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My eyes closed

Breathed

Slow breaths

Deep

I breathed and you were there

Your eyes

The same colour as the sky

Colours shifting

between shimmering and wild

I stood in the water

My hair wet

Breathed slower

Deeper

I felt you warm

Your breath against my skin

The thunderous sky all dark

Yet , here is strangely calm

With the loveliest breeze and echoes of love

Then the droplets begin to fall

Big and cool against my skin

Like tears fall and fragments of dreams with them

Again so vividly

Put on display

On my screen

like memories that constantly make me think

Strawberry flavour sun-drenched kisses

All imagination and sunrise feel

Early June caresses

slips out of darkness

drunk on dreams

Sweet juices on my lips

Lust lined desires flowing through my mind

My heart

My soul

Slowly slow

Inescapable

Watching

Waiting

Dreaming

My hands take you

Grasp around

You are hard

and all the decency slip off

You

Slip of

Me

as my hands move

Slowly slow

almost painfully slow

and your eyes sparkle

Watching me open for you

Darling

Spreading

Revealing

the depth of my feelings

Silky

I am soft

My need

Inescapable

Driving around

with the windows down

and the radio plays loud

I sing along to one of our songs

and imagine your voice next to mine

and then

your smile and your lips

Until blinded

I can’t see my own reflection in the mirror

anymore

I am becoming a shadow

Longing for the things already gone

I saw the moon caught in a rainbow

Sliding slowly into blue

and flowers behind foggy glass

reminded me of you

The bathtub in the garden

Now filled with dead leaves and rust

You in the shadows with me

a dream not yet lost

I am becoming darkness

Imagining a sunny day

Fuck me hard … for the longest time

Whisper

Kiss me

The sighs

in the swirling wind of May

the sun