There's nothing that I wouldn't do

As some of you might know, the morning of Monday September 8th, my best friend Erica died of a massive blood clot. She was best known as aformerweapon, tookuptheshield, and brooklynbornwinter, but she also held a number of blogs with me as various other characters and OCs ( thewinterschill, prettymuchablur, crossofselfdenial, tellmewasitreal, and others). She was my mainverse, and the entire reason I even have a Steve muse in the first place. She brought me into the Marvel fandom and I can’t imagine losing this community, but if I’m going to move forward at all I don’t want everything Erica meant to me to be pushed aside or forgotten at all. I’ll be keeping the url because she helped me come up with it, but I’ll e archiving this blog and continuing elsewhere. The only threads continued here are directly pertaining to mems and things I owed her, or single-verse reactions to the loss (mentions of death), because I think it might be therapeutic and I really dislike leaving things without closure. That said, ALL THREADS ARE CONSIDERED DROPPED UNTIL YOU TALK TO ME. I will pick up any thread, but you must discuss it with me first. I’ve had Steve for nearly two years and I have many threads going, so it’s hard for me to keep track on my own. I have a couple of asks that I’ll answer on the rebooted blog as a post tagged with your url. If any of you would like to make a clean break with me for any reason, that’s perfectly fine. Or if you’d like to drop the threads and start fresh that’s okay with me as well! Thank you all so much for a great nearly-two years, and you’re welcome to follow the new blog.

As some of you might know, the morning of Monday September 8th, my best friend Erica died of a massive blood clot. She was best known as aformerweapon, tookuptheshield, and brooklynbornwinter, but she also held a number of blogs with me as various other characters and OCs ( thewinterschill, prettymuchablur, crossofselfdenial, tellmewasitreal, and others). She was my mainverse, and the entire reason I even have a Steve muse in the first place. She brought me into the Marvel fandom and I can’t imagine losing this community, but if I’m going to move forward at all I don’t want everything Erica meant to me to be pushed aside or forgotten at all. I’ll be keeping the url because she helped me come up with it, but I’ll e archiving this blog and continuing elsewhere. The only threads continued here are directly pertaining to mems and things I owed her, or single-verse reactions to the loss (mentions of death), because I think it might be therapeutic and I really dislike leaving things without closure. That said, ALL THREADS ARE CONSIDERED DROPPED UNTIL YOU TALK TO ME. I will pick up any thread, but you must discuss it with me first. I’ve had Steve for nearly two years and I have many threads going, so it’s hard for me to keep track on my own. I have a couple of asks that I’ll answer on the rebooted blog as a post tagged with your url. If any of you would like to make a clean break with me for any reason, that’s perfectly fine. Or if you’d like to drop the threads and start fresh that’s okay with me as well! Thank you all so much for a great nearly-two years, and you’re welcome to follow the new blog.

As some of you might know, the morning of Monday September 8th, my best friend Erica died of a massive blood clot. She was best known as aformerweapon, tookuptheshield, and brooklynbornwinter, but she also held a number of blogs with me as various other characters and OCs ( thewinterschill, prettymuchablur, crossofselfdenial, tellmewasitreal, and others). She was my mainverse, and the entire reason I even have a Steve muse in the first place. She brought me into the Marvel fandom and I can’t imagine losing this community, but if I’m going to move forward at all I don’t want everything Erica meant to me to be pushed aside or forgotten at all. I’ll be keeping the url because she helped me come up with it, but I’ll e archiving this blog and continuing elsewhere. The only threads continued here are directly pertaining to mems and things I owed her, or single-verse reactions to the loss (mentions of death), because I think it might be therapeutic and I really dislike leaving things without closure. That said, ALL THREADS ARE CONSIDERED DROPPED UNTIL YOU TALK TO ME. I will pick up any thread, but you must discuss it with me first. I’ve had Steve for nearly two years and I have many threads going, so it’s hard for me to keep track on my own. I have a couple of asks that I’ll answer on the rebooted blog as a post tagged with your url. If any of you would like to make a clean break with me for any reason, that’s perfectly fine. Or if you’d like to drop the threads and start fresh that’s okay with me as well! Thank you all so much for a great nearly-two years, and you’re welcome to follow the new blog.

As some of you might know, the morning of Monday September 8th, my best friend Erica died of a massive blood clot. She was best known as aformerweapon, tookuptheshield, and brooklynbornwinter, but she also held a number of blogs with me as various other characters and OCs ( thewinterschill, prettymuchablur, crossofselfdenial, tellmewasitreal, and others). She was my mainverse, and the entire reason I even have a Steve muse in the first place. She brought me into the Marvel fandom and I can’t imagine losing this community, but if I’m going to move forward at all I don’t want everything Erica meant to me to be pushed aside or forgotten at all. I’ll be keeping the url because she helped me come up with it, but I’ll e archiving this blog and continuing elsewhere. The only threads continued here are directly pertaining to mems and things I owed her, or single-verse reactions to the loss (mentions of death), because I think it might be therapeutic and I really dislike leaving things without closure. That said, ALL THREADS ARE CONSIDERED DROPPED UNTIL YOU TALK TO ME. I will pick up any thread, but you must discuss it with me first. I’ve had Steve for nearly two years and I have many threads going, so it’s hard for me to keep track on my own. I have a couple of asks that I’ll answer on the rebooted blog as a post tagged with your url. If any of you would like to make a clean break with me for any reason, that’s perfectly fine. Or if you’d like to drop the threads and start fresh that’s okay with me as well! Thank you all so much for a great nearly-two years, and you’re welcome to follow the new blog.

As some of you might know, the morning of Monday September 8th, my best friend Erica died of a massive blood clot. She was best known as aformerweapon, tookuptheshield, and brooklynbornwinter, but she also held a number of blogs with me as various other characters and OCs ( thewinterschill, prettymuchablur, crossofselfdenial, tellmewasitreal, and others). She was my mainverse, and the entire reason I even have a Steve muse in the first place. She brought me into the Marvel fandom and I can’t imagine losing this community, but if I’m going to move forward at all I don’t want everything Erica meant to me to be pushed aside or forgotten at all. I’ll be keeping the url because she helped me come up with it, but I’ll e archiving this blog and continuing elsewhere. The only threads continued here are directly pertaining to mems and things I owed her, or single-verse reactions to the loss (mentions of death), because I think it might be therapeutic and I really dislike leaving things without closure. That said, ALL THREADS ARE CONSIDERED DROPPED UNTIL YOU TALK TO ME. I will pick up any thread, but you must discuss it with me first. I’ve had Steve for nearly two years and I have many threads going, so it’s hard for me to keep track on my own. I have a couple of asks that I’ll answer on the rebooted blog as a post tagged with your url. If any of you would like to make a clean break with me for any reason, that’s perfectly fine. Or if you’d like to drop the threads and start fresh that’s okay with me as well! Thank you all so much for a great nearly-two years, and you’re welcome to follow the new blog.

As some of you might know, the morning of Monday September 8th, my best friend Erica died of a massive blood clot. She was best known as aformerweapon, tookuptheshield, and brooklynbornwinter, but she also held a number of blogs with me as various other characters and OCs ( thewinterschill, prettymuchablur, crossofselfdenial, tellmewasitreal, and others). She was my mainverse, and the entire reason I even have a Steve muse in the first place. She brought me into the Marvel fandom and I can’t imagine losing this community, but if I’m going to move forward at all I don’t want everything Erica meant to me to be pushed aside or forgotten at all. I’ll be keeping the url because she helped me come up with it, but I’ll e archiving this blog and continuing elsewhere. The only threads continued here are directly pertaining to mems and things I owed her, or single-verse reactions to the loss (mentions of death), because I think it might be therapeutic and I really dislike leaving things without closure. That said, ALL THREADS ARE CONSIDERED DROPPED UNTIL YOU TALK TO ME. I will pick up any thread, but you must discuss it with me first. I’ve had Steve for nearly two years and I have many threads going, so it’s hard for me to keep track on my own. I have a couple of asks that I’ll answer on the rebooted blog as a post tagged with your url. If any of you would like to make a clean break with me for any reason, that’s perfectly fine. Or if you’d like to drop the threads and start fresh that’s okay with me as well! Thank you all so much for a great nearly-two years, and you’re welcome to follow the new blog.

          “since you’re ridin’ bitch, i’ll let you choose our first stop,” bucky shouts out, weaving them away from the curb.  ”wonder if coney’s got anything left open from back in our day.” 

  "call me that one more time, see if you ever get the keys again," he says into bucky's ear, the few inches of height advantage he has putting him in the perfect position when he leans close enough.   he knows this bike as well as anything, has long become harmonized to the melody of motion only motorcycles can offer. the sway and shift of weight, the rumble under thighs, even the heat radiating from somewhere besides steve for a change, it's all comforting as a lullaby and worrying about the destination no longer occurs to him.   the throwback flips his stomach, but not on a sour note. maybe this is a chance to reclaim something once lost. if old memories can be painful and stifling, there's always a breath of clean sea air in making new ones.     "i'm game if you are, buck."

         “When have you ever known me to give you what you ask for?                                                   It’s a whole different game now, Steve.”

  "What if I say pretty please?      Come on, Barnes. Show me what you've got."

     “Well then I don’t know, Steve.”

  "What if I don't want to correct the media? I mean, I understand if you don't like the idea those pictures sent, we can tell them that we're just friends, but I'm not going to apologize for it! The paparazzi stalked us. We didn't ask to be photographed."

 “How about a shot of espresso with your regular then?” He transitions smoothly, hardly giving Steve the chance to answer his previous question ( definitely not flirting ). “Trust me on this one, it won’t muddle the taste… I’d suggest a pastry too, if you want to avoid a headache later on.” Bucky paused then, looking to Steve, a breathless laugh passing through his lips. “Think of it like alcohol. Never drink on empty stomach. — Unless you’re in good company that is.”

▄︻▇〓▄︻┻┳═一 ・・・・・

            It was slow, untucking himself from the corner and moving. Each movement was calculated and almost didn’t feel like his own doing. But never had  he felt a stronger need to be close to something than he did right now. He was too tired, much too tired to fight what his body was telling him and he just went with it, sliding over until he was inches away.

                                ”Pair up with Morita. Create chaos;                                     disorder in their plans. Anything to give us time.”

  "Yes, sir.     We'll wait on your command to move out."