petite poule de lumière

i'm now 26, and feeling much more stable than when i used to be active on this blog. life no longer feels like a constant crisis. i am so grateful for every person on here who has been patient, kind and supportive to me during all these years. i truly was a mess and i just needed to be heard.

i stopped using this blog partly because it reminded me of painful memories. i obviously came accross them while deleting the posts, and was surprised to approach them with a great sense of nostalgia and empathy for the person that i was and for the people around me. we're all just going through life with the cards we were dealt.

i hope if any old follower or friend of mine sees this, that life is treating you kindly.