i’m trying my hardest to not act how i feel.

I dont want to do this anymore.. I can't do this anymore.. I'm fuckin exhausted, I want it all to stop.. I need it all to stop..

the worst part of "you'll understand when you're older" is that you really do understand when you're older

I'm genuinely so tired of this world.

forced to say “it’s ok” instead of throwing a chair at them

the fact that i have to be in the “right headspace” to do even the simplest tasks. absolutely humiliating

who else up learning things the hard way

GOD I just want to be CREATIVE but all my energy is being used to survive

very sensitive very aggressive

in my '?' era

be obsessed with me, it turns me on

Hurting alone made me different.