it's nothing like the time they broke my heart.

; @ovcrdosed appeared in the crystal ball.

the dull roar of the bus engine was the only sound that orion cared to hear- though if it could stop and let his pounding headache subside, that would be a little nice. he couldn’t fucking think. couldn’t fucking sleep. and he was freezing his ass off, but being the proud fuckwad he was, he wouldn’t ask the driver to turn up the heat. this was great. fucking amazing. well, he could always wallow in his own self pity. right up until the stranger drops into the seat next to him, and he looks over. 

staring at the back of someone’s head is far less exciting then actually speaking to them. that’s where she was currently. her thought process after boarding this fucking bus in the middle of nowhere.she’d been watching a man with dark curls shiver for an hour before she decided to drop into the seat next to him, pack of cigarettes in her hand.

some nsfw, most sad!

‘if the path i walk is beside you i do not question where it leads.’

‘i’m sorry your lovers haven’t been good to you.’

‘i do not believe anyone can know you, and kiss you, and not fall in love.’

‘don’t worry, darling. i know you did good today. you did good today.’

‘burn the world except each other.’

‘i see myself falling in love, and i am feeling less afraid.’

‘stop making me so sad.’

‘i, once again, accidentally read a whole book last night.’

‘i told you i was falling in love, why didn’t you tell me you weren’t?’

‘just sitting here, waiting to be complete.’

‘you never fail me.’

‘i have had just about enough of myself.’

‘paint my world with your favourite colour, baby. i wouldn’t mind.’

‘none of us wanted the night to end.’

‘looks away because you’re really pretty and i am shy at first sight.’

‘ah, the inability to write poetry when you find yourself happy.’

‘in the mood to destroy the world, or perhaps fall in love.’

‘come home soon. it’s all right, i’ll wait.’

‘it has never been a matter of how we start, it’s how we stop.’

‘devils like us don’t burn easy.’

‘ugh. must you really do all these things that keep making me fall in love with you?’

‘how fiercely you unravel me. how gently you piece me back together.’

‘yes, we should start making out earlier next time.’

‘seeing you today was such a strange way to die.’

‘won’t you just choose me?’

‘i look at you and i just—-’

‘may all your lovers forget their names as they scream yours.’

‘oh, please. it’s never too much information with me.’

‘i still worry about you when it rains.’

‘can you just break my heart properly so i won’t want you anymore?’

‘i will only call you sweetheart, that will always be your name.’

‘i miss you most when i wake up.’ 

‘reality has yet to set in, and i am still with you in a dream.’

‘to answer your question: i always will.’

‘you insist that you miss me, but your actions suggest otherwise.’

‘we are both messing this up, and we are letting it happen.’

‘when i grow up, i want to be enough.’

‘thus, i will say that i am here and i care.’

[text]: call or text me back please. i’m getting worried.

[text]: come round to mine and make me ;)

[text]: how drunk was i last night?

[text]: you were so wasted last night!

[text]: why do i have a stop sign in my living room?

[text]: i’m craving pizza… 

[text]: wanna grab lunch and a movie?

[text]: i can’t tonight, tomorrow?

[text]: that cutie is here again. should i talk to them? i won’t know if they like me unless i talk to them… 

[text]: i can literally feel my hair turning grey by the second… save me! PLEASE!

[text]: GUESS WHO HAS A DATE?!

[text]: batman or superman? you know, for science…

[text]: team cap or team iron man? our friendship rests on this…

[text]: any new book recommendations? 

[text]: me. you. a bottle of vodka. my place. now.

[text]: i really need a friend right now

[text]: i can’t believe what i just overheard in the bathroom…

[text]: for the last time, stop fucking texting me

[text]: i’m sorry, who is this?

[text]: fuck off!!

[text]: wanna be my plus one to my exes wedding? and pretend to be in love with me?

[text]: i just wanted to say, i love you and i forgive you

[text]: we need to talk.

[text]: what time you getting home?

[text]: word on the street is you got laid last night. i need all the deets!

[text]: pretty please? with sugar on top!

[text]: you love me really!

[text]: i have never in my life been this angry. i can’t believe this has happened!

[text]: sorry to miss your call, what’s up?

[text]: i got fired! I GOT FUCKING FIRED! :( 

[text]: my boss is giving me the eye…

[text]: pants are optional.

[text]: did you get the thing????

[text]: ??????

[text]: eww… the grossest thing ever just happened… 

[text]: shit shit shit

[text]: asshole, much?

[text]: don’t need to be a dick about it

[text]: wait, what?

“If I choke to death here, I want you to put me in my coffin with both my middle fingers up.”

“Did you know that every single thing here is wrong?”

“Just… blood everywhere. I’m talking ev-ry-where.”

“Permission to slam-dunk this into the garbage?”

“No one’s ever cut a finger off in this room. I promise.”

“This ain’t what any god ever intended.”

“What do theater majors even do? Eat glass? Staple things to themselves? Yes.”

“Anyone else hear that siren going off?”

“Let’s go see what they lit on fire now.”

“Oh, good. It’s all ruined.”

“Did someone say polka?”

“Shoulder pads. More of them.”

“We’ve learned an important lesson today, and that lesson is: don’t do that.”

“I want to help you, but I need to know what the problem is first.”

“I hate it. I despise it. I loathe it. I have so many synonyms for how much I don’t like this.”

“It’s difficult, but it’s possible. Probably.”

“You can cry if you have to. No judgement.”

“It’s not that it’s a bad place. It’s just full of dust and fire hazards and also I’m pretty sure it’s haunted.”

“Please do not ever say those words to me again.”

“I would NEVER do that! …Unless I was, like, really mad.”

“You’re lucky I’m morally above grave robbing. By, like, half a step, but still.”

“Nothing personal, but I’m deeply ashamed that I even know you.”

owen had been with too many people to have not had a  scare like this. but that had been different. none of those girls had been riley. none of them had mattered to him  like she does. it was always a ‘shit’ moment with them, this wasn’t. this wasn’t a moment he truly panicked. he didn’t not want this with her. it was in fact the very opposite. he wanted this, he wanted her. he wanted this child, he wanted this woman, for the rest of his life. even as young as he is, as they are. this wasn’t the worst thing to ever happen to them. not for him anyway.