she's chaos

Lately I've just been sitting back and looking at my life over the past 6-7 months and I am just completely amazed. Back in January, I had a week where every single day was a good day and I remember thinking to myself that surely this won't last forever. It's just not my luck. It's almost July and I have never had so many good days and good weeks in my entire life. I am so grateful for everything in my life, how much I've grown, and the people I am surrounded by. I was depressed for almost half of my life and I've always dealt with anxiety but this year is the first time I feel like I've actually overcome most of it. I've never been so happy and motivated and positive and optimistic and never have I ever felt so blessed. I wish I had better words to describe this feeling and I hope it stays with me forever. I love my life.