Packo

i do unironically love saying The Before Times when talking about covid. if we’re gonna be in a deadly pandemic we might as well talk like we’re in bad YA. let’s allow ourselves that

it’s hilarious bc white ppl on tumblr pat themselves on the back for being more aware and socially conscious, especially about racial issues– but then the minute they experience what it’s like to be not represented they forget all the “empathy” for poc they had and demand to have their white fragility soothed. and all it reveals is that you will engage with artists of color for the aesthetics, for diversity points on your blog, for a superiority complex, but the minute it’s not about your experience, the minute you have to consider what we have to say rather than how we move silently in gifsets you can scroll past, you get mad. it’s a fucking uquiz. 

some of yall need to learn how to say “i’m sorry, i now see why what i did was harmful and won’t do it again” and then Stop Talking

i like tumblr more than twitter because the white people on here have never listened to rap music

i mean they’ve heard a brockhampton song but that’s all and they don’t know the words and they haven’t built their entire internet persona around it. tumblr white people build their internet personas around whichever piece of fantasy media makes them feel the most marginalized and that’s just easier to deal with

Hamilton

that’s not rap music

Watsky, Lil Dicky, Wax, Daveed Diggs

do you live in the suburbs?

Yeah, why?

Does Kitchen Sink by Twenty Øne Pilots count as rap?

i can’t do this anymore

Block @/tmewlw especially if ur transfem

I'm really not a very angry person there's just a lot of rage inside me

There's something terrible boiling bubbling under my skin ready to burst out of my chest but I'm a chill guy

it’s like I DO want to be feminine in the way a man is feminine. if I’m performing feminity I don’t want it to be read as an inherent reflection of my gender and who I am. I don’t want someone to call me ma’am or be called a girl. like. it’s drag. only it can’t be drag for me, because it’s not actually subverting anything, is it? so I’m in this spot where I either cannot allow myself any femininity or I do and accept the consequences of perception. my wearing eyeliner isn’t a subversion, a quiet rebellion, it’s perceived as fulfilling an expectation. somehow I can never be masc enough to be percieved as I want to be, so any introduction of femininity feels like a defeat. and yet sometimes I want to wear the pretty things that are still in my closet! or play around with makeup. but it isn’t a young boy getting into his mother’s vanity and heels, it’s growing up into the fulfillment of the wants of the mother and the rest of society as a blank whole.

Hi i am Deficient in so many minerals and im about to do something ill regret

“if you can’t brush your teeth that’s fine uwu one step at a time” posts are supportive and that’s great but I’m about to have a 4.4k$ dental bill because I wasn’t taking care of my teeth when I was super depressed so uhh brush your fuckin teeth

the reason I bring up those posts is because every time I saw one I felt less and less bad about not brushing them and when my teeth actually started causing problems it made my MH worse because I was having horrible anxiety about my teeth getting worse and now I’m facing procedures that will probably be pretty painful and will definitely be expensive so I kinda got some beef with the anti-recovery culture on this site

Also, what an utter non-statement. What an idea completely devoid of meaning. What the fuck did you contribute with this. It's like if I were like "This is the perfect boat, but the problem is when you try to put it on the water" like cool thanks that really makes me think

uuuwhhuwuwuuhhhhhhuhhhhh it's so fucked up that you can go onto places on the internet and see interactions that are 5... 10... 20 years old. maybe even older. like this is something that happened so long ago and yet you can view it and interact with it the same way you can with something happening present day. but it's old and these people who commented have probably completely different lives they are leading now than the ones they led when they first commented. this is just a real thing you can interact with history. but also it doesn't exist it's just pixels on a screen it isn't tangible. but it does. what the fuck. i am going to eat so much mexican food tonight