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Your own person wouldn't leave you in the rain, they'd dance with you in it.

The beauty of this movie is that it started with a tragedy and ended with a healing. It was such a beautiful ending with the right blend of tearjerker back story.

I haven't watched RomCom movies in a while because quite frankly, romcom movies has lost its spark with me lately. I didn't think I'd be satisfied with an hour or two story but this movie just made a believer out of me again.

I enjoyed every bit of this movie. It wasn't heavy but it wasn't light and shallow either. They showed a beautiful kind of love. Not perfect but it was one for the books.

They showed that healing takes courage, yes. But you didn't have to be alone when you do. That sometimes, healing is also accepting new people. I still believe that Izzy sent Wes to Jill.

May we all find this kind of love that dances with us even when everyone's looking. Or even if no one is.

Never beating the he falls first and falls harder allegations.

Of course he's been in love with her since forever. Otherwise where's the fun in that, right?

A befitting ending for Min Jeong Min.

I guess as viewers, we all knew that at some point, Min Jeong Min is a ticking time bomb. He loved Hui Ju and there's nothing more dangerous than a powerful man in an unrequited love who never got his chance. But we all hoped that he wouldn't turn bad. But of course, he turned exactly just that.

I wasn't really surprised. We expected it. So when the daebi mama said that nothing will hurt more than when Hui Ju delivers the final blow—it really makes sense. Because the scene is supposed to make Min Jeong Min pay for his crimes using the sharpest blade—Hui Ju.

I can't feel bad for him because he's had his chances. He's been with her since forever. Wan was right when he said that she was never really his in the first place. He should've told her how he feels. When he had the chance.

How could someone in love be calm?

I heard from a drama that someone in love couldn't be calm. I didn't fully understand it until this scene played. Because the looks on their faces—angered, determined, and terrified—are the looks that you give when you think of losing the one you love.

Someone in love could never be calm. Because calmness sometimes means indifference when it comes to love.

And people in love carry with them the storm inside their hearts—a storm that will get wild with anxiety, fear, and burning passion every single time even with different or no reasons at all. Because to love is to put your heart open and pray that it won't be cut.

Can we all just celebrate that this is the first time that Seong Hui Ju stepped towards the Grand Prince?!

Should we expect more moves from her from this point forward?

Seong Hui Ju is just as down bad for our Grand Prince I-an

I think this scene marks the unfolding of Hui Ju's feelings for the Grand Prince. The look on her face says it all—she didn't like the idea of losing him too. I am really excited to see how far she would go for the Grand Prince too.

Seong Hui Ju, the Grand Prince is at your beck and call.

This scene is just so cute—it's like she only needs to say it once and he will make it happen. They say Seong Hui Ju shouldn't lead as the Grand Princess, that she has to let the Grand Prince take the first step ahead before she goes—but Hui Ju is born to lead the way.

He was so terrified.

After facing so many tragedies of people he loved the most, his immediate thought was it was his fault. Everyone was so unfair to him in the first few scenes—they act as if he wanted this to happen and that it was his fault when he was just as, if not even more, terrified than them about losing her.

Grand Prince I-an has already lost so many people. And I think at this moment, Hui Ju knew and understood where he was coming from. And she knew just what he needed.

We always love a yearner—and even more so if he is a Grand Prince that looks at her like this!?

This is as good as a confession, right?

But I do wonder if he can still say the same once Hui Ju finally fell madly and deeply in love with him too. Will he be able to keep his restraint and keep their agreement that they will divorce soon after?

Because our Grand Prince I-an has been in love with her since their school days. And like he said, he always practiced restraint. But now, Hui Ju is just in his arm's length, can he really let her go in the end?

Oh, to be loved like this.

It was truly heartbreaking, to be honest. But I am just glad that she finally knew the truth despite it being so late. The shoes were hers all along. And the reason why her husband couldn't go on was maybe because he feels that something was weighing on her heart.

This is probably my most favorite story from this kdrama so far. It was touching and a complete tear-jerker to be honest. Imagine you spent your whole life believing that you deprived your husband of his great love when all along, you were his great love?

To be loved like this is rare. He said he only remembers her name, and that is everything.

I do believe that there are many versions of ourselves.

But among these versions of mine, my most favorite will be when I was sixteen to eighteen--because I feel like that was my most radiant, passionate, and clever self.

I had confidence, I had dreams, and I had this unquenchable thirst for knowledge when I was around that age.

Because right now, I just feel like a mock up version of that passionate girl. I am trying. God knows how much I try to show up every single day but it wasn't as easy as before.

Maybe I still have that passion, maybe I still have that dreams but it comes in a very different look. And quite frankly, I don't know what terrifies me more--that I love the old version of me or that I am trying to be that old version when I knew, I knew too well that I would never be one.

I can only hope that a few years from now, I'll see the version of myself that would become my new favorite. That I will learn how to reconcile who I was to who I am becoming and love the version of who I will become.

I don't want to be that person who hated who she become. Because I want to love every single version of me. Even the ugliest. Even the not so clever and the stupidest. I want to grow and become a person who carries all the versions of herself with grace and dignity.

Someone who became wise not because she let go of who she is but someone who is wiser because of the versions of herself who learned, and learned despite it all.