Gak

After two weeks, I don't like tumblr either.

I set my alarm and my coffee pot for 5am because I wanted to make breakfast and go for a walk before I had to be at work. I was operating under the delusion that because I had fallen asleep at 11pm the previous night that I would be able to do the same again. I believed in all earnesty that I was the master of my own choices, or, at the very least, that I could be.

I know no one follows me for my Charts and probably don’t care that much about them. But I really enjoy making them in put a lot of work into them because it’s how I stim (so they might not make sense to anyone but me haha)!

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by the way, if you're weird about aromantic heterosexual cisgender men, i kill you. if that man wants a purely sexual relationship with a woman and communicates that with her, and she agrees, hell yes. good for them. you have no right to be a bitch about that. that's frankly none of your god damn business. he's not "emotionally abusive" for wanting a specific type of relationship. you're being stupid and weird. and weirdly misogynistic, by assuming that women are inherently these helpless victims that have no agency or autonomy.

I have been so utterly transfixed by this phrase lately.

I find that society wants trauma survivors who are soft. Survivors who are kind. Survivors who feel they’ve come out better because of their trauma. They want this so they can validate themselves and believe in “everything happens for a reason” because it makes them feel better.