an american in poland.

mother was depressed, father fell in love with another woman

older brother, Stanislav, fell from a window and suffered brain damage; was later labelled as insane and admitted in an asylum

wasn’t expelled from the Imperial Ballet School because his dancing ability made up for his academics and also explained why he was away from the classroom

did well in subjects that interested him anyhow (*cough* dance *cough*)

had jealous classmates who sabotaged him which gave him a concussion and a coma which lasted for 4 days

h o l y s h i t

his boisterous behavior was what expelled him from school

was later readmitted into his position after, to quote, “a sound beating”

was 14 when he was given his first principal role by Petipa himself in “La Romance d'un Bouton de rose et d'un Papillon” which was never performed

was caught in the Bloody Sunday Massacre and got a head wound

became more reserved as he grew older to the point where other people found him dull and didn’t want to work with him

was offered a position in the Imperial Russian Ballet when he was still an undergrad but still chose to finish his studies

graduated second in his class anyway, with top marks in dancing, art and music

immediately admitted into the company as a coryphee, not even in the corps de ballet

he literally flew in his career good lord they’d never stop making the man jump

met Sergei Diaghilev, a Russian art critic an patron who later on became his manager and lover , and joined his company, Ballet Russes

Diaghilev’s sponsor died which led to the decline of finances in his company

started to choreograph his own pieces which caused an uproar in the classical ballet world

HE FUCKIN CHOREOGRAPHED MASTURBATION FFS

one of his pieces was abt a homosexual encounter between 3 men

nijinsky is the guy responsible for the “Rite of Spring”

yknow this piece

say what you want abt the guy but apparently he wasn’t a very good teacher, expecting everyone can dance the way he can

used his sister as a guinea pig for his new choreography

Mikhail Fokine, as in the guy who choreographed “The Dying Swan”, called him ‘incompetent’ and was only in the company bc he was Diaghilev’s lover #yikes

basically, he started being sort of a diva

was forced to tour in South America alone without his support system (sister, manager, and the fact that his father had recently died)

met a lady named Romola de Pulszky while at South America and was under the impression that she was a prima ballerina but later ignored her when he realized that she wasn’t

this lady became so obsessed with him that she broke off her engagement with someone, started paying Diaghilev and sponsoring his company, taking ballet classes with Enrico Cechetti just to be close to Nijinsky, and booking train compartments and hotel rooms near him #doubleyikes

she was creepy man she was befriending anyone who knew him

idk how man but Nijinsky proposed to her ???

important and powerful political people where responsible for his marriage tbh like for the money, for the power, for the glory

Nijinsky tried to teach Romola ballet so that she could perform with him in his upcoming performances but she wasn’t interested which broke his heart

they didn’t share the same hotel rooms the whole season

Diaghilev was so upset, he fired Nijinsky from his company

great so now he’s unemployed

still, he tried getting his shit together and formed his own company with only 3 experienced dancers

3 EXPERIENCED DANCERS

Romola helped by negotiating and managing so at least that was helpful

became more nervous and distraught when opening night came and Diaghilev came to watch

had a breakdown on the third night and couldn’t perform

the show was cancelled and lost a lot of money

the breakdown affected his dancing

he was classified as an enemy of Russia during World War I and was under house arrest 

Diaghilev spent 2 years trying to get him back to Russia under the condition that he would work for the Ballet Russes again

SO MANY POWERFUL PEOPLE INTERCEDED FOR HIM THE FREAKING POPE OF THE TIME DID

he would have rages now and then during rehearsals #tripleyikes

he was 28 in his last public performance

he was later diagnosed with schizophrenia and his greatest fear was realized: he was admitted into an asylum

was in and out of the hospital and had long periods of silence

Romola stayed with him throughout all of this and even protected him during the war

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Started rehearsing Giselle!

There’s several ways to go about determining your needs depending on your physical activities, so I will provide a few* 

CARBS (4 cal/g): General recommendation 45-65% of your daily calories

Average Gym Goer (3-4 days/week, 1hr, light to moderate intensity) 3-6 g per kg body weight

Workout Fanatic (5-6 days/week, 1-2hrs, moderate intensity) 6-8 g per kg body weight

Competitive Athlete (6-7 days/week, 2-4hrs, moderate to high intensity) 8-10 g per kg body weight

Ultra-Endurance Athlete (6-7 days/week, 4+hours, moderate to high intensity) 10-12 g per kg body weight

Power Lifter 6-10 g per kg body weight (55-65% daily calories)

FATS (9 cal/g):General recommendation 20-35% of your daily calories (7-10% saturated, 10% monounsaturated, 10% polyunsaturated)

Unless your on a diet that skews your macros, fat recommendations for sedentary individuals and active individuals stay within a 20-35% range. For both power and endurance athletes, the lower end of the daily fat % is recommended. 

PROTEIN (4cal/g): General recommendation 10-35% of your daily calories

Sedentary individual 0.8 g per kg body weight (12-15% daily cal)

Strength Athlete 1.4-2.0 g per kg body weight (15-20% daily cal)

Endurance Athlete 1.2-2.0 g per kg body weight (12-18% daily cal)

Team sport athlete 1.2-1.6 g per kg body weight (12-16% daily cal)

Weight gain/loss 1.6-2.0 g per kg body weight (16-20% daily cal)

Post workout protein/amino acid needs 

(just thought I would throw this in here for fun)

As little as 6g of essential amino acids (which can typically be found in approximately 15g high quality protein), as soon as possible or at least within 3hrs, post workout have been shown to help build muscle. 

General recommendations of 6-20g of essential amino acids (15-50g high quality protein) ,along with carbohydrates to replenish glycogen stores, has shown to create muscle repair/building. 

Also, when studying and comparing two athletes following the same resistance training, athlete one that consumed 20g of essential amino acids post workout vs athlete two that consumed 40g had no difference in muscle repair/building. So consuming 100g of protein after your workout isn’t going to get you “ripped” any faster! All you’ll be doing is just consuming additional calories and protein that your body won’t need or use possibly leading to fat gains.

If you need to know how many calories you burn in a day to determine your needs click here.

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Me, photo by Przemek Olejarz

Me, Warsaw summer 2014