⢠  HELL OWNS A FACEĀ Ā /Ā Ā HE THINKS IF YOU WERE TO PEER INTO MECHANICAL SKELETON, YOU WOULD SEE SOMETHING ROTTEN AND GRAY. A MOLD THAT SPREADS, HIS EXPIRY DATE WAS SOMETIME DURING HIS CHILDHOOD. (Ā Ā he is nothingness, a dirtied shroud of co-existing with a devil. the maliciousness clambers to fit inside his shell, it is always here and always pressuring on the back of his throat. eat this, drink that, swallow whatever vulnerability that was threatening to escape.Ā Ā )Ā Ā Ā Ā he is not a good man, heās accepted this. the world still tries to sift through him for something worth salvaging. any gold, any glimmer of hope or residual love is simply cast away - too corrupted to use for anything.Ā Ā THE HEART IS NOT A FRUITFUL LOCATION. YOU CAN SEARCH FOR IT, EVEN FEEL THE EDGES OF IT ALONG YOUR FINGERTIPS, BUT YOU CAN NEVER HOLD IT. IT SITS THERE, QUIET AND UNNATURALLY CALM. NO WRONGNESS SPILLS FROM IT, HE BELIEVES HE IS THE BEST HE CAN BE. BLAMELESS, EVEN AS THE DOEāS NECK IS GRIPPED IN BETWEEN HIS JAWS, JOWLS DRIPPING WITH SALIVA. his death will be just as small as a beetleās. squashed down after squeaking for too long. he savors this thought, makes body itch for some sheer display of wilderness and violence. the abyss haunts him from the inside, ghosts look like her and she looks like a ghost. rejection bleeds out of him like a murky gunk. is he pretty yet? is his fate?Ā ( your insecurities deprive me of my own will for ignorance. i should be doing something here, shouldnāt i? shedding a tear? shedding my skin? i want to drown in your blood and coat your insides on my teeth. iād grin too, make sure your brother knows that you still look beautiful and youthful, even in my belly. my hatred qualms, i resist only for the time being. white oak stakes are bitches to get.Ā Ā ) Ā he can sense her annoyingly demanding need for attention from here. why was he on distraction duty anyway, isnāt donovan more her type? the bitterness forms and he gnashes molars together while feigned expression resorts to a disdained smile.Ā the grill isnāt full by any means, but his snort is loud enough to make the few patrons turn around in their seats before continuing their useless chattering. he would need way more alcohol for this mission, an urge to roll is eyes is stifled only as he gestures at the bartender for more shots. the response is snarled out, consequences too far off in the distance to cause him to hesitate or discipline himself. a groan breaks off into a cruel, sardonic laugh.
āĀ ā¦. youĀ Ā meanĀ Ā besidesĀ Ā theĀ Ā factĀ Ā thatĀ Ā iāmĀ Ā literallyĀ Ā theĀ Ā onlyĀ Ā oneĀ Ā inĀ Ā hereĀ whoĀ isnātĀ Ā repulsedĀ Ā byĀ Ā thatĀ Ā patheticĀ Ā lookĀ Ā onĀ Ā yourĀ faceĀ Ā ?Ā Ā yourĀ brotherāsĀ Ā aĀ Ā psychoĀ Ā ,Ā Ā getĀ Ā overĀ Ā itĀ Ā -Ā Ā heāsĀ Ā playingĀ Ā jokerĀ Ā andĀ Ā theĀ Ā penguinĀ Ā withĀ Ā myĀ Ā brotherĀ rightĀ Ā nowĀ Ā ,Ā howĀ Ā doĀ youĀ Ā thinkĀ Ā thatĀ makesĀ Ā meĀ Ā feelĀ Ā ?Ā Ā ā Ā Ā a look of disgust isnāt even attempted to hide, shot glass shoved over to her, liquid spilling sloppily all over his hand.Ā Ā āĀ Ā hereāsĀ someĀ Ā adviceĀ ,Ā Ā missĀ Ā gloomĀ ānĀ Ā doomĀ Ā :Ā Ā drinkĀ Ā .Ā Ā trustĀ Ā meĀ Ā ,Ā everythingĀ Ā makesĀ Ā soĀ Ā muchĀ Ā moreĀ Ā senseĀ Ā withĀ Ā someĀ Ā bourbonĀ Ā andĀ Ā thatĀ Ā heavyĀ Ā feelingĀ Ā ofĀ Ā avoidingĀ Ā theĀ Ā issuesĀ Ā atĀ Ā handĀ Ā .Ā Ā paradiseĀ Ā . Ā Ā ā
Ā Ā Ā trust it to be her luck to be lumbered withĀ Ā Ā HIMĀ Ā Ā as a distraction,Ā Ā Ā a man so consumed by his love for his brothers girl,Ā Ā Ā that he canāt seeĀ Ā Ā RIGHTĀ Ā Ā FROMĀ Ā Ā WRONG,Ā Ā Ā canāt see that instead of fulfilling herĀ wishes and desires,Ā Ā Ā he should be fulfilling his own.Ā Ā Ā he cares too much about what she thinks,Ā Ā Ā what she wants,Ā Ā Ā as if heās got a shot with her,Ā Ā Ā ironic really,Ā Ā Ā -----Ā Ā Ā Ā heād be much more desirable if only heād stop pining over something heāll never be able to call his own.Ā Ā Ā alas,Ā Ā Ā she doesnāt care about hisĀ Ā Ā LOVEĀ Ā Ā LIFE,Ā Ā Ā merely cares about hisĀ Ā Ā LOVEĀ Ā Ā INTERESTĀ Ā Ā -----Ā Ā Ā the human blood bank,Ā Ā Ā the solution to all of her brothers problems and yet theĀ Ā Ā CAUSEĀ Ā Ā of all of hers.Ā Ā Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā itās obvious,Ā Ā Ā damonās here as a ploy to keep her busy,Ā Ā Ā maybe to keep her away from elenaĀ Ā Ā ?Ā Ā Ā no,Ā Ā Ā itās got to be more than that.Ā Ā Ā a means to get at her brother,Ā Ā Ā -----Ā Ā Ā as the saying goes:Ā Ā Ā IFĀ Ā Ā YOUĀ Ā Ā DONāTĀ Ā Ā SUCCEED,Ā Ā Ā TRYĀ Ā Ā ANDĀ Ā Ā TRYĀ Ā Ā AGAIN.Ā Ā Ā and boy do theyĀ Ā Ā TRY.Ā Ā Ā they have to,Ā Ā Ā rightĀ Ā Ā Ā ?Ā Ā Ā theyāre all wrapped around the little finger of the doppelgangerĀ Ā Ā -----Ā Ā Ā Ā and for whatĀ Ā Ā ?Ā Ā Ā sheās not even that pretty,Ā Ā Ā nor is she that special,Ā Ā Ā yet not only does she have the attention of both salvatore brothers but two of her own.Ā Ā Ā WILLĀ Ā Ā THEYĀ Ā Ā EVERĀ Ā Ā LEARNĀ Ā Ā ?Ā Ā Ā the love of a doppelganger surely ends inĀ ruin.Ā Ā Ā theyāve allĀ Ā Ā BEENĀ Ā Ā THERE,Ā Ā Ā DONEĀ Ā Ā THATĀ Ā Ā and still,Ā Ā Ā -----Ā Ā Ā they look for more.Ā Ā Ā IDIOTIC,Ā Ā Ā if you ask her.Ā Ā Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā trust youĀ Ā Ā ?Ā Ā Ā the man so enthralled by his brothers loverĀ Ā Ā ?Ā Ā Ā hm,Ā Ā Ā i think iāll pass.Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā and yet,Ā Ā Ā she takes the glass between index and thumb,Ā Ā Ā downing the contents in one gulp.Ā Ā Ā she might not trust him,Ā Ā Ā but to deal with him and his ever annoying presenceĀ Ā Ā ----Ā Ā Ā she needs alcohol andĀ Ā Ā COPIOUSĀ Ā Ā amounts.Ā Ā Ā with a tilt of her head,Ā Ā Ā piercing sapphires capture the gaze of his own,Ā Ā Ā facial features conveying herĀ Ā Ā EVERĀ Ā Ā GROWINGĀ Ā Ā ANNOYANCEĀ Ā Ā of the man sat beside her.Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā youād knowĀ Ā Ā ALLĀ Ā Ā about avoiding issues,Ā Ā Ā wouldnāt you,Ā Ā Ā damonĀ Ā Ā Ā ?Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā tone is laced with something akin to aĀ challenging tone,Ā Ā Ā which is made more apparent with the wiggle of eyebrows.Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā i imagine youāreĀ Ā Ā RELIEVED,Ā Ā Ā maybe evenĀ Ā Ā THANKFULĀ Ā Ā for the fact that our brothers are rekindling their...Ā Ā Ā FRIENDSHIP.Ā Ā Ā presents you with the perfect opportunity toĀ Ā Ā TAKEĀ Ā Ā WHATĀ Ā YOUĀ Ā Ā WANT...Ā Ā Ā elena.Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā tongue swipes over bottom lip,Ā Ā Ā as if to taste the satisfaction of watching damon squirm under her taunts.Ā Ā Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā heās so predictable.Ā Ā Ā which is why,Ā Ā Ā sheāll let him distract herĀ Ā Ā -----Ā Ā Ā Ā let him play his game,Ā Ā Ā just as sheāll play her own.Ā Ā Ā and boy,Ā Ā Ā Ā will sheĀ Ā Ā WINĀ Ā Ā IT.Ā Ā Ā heās simply moronic if he thinks he has any chance of outsmarting her,Ā Ā Ā she has a thousand years on him...Ā Ā Ā and sheāll make damn sure he never forgets that.Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā itās a real shameĀ that i haveĀ Ā Ā EVERYĀ Ā Ā INTENTIONĀ Ā Ā of killing her.Ā Ā Ā oh well,Ā Ā Ā i guess you had your chance and you blew it.Ā Ā Ā itāsĀ Ā Ā MYĀ Ā Ā TURNĀ Ā Ā now.Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā words are nothing more than an empty threat to rile him,Ā Ā Ā even if she wanted toĀ Ā Ā (Ā Ā Ā which she does,Ā Ā Ā more than anythingĀ Ā Ā )Ā Ā Ā she couldnāt kill the doppelganger,Ā Ā Ā not without ending up in a box,Ā Ā herself.Ā Ā Ā and sheās only just found her way out of one,Ā Ā Ā she has no intentions of going back in.Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā feel free to try and stop me,Ā Ā Ā IĀ Ā Ā DOĀ Ā Ā LOVEĀ Ā Ā AĀ Ā Ā CHALLENGE.Ā Ā Ā Ā ā