Pairing: Azriel x Reader (She/her pronouns used)
Read Part 2 and Part 2.5 here!
Summary: A one-night stand with Prythianâs most notorious spy leads to an avalanche of life changing events.Â
Warning/Notes: Hoping to make this a mini-series if people are interested! Some talk of anxiety, smutty/adult content, I think it can be categorized as fluff, but there will definitely be some angst eventually because I canât help myself. Please let me know what you think and if youâd be interested in more parts! Thank you.
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The glimmering purple liquid burned as it raced down her throat, shot numberâwho even knewâ as her hips swayed back and forth, the upbeat music acting as a guide.Â
Heat danced across her flesh, pirouetting on every inch of her skin, as her friends pressed closely around her, dancing the night away. Lenaâher twin sister, had been the one responsible for tonight. When she learned that her sister had been accepted to intern under the best healer in Velaris, well, sheâd wanted to celebrate by taking Y/n out andâapparentlyâ getting her laid, or very drunk, whichever happened first.
She hadnât given much of a fight, it was rare that she got to enjoy a night out. Usually, she sequestered herself away in her own corner of the world studying herbal remedies and medicinal practices, or doing research on all sorts of plants and carnivorous insects.
âWe need more alcohol,â Mariâ one of her good friends, called out, not waiting for a response before dragging Lena behind her as they headed for the bar. Y/n watched as the small, fearless seamstress flipped her hair over her shoulder, exposing a small constellation tattoo, and smiled seductively at the bartender. Laughing slightly, Y/n spun on her heels, grateful that her friends were enjoying the night as much as she was.
Vasilisa, her sweet roommate, quickly filled in the gap the other two had left. Smiling softly at a male before she twirled once, the delicate glimmering mesh of her skirt chasing after her thighs.Â
âThe High Lordâs here tonight,â she giggled, throwing her arms around Y/nâs neck as she danced with her, but kept eye contact with the male just out of view. Perhaps alcohol was, in-fact, not what they needed more of. âAnd, he looks delicious.â
âHeâs mated, Lesa, probably best to pick some other poor soul.â Despite the oddity of Lesaâs drunkenness, she couldnât help but warm at her friendâs state.Â
A small, devilish grin plastered across the girlâs face as she quickly shifted gears, âWhat about the shadowsinger? Heâs not mated and Cauldron, he is scrumptious.â
At this point, Y/n would definitely have to be the one to stop drinking. With Mari and Lena still chatting up the bartender, more drinks appearing and disappearing before they ever left the counter; Lesa all but grinding against her as she mentally undresses the High Lord and the Spymaster of the Night Court; and Periâs complete disappearance once a beautiful female had shown interest; it was a safe bet that sheâd need to make sure everyone got home safely tonight. Â
âI have an even better idea, Y/n,â Lesa squealed, her toes bouncing as she gripped both of her arms, big doe eyes pleading. âYou should ask him to dance!â Lesa seemed so happy with herself, but she had to hold back the cringe that fought desperately to claw its way free.
She must not have done a good enough job hiding it, because Lesa pouted, âYou donât think heâs hot?âÂ
Y/n blanched, âNo, of course I think heâs hot. I mean he's very tall, and gorgeous, and I like the way his shadows surround him, and I can only imagine what they can do inââ her cheeks flooded with heat that she couldnât blame on the atmosphere. Good gods, she needed to reattach her tongue to her brain. Clearing her throat, and ignoring Lesaâs growing smirk, âthatâs not the point.â
She laughed awkwardly, hoping to change the subject. She certainly wouldnât be asking him to dance. The male took her breath away, sheâd never be able to speak to him, not without clamming up or dying on the spotâ the latter more preferrable.Â
It was entirely possible that she was a little obsessed with the male, but in a âIâll adore you from behind the scenes and never, ever do anything about it,â kind of obsession. Totally healthy. Not at all going to bite her in the ass.
She just admired him, and well, all of the Inner Circle. They did so much to keep the Night Court safe and an enjoyable place to live.Â
âIâm pretty sure he doesnât dance,â Peri spoke as she finally made her reappearance. She took one of the shots that Lena handed her as she and Mari finally made their back, as well. âBesides, you're out of his league,â the purple haired faerie said, shooting her a wink.Â
Of all of her friends, Peri understood the anxiety that lingered beneath Y/nâs bones the best. The circumstances that she and Lena had grown up inâ they hadnât been the best and it followed them even now, nearly one hundred years into their lives.
She smiled back at her friend, spinning Lesa into Mariâs arms, the girl gasping at the sudden movement, Lena catching the two barely before they tumbled. Y/n slung an arm around Periâs shoulders, the two swaying back and forth as she thanked the Mother for her friends.
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The night lived on, the girls tapering off to dance with all kinds of people, the lights switching from flickering rainbow rays, to disco, to low set golden glows. Y/n let the euphoria from adrenaline and excitement drive her bodyâ she had stopped drinking what had to have been hours ago, but she still felt the light thrum in her limbs that made her feel like a cloud, made her feel untouchable.Â
By the time midnight rolled around, her feet had started aching in the best ways, her thighs felt like they were on fire, and she could feel dobs of sweat beading her brow. She had danced with her fair share of men and women, but no matter how many times Lena shot her a âgo for itâ look or Mari gave her a thumbs up, she never lingered for more than a dance.
With all her friends occupied, she made her way out the back exit, needing some fresh air and a glance at the stars. Stargazing had always been a source of comfort for her, it was her motherâs favorite thing to doâ and Velaris is the best place to do it. The beautiful dark sky was mixed with deep blues and unnerving black hues that made the stars shimmer like diamonds.
She sighed, resting her back against the brick wall of an alley, taking comfort from the cool texture against her bare skin. Her eyes stayed glued to the sky, but she jolted when she heard a small can knock over a little deeper into the alley. She stood frozen, too confused, and a little scared, to do anything other than watch.
Her breath escaped her quickly, though. She watched a small black tendril of smoke slither out from behind the bin, moonlight gleaming on the silver can as more shadows revealed themselves around it.
They made their way towards her, some of them wrapping around her ankles and running the length of her arms, gooseflesh following swiftly after them. She giggled softly, cooing at the adorable things.
âWhat are you doing here?â She whispered, utterly enamored by the way they moved, the cool tenderness that they left in their wake. Sheâd blame the alcohol for her utter lack of awareness, despite feeling completely sober, she was sure it was the only explanation for how she missed their master entirely. âYouâre quite cute.â
âThatâs not typically how people describe them,â a deep, rough voice spoke from behind her.Â
She wasnât proud of what happened next, but, in her defense, she panicked and instinct took over.Â
She screeched, her heels spinning swiftly as she threw her fist at the intruder behind her, all of her small, but mighty force put behind it. Â
In hindsight, should she have been able to make an informative guess on who it was? Absolutely. If she had taken even a moment to look at her surroundings: the creatures she was speaking to, or even the bar that the alley they currently stood in lay attached toâ she may have chosen a better way to react.
Still, she tried desperately to hold onto all of her brothersâ teachings, it had been years since sheâd properly trained or had taken part in any sort of physical combat, so she was a little rusty.Â
Her fist collided with a skin, hard. She hadnât realized how tall the male before her was, her head barely reaching his shoulders, her fist vibrating where it hit the palm of his hand.Â
He hadnât even flinched. A small smile tilting the side of his mouth. She stood frozen, her wrist now encased by a warm, calloused hand as he twisted his grip, gently.
Their eyes locked, his warm hazel gaze taking complete control of her being. Her mouth popped open a little, her eyes wide as she took in the beautiful specimen before her. The quirk of his lips disappeared almost immediately, but he still wore a soft look on his face, it was obvious he was doing his best to not be intimidating. He dropped her wrist without complaint and took a large step backwards, his hands clasping behind his back as he dragged his wings in behind him, making them look smaller.
He cleared his throat, the look on his face giving nothing away, âI didnât mean to startle you.â
Her first thought? That he could startle her whenever he wanted to because heâs breathtaking. His short curls lay in dark wisps along his forehead, his eyes glazed with a bewitching twinkle, and his clothes clung tightly to his muscles, nothing left to the imagination. She could see the swirls of his tattoos as a few sat slightly in view beneath his sleeves and open collar.
Finally, finally, she found her voice, it cracked, âWo-ow, youâre beautiful.â His eyes widened and his mouth hung agape for a short moment, shadows dancing along his shoulders as they thrummed with what looked like giddy-delight.Â
She cursed herself inwardly, why the hell had she said that? She needed to get out of here, fast.Â
âI meanâ you arenâtâ Iâmââ words failed to form, and he just stood and watched, mesmerized, as she floundered, as she crashed and pathetically burned. âIâm so sorry, for punchingâoh godsâ and for the beautifulââ swallow, ââthing⌠uhâ iâm just gonna,â She pointed her thumb to the door she came through.
âI donât thinkââ He started, but quickly stopped when she swore, pulling on the door handle that didnât so much as budge. She pulled harder, over and over again as embarrassment to the nth degree began washing over her.
She groaned, allowing her upper body to fall against the large door, her forehead resting against the cool metal. Why do these things happen to me?
To all his credit, the shadowsinger just stood back and watched as she slowly unraveled, utter amusement dancing in his eyes. He had never seen anyone fumble so entirely when trying to speak to him. It intrigued him. It certainly had him thinking of ways to make that blush bloom across her cheeks again.Â
âAre you alright?â He finally asked, cutting off her repetitive mumblings. Her gaze snapped to his, her head still firmly planted against the door.Â
âI should have drank more,â she said to herself before closing her eyes and taking a deep breath. âIâm peachy,â Was how she responded to him, âthanks for not, you know, killing me for punching you.â
He mouthed the word peachy, as if he had never heard it before, his brows crinkling in the most attractive way. Gods, she really needed to quit staring at him.
She started her walk towards the front of the alley, doing her best to sidestep the large male. He merely turned, allowing her to pass him with plenty of room between them, but he did follow her as she made her way to the front.
âI would hardly call that a punch,â he spoke, a teasing lilt to his tone, âAlthough, you do move fast, so thatâs at least something.â
She gawked at him, âYou startled me, if I had been ready, I definitely would have hit you.â She proclaimed, her eyes catching on the shadows that had reattached themselves to her. She smiled at them.
She missed the way Azriel stopped breathing, his gaze snatching onto the smile she gave his shadows, the way she looked at them as if they were something amazing, something worth acknowledging.
He regained his composure, doing his best to shove down his growing need to hear her voice, her laugh. And gods, he wanted to see that blush again, too.Â
âAn opponent isnât going to give you the time to get ready,â he pointed out, both of them stopping as they reached the edge of the alley, real life a mere step away.
She narrowed her eyes, calculation and mirth swirling around, âWhy exactly were you in the alley anyways?â
He shrugged, a casual gesture that made her heart flutter wildly. She watched as his wings shifted with the motion, the moonlight illuminating them in an ethereal glow, she wanted to reach out and touch them.
She held her hands tightly to her sides. If she knew anything about Illyrians, it was that their wings were sacred, and people tended to lose limbs when they touched them uninvited.Â
âMy shadows were curious about something, I merely followed their lead.â He neglected to mention that theyâd slithered to the alley with the pull of a hundred Illyrian menâhell bent on getting their master the.
âThere wasnât anything special in the alleyway,â she spoke, confused. Certainly an old garbage can and littered papers wouldnât have caught the attention of the spymaster's shadows, would it?
His head tilted sideways, taking her in as if she were a puzzle he couldnât quite solve. As if he were trying to read if she was being truthful, intentional. Whatever he found seemed to satisfy him, though as he lifted his hand, a shadow weaving its way around him,Â
âYouâre in the alleyway.â
His voice had a low timbre in it, he spoke quietly but firmly, his eyes never shifting from hers as she swallowed.Â
She felt her cheeks heat, the warmth bloom across her chest as he looked at her, not a single fiber of her being going unnoticed by the male. No wonder so many people cowered in his presence.
Shaking her head, âIâm nothing special,â her hand flew to the back of her head, nervously patting her hair down as she awkwardly smiled his way. âMaybe they just needed a change in scenery,â she offered.
He hummed, âMay I ask why you were in the alley? You seemed to be having fun on the dance floor.â She balked. He had seen her? Her mind had to be suffering from whiplash because there was no way this was actually happening.Â
âI just needed some air, to watch the stars for a bit.â When he hummed again, she realized that he must not be much of a talker, but the silence she found them in wasnât awkward or uncomfortable, it felt⌠safe, kind of like a fresh breeze of air on a hot day, or a warm bath after a hard dayâs work. And, she supposed it made sense that he would talk much, he was the Spymaster, after all.
âIâm Y/n, by the way,â He repeated her name back, a thick, intoxicating sound as it fell from his lips. His tongue flicked across his top lip as if he were chasing the word. She wanted to chase the movement, her eyes tracking it like a hound.Â
âAzriel,â he offered back, though both of them knew it was just a formality. Of course she already knew his name.Â
âWould it be alright if I bought you a drink?â Did she hear a nervous pulse in his words? âTo make up for startling you and interrupting your star gazing?â
She froze, did he actually just ask her out? Well, not out, but to have a drink with him? These were the kinds of things she needed her friends around for, how in the Mother's name was she supposed to know what to do.Â
She thought about Lesa, and what sheâd said earlier about asking him to dance. Lesa, despite her alcohol consumption, was usually the most leveled headed of them. Itâs what was going to make her a great healer one day. She knew about the kind of men Y/n typically found herself gravitating towards. She knew that it was unlikely sheâd ask anyone to dance unless they gave her a reason to. Did she know something about Azriel that she didnât?
Sheâd have to remember to bring it up tomorrow, once Lesa had her head on straight again. But, at that moment, she decided that she could do this. She could be spontaneous and have fun.Â
Besides, it was one drink, what could possibly happen?
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One drink had turned into two, and two had quickly turned into three the longer the night went on. She and Azriel had danced for what felt like hours. Eventually theyâd found their to a table, just the two of them talking and laughing, sharing stories. She did most of the talking, the male drawing words and memories out of her with no problem at all. He always hummed and asked questions at the right times, he listened in a way that made her think he was far too interested in her, but it wasâŚnice.Â
She hadnât even realized how late it had gotten, but as she did a sweep of the room, she realized a lot of the patrons had left for the night. Even Mari and Lesa had waved at her as they left.Â
Her gaze locked with her twinâs from across the dance floor, she slowly sipped from a pink drink, Peri sitting at the bar with her as they chatted. Lena raised a brow at Y/n. She didnât need twin telepathy to know what she was asking, are you coming home with us, or going home with him?
She sent a glare her sister's way, knowing Lena had a preference for which option she chose. Honestly, Y/n knew better, though. Ignoring her sister only spurred her on. Which was why, now, Lena and Peri were making their way to the two of them, a shit eating grin on the former's face.
âY/n,â She cooed, sitting down on her chair and placing a chaste kiss on her cheek.Â
Azrielâs eyes snapped to Lenaâs, then quickly to Peri, assessing and putting information together that sheâd slowly given him over the past few hours.
âPeri and I are leaving, we have that very important thing to do tomorrow, as you know,â A very âsubtleâ wink, âWe donât want to leave without you.â She pouted. âItâs so dangerous out there.â
Before Y/n could respond, Azriel cut in smoothly, âI could take you home.â The blush sheâd been trying so hard to keep down all night ignited beneath her skin.Â
Peri rolled her eyes as Lena clapped, âWhat a wonderful idea, who better to get her home safely than the Night Courtâs Spymaster, himself.âÂ
She could have sworn Azriel smiled into his drink, clearly catching on to Lenaâs antics. She shot an apologetic face towards him. He merely smiled at her, causing her breath to hitch.
âYou donât have to do that, Iâm sure youâre busy.â She spoke quietly. Her eyes casting down toward the near-full drink sheâd been sipping for the last hour.Â
âIâm not. And, thereâs nowhere else Iâd rather be.â All three women stared at him, the sheer honesty in his tone casting them in stone. The fact that he wanted to spend more time with her and didnât care that she and her friends knew. It started chipping away at the obsession, and started morphing into something much scarier.
Lena made a noise mixed between utter fascination and ooey-gooey sweetness. The arm hooked around her shoulders was used to swing her around swiftly, bringing her eye to eye with her twin, the startling gray color of their eyes meeting her own.Â
âMake good choices,â She waggled her brows and flicked the zipper of her top down a millimeter more, revealing more cleavage.
âLena!â She hissed. Hands automatically moving to cover herself. She didnât zip it back up.
She winked, backing up to a laughing Peri. âgood choicesâ she merely mouthed.Â
Y/n looked towards Azriel, afraid of what heâd think of this whole show. Her eyes widened, he had a pink blossoming along his cheeks, a bashful expression briefly taking hold of his face before it turned into something moreâdeeper.Â
As Lena turned towards the exit, her arm grappling Periâs, she faced Azriel, âIf anything happens to her, if she comes back with so much as a scratch,â she spoke cooly, âIâll gut you from scrote to throat, capiche?â
She tossed a clean napkin at her sister, âIâm fine, go.â Horrified that she had just threatened the freaking spymaster of the Night Court. One of the most infamous fae warriors in Prythian.
Something like appreciation flashed in his eyes, though. Instead of threatening her back, or using his title against her, he merely reached his hand outâcovered in a black leather glove.
âIâll protect her with my life.â Lena stood straighter, hesitantly reaching for his hand to shake it. Despite the glove, some sort of magic seemed to breathe new life into the world. An ebony vine wrapped its way along Lenaâs wrist, bleeding flowers encasing the thin band, a matching one covering his own.Â
She stared at their wrists, surprise flickering through her. Werenât those kinds of promisesâŚpermanent? Why in the gods' names would he make a promise like that? He hardly knew her. Then again, she supposed it was sweet and comforting that a member of her homeâs Inner Circle cared so much about the safety of their citizens.
Because thatâs definitely all this could be about.Â
Her sister and friend left quickly after that. And not long after that, Azriel paid the tabâ refused to accept any of her moneyâ and had wrapped his jacket around her shoulders. The fabric drifted over her arms, completely engulfing her frame and covering her thighs half-way.
She found herself close to Azriel, clinging to his warmth, as they made their way down the cobblestone street. Moon glimmering against the stone and street signs, casting the area in a deep, evanescent glow.Â
Azriel walked at a slow pace, no doubt to keep up with her heeled steps. One of his hands hooked into his pocket, the other one â the one closest to hersâ lay still at his side. She had a sneaking suspicion it was in case she decided to hold his hand. Heat blossomed in her stomach at the thought.
Lena had told her to make good choices. She had no doubt that meant to have fun, to allow herself some flexibility. She wasnât sure of much when it came to this male, but she knew that she liked him and everything sheâd learned about him tonight.
She knew she didnât want the night to end, not yet.
âWill you take a detour with me?â She asked abruptly, effectively ending the calm silence. She could smell the salty air of the Sidra, a cool air rushing its way through the strands of her hair, his shadows stuck to her like sweetgum balls.Â
He looked ethereal in the light of the moon, his unmatched beauty enrapturing her wholly. She hadnât been able to look away from him for more than a moment the whole night.. His canines flashed briefly as he smirked, and then he hooked his pinky in hers, the gloves he had been wearing all night smooth against her skin.
She laughed as he spun her around, her heels clicking against the sidewalk.
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They walked along the colorful sidewalk, crystal water filling the Sidra, the waves lulling softly in the calm of the night.Â
Azriel had started opening up, slowly, telling her about his family, his jobâ or at least a pg versionâ and his interests. She clung to his every word, so grateful that heâd been willing to share parts of his private life. Their hands slowly grew closer, fingers finding their way together, his hand squeezing hers when it finally rested in his.Â
She smiled softly at him, his eyes catching on her mouth. Thankfully, he couldnât see the blush that always appeared when she looked at him too long. The whipping wind blasting her cheeks with frigid, frost coated air.Â
Looking up at the stars glittering in the sky, âMy mother loved the stars,â she spoke softly. She admired a mixture of constellations and a magical auroraâ beautiful hues of golden orange, blushing pink, and enchanted, deep purple blending together.Â
âShe used to say that the stars were proof that the small moments in life are just as magnificent as the big ones.âÂ
She watched the stars, but he watched her.Â
Meeting his hazel eyes, close enough to see the warm, green flecks that dusted his irises, she couldnât help but move closer. Later, in the comfort of her home, she might say itâs because the wind was brutal, and his body offered her more heat than his jacket ever could. But, right here, right now? She simply wanted to follow that tugging in her chest, a sensation that led her straight to him.
His hand slowly drifted up her, following her outline before it settled against her cheek. He swallowed, âShe sounds like a very wise woman,â He finally answered. His thumb lazily rubbed the skin along her jaw, allowing her ample opportunities to stop him if she wished.
She did not wish. In fact, she wanted to feel his skin against hers, and she couldnât do it by holding his hands.
Instead she raised onto her toes and wrapped her arms around his neck, he didnât hesitate to wrap his arms around her middle, holding her steady against him. âWhat are you up to?â He murmured, a sweet look on his face as he moved a piece of her hair from her face. âGods, youâre beautiful,â her body stiffened, he hadnât meant to speak that aloud, but he couldnât bring himself to regret it, not when she smiled like that.
âIâm going to kiss you now,â He vowed, his eyes glued to her lips, he only waited long enough for her to nod her agreement before his lips descended onto her.
She didnât have even a moment to freak out, to second-guess, because one second he was leaning into her and the next his lips were on hers andâ
 She. Stopped. Breathing.Â
His lips were warm and soft, but also firm and perfect. The hand that was attached to the arm not securing her to him found its way to her cheek, cupping her softly. Her hands wound their way into his hair, a sigh escaping her as he kept kissing her, his tongue flicking across her lower lip.
This man didnât simply kiss, he devoured, he took everything that she offered and more. His tongue danced along her mouth, and when his fingers grappled the ends of her hair, tugging just-so, she gasped, her mouth opening just enough for him to slip in.Â
The small noises she made were consumed by his lips as they bubbled in the back of her throat, her legs somehow winding up around his waist, holding her up so he no longer had to bend so far. And through it all, he kept kissing her. Both his hands holding her back to keep her right where he wanted her. His tongue tangled with hers as his shadows ran along her neck, her exposed back, and her legs. The cool sensations doing unholy things to her senses as they mixed with the pure male heat of him.
Her hands pulled on his silky strands, pressing her chest, somehow, even further into his. Her body angled more above him, as he groaned, a sound she swore she could live off of. His canines flashed, a smirk dancing along his lips before she crashed her mouth back onto his, she wanted to taste every bit of him. His minty breath, the sweat beading his brow, the simple taste of his skinâcould be her undoing.Â
And oh golly, her skin tingled, her lips dancing with anticipation as he pulled away. His forehead falling against hers, his eyes so dark she wondered if sheâd imagined the hazel of them all throughout the night.Â
Their breaths came out in soft spurts, the cold night air bringing them to life around them as they stayed close. Her legs still wrapped around him, holding her to him, careful of his wings that seemed to flare whenever he lost some of his undiluted control.
âThat wasâ you areââ He stopped, his lips trailing a path from her neck to her jaw and up her cheek before landing on the corner of her lips. Those glorious teeth scraping along her skin. She wanted him to bite her, to leave marks so she could remember this in the morning.
Maybe tomorrowâor for the rest of her life, letâs be honestâ sheâd daydream about how sheâd turned this man into a puddle of words with just her mouth, gods knew heâd done that to her. But, right now? Right now she wanted nothing more than to feel more of him. To feel all of him.
âCan I take you home?â His voice came out breathy, still pressing sweet kisses along her skin, anywhere he could find.Â
âThat depends,â she cooed, moving her head back and baring her neck so he had better access. âMy home or yours?â
She could feel that smile as it lifted his lips, his soft kisses on her throat making her lose any sense of understanding.
He rephrased, âCome home with me?âÂ
And how could she possibly say no to that?
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Azrielâs room was everything she could have pictured it being. Dark, neat, and not a single item that screamed âIâm Azriel, this is my space,â unless she counted the wall of knives and weapons. But she imagined that had more to say about how he was a spymaster, not the man himself.
Theyâd come in through his balcony, the glass doors pristinely shining as the moonlight cast onto them, giving his room the same aura as its dwellerâ dark and mysterious, but oh, so sexy.Â
His bed lay in the middle, large enough to house someone with wings, and the dark linens neatly placed atop them were calling her name. A crackling fire lit the stone laden fireplace on the far end, books stacked neatly on a desk that was filled with papers and organized writing quills.Â
She didnât have time to dwell further on her surroundings, though. Not as Azriel pressed his front to her back, the evidence of his arousal chanting her name like a prayer. His gloves had come off, his calloused hands tracing the skin on her arm slowly.
âAre you still with me?â He whispered, his teeth grazing the tip of her ear. Shivers ran down her spine as she spun towards him, her hands finding their place on his forearms.Â
âYes,â she whispered, her eyes already on his lips. She had no qualms with what this was. She knew. This was one night. One amazing, probably will ruin sex with anyone else ever again, night. And she was okay with that. Lena had told her to have fun, to make good choices, and she couldnât imagine what was a better choice than this. Than him.
His lips quirked up, lust pooling in his deep hazel, near black eyes. As he leaned down, his hands found their way to the zipper on her dress as his mouth met her shoulder, a trail of saliva following her bone.Â
Her hands trailed up his armsâ right over his new tattoo, and then skated down his front, finding the band of his pants, she slipped them under his shirt. A pleased sound coming from his throat as her hands travelled the length of his torso, the beautifully crafted skin hot beneath her needy touch.Â
In no time her dress pooled at her feet, leaving her in nothing but a cute deep sapphire lace bralette setâ she thanked every god that she had thought to put on a matching set. Her heels were already discarded somewhere she couldnât bring herself to care about right now. Not as his lips finally made their way back to hers. He tasted her wholly, his large hands touching her everywhere, her back, her arms, her stomach, her ass. She preened at his attention.
âYouâre beautiful,â he said again, his lips never leaving hers as her hands finally got tired of their fabric confines. âFucking gorgeous,â he growled. As he lifted her without absolutely no effort at all, depositing her softly onto his bed as he leaned over her. His dark locks falling over his face, she couldnât stop her hand from pushing them back, his beautiful face cast in soft golden light from the fireplace.Â
He leaned down, his lips brushing hers as his hand found her breast. Her back arched as he plucked her nipple with his fingers through the thin fabric. His other hand massaging her other breast languidly. Then his mouth, his magnificent mouth, fell to the fabric as he sucked her in. She couldnât stop the noises that came out of her as he continued his ministrations. All she could do was throw her head back, hold his hair in her grip, and hope she didnât topple off the edge of this world.Â
âAzriel,â she breathed, âplease,â her eyes blown out with lust as the heat in her belly stirred and writhed with every touch, every look.
He smirked, flashing those canines she had an unhealthy fascination with, âAlready begging and I havenât even touched you the way Iâve been wanting to all night,â His tongue flicked between her breasts as he unhooked the small clasp in front, letting them spill out.Â
Any other time she may be embarrassed, or try and cover, but one look at Azriel, and she knew she didnât need to. He looked at her like he wanted to ravish her, like he could live off of touching her.
âYouâre breathtaking, I thought it when I saw you dancing, and the Mother knows I canât stop thinking it now,â he spoke, such utter candor in his voiceâjust like when heâd told her there was nowhere else heâd rather beâ it made her breath catch.Â
She imagined that Azriel was not an easy male to get over. So sheâd just need to get under him.
A blush took over her cheeks, but she managed a breathy, âOff,â a plea, really. As she tried to lift his shirt. He chuckled, a sexy, deep sound that went straight to her core. The next moment his shirt was off, and then somehow, his pants.Â
She was sure saliva had to be coming out of her mouth because this man. He was a work of art, he definitely bordered on an eight pack, small cuts and scars lined his torso and only made him more attractive. His golden skin looked iridescent in the light, his tattoos swirling all around his arms and chest. Shadows danced along her peripheral vision, not quite touching, but observing as if they wanted to. She wanted them to.
She felt her tongue as it involuntarily flicked her bottom lip, her teeth catching it in the same place. Azriel didnât miss the motion, his eyes turning a molten color that set every nerve in her body aflame. Her hands were everywhere, running the length of his torso, his sides, she steered clear of his wings, but damn, sheâd be dreaming of them for years to come. They splayed out magnificently as he loomed over her, neither of them touching the bed, they cocooned her in a way that made her feel safe, and guarded.
They were both in only their underwear now, âWe can stop whenever you want,â he spoke softly, earnestly. His gaze caught hers to emphasize that he meant it, if she wanted to stopâdespite being able to feel him against her leg, feel how much he wanted herâ heâd back off, bring her home. And well, that gave her the warm and fuzzies, and only cemented how much she wanted this. Wanted him.
Sitting up on her elbows, her hair falling over her shoulders, she hooked one of her legs around his waist, catching him off guard as she repositioned them. Now she sat astride him, her hands landing on his pecs as his hands found her hips.Â
She leaned forwards, her breasts flush with his bare chest as she kissed her way down his body. She started near his ear, whispering, âI want to hear more about what youâve wanted to do to me all night,â she bit down, just slightly, catching his lobe. Then she kissed his jaw, a trail of warm kisses down his neck, his chest, his abs, his navel. Her hand found its way to his boxers, the tight black fabric hiding very little of his very large member. A little part of her wondered how this would work, she was not a virgin by any means, but it had been a good couple of months, and heâ gods, he was impressive in all the best ways.
The sound that came out of him was purely male as she continued her movements, his hands tightening enough that she knew theyâd leave bruises. Good. She wanted to remember thisâin any way she could.Â
âYouâre gonna be the death of me,â he said it so low she wasnât sure sheâd heard him right, but then he was sitting up, his arms wrapping around her middle to keep her from toppling off of him.Â
His lips met hers as he ground into her, their underwear left little to the imagination and she stopped caring about the noises that came out of her. She just let herself go, let him take her fully.
His mouth met her nipple, his teeth plucking softly, but so sweetly. Her back bowed into him, her hands flying to his hair as she held on for dear life. He suckled and nipped and licked her breasts, the heat pooling low in her belly as she continued to grind on him.Â
âOh, godsâAz,â she spluttered, doing her best to hold on to what little scrap of sanity she had left. He didnât bend, though, noâhe flipped her over, her back hitting the plush mattress once more, her ass coming to kiss the edge of the bed as he kneeled on the floor before her.
Her knees fell open on either side of his body, the cool air rushing against her as his shadows locked themselves around her body. One wrapped around waist, and two on her ankles, keeping her in the exact position their master wanted.Â
His eyes caught hers, only for a brief moment, he flashed the sexiest grin and then bent down, placing a soft, reverent kiss to her center over her panties. And somehow, despite all that theyâd already done, that was the sexiest, most obliterating part of this whole ordeal.Â
Her body tried to move, tried to get closer as he chuckled, clearly enjoying her struggles against his helpers as they kept her locked in place.Â
âNow, now, pretty,â he cooed, âBe a good girl and keep making all those sweet noises for me,â Oh, she so wanted to be his good girl, she wanted to be his everything right now.Â
Slowly, so freaking slowly, he pulled her panties down, baring her fully to him. He didnât waste any time, and she cried out as his mouth finally closed over her most intimate part. He kissed and licked and suckled her into nothingness. His tongue flattening over her, his lips catching that sensitive nub and sucking, then his tongue was inside of her. He groaned at her taste, his hands splaying across her thighs and holding on. She could feel him grinding himself against the mattress, chasing any sort of friction he could without losing himself entirely.
She was careening towards that edge so swiftly, she truly stood no chance once he started adding fingers. He filled her with one, his tongue never letting up on its pace as he glided his digit in and out of her smoothly. His eyes met hers, and whatever he saw, he must have liked, because then he was adding a second finger, that wicked smile on display as he licked one stripe straight up her center.
Her body tried to buck, to chase the feeling but she couldnât move, couldnât do anything except hold onto the mattress for dear life.Â
She chanted his name over and over, it seemed to be the only word she could remember. Especially as he added a third finger, and they curled in just the right place, as his tongue swirled around her center, his teeth grazing the flesh.Â
She came so hard, her legs were visibly shaking where they lay sprawled apart on the bed. His shadows finally relented as she arched, her hands immediately finding his hair, his shoulders, anything of his she could touch. She thinks he offered one of his hands, the calloused skin squeezing her own soft ones to keep her grounded.Â
Then he loomed over her again, his lips shining with her desire as he licked them, then she watched, his eyes never straying from hers, as he sucked each of his digits into his mouth, drinking all of her in.Â
She thought she might actually come again just from the sight. Never had a guy gone down on her and seemed to so thoroughly enjoy the process. Gods, this male, he really was going to ruin any other men for her.Â
His lips met hers in a harsh dance, his fingers gripping her chin upwards so he could fully devour her. She found herself latching onto the band of his underwear and ripping, she had no time to waste trying to get them off safely. She simply didnât care, she needed him, like yesterday.Â
He chuckled, a sound she was getting awfully familiar with, but didnât stop her as she just threw the pieces of fabric somewhere in his room. Then her hand found his cock, thick and throbbing as she pumped him once, twice. He groaned, his head falling against hers as she swiped the head, collecting the precum that had already begun leaking.
âFuck, Y/n,â His lips finding her neck as he latched on, sucking and licking.Â
She kept her pace, loving the feel of him in her hand. Then she positioned him at her entrance, their eyes meeting, one final confirmation nod from her and he was moving.Â
She tensed for only a moment, the feeling of being so full not something sheâs used to. But he went slow, entered her slowly, allowed her to adjust as he went in glorious inch by glorious inch.Â
They were both breathing hard, she kept saying his name, he cursed under his breath as he did his best to not rut into her like a teenager chasing his first high. And gods, it was a high because he felt so good inside of her. Nothing could compare to this moment, how she felt.
Then his hips were flushed with hers, his body coming to a complete standstill as he watched her, his fingers pushing her hair out of her face, tracing the outline of her lips, her jaw.Â
âYou still with me, pretty?â He spoke softly, as if speaking any louder may break whatever bubble theyâd built around themselves.Â
âYes, fuck, yes,â she breathed out. Her body doing its best to adjust to the sheer size and girth of him. He kissed her through it, his lips finding space on all of the bare skin he could reach. Even his shadows seemed to caress her softly, cooing and guiding her through the motions.Â
âPlease, Az, move,â she swirled her hips in emphasis, catching the moan he let out with her mouth as he finally moved. His hips pulled out halfway and then he pushed back in slowly at first, gauging her reaction. When she mewled, her nails scraping his back, he did it again, faster. He kept a steady pace as she felt their liquids combining, oozing out of her in the most delicious way.Â
He kept a steady rhythm, their moans meeting in the air and dancing together as they continued to move together in sync. Her legs wrapped around his middle, getting him even deeper, and when she came the second time, it was just a good as the first.
âSo beautiful,â he cooed, âSo fucking tight, milking my cock so good,â He hit that spot deep inside of her as he cooed her name, his grunts filling her ears in tandem with his thrusts. Her lips found his and he obeyed her request, his tongue meeting hers and tangling, their saliva mixing as one of his hands gripped her waist, the other finding its way to her face.Â
When the aftershocks finally started to ebb away, Azriel wasted no time in flipping her over, her knees and hands on the mattress, her ass in the air. She let out a noise of distress when his cock slipped out of her, but it was quickly followed by a moan as he reentered her from behind.Â
And holy trinity of all the gods, he was somehow deeper inside of her, she could feel every pleasure inducing inch of him as he lost all of his control. He pounded into her, his hands on her hips as she did her best to meet him thrust for thrust.
She couldnât believe it, she could already feel that pool of desire growing in her for the third time tonight. Her sounds no more than a slew of moans and expletives as he continued his brutal thrusts.Â
âFuck, youâre doing so good, thatâs itââ he praised, his hand pulling her hair away from her neck as his chest became flush with her back. His other hand found that sensitive nub between her thighs, pinching and flicking in the most torturous ways. âYou can give me another one, canât you, pretty?â He asked, his voice a husky sheen in her ear as his thrusts continued to wreak havoc on her. âJust one more, I know you can do it,â she had never been one for dirty talk, but fuck, Azriel could talk about grocery shopping and sheâd find it hot as hell.
The praise only brought her closer to that edge, coaxing her on. And when his fingers added just enough pressure to her center, she fell right over that edge for the third time, her orgasm causing her legs to shake so wholly that Azriel had to hold her up as he continued to thrust into her. A cocky, but proud smile lighting his face briefly before pleasure took root and he came inside of her, his cock throbbing and swelling as he spilt rope after rope of his seed into her.
They stayed that way for a long moment, it could have been minutes or hours, Y/n wouldnât be able to tell even if there were a knife to her throat. His naked, sweat beaded chest pressing against her back as their harsh breathing filled the roomâs silence.Â
He finally slipped out of her, his hands slowly lowering her onto her stomach, her legs nothing but jelly as he flipped onto his side, careful of his wings.Â
Their gazes collided, a sexed-out smile slapping its way to her mouth as she took him in. His own smile found its way onto his face, just a small, intimate one that made her heart do dangerous flips inside her chest.
âThat wasââ she started, her breathy voice sounded as ruined as she felt.
âFucking amazing.â He finished, his hand reaching out to push a piece of hair that had fallen over her eyes, behind her ear. Then he kissed her forehead, his arm slinging over her back.Â
âStay.â He murmured, his eyes already closing as sleep began to take him hostage.
Once again, she found herself unable to say no to this man. Her eyelids already heavy with her own sleep, drifted shut. She briefly recognized the feeling of a blanket being dropped over her, maybe his shadows? She didnât have time to question before sleep finally claimed her.
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Y/n woke to soft beams of sunlight trickling across her face through the balcony doors. The warmth seeped into her skin as her eyes adjusted to the light.Â
It took her a moment to remember where she was. An unfamiliar, but comfortable, bed caressed her body. Her body completely naked where she lay against the comforter, a small throw blanket had been placed over her to keep her warm in the night.
And then, there was the weight.
A large, muscled arm thrown over her waist, an even heavier leg pressed between her thighs, their legs tangled. His body was warm and the limbs attached to her only kept her close to the male she found herself facing. His beautiful face somehow less intimidating in sleep, all the smooth lines and fine angles completely at ease.Â
The Spymaster of the Night Court.
Her eyes widened as last night's events all came flooding back in troves. Azriel finding her in the alleyway, her sister and friends, Azriel dancing with her, her internship, Azriel and his glorious kissing, his hands, his shadows, and his body.Â
She needed to leave. She wasnât sure how this was supposed to work, but she was damn sure itâd be awkward if he woke up and she was still here. In his bed.Â
She briefly remembered him telling her to stay, but surely he hadnât meant through the morning. She highly doubted that he was about to invite her to lunch with his family.Â
Did they live here? Had they heard them last night? If she hadnât been so caught up in the shadowsinger, she may have stopped to ask herself about these things, but nope. Instead she fell head over freaking tea kettle andâ admittedlyâ had the best sex of her life.Â
She needed to leave, like hours ago.
She ignored the sweet caresses of his shadows as they welcomed her with a morning that, any other time, sheâd be thrilled about. But right now she needed to figure out how to get out from under his arm, and his leg, and was that his wing cocooning over them?Â
Somehow, an act of the Mother and Cauldron themselves, she managed to disentangle herself from his monkey hold. He really did seem peaceful, and she did her best to remain quiet, not because she didnât want to speak to himâ although that may have definitely been a factorâ but because she didnât want to disturb his sleep, who knew how much he got on a regular basis. In his line of work, she imagined, not much.
Quietly she peeled around the room, grabbing her dress and quickly shimmying it on and grabbing her heels. Fuck putting those bitches back on, last night Y/n was not this morning Y/n, and her feet would thank her for it.Â
She slowly slipped out of his room, not sure how she was going to get out of this place. He had flown them last night, brought her in through his balcony. Surely there had to be a front door. The last thing she wanted to be doing was roaming around the Inner Circleâs private dwelling, she imagined that was how one ended up on the wrong side of jail cell.Â
She gulped, taking in the hallways around her. There were loads of paintings adorning the brilliant, sophisticated walls. All of the members of the Inner Circle in various positions. There were some of just the General Commander and his mate, Lady Death. There were some of the High Lord and Lady with their adorable son, and even a few of the lesser talked about members. They were beautifully done, and if she wasnât mistaken, the High Lady had probably painted these herself.Â
She had been so caught up in looking at the photos along the hallway, following them unconsciously that she jumped when somebody cleared their throat.Â
She flailed, horrendously. Heels thrown in the air, her feet slipping from beneath her as she swiveled around and came face to chest with a very large male. She would have fallen on her ass if he hadnât grabbed her arm to steady her. Her eyes tracked all the way up his leather-clad chest and to his large membranous wings that somehow seemed slightly different than Azrielâs. Were there scars on his? And, were they smaller? She shook her head, so not important.
âWell, hello there,â he crooned, a crooked grin lighting the General Commanderâs features as he used a leather strap to bind his hair in a bun atop his head.Â
She cursed herself inwardly, gods, she really needed to work on her observation skills. How had she missed him of all people? He was definitely the largest of the three illyrian men who belonged to the Inner Circle. And, he had always seemed like the most approachable, though that wasnât saying much. He was still absolutely terrifying.
And here she was, staring at him with her mouth agape like a fish out of water. Perhaps she should take her chances with the balconies after all, maybe a free fall would do her some good right about now.
âHi,â she squeaked, quickly grabbing her flyaway shoes and holding them to her chest like a lifeline.Â
âYou must be AzâsâŚfriend,â he said, a knowing smirk on his face. She could feel her blush as it crawled from the tips of her toes to her cheeks.Â
She swallowed, trying to take this gift from the Mother. The general had wings, which meant he could probably get her out of here without causing too much trouble, she doubted heâd tell her no. Plus, that meant she really wouldnât have to face Azriel again, so a bonus, at least, thatâs what she told herself.Â
âHeâs sleeping,â Cassianâs brows rose at that, a look of shock briefly flitting across his face before his easy demeanor was back.Â
âThat isâinteresting. Were you joining us for breakfast?âÂ
âNoââ She calmed herself, reigning in the slight shout sheâd let through in all her panic. âI meanâ no, Iâm not. I justâ Iâm trying to get home, Iâve got a busy day and Iâm not quite sure howââ
âAh,â he said, that ridiculous smirk still plastered on his smug face. âToo bad, Azriel doesnât usually haveâŚsleepovers.â
Sleepovers? What were they, twelve?Â
She gave her best smile, âIs there any chance you could show me the way out?â
âYouâre not going to wait for him to wake up?â He cocked his head, his tone full of confusion, as if this wasnât something heâd ever had to deal with.Â
She shook her head, âHe looked peaceful, and I really need to get home, my roommateâs probably worried sick.â
Understanding bloomed on his face, âWell, there are two options then, little ghost,â her brows pinched at the nickname. This male didnât know her from Adam, and yet, he seemed so incredibly warm and kind. She chastised herself, it didnât matter, she would probably never speak to him again. âYou can either venture down the 10,000 steps to the bottom,â he laughed at the sour look that crossed her face, her poor, poor feet. âOr, I can fly you back home, if youâre comfortable with that.â
âThat would be wonderful, as long as it doesnât put you out,â she said, praying to every god she could remember the name of that he truly didnât mind.Â
His smile was easy. âItâs no trouble, Iâll even tell Azriel you said goodbye.â
âThatâs really not necessary,â she blushed as he led her toward an opened foyer, large balconies lining the room. âIâm sure youâve got better things to do,â and she was also sure that Azriel wouldnât care. Theyâd had their night of fun, now she needed to get out of here and try and go about her life like normal. Whatever that meant, she really wasnât sure thatâd even be possible.Â
He merely smiled at her, something was off about it though, as if he didnât really believe her.
But, he did as he said and flew her home.
It was time to get back to normal life, she had a lot going for her. And the Spymaster of the Night Court didnât have anything to do with it.
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Weeks passed in a blur, between her internship starting and her ordinarily chaotic life, she had hardly had time to think about her night with the spymaster. He only ever found her in his dreams, and if she was lucky, her subconscious would grant her some of the memories of that night in dream form.Â
She hadnât so much as seen him in the past six weeks, she tried to tell herself that it didnât matter, that it was only one night and she should accept that for what it isâ and she did. For the most part. But, sometimes, in the wee hours of the morning, when her thoughts were just a little more hostile, she would think about him, and what heâd thought when he woke up that day and sheâd been gone. Had he been upset? Or had he been relieved? And why had Cassian seemed so sure that heâd see her again? He had even winked at her when he dropped her off that morning. Weird.Â
âTake this twice a day for a week and the rash should clear right up,â She spoke to a short, mousy looking female. The nuclear green liquid sloshing around in the vial as the woman thanked her and scurried away after tossing her a few coins.Â
Madja came out of the back room, âY/n, can you help me in here for a moment?â
Without hesitation, she quickly wiped her hands on her apron and followed Madja to the back. She felt her stomach sink as the older fae led her silently into the main medicine bay. She had asked Madja a few weeks ago about some medicines that could help with stress-induced nausea. It didnât matter what she brewed, if it was a personal concoction or one out of one of her textbooks, none of them seemed to be helping. She only ever got sick in the evenings, and at this point, she was starting to get worried that something was seriously wrong. So sheâd asked Madja, and the older fae had said sheâd look into it and make her something that should help.Â
Y/n couldnât help but wonder if thatâs what this was about, she had said it wouldnât take long and that had been only two days ago. But, when y/n found herself in the furthest room in the back of the building, her thoughts quickly emptied out.
A young girl sat on the seat, her arm full of what looked to be glass shards. The other arm, sat gently in medicated water, blood pooling in thin layers as it soaked.
Y/nâs stomach lurched, the girl couldnât have been older than nine or ten, and the wounds looked awfully painful.
âI need you to apply the salve and wrap this arm while I start working on getting the glass out of the other arm,â Madja spoke, handing a pair of gloves to her as she quickly made her way back over to the young girl. Her mother was pacing back and forth as she watched. Y/n shot her a soothing smile, the best she could manage, the one sheâd learned specifically for this reason. It seemed to work, long enough for the mother to sit down, but she kept her eyes trained on them. Y/n couldnât blame her, she could only imagine what a mother went through when seeing their child in pain.
âHi,â she spoke softly to the girl, âMy names Y/n, youâre gonna feel a cooling sensation when I apply the salve, it shouldnât hurt, but if it does, just let me know and weâll adjust,â She smiled, the little girlâs lip wobbled as tears silently streamed down her cheeks.Â
As she began applying the medicine softly, her ministrations smooth and practiced, she asked the girl for her name, hoping that talking to her would keep her mind off of Madja, who was currently taking glass shards out of her other arm.Â
âMargo,â she spoke, her eyes solely focused on y/n. âI was trying to help momma at her food stall, but I tripped.â She sniffled.Â
âAh,â she hummed, quietly grabbing the wraps, âDo you help out at the food stall, often?âÂ
âYes!â Margo lit up, she began babbling on about all the different fruits and veggies her mother grows and how they always wash and prep them for stall day. She asked the young girl about school, her familyâher siblings, and anything else she could to keep the young girlâs mind occupied.Â
Over the course of the next half hour, Madja and her worked tediously to apply the salves, soak the wounds, and get them wrapped so that they could start healing. With a vial of cream and a lollipop in her hand, Margo danced out of the clinic with her mother, her smile never leaving her face.Â
âYou did well, keeping her calm.â Madja spoke, her tone even as always as she worked behind the counter.Â
âThanks, I can only imagine what she must have been thinking,â
It was then that Madja handed her a few vials of a pinkish, red liquid. The confusion must have been written all over her face because the older fae prattled on, âThat should help with the morning sickness, but I canât guarantee that it will make it go away entirely.â
Every thought blinked out of Y/nâs head.
âItâs notââ Madja stopped when she interrupted, her eyes blinking uncontrollably as she tried to do the math in her head, âIt canât beââ she stuttered.
There was no way, absolutely not.Â
She hadnât been with anyone in months, no one exceptâ
âI got your blood work back today,â Madja had taken her blood a few days ago when she had initially brought up the nausea, just in case, she had said. It was standard procedure, something Y/n was very familiar with having worked in all sorts of clinics for the past few decades.