my funky little circus tent

When we were in London on the bus, we drove past someone wearing a cyber goth fit and I never have seen someone wear this style just out and about and they looked so amazing!!!!!! I was and still am in absolute awe and I'm forever sad that I didn't get the chance to ask for a picture or at least be able to tell them in person how much I adored their fit!!!! I'm sure they know much much they slayed but it's been over a week and I'm still not over it!!

So after spending a ton of money at a gorgeous gothic store that we found after my friend picked up a business card at a record store, I'm one corset richer, side from dresses and some accessories. Bye money I'm afraid, but worth it! I got a choker, something I've wanted forever but never ended up getting and when I tried them on to encourage myself to actually finally get one, another person shopping noticed and asked if I needed help putting it on and I told them I was just trying to see if it looks cute or not and they said it does! They also looked super stunning so the gay panic was real!

We also went to this emo metal party night thing and it was super fun!!

The only thing I didn't anticipate was that the place had air-conditioning to a degree that i was freezing cold. Also the prices for drinks here are ridiculous so there was no way I'd be drunk enough to not freeze and I was too cold to dance the it away. I guess I've learned now in case I happen to be at that venue again.

Also so many beautiful people! They were so sweet too and I got compliments for my hair. That was literally so sweet! The whole experience also had me thinking of more vtm related writing ideas which was also super nice!

We're now sitting at this gorgeous church that's also part café in London, getting some treats to start plotting some vtm related things, as one does in a church!

At last we made it!!!!! Only cried a little one thr plane was in the air, the landing was a bit better for me to handle, tho my bestie did get a very tight hand squeeze but her hand survived with only a few dents!

I swear the anxiety is through the roof and back it's not even funny atm. I'm starting to regret working half the day before i have to get going because I won't really have the time in the morning to pack everything that i won't be able to pack up until i leave. Which means I'll have to pack it after work and I'm gonna be stressed out beyond believe. Sometimes i wonder why I didn't think of going on an actual vacation instead of just being at home and now I realise why.

Like, wearing things you know they'd wear or that they'd like? Or pick things in colours you associate with them?

Like, what do you mean you've played more than a session??

VTM OC: Paya

Compassion: 4/10

Bitterness: 9/10 (Kiki is helping her to get her bitter points to add on to her happy points)

Happiness: 4/10

Politeness: 3/10

Chivalry: 6/10

Pride: 6/10

Love: 7/10 (she wouldn't admit it but she's a huge softie behind all her grumpy attitude)

Honesty: 4/10

Bravery: 6/10

Recklessness: 9/10 (the only reason this isn't a 10 is because Kiki tries to keep her head on her shoulders)

Ambition: 6/10

Loyalty: 10/10

Sense of Family: 6/10 (she's improving on that tho)

Attractiveness: 10/10 (I'm totally bias because women wow)

Agility: 5/10

Sex Drive: 3/10

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VTM OC: Kiki

Compassion: 8/10

Bitterness: 1/10

Happiness: 7/10

Politeness: 5/10

Chivalry: 5/10

Pride: 5/10

Honesty: 7/10

Bravery: 6/10

Recklessness: 7/10

Ambition: 6/10

Loyalty: 10/10

Love: 10/10

Sense of Family: 8/10

Attractiveness: 10/10 (I'm totally bias because women wow)

Agility: 6/10

Sex Drive: 7/10

Tagged by: @stunningtoredorsweetheart