If I'm Lost Please Don't Find Me

...it’s fucking hard, and no one will ever be perfect, but we can all strive to be the best we can. I personally struggle with my negativity and abilities (or lack there of) to let go of the past.  I was particularly reminded of this on instagram today. Saw a picture of this girl who’s now with a guy i used to be friends with/see intimately.  I gazed, with anger and spite, at this chick for a good minute before this awesome voice kicked off in my head. I don’t care about her life, his life, their life; i should be thankful for others happiness in the world, and with karma existing and all, i should wish better things on everyone, even those i dont particularly like, right? But still, it’s difficult when you feel someones hurt you.  So today I had to physically pull out a copy of the Creed to remind myself of one of my favorite lines: “To give so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize others..” So, all in all, i suppose my point is: i love where i have found myself these days; i’m living a life that’s most definitely not perfect, but almost perfect for me. ...And for that dude, and that chick, (holla if yall respectfully read this) peace and blessins, sincerely.

if this is e, i still love you and were gonna work it out.if this is s, fuck you, you left me high and dryand if this is any dude, you probably arent worth it..

Thanks for all the amazing and horrible things you did to me and we did together. I’ve learned. Even if you don’t see it; even if you don’t care, sometimes you just gotta say things when you’re not afraid anymore.

LOLSMH

Moving to South Africa