and your inside clench around his cock.

It didn't take time for him to chase his own release, his movements getting faster until he spills inside of you. You came one last time with him, mixing with his cum, he continues to thrust into you that some even spilled out of your pussy.

Blade kisses you as he lays down on the bed, switching the both of you until you're on top of him, his cock still inside you and he made no plans on pulling out.

You rest your head on the crook of his neck, leaving marks, a reminder that he's taken.

Eventually, you fell asleep first. Blade plays with your hair and traces his fingertips on your body he worships.

He remembers how the gingko leaves fall to create an image of you so beautiful as you doze off, your back resting on the trunk of the tree as the wind blows, making the leaves sway and fall.

Jing Yuan remembers how you trained with him, swords on hand and you avoid his swings and par his sword.

"Autumn is near." You said, your voice– a lullaby in his ears. You inspect the leaf that has begun to turn yellow at the fan.

"It is, I can feel the changing of the weather." He comments, getting closer to you. "What are your plans for the upcoming season?"

"You know I have a lot of free time, I might as well stick with you." You reply, Jing Yuan chuckles offering his hand for you to hold.

"I have no objection if someone like you would always be by my side." He kisses your gloved hand, he holds a weapon many times, familiar with the weight and the callouses it gave him over the years from training, but your hand is the most delicate of them all he wishes to hold forever.

"The general of the Xianzhou Luofu shouldn't be a lazy man, it is why I am here for you to not take the same habit as Mimi." You chide.

The wind blows once more and suddenly the season changes. The gingko turned yellow as it fell and flew with the wind, the garden had grown more weeds, the water on the pond had begun to grow algae from the lack of care.

Jing Yuan watches as the person in front of him changes like the gingko leaves. How iconic as the sword he is very familiar with glows a faint yellow, and the body grows leaves and white flowers he is accustomed to.

The battlefield is harsh and merciless, only the sinners are left.

And Jing Yuan is and will always be one of them.

Your mara-stricken body has killed everyone on sight, whether it'll be the enemy, or the soldiers, your friends. No one can escape.

You are skilled, but not as experienced as the person that now stood before you. He is beyond recognizable from your eyes, you don't even know him.. Who is he?

You should kill him.

The rain hides his tears, he weeps as he cradles your body close to his bloodied clothes as if to keep you warm from the pouring rain. Even if you lay lifeless in his arms, Jing Yuan still holds you close.

Years of experienced battle, an Arbiter-General does not get many wounds yet Jing Yuan had bruises in his body, he has a wound on his side you have inflicted as he tried to bring you back, tried to not hurt you, tried to remind you that you love him.

The flowers and the gingko leaves made you beautiful, even if it grew on your skin, the yellow leaves and white flowers mixed with your beauty under the rain.

The gingko tree was your favorite.

And he made sure his garden would grow more trees of your favorite for him not to forget.

Especially Adelinde, she stays close and her ears basically all over the house just to wait for your call. She's too kind that you sometimes worry if the head maid is getting any rest, but knowing Diluc, your husband, he randomly gives the day off to his workers.

But back to your crisis, here you are resting on the bed, curled up into a ball as you hug your pillow to try and suppress the pain in your lower stomach as the pain cramps fails to go away. It is the first day, you wonder the next if you could handle it or ask for the maid to bring you a pill, but as stubborn as your husband, you never drink one.

Unless you faint from the pain, which happened just months ago that causes panic within the Dawn Winery.

Diluc steps inside the room and you didn't even notice him until the side of the bed weights due to his sitting. You didn't turn to face him and remain silent.

"My love, are you alright?" He asks in a soft tone, leaning over to get a look at your current situation. He wore a worried face and the thought of you passing out again scares him, he was not in the house when you fainted back then due to a meeting with the guild, and you understand and told him multiple times it is alright.

Now you have a husband at home whenever you have a period, he refuses to leave to take care of the business and instead passes it to Elzer who takes it without second thoughts.

You shake your head as your stomach aches once more, tightening your hold on the pillow.

Diluc sighs and lays beside you, hugging you from behind. "Come closer, I'll use my palm to lessen the cramp." He offers.

With his pyro vision, Diluc carefully infuses his hand to act as a heating pad and you let his hand drift under your clothes, he caresses the lower part of your stomach and you sigh with the warmth.

"Feel better?"

You hummed, placing your own hand above his.

With the comfort of his presence as well as the hand on your lower abdomen, you feel drifting back to sleep despite waking up just three hours ago. Due to the period cramp, you had to eat inside the bedroom despite your protest, afraid to stain the sheet but Diluc insists you eat in bed.

Despite hurting, you tried to act as if it never hurt. He finds it cute as well as admired you, but at the same time, he worries that something might've happened if you force yourself.

"You know," He uttered beside your ear, causing you to stir from almost drifting back to dreamland. You let out a grunt as a response, "I have another solution for it to disappear."

"And what is it?" You asked, tiredness evident in your voice.

"Put a baby in you."

You pinch his hand that makes him laugh, flinching from the pain but nonetheless finds it humorous.

"Don't talk like that Mr.Ragnvindr. I am not in the best shape to think things over." You glare at the window, refusing to look at him as the redness spread across your cheeks from the thought of your desires.

"I'm sorry. But hey, for nine months you won't get to experience—"

"Diluc, I swear I will kick you out." You tighten your hold to the pillow and try to suppress the thought of him making love with you.

"Alright, Alright. I'll stop." He chuckles and buries his face on your nape, giving featherlight kisses that make you shiver.

Your past is nothing but a black and white, blurry and chose to be forgotten. Your family.. well, they became strangers to you when you've told them you don't know what to do with your future. They said you have a bright path ahead of you if you just work for it. But you don't, sick of just working and doing everything you can just to please their desire for your upcoming future.

You've long forgotten what is the meaning of doing all of it.

Coming across the stellaron hunters, you meet Elio and you look at him blankly as you join them for their so-called "Scripts", their Destiny and their desire to obtain the stellaron.

Somehow, when you join and meet Elio, you have no intention of learning your own destiny, Elio just mentioned that your future would be an interesting one, and quite an issue if not payed attention.

Again, does even the Destiny's slave say the same thing to you?

You've learned of the other members of their deal with Elio, but not that it concerns you. Besides, it seems you are just there to help, yes you are an official member but you don't have a deal with Elio like the rest of them. It is quite out of place, but when you begin to work with Kafka, she says there's nothing wrong with it even if you're the first to not ask something in return.

It is weird as you try to be capable of anyone, Silver wolf, Sam, Kafka, and that guy..

Blade, he's quiet, always on his own, and Kafka is the only one that is able to control him. Probably because of her ability.

Nonetheless, you still try, even if Blade always throws himself into battle before you can even act. You were once like that, too, determined to win, get the upper hand. Now you act on your own, as if you have the same healing abilities as him.

The difference is, you can die.

The first time you've witnessed Blade 'die', you were debating whether you bring his body back or just leave him in the planet. Only to see him stand back up before you can even approach his body, stained with blood, yet no wounds to see.

You've finished the enemy before Blade resurrects, and the man looks at you before the dead bodies across the land. The stellaron on your hand, sealed and waiting to be in the possession of Elio.

No words were spoken between you as you return to the station, handing the stellaron to Elio then going back to the other members, waiting for your next part.

"Dear, would you be so kind and get Blade a new set of clothes? I'm too occupied right now to help him."

You receive a text from Kafka days after, that woman must be shopping for herself right now. No time to complain.

You approach Blade who seems to be meditating, knowing he will notice your presence, you remain standing in front of him, waiting for his nonverbal response.

He opens his eyes and gazes back at you, "Kafka says we have to get you new clothing."

Blade didn't budge.

You look across the room and saw Silver wolf, "He doesn't come with her, therefore he won't come with you." She pops the bubblegum on her lips.

'That won't happen.' Your eyebrows twitch, then go back to your room, changing into a comfortable outfit before going back out.

"Get up, you're coming with me. I don't care if you don't go with Kafka when she buys you clothes." You tug his shoulders, disrupting his meditation.

Blade was quick to take out his sword and as for you, of course you would block his swing with your weapon.

Clashing with him in the middle of the room, Silver wolf barely pays attention to both of you as she continues to play, moving away if you two come close to her and she would curse from the disturbance.

Sam walked in, confused at the commotion and tried to step in and stop before the two of you broke something.

Pining him down on the floor that stopped both of you, you glare at him and point the tip of your weapon to his face, as if it would taunt him.

"Stop." You said, voice stern while you pull away.

Seriously, you're doing this for him and he would act like this? Kafka better pay you handsomely.

The two ladies in the room look at you intrigued, and Blade stood up from the floor, eventually giving in and leaving the room.

You mentally curse him.

Rolling your eyes, you wait for his return and gladly he doesn't take his time. Blade wears casual clothes, a long black coat, underneath is a brown shirt.

Sighing, you went out first and you could feel Blade following behind you. If you are some stranger, you would guess this man is a stalker with the way he dressed. What the hell is with that mask and glasses?

Also, a beanie??

Irritated, you turned to him and grabbed the hat and glasses. "You look much better without those, take that off." You put it in the bag before he could even complain.

As you shop for the clothes Kafka gave directions to, you went to try the size Blade fits him, that man has a bit of a muscle and the part on the chest mostly doesn't fit in. You're almost determined to get him a new design, if not for the saleslady to give a size that finally fits him.

Getting a lot of pairs of them, you pay with your own money, not even bothering to ask the man behind you for his own credits. You doubt Blade has some, and even if he does, you wouldn't ask anyway.

Bags in your hand, you walk around the place to look for yourself, clothes you would find interesting, food to eat while you're out.

If only life could be this way and not have any responsibilities.

Blade follows behind you, two bags on hand that have his new clothes, yet you carry the rest for yourself. He was tempted to take the ones in your hold as he has noticed that you're giving everything to him for free. Yet he could only walk behind you like some kind of bodyguard.

As he waits for you in another stall, Blade had his eyes on you only, and he was quick to notice some men looking over you. You must've noticed with the way they act noticeably, yet you kept looking around the shop.

One guy came close to where you stand, staring at you discreetly, he would follow with his gaze, and when you're out of the sight then he would trail behind.

As soon as you step out of the shop, Blade walks towards you, weirdly close instead of walking a few steps behind you. The two of you look at each other, before you shrug him off and begin to walk.

'Do you have no idea at all?' he thought to himself and yet walks next to you, he felt the group of men still following you.

He turns his head to glare at them, and puts his hand to your waist to pull you closer that causes you to almost trip to your feet from the sudden touch.

You look up at him then to where he's looking to notice the creepy men following you. From their actions alone, you couldn't help but scowl at them.

They scattered away like rats, and as soon as they were gone, Blade continued to walk, his hand still around your waist and seemed to be forgotten.

Throughout the day, the two of you stayed close, Blade didn't pull away and would even bring you close to him if you tried to.

'Perhaps this shopping day isn't so bad after all.' The two of you thought.

Blade would insist that you would be the one to get his clothes from now on, and he would accompany you. He wouldn't like to know that there are still some kinds of guys out there, and even if you are tough to take them down and take their lives, Blade would pretend you wouldn't.

Blade had a sinister smile on his face, his look makes it clear that he wants to kill, only spill blood with the use of his sword.

The mara..

"Blade!" You called for his name, as much as possible trying to avoid wounding him, yet what difference does it make? He heals, the wound heals. You groan when he kicks you on your side, barely blocking it with your other hand when you notice in the peripheral vision of yours, still you went flying due to the force he puts to kick you.

You groan, and a shadow looms over you just when you open your eyes Blade was in the air with the sword ready to strike you down. Rolling over to avoid him, all you did was parry, avoid his attacks, never once you inflicted a wound, your weapon never makes contact with his immortal body.

Standing up, you look around for a mere moment before you block his sword again, stupid enough to use your arms which causes you to bleed.

Fuck..

You kick him on his stomach as you try to form a plan to calm his mara down.

Blade was quick to get up, he fight and fights like he was made for it. You're getting tired, and beginning to be reckless, your moves faltering as your body began to hurt from the wound and slashes he inflicted.

All you did was avoid and block, yet with his brute force it even took an energy out of you.

"Why would you say that?"

"The mara... In my case, it is different from others. I can't trust myself to be with you if it strikes once more." He spoke in almost a whisper. Blade remains to lay his head on your lap as you play with his hair.

It has been a while since he showed this much affection, you know of his lack of showing and touch. Thus this moment, you always cherish it whenever he lets himself be vulnerable to you, only you.

Blade has his hand on your thighs, his thumb caressing the flesh as he stares from the distance, but your eyes remain on him, not on the stunning view you were staring at just a few moments ago before he came.

"Is it why you are always hiding from me?" You chuckle, braiding his hair messily. Blade didn't answer.

"It does not matter, as long as you return to me, it is enough." You kissed his hair, and Blade turns to look at you. He palms your cheek which you lean on to.

"I want you to run away from me when the mara strikes."

"Is there nothing I can help you to calm it down?" You worry, because you know there will be a day you have to face him with the intent to kill anything that he deems killable.

"I don't know. Kafka is the only one that can control it."

Then you have hope, you smile, "I'll make sure to call her when you are not yourself."

In a secluded place, with your phone being broken by Blade, there was no hope of calling the only person that can calm him. You are alone with Blade, he made sure you would be so that no one can interrupt your one sided battle.

"Blade, it's me." You tried to call him, summoning your weapon when he strikes again and you fall on your feet from the force. He grabbed your arm tightly which causes you to drop your weapon and he kicks it away from you, from his grip you are sure he broke your hand, making you scream in pain.

Had there been many times you've been wounded while protecting your home, you are familiar with the pain, still.. it hurts.

Your back meets the wall when Blade kicks you, and you feel your ribs being broken from the impact.

It hurts.

Everything hurts.

You know of the pain, but not this pain where the love of your life inflicts the pain.

You try to sit up with the remaining strength you have, leaning on the wall. With the blurry sight, you see Blade making his way towards you, the sword on his hand glows faintly. You look at his face, there is nothing you can read, whether there will be a hurt look on his face, or regret, anything. But there was none. Perhaps the task on his mind was to kill you, maybe that you can formulate as he stands in front of you.

Your chest hurts, it was only then you had realized that his sword plunged on your chest.

Ah, this must be it for me.

You both look at each other, one that shows no emotion, the other with a pained expression. You lift your hand to hold the bandaged hand that impaled you.

"My love... Are you satisfied?" You mumbled, each time you opened your mouth the pain in your chest worsened, but you continued.

You tried to pull out the sword, but he pushed deeper, causing you to groan in pain, he kept you pinned on the wall with his sword.

He won't even let himself be touched by you.

With the strength you have left, you still tried to reach for him, your hand meeting his face and you pull him closer and gentle, eager to at least kiss him before you go.

"Blade.."

Well, too bad since Diluc Ragnvindr caught your heart first.

You don't know how the man fell in love with you, you liked him, and somehow destiny itself gave you the chance to be with him, now married and happy.

Diluc who gives you everything, you just need to ask, to voice out what you wanted and he would make sure to give it to you, you deserve it anyway.

" 'want your cock.." You begged as he continuously lapped his tongue on your pussy, your fingers curled and tug on his hair, pushing him closer till his face is buried in between your legs then pulling as if you had enough, but still, you cannot.

"Diluc." You sobbed, your back arched as he sucked on your clit, getting you closer to another release.

"Darling, just a moment ago you want me to eat you," He says, kissing your pussy as he lifts himself up. His chin is stained with your slick and lips plump and red. "want me to fuck you already?" He kissed your forehead and brushed your hair.

You whimper, nodding while you pull him close.

"I'll give it to you, but beg for it." He teased, the tip of his cock sliding up between your folds, sending shivers and your arousal making it worse as your impatience getting the best of you.

Nonetheless, you begged, pleas being thrown every word, calling his name, lowering yourself for his cock to push in to you instead of him brushing it in your pussy, coating his length with your cum and his spit.

"You're so pretty, so beautiful. Fuck.." He pushed in, your walls clenching around him as you moan of the familiar feeling of being full, his cock stretching your insides, carving himself inside of you, prepare to coat you with his cum.

"You want it, right? Shit–" He says between thrusts, you can't construct a word, too cock drunk as his tip meets your cervix each thrust, he lifts your leg for it to rest on his shoulder, kissing it as he watches you be lost and in pleasure of the way he makes you feel good.

His pace quickens, each meet of your skin causes a noise and you could tell of his nearing orgasm, he groans and as you get louder, he sealed your lips with his own as you both moan.

"Comin', I'm coming!" You moaned, while he played with your clit as you once more cum on his cock, Diluc soon followed, painting your walls with his cum moaning into your lips while he released his seed inside of you.

But, who's to say that you can't be part of Jing Yuan's territory? That man, he is one of the Arbiter-Generals.. He is wise and brave when it comes to battle, but once he is back in the seat of Divine Foresight, even in office he dozes off most of the time!

Fortunately for everyone, today Jing Yuan is wide awake and doing.. whatever a general has to do. To be his lover and assistant, it has been nice to look after him. You proceed with his meetings, arrange his schedule, the paperworks Jing Yuan had to assist and look after, and then somehow, a time to play Xianzhou Starchess.. Jing Yuan and his requests..

You look over to glance at the general to see him with a bored look on his face and cheek resting on his fist, staring down at the documents as his tail sway languidly. Somehow you can see a small pout on his lips indicating his displeasure yet are forced to work as it is his duty.

You can't help but chuckle, which causes him to look up when he heard you, but the moment his eyes met your figure, you are already looking back at your clipboard and walking away from his table to talk with the other people inside the seat of Divine Foresight. Even you get bored sometimes.

Abandoning his paperworks you gave him this morning, Jing Yuan decided to watch you from his seat instead, his eyes following your every move with interest, how you talk to that other Lion hybrid longer than intended, and another approaching you in need of help, then another to chat with. A thought crosses his mind as he realized that those fellow hybrid of his talked to you more than he can chat with you, and you are his lover, how unfair!

Clearly you must've know too, right? When both of you gets to rest in your chambers, you turn to be cuddly and would spoil him rotten with attention until you fall asleep.

Jing Yuan had a glare on his face when you noticed him on the corner of your eye, you can see that it was direct towards the group of people you are talking to, which causes you to excuse yourself and goes back to him.

"General, get back on reading those papers, I need to submit it to the six commissions." You spoke to him with a smile, leaning down that got his attention.

"You'll be coming home late again?" He asks instead, looking up at you.

He looks cute, his ears are drooped and the tail that sways moments ago stops and lowers. You nod, "Mn, you know how it is, and if you don't finish that I might not make it home till midnight." You sound like you're speaking to a child, but the way you talk to Jing Yuan, calm and in a soft voice, that man would always turn soft over your behavior.

It barely shows that you are in a relationship with Jing Yuan, when inside the seat of Divine Foresight, your mind is only focused on work, and you're strict when needed. Due to this, the people inside would always wonder if the both of you are in love, or just that the General likes to flirt with his assistant. He often does, but you turn it away most of the time and instead drives his attention on the work in front of him that makes him look like a hurt kitten after being turned down.

The door suddenly opens and all the eyes turn on the sudden burst, you recognize a lady walking in in a hurry and when she sees you, the unnamed woman rush towards you.

The Ten-Lords commission requests for your presence immediately that they send an assistant personally. Worried, you can't help but drop the conversation with Jing Yuan and go with the lady, leaving Jing Yuan alone.

Jing Yuan was displeased as another person took you away, that woman that suddenly bursts inside just to take you? What are the cloud knights doing at the entrance?

The people inside could feel the growing tension and the Lion Hybrids cower that made them look down at their work, unable to lift their head.

Also, how come you went with her willingly? What if you get in danger? Xianzhou Luofu is safe, but at the place the Ten-Lords commission residing is quite dangerous.

Jing Yuan couldn't help but finish the paperworks immediately, calling another assistant for them to deliver it to the six commissions.

Instead of following you due to his worries, Jing Yuan disregards all the schedules he had for today, pouring it to the others that worked for him since it was all meeting they can cover the General for. He went to your shared chambers and locked himself for today, Jing Yuan plans on waiting for you, even if he knew that you would scold him for passing his work to someone else, even if it was just a meeting they can handle. Yet he fell asleep as soon as his lays on the bed. He embraces the title Dozing General at this point...

The sun was setting when you arrived back at the seat of Divine Foresight, your hair quite disheveled from running back and forth to the place and now another document on hand for Jing Yuan to sign. Yet as you stood in front, the General was nowhere to be seen, you checked his schedule and the time, the meeting with the Divination Commission should be done by now..

A foxian called for your attention when you stood in the middle of the room. "The general sent someone else to attend the meetings, he's back inside his chambers right now. "

That...! You sighed and thanked the man before heading to your shared chambers where often the both of you reside when too tired to come home.

But right when you step inside, you immediately see his large figure and see him sleeping on the bed. Before you can even scold him, your furrowed eyebrows dissipates and instead you calmly walk up to him. You sat on the corner of the bed and stared at his sleeping face, he looks peaceful that you did not bother to wake him up any longer. Somehow Jing Yuan never fails to swoon you even just by doing nothing, it is why you keep falling in love with him.

As you ruffled his white hair, his ears flinched and you heard a low purr from him, yet Jing Yuan remains asleep. You began to change into your nightgown he specifically gifted you and lays next to him, lifting the covers and cuddles to the lion hybrid.

Smelling your familiar scent, Jing Yuan's eyes opened and he met yours. He was expecting a scold the moment he woke up yet none came, you instead smiled at him and pet his hair which he always leans to. He almost forgot that he was sulking.

He pulls away when he remembered, turning his back that made you surprise, Jing Yuan never turn his back at you at sleep.

'ah.. is it this time.'

Smiling mischievously, you didn't dare to get close to him to hug him from the back and instead turn to your side that made the bed creak, indicating your movements. You get comfortable to your side and closes your eyes and waits for sleep to consume you.

But before you could drift off to sleep, Jing Yuan was on top of you and forces you to lay on your back. You open your eyes and look at him, raising an eyebrow.

His ears, it's dropped and a frown plastered on his face. His gold eyes looking at you and you tilt your head. "What's wrong?"

Jing Yuan glared at you and suddenly puts his weight into you which made you huff.

"Jing Yuan! Get off, you're heavy!"

"No." He answers, trapping you beneath him. You could feel his breath on your ear as he smells you, inhaling your scent he openly claimed to be good.

You sigh and gave up, you instead began to play with his soft hair and massages his scalp you know would make him sleepy. But making him fall asleep knows more weight would be put more on you, so you force him to look up, stopping him from breathing on your neck.

"What does my grumpy cat want?" You teased, the glare on Jing Yuan face deepens.

" 'not a cat." He shortly answered.

"You are though," You laugh, pulling him down for a kiss. "There, feel better?"

"That's not my lips." Yes, you knew. But to tease him longer you kissed the tip of his nose, then your lips met his cheeks and you heard him groan as he called your name to warn you.

Finally, your lips met his and you last it longer.

"Feel better now, my lion?"

"..Yeah."

But, whenever you strike a conversation, Blade would look at you, then go back to closing his eyes and meditate. You always wonder if something is bothering that man as he just sometimes sits somewhere, then disappears in a blink of an eye. The first and last time you heard his voice is when you ask if he's waiting for someone and if he is alright.

"Yes." Was all you got, one word.. odd.

Usually you would be the one to strike the conversation whenever you meet him, you greet, ask him about his day which by the way, you never get a word out of him but a nod and a simple hum which you assume is an answer 'Yes, I'm doing fine.' Then you went on your day, the stress about work, the people you encounter that gives you that stress, more stress and so on.

You almost feel bad because that man never leaves until you assume (again) that the person he is waiting for has arrived somewhere which you never get to see, or when you need to go back to work or have to go home to rest.

Usually, when you have to leave first (which is often you do) is because of guilt, you feel bad that Blade had to listen to your nonsense. But who are you to blame? It is the first time a person would be willing to listen, even if you never received a response. It was like talking to a.. to a diary, or a stray cat that approached you that had to listen to your boring life of work.

It was kind of him to listen, really.

One time, as you got out of your work, a woman was instead sitting where you often see Blade. It is when you learned of his name, the woman had a strange personality, and seemed to be the same age as you.

"Bladie had to.. had some business to take care of. So I was the one to be talking to you here." She says, you sat next to her and even offered a food you brought along the way, but she declined.

"Are you the one he's always been waiting for?" You asked as you took a bite of your food.

"Hm," The woman thought for a moment, looking at the scenery in front, "I suppose." Then she laughs.

Then after that day, you would either meet Blade, or that unknown woman who never bothered to give her name to you. It is still often Blade who meets you after your shift.

"Oh, it's you." When you notice the magenta colored hair and smaller compared to the man you are accustomed to. You greet her and she waves, "Hello again."

"Blade had to attend another business?" You guessed, which is correct when she nods.

"He didn't send me today, I came here on my own." You turn your head to the side, "I'm curious why you are always willing to talk to a stranger about your problems." She begins.

You chuckle, "It makes me feel at ease, plus, the weight it gives me somehow disappears if I talk it out." The woman looks at you, curious even if her face does not show any type of emotion that could be related to her curiosity.

"Bladie is not the type to stay in a conversation if it doesn't benefit him, or not related to work.." She muttered.

"Well, I never get a response from him."

"He's the type of person that doesn't have the energy to have an annoying conversation. I do wonder why he always comes back here." The woman wonders, that your lips suddenly lay flat.

The worst conclusion manage to build up in your mind, Blade is always here to be at peace as you imagine. The scenery you always take the destination to get home is a calming place to look at, so.. could it be you're disturbing his moment of peace?

Plus, your conversation is always a one-way, and it's always about the same topic, your work, then people you talk to, then the place.

Is it why this woman also appears sometimes for him because he would find your conversation annoying?

Now you just felt bad for the man..

"You alright?" The voice you recognized managed to take you out from your dwelling. You nod, "Yeah. Sorry for spacing out."

"Hm, seems like your work got you even more stressed out. Care to tell me about your day?" She crossed her legs and turned her body to look at you and smiled, waiting for you to talk.

"Oh, no, nothing about my work. I think it's just because I'm not able to sleep properly these days," You lied, "I should probably buy a pill, coming to work with less than five hours of sleep isn't good." You continue and she nods.

"It is, you'll get tired easily." At least to her you get a response, "Although I don't recommend a pill immediately, it might make your health worse."

You nod and stand up, a cue that it's your time to leave. "I should probably head home, thank you for having a chat with me." You always thank them for listening to you.

"Already? A shame, I like listening to you talk." She says, somehow you see genuineness in her smile and words.

"Perhaps one day, I'm just tired today." You make up an excuse then take a step to leave, only to bump into something.. or someone.

"Oh, Bladie, came back so soon?"

You look up and see Blade looking at you, his face not showing any emotion. You took a step to get out of his way and his eyes followed you before looking at the woman still sitting on the bench.

"Just talking, nothing more." She says and stands up. "Your friend here is going home already, isn't it our time to go as well?" She looks at you and you nod.

"I am, take care." You wave and turn your back to walk away, not even glancing at Blade as you felt awful for forcing him to listen to you.

As soon as you were out of sight, Blade finally turned to look at the woman in front of him.

"Kafka."

"What? I did tell the truth, I came here to talk. It's nice to have a friendly chat once in a while, I should come by more." She laughs. She can feel the sharp stare from Blade yet she remains ignorant to the silent threat.

Later on, you try your best to avoid the path where you usually use to head home, and if your eyes catch Blade casually sits on the same bench, looking at the sky then closing his eyes, you return to your office to wait for him to disappear.

Most of the time, you're successful, but then when the fate is against you, you have to blend in with a crowd to not be seen by him. Unfortunately for you, who does not know of his occupation, he always notices you, despite how you try to conceal yourself within the crowd.

One day turns to three, to five until a week where you didn't speak with Blade, not even meeting him. Blade knew the moment you tried to hide from him you're purposely avoiding him. The glare he had on his face seemed to worsen as for the last time, you walk past him like he does not exist, you kept your walk without even turning to him to strike a conversation like you usually do. What happened to you? You're always talkative, always that he likes to listen to your voice.

The way you talked to him, without knowing anything about him, a stranger you willingly let your life be known. A dangerous man you don't know.

Once he couldn't bear the thought of you ignoring him, not talking to him after weeks. Blade decided to follow you home without you noticing him, it is his first to follow you, keeping in the dark to not be seen by you.

You enter into your apartment, unaware of the man stalking you.

Likewise, you cook for yourself, take a bath, clean for a while then head to your bed when night falls.

But just when you're about to close your eyes to rest, you suddenly feel a chill even if being covered with blankets, you made sure to close the window inside your room, so how come you can hear the wind?

When you open your eyes, a figure stands just centimeters away from you, almost letting out a scream until a bandaged hand covers your mouth and pinned you down on the bed. The cushion saves your back and it creaks as another weight is added.

You held the hand that covers your mouth, panicked until you saw eyes you are familiar with. Slowly, your breathing calms down and your tensed shoulder eases.

"Blade?"

When he hears your voice, he removes his hand yet remains on top of you. "Wha.. What are you doing here?" You asked, you should call for help when a stranger enters your house. But he is no stranger, you know him, but not entirely.. no, you don't really know him, just his name.

"Why aren't you talking to me?"

"... Huh?"

You have a forced smile on your face the moment you hear his words, you stare dumbfounded at him and he frowns.

"You've been avoiding me, I always saw you trying to mix yourself to the crowd. Don't think I won't notice you," he brushes the strand of your hair that covers your face, the city lights from outside managed to shine a light to make both of your faces be seen to each of you. "Why are you avoiding me?"

You stutter and looked away, thinking of a way to escape this sudden intrusion and question. Your mind didn't cross the thought of Blade breaking to your home, why would it be?

But, him personally coming to you is a first, and the first time once again you've heard of his voice you forgot what it sounds like, the very first thing you've heard from him is him asking why are you avoiding him. It made you laugh suddenly, which confuses the man on top of you.

"Why are you laughing? I'm asking you a question." He glared at you, even if he somehow can't be mad towards you.

"It's just–, this is the first you've approached me! And you are asking why am I avoiding you," You laughed, turning to face him away. "What? Got a crush on me or somethin'?" You joked, even if you knew you were the first one to always talk to him despite the lack of answer.

Hearing you blurt out those words, Blade's eyes widened and he rises up from pinning you on the bed, moving to stand beside your bed. "How preposterous, I was just–" worried..

He kept his mouth shut, glaring at you as you chuckle. "What?"

"It seems you are fine, I'm going." He began to leave yet he stopped when you call his name.

"Is it fine to you to talk with you again? Do you not get annoyed?"

Blade likes hearing you speak, he likes to hear your voice and enjoyment through your tone. To see your face lit up from the event you've told him even if he doesn't respond, he doesn't like to join in to your storytelling thinking he'll ruin the mood you've set with his responses. He doesn't know how he managed to bear your talkative mouth, but.. either way, he likes hearing you talk about your day.

"A conversation goes both ways, Bladie. You have to speak for them to know you are indeed interested to what they're saying. Not everyone gets you are listening."

It was delightful, you couldn't lie. A man that is considered to be deadly, who you heard could be ruthless, a man who always has a glare on his face and the world's problem seems it put its weight on his shoulders.

Diluc who turned out to be the sweetest man you met that falls in love with you, who did everything just to have you and for you to return his feelings. What rumors does the city does to make him look like a bad guy? Sure you've heard of his stories when he personally told him his expedition, his own self-exile and slaughtered many fatui, but he's just a man. He's your man.

Your gaze upon him makes him squirm, not used to your eyes staring at his figure that always pressed you on the bed, making you scream as you take his cock whole and creampies you.

"Love?"

You hummed when he calls you, a smile on your lips never falters. Which widens when you saw how his face is red as his hair, what a cutie indeed.

"Just enjoying the sight, don't mind me," You reply as you cross you legs and rests your chin on your fist. "You look lovely, by the way." You laugh when Diluc frowns as he looked away, turning red even further from your compliment.

Many thoughts are running in your mind, and all of them involves you taking him, controlling him to the point he would beg to be inside you, to touch you. Diluc loves your body, he loves how your warm tight hole struggles to take him, how your pussy gets so wet just by being touch, your chests he would hold as he kisses your neck, your lips.

He just loves you so fucking much.

Ah, thinking about him already makes you wet.. and you couldn't help to bite your lips as your pussy clunches into nothing.

Diluc could see the hearts in your eyes as you gazes down on him, your face getting flustered as you bit your lip and smiles.

You look like you're ready to ravish him any moment..

"Take off your shirt." You ordered suddenly, which makes him look up after scanning your body, to your figure down to your crossed leg. He listens, unbuttoning his shirt until it hangs on to his shoulders, you signals him to come closer until Diluc is a feet away which you could reach him. Your fingers gently tug off his shirt, pushing it off until his pecks are out and your gaze goes lower down to his abs and groin.

"Look at you, getting pent up just by being looked down?" You chuckled, your hand traveling to his neck until it rests on his chin which he rests upon. He loves your touch.

"Because it's you.. Whatever you do turns me on." He whispers, looking at you through his eyelashes.

You hum, "Naughty boy, you are.." You whispers, clicking your tongue and shaking your head. "I should punish you."

A punishment of teasing, until he couldn't hold back. Your hands travel everywhere his body, exploring the skin you're accustomed to, the lingering marks the other night is still visible on his neck that was once covered with his buttoned shirt, you keep your palm on his face which he keeps leaning on to yet before he gets comfortable you would pull away. Diluc didn't fail to notice that your foot began to trail to his thighs until it rests on his clothed erection. You press lightly, watching his expression as it shifts to a frown as he felt the pressure.

"Eyes up here, Master Diluc." You called and lifts his chin for him to look at you.

How funny, calling him Master yet he's in no control.

"Please.." He begged, thrusting his hips to your feet that earned his a moan. "Please, let me touch you."

He calls your name endearingly, begs for it as you remain seated, not wanting for this moment to end. Diluc is a mess under you despite not you not going further into touching.

"Go on, relive yourself." You pull away and rests your back on the chair, he frowned, unsure of what you meant but slowly, he began to unzip his pants until his cock is free. Your eyes travel down to see the tip of his cock to be red and leaking of pre-cum and when his hand wraps around it, you almost moan from it alone.

Diluc is big even down there, you struggle to give him a blowjob, it hits the back of your throat but it felt so good. Even in hand, you had to use your mouth either way, but him? The way his huge hand just wraps perfectly around his cock, you realize everything that Diluc has is big, it is a surprise how you can take him... almost everyday.

You hear a whimper from him which causes you to stop from daydreaming and actually feast on the sight before you. And dear celestia, the face Diluc is making is so beautiful and hot. Your smile grew wider and you don't care if you look like a pervert at this point.

He moans your name as he pumps his cock with his hand, the fact that he doesn't need any lubricant but instead he uses his own cum makes you squirm on your seat.

"Darling.. I'm so close, please.. please let me cum.. I– fuck~" he sobbed, looking up at you teary eyed as he keeps jerking himself. "My love– please please, I'm gonna come, I want to cum–"

You leaned down and removes his hand and you began to finish him off, Diluc moaned and thrusts his hips into your hands as you move your hand up and down to his cock, your thumb rolling in circles on his tip in which he likes the most. He cried out your name as he cums on your hand, you keep moving despite the protest, his hand on your wrist doing nothing to stop you. You love it when he became sensitive, he's moaning that made you finally finally kiss him to shut him.

Diluc had never been this loud.

As you pull away, your hand also lets go of his now soft cock, still covered with cum, you took a taste.

"Come here."

Diluc moves until his head rests on your thighs, sighing as he calmed down. Your other hand brushes his red hair that sent comfort in him. "I love you." He whispers, looking up at you.

His tongue explores your mouth and you moan when he leans to deepen the kiss, the hand tugs your panties. Despite wearing his shirts that is oversized for you, Jing Yuan couldn't not help but be more turned on on the sight that is presented on him. You wearing nothing underneath the clothes, shorts not present but instead you're on your undergarment.

You grind against his growing erection, eliciting a moan between the both of you, you could feel the wetness of your pussy.

"I love you.." He whispers, "I love you so much."

Don't forget that..

He pins you down on the bed as the lips that devours you goes down further, the hands that plays with your chest lifts your shirt to get a full view of your body, Jing Yuan loves your body, worships it even. His lips trails down to your nipples, sucking and biting, rolling his tongue on the nub while the other breast of yours were given the same treatment. Your moans were increasing as you felt his teeth bit you and you squirm under him, wishing to be touch already down your core.

"Jing Yuan.." You moan his name, hands buried on his white mane that has been disheveled minutes ago.

"I know baby, all my attention are all yours."

And he kept his promise, his lips never leaving your body, his hands, despite touching you many times still gives you shivers. Two thick fingers plays with your pussy, wetting you further and the undergarment you wear was ripped off swiftly, even hearing the fabric tearing turns you on even further.

"Look how wet you are for me.. not even putting my cock inside you yet..."

Says the one who you can see the bulge on his boxers, even a wet patch from his pre-cum is visible.

"Please-" You beg, sobbing as your hand grips his wide shoulders. "Please please please please just touch me, I want you, I want you Jing Yuan–" He hushed you with his lips, a comfort gesture that makes you cry out with the overwhelming emotions.

"I'm yours, Darling. I'm yours."

Fingers inserts in you that curled just right making you moan and arch your back, he began to pump his hand in and stretches you out, preparing for his cock that you love.

You moan as you feel him add another finger and his eyes are on you, watching and savoring the sight before him, you are so beautiful, and you sound amazing to his ears. He could feel his cock throb, aching to be inside your velvety walls already, the warmth inside you and how you squeezes his cock, basically milking him.

Tugging his boxers down to free his hard cock, you gaze as he pumps until pre-cum bids on the tip and he kept his gaze on you as he touches himself. As soon as he knew that you are ready, two hands lifts your legs and he bends you until your knee touches your shoulders, you are flexible, he makes sure you will be.

Just the tip and you were already tearing up from the intrusion, your slick covering his cock that made it easily for him to push in. Slowly, his cock becomes envelope with your insides that are warm, "tight–" he moans when you accidentally squeezes him.

"Fuck– loosen a bit for me, love."

On a mating position, you could feel him inside, deep within you, carving and when you open your eyes, Jing Yuan could melt if could, your teary eyed face, how flushed you are and fuck it's so nice to be with you, he adores you so much.

He gave you barely time to adjust, thrusting in slow yet harsh. The tip of his cock meeting your cervix that something inside you felt so good when in this position.

The room is heated with your sex, both your moans mixing in delight, Jing Yuan loves your moans, he loves making you feel good, god he just loves you so much.

"Jing Yuan ah– f-faster please, more!"

How could he not listen to you?

Under him, you're so pretty, "You will be my wife. I'll marry you, fuck, I'll give you everything.."

His pretty wife that waits at his home after a long day, so he could spoil you even more, love you endlessly. A wife that's pretty, and caring as you is a blessing for him, he'll make sure to worship you. Hell he always does, there's not a day he would not think of you..

With a loud moan as Jing Yuan harsh thrust, the loud smack of sweaty and covered with slick skin, you came and covering his cock with your cum, you can't even say anything as your mind is occupied with the thought of him, his cock.

Jing Yuan kept going despite you clawing his back that surely will leave a red mark he would be proud of, his pounding getting faster as he chases his own orgasm.

"Darling– fuck, my sweetheart, I love you.. I love you I love you, I love– you..!" He spills inside after a hard thrust, making you sobbed as you feel his cum inside you, and even dripping down to your pussy that couldn't take all his seed. What a waste..

He watched as your chest goes up and down to catch your breath, leaning back to let your legs fall on his side yet he remains inside, thrusting slowly that send you to comfort and stimulates you.

You whimpers as your legs lock him in place, encouraging him to get closer until your lips met once more, kissing you passionately, your hands massages his scalp which makes him moan.

"I'll make sure you won't be lonely again.."

You knew he would, and Jing Yuan lifts your legs once more, lust still present to his gaze.

But as the lover of the general, you have to understand. You love him, and being a lover of Jing Yuan has its perks, you get to spend money and walk around Xianzhou Luofu wherever you pleases with his money. Jing Yuan even encourages you, instead of the money just being stuck in his bank account, yet you barely spend a thousand.

But as being his lover, you have to understand Jing Yuan's world is entirely different that just being his significant other is lucky enough.

Jing Yuan is an observant person, so of course he would notice the changes of your behavior even if he barely sees you and how much you tries to conceal that you feel lonely, you're not selfish, it was never in your nature.

But sometimes your love for him gets the best of you, and you want his attention.

You misses your lover..

You misses Jing Yuan..

It was why one night after he comes back, he had a gift for you hidden behind his back. He just came back from work after all the boring meetings he attended, he made the time to visit a shop.

You were in the couch when you heard the door open and closes, and you immediately head to the front door to greet your lover, which a kiss to his lips that Jing Yuan immediately initiates before you could even get on your tip toes to reach him. Damn him and his height..

You notice how his hand is on his back, and he saw your gaze and the confusion as to why he's hiding something, so you ask, getting the curiosity gets the best of you.

"A gift for you, but I'll give it to you after we eat." He smiles.

You prepare the dinner you have cooked an hour ago and ate together, he asks you about your day and you answers how you walked around Xianzhou Luofu again and you returns the to question to him.

As soon as he was doing eating (not missing to compliment your cooking) he place a small box on the table and pushes it towards you, curious, Jing Yuan has his eyes fixated on you with a smile. He waits for you to open it which you did.

A silver necklace that has a lightning bolt, and when you inspect it, behind was craved 'JY'.

"What's this for?"

"I noticed that you're always having a frown on your face, I thought a gift would make you feel better.." You were never one to wear a necklace, but to appreciate his effort, you let him put it on you. You smile when he hooked it and you felt him kisses your nape.

Another gift..

As you lay together, with Jing Yuan hugging you from behind, your hand plays with the necklace as your mind drifts from somewhere beside to sleep it off. You can feel his deep breath behind you and to your hair, his hand holds your other and is entangled.

You crave for something..

And it involves being intimate with him once again, not just a quick fuck then sleep, no, you want a passionate and slow sex. Where you are sure you would feel loved, appreciated.

You force yourself to turn, forgetting the thought to sleep, but suddenly a rush of doubtness flows within you. Jing Yuan must be tired, and this might be the only time he gets to sleep peacefully without any disturbance..

No, you promised yourself that you want him to hear you out.

" 'Yuan.. Jing Yuan." You whispers at the cold of the night, he shifts but his eyes remains close. You pull yourself away from his embrace which took a lot of effort and sits directly on his groin. "Jing Yuan, wake up." He groans, and his hand brushed the sleepness away from his sleep.

"What's wrong? Do you need something?" He asked, a bit sluggish and both hand rests on your waist, a habit. You wait until he's opened his eyes, and amber ones meet yours.

"I'm lonely.." You forced yourself to say, he stares at you for a while, "Why are you lonely?"

You explains to him, even if nervousness began to creep. You want his attention, you want his love, even if he's always going home at night it still makes you lonely to the point your heart aches, you feel lonely despite the gifts he has given, and most of all, you feel lonely and still love him, thus leads you with talking with him through it.

He shifts until he rests his head on the headboard, now fully awake despite him not liking that anyone stirs him from his sleep, but if it's you, he wouldn't mind to be awaken many times. Especially if you're sitting on his lap.

"I'm sorry I made you feel that way, it isn't my intention to make you feel lonely.. but I love you too, you know that right?" His hand cares your cheek and you nod, of course you understand, you're the most understandable person he met. "How do you want me to make it up to you?"

"Can you.. stay?" He huffs a laugh over your response.

"Darling, I'm asking a question, you don't answer a question with another question, yeah?"

"I want you to stay. I want you to be with me at least a day." Your confidence brought it up and his smile gets wider.